In the evening, Chaolu was instructed by Su Ziming to come over to take care of Su Shanyun.

Chaolu is Su Ziming's personal maid, about sixteen or seventeen years old, dignified and supple in appearance, and his words and deeds are also quite serious.

"Tomorrow Mama Song will come back, if she sees you burned like this, she doesn't know how distressed she should be." Chaolu said with pity on her face, and helped her tuck the quilt with her hand.

Mama Song is also the middle-aged woman who accompanied Su Shanyun to escape from the Bai family in her previous life, she is Su Shanyun's mother's dowry maid, she saw Su Shanyun born and grew up with her own eyes, and her feelings for Su Shanyun are naturally deeper than ordinary people.

Su Shanyun's heart was overjoyed when she heard this, she didn't expect that she would be lucky enough to meet Mama Song after she was reborn, and asked Chaolu with a smile: "Did Mama Song go back to her hometown to visit relatives?" ”

"Yes, the river has flooded in Weifang recently, and many places have been affected, and I heard that Mama Song's house has been flooded, so she has to go back and take a look." Asaro replied softly.

"Oh." Su Shanyun nodded obediently, and secretly prayed in her heart that Mama Song's family would be safe.

may be because she learned that Mama Song would come back, Su Shanyun's heart calmed down a lot, and after drinking the medicinal soup, her fever subsided in the middle of the night.

Green Lotus and Chaolu, who were guarding her bedside, finally breathed a sigh of relief and went to the table room outside the screen to lay down to make up for sleep.

Su Shanyun's brain, which had subsided from the fever, began to slowly sober up.

Since she had slept enough in the past few days, she was not sleepy at the moment. The sky was not yet dawn, and the surroundings were so quiet that the needles could be heard, Su Shanyun quietly looked at the bean-like lights on the mahogany bedside table and the openwork hanging flying cover above the lights, and for the first time gave birth to the feeling of being quiet and good.

This is in the Su family, in her own home, there is a father who loves her, a grandmother and a maid who is very good to her, and her heart gradually settles down.

Although the Su family is not prosperous, everyone is gentle and obedient, and even the subordinates are all loyal, honest, gentle and kind people. Su Shanyun's father Su Ziming and second uncle Su Zizhao are Jinshi, and although the third uncle Su Zihui is not so fond of reading, he was also admitted to the Gongshi, so the Su family is a typical family of scholars in the local area.

Su Shanyun, who grew up in such a family environment, is also very gentle, dignified, knowledgeable and polite. It is precisely because of this that when she married into the Bai family, she didn't quite accept their rude, arrogant, direct and harsh attitude towards people, and they didn't like her who was soft and weak, sensitive and outspoken, so she never won the love of Bai Yinghuai's mother Zhong.

The Bai family is a famous family of businessmen in Guangzhou, not only rich and powerful in the local area, the Zhong family gave birth to three sons and two daughters, but unfortunately the eldest son and the second son died of illness at a young age, so she repaid her hope for her only son Bai Yinghuai, hoping that he could marry a shrewd, generous and a little pungent woman as a wife, so that when she was old, she would be relieved to hand over the responsibility of presiding over the feed, but she didn't expect Bai Yinghuai to be like being drunk ** soup since she saw Su Shanyun, only wanted to marry Su Shanyun as his wife, so I don't know how many big families I refused.

Seeing that his son was getting older, Zhong couldn't bear to go against his mind anymore, and reluctantly agreed to the marriage of the Bai Su family.

The son is not married to the daughter-in-law he likes, and this daughter-in-law's reputation in the island city is not very good, of course the Zhong family will not give this daughter-in-law a good look. What's more, Su Shanyun began to get sick less than three months after entering Bai's house, and at least two of the next three years were bedridden, and his stomach didn't move for three years, so Zhong was even more dissatisfied.

Later, Zhong asked Bai Yinghuai to marry a concubine, but Bai Yinghuai couldn't bear to hurt his mother's heart anymore, so he agreed.

