Chapter 110: When You Hate to Meet and Are Not Married (3)
Xinche's gaze changed from complex to simple, from wanting to talk to being silent and calm, but in a short moment, it seemed to have been thinking and thinking for a long time. He stared at Yin Suwen, whose eyes were full of eager hope, and decided not to deliberately dodge anymore. Between Yin Suwen's soft voice and the warmth of his pulse, he suddenly had an epiphany, as if he had realized the Tao in an ancient scripture many years ago. Those who enter the Tao should abstain from attachment, and their repeated pretense of dodging and avoiding is not a kind of attachment. The Buddha's heart is still the same, his will is firm, he shuttles through the earthly world to practice, swims in the red dust and is not confined to the red dust, this is what should be done.
"Yin Su asked, if you really love me, you should listen carefully to my words and live well, instead of insisting on marrying me."
His voice changed from gentle and doting to peaceful and neutral, and even the temperature around him seemed to drop a lot. Yin Suwen gently called "Brother Xinche", seeing that his eyelashes moved slightly, his eyes were calm, and finally took the initiative to put down the little hand around his neck. For some reason, Yin Suwen actually saw a trace of sadness in her clear eyes, not just a refusal, but an indescribable sadness, which made her feel sad as well. She wanted to ask Xinche what made him have such a vision, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't ask, but he opened his mouth first.
"Susu, I value your life and death, and I am willing to sacrifice my life unconditionally to protect you. Because you are the first important person to me, and it is you who let me know that in addition to the name of 'master', Xinche is also a person of flesh and blood. However, you have to understand. All of what I'm doing today has one purpose in mind - to make you better. Live well, promote your goodness and happiness, and have nothing else to ask for. You may not be able to understand everything I am saying today, but one day you will. Until you understand, promise me that you must not be cranky, and do not do any unrealistic fantasies, which will hurt you. ”
"Is it really just an unrealistic fantasy?"
"Trust me, it must be so. Love is too far away for you. Wait until one day to return to Uehara Prefecture. When you can remember all the past events, you will naturally understand if you think about today's words. ”
Huangliang's dream is empty, harming others and oneself. In the eyes of the heart. This is the case with love between men and women. The appearance is wonderful, but in fact it is as terrifying as a ghostly monster and a treacherous hell. He was afraid that Yin Suwen would fall into it stupidly. I am even more afraid that I will be deeply involved with her, and I will not be able to extricate myself in the end.
Unlike all amnesia patients who are eager to find the past, in Yin Suwen's heart. Yesterday was not a day to be kept, and she had no curiosity about that lost time, let alone whether she could remember it. Somewhere deep in her heart, there was a solid wall that stood in between, preventing people like Zhang Shaoqing and the past from invading at will. Regarding that past, she was about to say something to defend herself, but she was interrupted by Xinche raising her hand.
Xin Che hesitated slightly, but still reached out to support her shoulder, and his expression returned to his former love.
"I probably won't have so much time with you for some time to come. On the way back to the mountain tonight, I met an old man, and he told me a lot about the recent situation of Yunju Temple, all of which were not very good. After all, I still have a responsibility, and I can't escape the blame for many accidents that have occurred in the long time since I left the temple. From tomorrow onwards, I will go back to the mountain temple to visit and deal with some things, so you can just stay here and use up the last course of medicine. I am still relieved that there is no girl with me. ”
At the beginning of the night, when he entered the mountains and forests, Xinche met the boss of Orion Tu, who he knew. Natu Boss often visits Yunju Temple to send some fresh fruit and dried firewood or plain mountain goods, recently I always don't see the heart of Che and ask a few more words, every time I listen to the temple of the little novice perfunctory he said that the master is in retreat to participate in meditation. Now at the foot of the mountain in the middle of the night, he saw Xin Che, who was surrounded by wind and dust, he was naturally shocked at first, and then listened to Xin Che explain that he had come back from a cloud trip and told him a lot about the recent situation of the mountain temple.
At the beginning of the absence of the heart, the monks performed their duties and the temple was relatively calm, but in the last few days, two major events have happened one after another, and they are still two bad things. Yunju Temple, who has been responsible for logistics procurement for many years, has always been a wooden and honest, and never complains about heavy logistics affairs, and handles large and small affairs in an orderly manner, although the position is not high, but it can be regarded as a junior valued by the old abbot. Unexpectedly, after returning from the mountain one day, he knelt down in the Buddha hall for a long time, and kowtowed a few times to ask the abbot for permission to return his hair to the world.
All the monks were puzzled, until the peasant girl who harvested vegetables all the year round under the mountain personally found the temple, and begged with tears in her eyes, everyone knew that the empty monk was breaking the precepts and committing a love robbery. The monks of Yunju Temple insisted on leaving the temple because of their love with the woman, as the abbot was naturally sad and angry, hated it, and it was indispensable to punish him severely. No, the two of them were more affectionate than Jin, and after being punished, they knelt down in front of the Daxiong Treasure Hall for three days and three nights, and finally asked the abbot to relent.
The abbot ordered that it was okay to return to the vulgar, but it was necessary to pass through the eighteen bronze formations within a stick of incense before he was allowed to leave the temple. Na Kong was originally just an ordinary monk in charge of logistics, and he did not have a martial arts talent like Xin Che nor a warrior monk who studied hard day and night, so the difference in skill was naturally predictable. Although for the sake of the woman, he still mustered up the courage to persist in the battle, but after all, he was defeated miserably. However, after dealing with the six bronze men, there was only a cold corpse covered in bruises when he got out of the level. The woman was also a strong woman, and when she saw her lover die, she no longer had the will to survive, and she crashed to death on the Nanmu golden pillar in the main hall, which can be regarded as following the wish of the double house.
The first thing ended so tragically that the second thing was born. Although the old abbot was too serious on weekdays, he was not a really cold-blooded person, and when he saw his lover die and added a human life for nothing, he was in a hurry, and after shouting a few "evils", he was completely ill. The death of the void did not shake his supposed firm Buddha heart, but it deeply damaged his years of cultivation, he was sad about this bloody life debt, and even more surprised by the love calamity of the envious mandarin duck and not the immortal.
The old abbot was very old, and his heart was not able to assist him, and after this catastrophe, he was even weaker in recent days, and he was about to fall ill. Yunju Temple is going through a difficult time, at this time, Xin Che can no longer insist on staying out of the matter, he must return as soon as possible and support the thousand-year-old temple by himself. (To be continued......)
PS: It doesn't seem to be anything sweet, so let's continue to abuse