Chapter 11 The boy does not know the taste of sorrow
The boy doesn't know the taste of sorrow and falls in love with the floor. Fall in love with the floor, and worry about the new words. Now I know the taste of sorrow, and I want to talk about it. I want to say that I will not rest, but I say that the weather is cool and autumn.
Adults always say that children have no heart and lungs, so why worry? But as I grew up, the more I came into contact with society, the more depressed I felt, and I often had an inexplicable feeling in my heart, and I often needed to take a deep breath and exhale the turbidity in my heart in exchange for a short-term relaxation.
But I often find that things have been blocked in my heart for a long time, and I can't even breathe. How can teenagers not worry? Worry about grades, exams, future, pressure, friendship......
The three of them after the high school entrance examination are too easy to live a little unaccustomed, and the high-pressure policy and cruel whipping in the past year have made them accustomed to being abused, and suddenly someone told you that you can sleep until you wake up naturally tomorrow, which feels so weird.
On a sunny afternoon, the happiest three or five friends get together, eat snacks and talk about the day.
The mouse bit the chicken wings and said vaguely: "Watching them go to school with their school bags, I can quietly gnaw on the chicken wings, no need to listen to nagging and no need to read the book of heaven, this day is too beautiful." ”
The others nodded approvingly, eating fried chicken wings and licking popsicles. Suddenly, Fang Wan spoke: "How many years have we known each other?" ”
The big head thought for a while: "It should have been six or seven years, we met first, then we met the mouse, then Brother Qing, and finally Xiaobudian." ”
Fang Wan nodded: "Xiao Budian was the latest to be added, but we listened to her the most, it's amazing." The strangest thing is Brother Qing, he is actually willing to let Xiao Xiao not be mutilated. ”
The mouse put down the bone in his hand: "Yes, I'm curious too. I don't care what you do, I follow, although sometimes I'm angry, but the resistance is ineffective. ”
Brother Qing glanced at the school gate: "Actually, I should have a younger sister, but I was killed at the age of seven, and my eyes are big and beautiful." Since I was a child, I have loved to follow me, let me carry it, my father beat me and block me in front of me, and if there is something delicious, he will definitely leave some for me. The first time I saw Xiao Xiao, I was at the skating rink, surrounded by people who were too short and looked up, and all I could see was her big eyes. ”
Fang Wan was stunned for a moment, she knew that Brother Qing was very fond of Xiaoxiao, but she didn't know that it was because of this reason. In fact, at the beginning, the three of them actually looked at his face, and gradually they really accepted it, after all, they didn't match. I've known each other for more than two years, maybe people are really cheap, the four of them were actually killed by the youngest.
Fang Wan took a deep breath: "I'm going to S City, and I'll be studying there in the future." ”
Brother Qing was stunned for a moment: "Why is it so sudden?" ”
Mouse: "Didn't you say you want to mix the three together?" You can't talk without words. ”
Big head: "I can't mix the three middle schools anymore." ”
Mouse: "Rub, is it too bad, I can't go to the third middle school, do I have to repeat the grade." I've been serious this year, and I haven't even played my favorite Street Fighter in a long time. Rubbed. "The rat is angry because he is really working hard and he is frustrated because there is no reward for the effort.
Fang Wan laughed: "Sad, I know as soon as I hear your tone." Our grades are good, you and Brother Qing should be enough for the eleventh middle school at their own expense, and the big head is better to go to the first middle school. It will definitely be a middle school in the future, and you can still be together in the future. ”
The mouse jumped up: "True or false, his grandfather's and I have also become an honor student." ”
Big head: "Yes, I saw the results, and my grandfather was shocked." In fact, Fang Huan can also go to middle school, which is a bit sudden. ”
Fang Huan: "My uncle and my father's company is getting better and better, and my mother's health is getting worse and worse, I am going to go to school in S City to accompany her by the way." ”
Brother Qing: "Little is here." ”
At the end of the summer, he looked at the silent crowd and raised his eyebrows: "Didn't you do well in the exam?" No, I should be at 75% of the question. ”
The mouse hooked her neck with one hand: "It's really yours, grandpa can make a big comeback at home this time, see who dares to say that I can't read." ”
Brother Qing rescued Xia Mo from his hands, and the big head immediately put the grape orange ice in front of Xia Mo: "He is so excited, the mouse has been the last since he was a child, and he has been beaten by his father for this matter, understand." ”
At the end of summer, he ate his own things: "It seems that the exam is good, what's wrong with Fang Huan, it's a little stuffy." ”
Brother Qing: "She can't be with us in high school, her mother is not in good health, and she has to accompany her." ”
Fang Wan suddenly crawled on the table and cried, leaving a group of people at a loss. Since they met, Fang Wan has been the eldest sister, stubborn and proud, and never admits defeat. Brother Qing pushed the end of summer, when he was still drinking ice, and motioned to her with his eyes to persuade her. Late Summer pulled a few napkins and slipped them under the table, without speaking, and the other three stared at her indifferently.
