(8) Self-slaughter
"Really?mint?" she sniffed, shook her head, and said, "No, it's not like mint at all, but it smells like sesame oil, and it's fragrant, which makes people feel ......."
"What do you think?"
"I think it's edible. She was a little embarrassed.
Jinghua smiled, "Is Momo hungry? ”
As he spoke, he really got up and planned to go to the stove room.
"No, no, Jinghua, I'm not hungry. She saw that he had just sat down and was about to get up again, so she hurriedly stopped him, "Don't run around...... You give me my shoes and I'm leaving. ”
I don't know if it was intentional or deliberate, when he went to find medicine for her just now, he didn't know where to hide her shoes by the way, otherwise she would have gone to the ground a long time ago, how could she stay in bed so honestly, obediently wait for him to come back, and then give her medicine.
The previous smile faded quickly, he looked at her, and said quietly: "I said, don't go." ”
"Jinghua, don't make trouble!"
His voice was as clear as the frost outside the house, "I'm not kidding, until my foot injury is healed, I am not allowed to go to the ground, I am not allowed to walk, and I am not allowed to get wet......"
"Why are you?" Ah Mo interrupted him fiercely, without mercy, "Why don't you let me out!"
"Do you know how hard it was for me and your eldest brother to save you last night? Do you know that these days, we are so worried every day that we don't even dare to speak loudly!"
She has also suppressed it for a long time, and all the worries and fears she has been worried about these days have been carefully wrapped with a smiling face, and now she is torn apart and exposed naked.
"You're just temporarily lowering your body temperature now, who knows when the next attack will be? You don't let me go to Granny Yuan, you want to die so much!
By the time she said the last two sentences, she was already hysterical, and tears were streaming down her face, but she was still jumping very tightly, as if she was wearing a pair of sharp armor, her eyes were red, and she glared at him stubbornly and fiercely, wanting to pierce him with her gaze!
"I want to go, not only do I have to walk, but I also want to soak in the water and swim all the way back to Devil's Island!
She looked at him fiercely, gritted her teeth and said, "Xuanyuan Jinghua, you have provoked me! I swear that in this life, even if you destroy the world and destroy the world, even if you abandon the gods and become demons, you will never die!"
There were no tears in her eyes, and her tone was resolute, and every word was a hundred times colder than the coldness he deliberately showed.
She looked at him defiantly, jumped out of bed in front of him, and stomped on her newly coated foot on the ground in a grand manner, and even deliberately stepped on several large blisters.
She didn't even look for her shoes, so she just walked out. She walked very fast, and the broken wound left a shallow bloody watermark on the ground.
"I promise, if you walk out of this door, you'll never see me again. His trembling voice sounded slowly behind him.
Ah Mo turned his head sharply and saw Jinghua holding Lanyue upside down, pointing to his chest.
"Jinghua!" she was stunned.
He smiled sadly, "Momo, you can't win me." ”
He leaned against the door, weak, and his hand holding the moon trembled slightly, reflecting the dim candlelight in the room, and the whole picture was pale and beautiful.
It's just a distance between a room and a room, a shallow threshold, which separates the two of them from the two ends of the world.
"That's right, I can't win against you. Ah Mo glanced at him and smiled sadly: "Because I don't want you to die." ”
"But if I don't go to Granny Yuan, you will die sooner or later, and there is no big difference between dying in a few days and dying now. ”
With her head held high, she continued to walk out, stepping on the snowy ground outside, and walking barefoot on the ground with a few blood marks.
As she walked, she said loudly: "What kind of person I am, you should understand, when I exchanged Jiang Jinge for you, I made it very clear." ”
She took two steps and turned around again, but her feet did not stop, and she continued backwards: "Don't you think that I scared Jiang Chiyu, that is my truth." When you die, I'll be with you. If you die now, I'll be with you now. If you insist on keeping me and not letting me go to Granny Yuan, I will come with you after you die in a few days......"
"Have you two had enough?"
Xuanhua shouted loudly, strode over, and even the footsteps carried unparalleled anger! He didn't even look at it, he snatched the sword from Jinghua's hand and threw it on the ground! He ran out a few more steps, put the barefoot Ah Mo on his shoulder, and strode towards the house.
"You let me in!" he roared as he entered the room, pointing back at Jinghua, who was still stunned.
Jinghua's face turned pale, and he followed Xuanhua silently and slowly entered the house.
Xuanhua pressed the two of them on the bed, sat side by side in a proper manner, pointed to his nose and began to scold: "It's all out, right!
Jinghua, you can, a dignified seven-foot man playing with himself! Who are you scaring about! You want to die, go to death! Our Xuanyuan family are all heroes who died on the battlefield, and they didn't use knives to scare the girl!
