(7) Frostbite
He didn't remember what happened when he was in a coma, but how could he not have guessed with his cleverness that her feet were frozen like this, and it must have something to do with him.
"No, Jinghua, don't think about it. She was really struggling now, but she had to laugh and hold on.
"Whether you have it or not, you are not allowed to go anywhere now. He untied the bag on her back and pressed her to the bed, but he slowly got off the ground.
Maybe it was really too weak, his mouth was hard, but his legs were soft, and he shook a little as soon as he hit the ground, but fortunately he held on to the edge of the bed in time.
"Jinghua, what are you going to do?" she was anxious and wanted to jump again.
"I said you are not allowed to get up!" he glanced at her sternly, and he sat honestly for a while before slowly standing up, taking a breath and saying, "I'll go find you medicine, the frostbite on your feet is very serious, and if you can't treat it well, you will fall to the root of the disease in the future." ”
He has been in the barracks for a long time, and when he marched in the north and in Jiuyuan, he saw a lot of frostbite of this kind, and her girl's skin was originally delicate, and this kind of freezing to the point of having blisters was already quite serious, and if it was not dealt with in time, it might even be possible that all the nerves in both feet would be necrotic and disabled for life.
Ah Mo was anxious and shouted: "No! I'm going out today, Jinghua, I'm going to Devil's Island to find Granny Yuan back! I must leave today!"
"I said, don't go!" he said, his tone sharpened, and his voice deepened.
"Xuanyuan Jinghua, are you unreasonable? Do you know that you had a fever last night to the point of convulsions! You, you are going to die!" She is also on fire, she has never seen such a dead force.
"I'm just unreasonable!" he snapped back and hissed at her, his handsome eyes bloodshot and soaked in water, like a wounded and captured young beast, desperately trying to defend his last dignity.
"I am...... It's just unreasonable......" His voice suddenly weakened, and he repeated the sentence repeatedly, unable to continue.
What can he say?
What else can he say now?
Every minute and every second of these days has been torment for him. The fiery pain in his body was nothing, he was used to it. What he couldn't accept was that the girl who looked at her, looked at the girl he had always loved with his life, and had always been at the top, was now like a servant girl, serving him in a low voice.
I knew for a long time that this would be the end, when I was studying in Guanchi, when I was on a human cruise, when I was seeking medical treatment on Devil's Island, and even when I was fighting not long ago......
He knew from the beginning that the two of them would end up like this.
He will get weaker day by day, and she will be by his side and take care of him with all her heart. After she rushed for him, no matter how tired and wronged she was, she was always happy in front of him. She has even formed a conditioned reflex, as soon as she sees him, she will make all kinds of jokes, and she looks too energetic to run out and has no heart and lungs.
He felt sorry for her, and sometimes he pretended to be asleep, so that she could also lie down next to him for a while and close her eyes for a while. She didn't know that he always got up gently after she fell asleep, helped her cover the quilt, and then looked at her quietly.
He can watch as long as she sleeps.
There were times when she seemed to be dreaming, and he saw her call her name in the dream, and then silent tears filled her eyes and slowly flowed down.
The two of them have finally come to this point.
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It's only been a few years, and it's like a lifetime.
The promise that was made, the oath that said how far and how far to go, really came to an end.
So fast.
The words are still in their ears, but they can't do it anymore, go and let go.
In fact, before the Armageddon, his health was already very bad, Jiang Jinge's hallucinations caused him a lot of damage, days and nights of mental depression and physical torture, his whole body was close to failure, and his heart and lungs were damaged again and again.
He really fought against the odds, exerting the strength of his whole body beyond the ordinary, and he did everything he could and couldn't do. He exhausted all his spiritual power, and laid out the most spectacular Xuanjing tea in history, he walked alone in the Five Elements Gathering Spirit Array of two positions, and he finally used that trick "Thousand Troops Killed", breaking Jiang Chiyu's Red Flame Nine Heavens in one fell swoop, destroying the Yanlong army, and winning the final victory!
He had intended to die like this.
He has always wanted to die on the battlefield, if he can avenge his mother's revenge and extinguish his great trouble for his father, how good it would be to die on the battlefield with such a bang!
He left a perfect back, in the eyes of his father and the world, he is still the admired Xuanyuan Jinghua, the invincible hero!
But what happened next was like a joke.
Jiang Chiyu said on his deathbed that he did not kill his mother, he died, but the revenge of killing his mother was not avenged.
And the eldest brother is not under house arrest in the Wufu Sea, he is just looking for Yinlongyi outside, as long as he wants to come back, he can come back at any time, just like now.