Bai Yinghuai's concubine Zhang Zongying has a lively personality and is good at pleasing the Zhong family, and she became pregnant less than half a year after entering the door, so she is very popular with the Zhong family. Slowly, the Bai family will be entangled. Su Shanyun, who was sick, looked at it like air. Later, Su Shanyun fled in the middle of the night.

Thinking of this, Su Shanyun let out a long sigh. She sighed very much and secretly scolded her confusion in her previous life.

Because she doesn't love her, any reproach from the Bai family will make her feel wronged. Because she didn't love her, Bai Yinghuai's legitimate needs became the thing she wanted to escape the most. Because I don't love it, I can't merge into that family willingly, and I don't have the motivation to take the initiative to improve my relationship with the Bai family.

A qiē is just because I don't love.

If the two love each other, no matter how much pressure from the outside world is, they won't fall to the point of collapse, right?

How could she be so confused?

How could you suddenly submit to the arrangement of fate and completely ignore the true feelings of your heart?

I thought I could get by, but if there is no sincerity between husband and wife, then life will just be like a walking dead.

Su Shanyun turned over.

In this life, she must not make such a mistake again!

She's going to change.

And if you want to change your fate, you must first change yourself.

She knew it was time to show her determination.

With this belief, she woke up the next day in a much better mental state.

"Is Mama Song back?" She asked Green Lotus, who was combing her hair.

"Not yet." Midori replied.

"Oh. Green Lotus, I want to go to the ancestral hall to worship my ancestors, you can help me prepare incense and candles. ”

"Okay."

In her previous life, Su Shanyun only lived for twenty-three years, except for the time when she was carefree when she was a child, she spent her adult life in depression, panic and illness, so she rarely had the mood and energy to do these things at that time, and now she wants to make up for those regrets little by little.

The ancestral hall of the Su Mansion is next to the Su Mansion, and you can walk through the corner gate of the back cover room, so you don't need to go out of the gate at all.

In that row of tablets, the third uncle Su Zihuan is the latest, followed by her mother Yan's.

They died one after another, which made the Su family, which was already not prosperous, even more desolate.

Su Shanyun looked at her mother's tablet and burst into tears.

Her mother's gentle and dignified smile came to her mind again.

Yan didn't talk much, but he always had a gentle smile on his face, and he was very beautiful, and his eyes seemed to be able to speak. She often sits in the shade of the verandah and embroiders, and the embroidered patterns are lifelike and exquisite. In addition to staring at the embroidered cloth for a long time, her beautiful eyes also cast on Su Ziming's body for a long time, and whenever she looked at Su Ziming quietly, her eyes were full of attachment, trust and satisfaction.

Su Ziming also changed his previous unsmiling under her gaze, and became a smiling and affectionate. Fun man.

Because Yan's appearance is too amazing, Su Shanyun's grandmother was very worried that she would not live long when she first got married. Grandmother said: A woman who is particularly beautiful usually has two extreme fates - either she lives happily or unhappily, and if she does not have both, she may have a short life.

But Su Shanyun is even more beautiful than Yan's, so the whole family is happy and worried, so she naturally spends more energy on her than others, for fear that she will accidentally end up in an unfortunate end. But in her previous life, Su Shanyun ended up unlucky.

Thinking of this, Su Shanyun couldn't help but reddened her eyes again. She approached her mother's tablet and spoke to her in her heart.

There was the sound of soft footsteps outside.

Green Lotus hurriedly turned his head to look.

Su Ziming appeared behind them.

"I saw that you were not in the boudoir or in the courtyard, and I thought you might have come here." Su Ziming said to Su Shanyun that he seemed to be in a good mood today.

Su Shanyun Waner.

"I just received a letter from your aunt, saying that your Cousin Qing and Cousin Rou are coming to see you in Island City." Su Ziming said to her with a warm smile.

"Really?" Su Shanyun couldn't hide the joy in her heart and asked.

Her aunt's name is Su Huiying, her husband is Ning Hao, the deputy envoy of Tianjin's Salt Transportation Division, and she has a son Ning Changqing and a daughter Ning Changrou.

If the cousin and cousin can come, then Su Mansion will be much more lively, so Su Shanyun is very excited.

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