Fang Wan blew her nose without any image, and said in a buzzing voice: "I can't bear you, but I can't rest assured that my mother can't do it." He's not an old-fashioned mom, and this time he's bringing people home, see if I don't kill these vixens. "A few people know more or less about the situation in Fang Huan's family, it is nothing more than that the poor couple was once prosperous, the man couldn't resist the temptation of the flowery world outside, the woman began to love and pity herself, the child was rebellious, and the family was not harmonious, and the father and daughter were like enemies. The purest of the five of them is the big head, and the most complicated is Brother Qing, each with its own unspeakable points, which may be one of the reasons why they can get together.
Late summer: "The most pitiful thing about a woman is that her life revolves around a man, without ego; The saddest thing is that this man is not rare for her, she is still deeply trapped in it and can't extricate herself. Fang Huan, don't lower your style, they are not worth your hands, it will hurt to beat people. Those who are not afraid of death and ask for money, and those who are most afraid of not wanting money, those people will hide and forbear, and finally devour the body. If you take it in your hand, it will be yours, watch it. ”
Xia Mo knew some things but she didn't want to say that this was someone else's life, she didn't want to interfere too much, out of friendship she warned that whether she could figure it through was not within her consideration.
Fang Wan seems to understand: "I seem to understand and I don't seem to understand anything." ”
Xia Mo smiled: "You don't need to understand, take your mother on a trip, women rely on children instead of men after forty, your decision is right." ”
The mouse scratched his head: "The more I look at the little ones, the more I think about the blind man who tells fortunes at the bridge, what he says is so mysterious." In fact, the other few people also think the same way in their hearts, but they are smart and won't say it.
Fang Huan: "Go, go, let's talk about women." Men don't have a good thing. ”
When the mouse heard this, he was unconvinced: "Aren't the three of us good men?" You can't say that. At the end of summer, he looked up and down with a smile, looked at each other's hairy hair, and retreated all the way. Okay, aunts and grandmothers, I'm afraid of you, let's sit at another table. ”
At the end of the summer, he said lightly: "I don't see that it's a man, it's just a little kid." ”
Fang Wan laughed and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Let's go swimming together, we used to read books during the summer vacation, and we had a good time together in the last summer vacation." ”
The three of them looked at the end of the summer together, and the end of the summer nodded: "You arrange, I cooperate." ”
This summer vacation was the least burdensome at the end of summer, eating and playing, and occasionally going to the fields to help. A few other people who had no experience rushed to come, but after looking at the crops that had fallen to the ground, Grandma Xia said distressedly that she didn't need their help, she really didn't need it.
Then they went mightily to the river, which was a big river a long time ago, and now all they see is the riverbed, and a lot of stones. At this time, sand mining has not yet begun, so it is still relatively clean. The men swim, the women play in the water and chat, and finally it turns into a water fight. Everywhere there was screaming and laughter, accompanied by the sound of the wind.
The summer vacation at the end of summer is very wolfy, but it is indeed a lot more cheerful, after all, the heart is relaxed. In the first thought, the relationship will be much closer.
What made Xia Mo want to die the most was Brother Qing's promotion wine, she was completely drunk, she never knew that a person could be so terrible when drunk.
Brother Qing's old man didn't expect his son to do so well in the exam, so he spent a lot of money to buy a place and send him to No. 1 Middle School. Just imagine what an explosive thing it is for a rogue son to actually enter the best high school in the county, so he has a big banquet at the best hotel in S Town.
Unfortunately, the end of summer is the guest at the table, and it is the one who has to show his face by name.