And he didn't die himself, Jiang Yi finally gave him the cultivation of his whole body, he didn't die, but like now, like a wasted person, he survived.
Everything opened in a troubled manner, with gongs and drums noisy, shouting and shaking, but it ended hastily after a long time.
It's like a person who pondered for a long time, brewed the best emotions, prepared the best paper and ink, and planned to draw a picture of a tiger descending the mountain, and when he drew a tiger's head, something went away, and then a three-year-old child picked up a pen and scribbled a cat's body on rice paper.
Let a good picture of the tiger become a joke.
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And himself, is the biggest joke of all.
Whether it is the revenge of killing his mother or the imprisonment of his eldest brother, as his father said, it is just a conjugation of his own imagination as a delirious person.
He didn't know why he had to survive, and what was the point of surviving like this?
Watching Momo go from a playful and intelligent girl full of aura to a little girl who serves him? Or watch her cheer because she has eaten more or coughed less?
No, no, they shouldn't be like that.
In Guanchi, he and her were emotional, sympathetic to each other, and they were also teachers and friends.
In Hangzhou, he cut candles with her and talked together, the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, and the love was strong.
On Devil's Island, he and her depend on each other for life and death, and they are inseparable from each other.
In the decisive battle, he and her side by side against the enemy, the king gave birth to me, and never gave up.
He had already said a hundred times that she should have a better future and a more beautiful life, just like the ancestors, incarnating her true body and painting the ground with her tail, soaring for nine days, and smiling proudly in the sky.
That's the day she should live, just like last night, he raised his glass to her and said to her, those good wishes, every word from the heart, from the heart.
And now, she has discarded those dreams of hers, and she doesn't even have time to practice her whipping technique, but is just content to circle around him every day, doing the things that Changning and Jing'an would only do before, feeding him, helping him comb his hair, changing dressings for his festering wounds, and even squatting on the ground to clean up the filth for him after he vomited.
He couldn't fly anymore, and because she loved him, she also folded her wings and decayed with him.
Hehe, Xuanyuan Jinghua, is this your love?
Are you going to take these and give them to the girl you love the most?
There is no laughter, no romance, no flowers, and no eternity. He even thought about leaving her and sneaking away, but he didn't even have the ability to get out of this house.
All he can do now is to try to tell jokes with her when he is sober, talk about what will happen after he recovers from his illness, how he will marry her in the future, and how many children he will have......
He said it in all seriousness, and she listened in disbelief.
His words were all empty words, and her laughter was all fake.
They are a perfect match.
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He didn't know what happened to him last night, he would make her stand barefoot in the snow, she said she had a high fever and convulsions, what was that?
He didn't know, and he didn't want to know.
He was just shocked and heartbroken, seeing that pair of soft white and tender baby feet, because of himself, he would be frostbitten into that miserable appearance!
She must have been in pain, and when she took off her shoes and socks, he saw that she was gasping. She has always had this small movement, and if she hurts or is frightened, she will subconsciously gasp.
In fact, he was also in pain, in his heart, it hurt so much that he could barely breathe. I can't give her happiness anymore, there is no happiness, there is no future, and I can't even accompany her......
And now, has he started to hurt her even harder?
"Momo, you...... Wait a minute, I'll go get you some medicine. He was a little dazed, put Lanyue on the ground, and slowly walked to the other room.
When Tian Meng and the others left, they left a lot of medicine for them, both external and internal, and they were all placed in another room. He hadn't been there, but he saw that Ah Mo took out all kinds of things from here every time, searched carefully, and found a jar of ointment.
He tried his best to be as fast as he could, so as not to make her wait for a long time, but it was very difficult to see those small words, and he couldn't walk fast, and it still took a lot of time to come back. When he sat back on the edge of the bed, he felt dizzy, and his heart pounded as if it was about to run out of his throat.
"Jinghua, what is this?" asked Ah Mo.
He closed his lips tightly, not daring to speak, for fear that if he opened his mouth, she would hear her messy gasp, so he just lowered his head and opened the jar and gently smeared some plaster on her feet.
The ointment was green, slightly transparent, like clotted fat, and had a scent of sesame oil. Jinghua smeared it very carefully, like drawing a delicate brush on her feet, and all the places were not omitted, not thin or thick.
"Do you feel better?" sat for a while before he dared to speak.
"It's a lot!" Ah Mo still said in the same tone that made people happy when he heard it, "I immediately feel cold and fluttering when I apply it, and it doesn't hurt at all!"
"Peppermint cream. ”