You don't care about your life, don't you, have you forgotten that your mother gave up her own spirit in order to protect you! If you don't take your life seriously, you waste your mother's kindness to you!
And Ah Mo, such a good girl, followed you back and forth, never complained, you dared to treat her like this! If it weren't for the fact that your body and bones couldn't stand the beating today, I would have to teach you a lesson as a big brother! Let you know how to cherish the girl!"
Jinghua gritted his teeth, his face turned pale, and he was silent.
But Ah Mo has always been a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, and he was still stubborn just now, but now seeing Jinghua being scolded to the point of splitting his head and covering his face, he felt distressed, and secretly went to look at his face several times, afraid that he would not be able to stand it when he was excited.
Taking advantage of Xuanhua's scolding of him, he dared to persuade in a low voice: "Brother Xuanhua, Jinghua him, he didn't mean it." He just felt sorry for my foot injury, so he made this decision......"
"Shut up for me!" Xuanhua didn't even let her go, and said unceremoniously: "It stands to reason that I shouldn't scold you, but since you call me Big Brother, no matter whether you marry the second brother in the future, then I have the responsibility to remind you!"
Don't die with him at every turn, live with him!
Your life is your own, you still have your old father in Xihai, and you have brothers and sisters who love you! You still have your great youth, your future, and your dreams!
No matter how much you love someone, you can't live for him alone!
Xuanhua glanced at the two people who were sitting side by side on the bed, who had been completely scolded for being stupid, and felt a little relieved. He scolded for a long time, only to feel that his mouth was dry, walked to the table, and poured several sips of cold tea, which calmed down a little.
"Do you think that if you can die for each other, this love is amazing?"
He smiled bitterly, and his handsome eyes were filled with a kind of desolation that had crossed thousands of mountains and rivers, as well as the helplessness and sadness that he should not have at his age.
"Wrong. I tell you, death is the easiest thing in this world. ”
He glanced at the two of them, and his voice was stern, but he no longer had the anger just now, and said slowly:
"The hardest thing is to survive!
When all love is gone from you,
When everyone feels that it has been extremely difficult and can no longer persevere,
You can still love yourself,
can still firmly continue to live according to the original idea-
That's the greatest courage!"
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The footsteps of spring are the same everywhere, and Yun Mengze ushered in the first day of the new year in Xuanhua's stern scolding. The Nine Heavens were also very busy to welcome this day.
In fact, compared with the ancestral system, this year's Spring Festival has been much more streamlined.
The queen of heaven Jiang Yi died suddenly, and the clever courtiers all knew that this was the untouchable reverse scale of His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven, how he died, when he died, how he was buried after death, and where did the body go...... It's all secretive, don't ask, don't mention.
Xu is Chenhua's silver hair, and finally voluntarily invited him to go to the Wufu Sea to reduce his sinful karma, which made Xuanyuan Xuan feel a little moved.
In the end, he did not abolish Jiang Yi's posterior position, but allowed her to rank in the Heavenly Clan Ancestral Hall in the name of the Queen of Heaven.
But after all, there is such a white matter that is not embarrassing or embarrassing, which makes the officials of the Ministry of Rites a headache. They can't do it according to the etiquette of the death of the queen, and they can't completely inappropriate the New Year's celebration as if it were a regular one.
Of course, the officials are wise. The current problem is troublesome, but it is not difficult for them.
Combined with the casualties of the military department, they discounted the New Year's tribute and jubilant celebrations stipulated in the ancestral system on the grounds that the war had just ended, the national strength was empty, and they needed to recuperate and recuperate for the people.
All New Year's sacrifices, ceremonies, banquets, etc., all places that need to be presided over by the Queen of Heaven in person, everything that can be blurred is blurred, and everything that can be brought with one stroke is brushed aside.
In this way, it is much more streamlined.
But there are also places that can't be saved, such as the opening ceremony of the Emperor on the first day of the Lunar New Year.
For tens of millions of years, this ceremony has been served by the Queen of Heaven herself, and then inscribed by His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven, and written with a red pen to write auspicious words, in order to wish the four seas in the coming year, and the six ways of peace.
Now that Jiang Yi is gone, who will do this work?
If you look for foreign ministers, in fact, there are many candidates. But what about the tradition of writing this New Year, it can be regarded as the Emperor of Heaven bringing his family to celebrate the New Year, which is a bit of a joy with the people, so it is always inappropriate to find an irrelevant literati to polish ink for the Emperor. This person is not only a royal family, but also a female dependent, and his status cannot be too low.
If the Emperor of Heaven has a princess, then it is okay. For example, the previous emperor has always liked to use the princess to polish the ink, the so-called red sleeves add fragrance. But the three current emperors are all sons, and all three of them are not in the palace. When the officials were anxious, someone suddenly had an idea and proposed that the crown princess should preside over it.