Father Guo stood up and walked to the sub-table, and said in his unique loud and rough voice: "The happiest day of my life is today, I didn't expect my son to be admitted to the first middle school, the best high school." Hahaha. As he spoke, he patted Brother Qing's shoulder vigorously, and looked at the end of the summer when a few people were stunned, and his strength was really not small.
This small table is specially prepared for Guo Qing's classmates, although there are many people playing together, but there are only a few really good ones, so this table is very empty. At the end of summer, she ate quietly and drank drinks, and although she really wanted to drink, it was better to pretend.
After being happy, Guo's father saw the quiet end of summer at a glance, and said with a smile: "You are just a little bit, Guo Qing talks at home every day that he has a sister who studies very well, godfather wants to thank you, let's have a drink." ”
Guo Qing was unhappy: "Dad, Xiao Bu is my sister, but I don't recognize you as my godfather." Also, she was too young to drink. Grandma Guo on the side also persuaded him, he knew that Dad Guo was drunk.
Guo's father: "I'm your son, isn't your sister my daughter?" Besides, I'm happy today, everyone is sitting by myself, it's okay. Waiter, come here with a case of beer. Another plate of prawns, my daughter likes to eat them. The drunken voice was louder and more bold, and the ears sitting next to him rumbled.
At the end of summer, I didn't ink, took the glass and dried it in one sip, then turned the wine glass upside down and smiled.
The person next to him coaxed: "Okay, this is Brother Jin's daughter, looking at her temper." Fill it up again. "The atmosphere of S Town is very bold and open, and many adults in the family will take the initiative to smoke for their children, and drinking alcohol is not very prohibited, as long as it is not excessive.
Guo's father laughed heartily: "Guo Qing is not as small as he is, this character is really like Lao Tzu's daughter." Touching the corners of his eyes while speaking: "You eat and drink well, and then go upstairs to sing karaoke later, Dad Guo has paid." I've said hello to your family, it's okay, don't worry, go to the hotel when you're sleepy, anyway, you're all familiar with each other. ”
Looking at Guo's father, who was holding wine and fisting people at the next table, he was jealous at the end of summer. Maybe he has a bad reputation, maybe he doesn't have a home, maybe he either beats or scolds, but it is undeniable that he is a father who loves his children. Parents and children, if there is no communication, then the blood relationship of the relatives will become indifferent.
At the end of summer, he filled his wine glass and touched Brother Qing's cup: "Guo Qing, I'm jealous of you, you have a good father." After saying that, it was dry when they didn't react.
Guo Qing didn't have time to grab it: "Don't drink it, you can't read yet, beware of becoming a fool." He knew the situation at the end of the summer in his heart, and over the years, he gradually understood what his old man expected of him, and the relationship between the two became more harmonious.
The mouse was happy, he had wanted to drink it for a long time, and the dog-legged helped her fill it: "Okay, I can't see that Xiao Budian has such a good amount of wine." As soon as the big head saw this, he immediately kicked the wine next to the table into the table, and looked at the end of summer with some concern.
Fang Ping thought about things in his heart, and when he saw that the end of the summer was like this, he also opened a bottle of wine: "What is the big head hiding, our eyes are very sharp, you used to secretly drink and smoke at school in the past, and now you can drink it in the bright light, what are you afraid of?" Turn on, drink. He looked up at half a bottle, put it down, and looked at Guo Qing and handed it over with a smile. Guo Qing is also a refreshing person, and he is bored.
The big head said that he was crazy, took the bottle in his hand, drank one sip after another, and choked in a hurry, and then several people laughed.
The last memory of the end of summer is that she recited poetry: there is wine today and drunk today, don't wait for no flowers and empty branches. The front is not in the horse's mouth, but no one cares, as long as she is happy.
It is said that in the end, the more he and Guo's father talked, the more speculative they became, and the two drunk people talked intimately and sometimes laughed; It is said that at the end of summer, a few people are dragged to dance in front of the public, which is called chic and messy; But these are just rumors, and they are not recognized at the end of summer. Gather and scatter impermanence, be happy in time, and leave no regrets.
I don't know how far their little group will go at the end of the summer, but now they are close and trust each other, so it's in good shape. Young is the person who accompanies you to chase your dreams and accompany you crazy, which is always so valuable.
Young and frivolous, isn't it?
PS: There are a lot of things going on today, and not much is written. Hope you all have a great weekend!