72_72291Hugo felt a little throbbing in his temples, he knew that Cameron was worried about him, but he was also very depressed, why couldn't Cameron understand his dream? Could it be that the two of them started dating in the first place because Cameron fell in love with his attachment to his dreams? So what's different now, is it myself who has changed, Cameron has changed, or is it a relationship that has changed the essence of things?

Hugo had a myriad of mixed thoughts in his mind for a while, his temples twitched, and the pain was so great that he couldn't help but hold his head, sat down on the beach chair, buried his head between his knees, and let out a long breath.

Is he thinking things too simple, or is Cameron thinking things too complicated?

In the relationship of love, there is never a simple proposition, even if the problem of "one plus one equals two" is placed in love, it will derive endless possibilities, Hugo's brain has countless thoughts for a while, as if it was messed up by a cat, and the initial thread can not be found at all.

But no matter what, Hugo knows that Cameron is right about one thing: love cannot succeed by relying on one person alone, it requires the efforts and communication of both parties.

Hugo never really communicated with Cameron, although he always believed that he had already understood his dedication to his dreams and the pursuit of Cameron; But his idea is obviously wrong, people are always changing, and he still needs to really calm down with Cameron to communicate well.

Just like the horror accident during the filming of "Death Row Walk", Hugo did not tell Cameron what he thought in his heart, when he saw Cameron's panicked and worried expression, the words had already reached his mouth, and finally swallowed. But this time, he knew that he needed to tell Cameron what he was thinking, so that Cameron would stop worrying about himself, because he knew what he was doing, better than anyone else.

Especially after meeting Ernst today, his thoughts became clearer.

"Hugo, why are you here?" Suddenly there was a voice from the side, and Hugo suddenly looked up and saw Samora standing on the stairs next to him, carrying two huge supermarket bags in his hands, apparently just returning from the supermarket.

Hugo shook his head at Samora, sat down and took two deep breaths, then finally stood up and walked towards the second floor. Samora was left alone with a supermarket bag, standing on the steps of the stairs, confused.

Walked up to the second floor, but found that Cameron was not on the second floor at all, all the doors of the room were open, Hugo had to go to the third floor, and sure enough, he saw that the door of the study was tightly locked, Hugo walked to the door and knocked on the door, "Cameron, Cameron......"

But there was still no sound in the room, and Hugo let out a long breath, as if venting all the turbidity in his heart, "Cameron, we need to talk." Hugo waited for the silence, as if Cameron was not in the study at all.

Hugo looked around, the doors of the other rooms were open, only the study door was locked, so he finally stood at the door of the study and knocked on the door again, but still did not get a response, "Cameron, I know you are inside, if you don't want to talk, you just listen." ”

"......" responded to Hugo's silence, Hugo stood there and sorted out his thoughts, and explained, "I know you're worried about me, and I know your worries, to be honest, if I say I'm not worried about the crowds on the tour at all, it's a lie, but I know that this is what I have to face." Even if I avoided the crowd this time, I had to face it next time, and we all know that that's part of our job. So, when Neil said that we could start touring again, not just to promote the band's third album, but also to provide a platform where I could engage with the crowd across the stage, that was probably the best way to do that because the audience is part of the show, and you know how much I love the stage. ”

Hugo seemed to be standing there talking to himself, and there was no sound in the study, which made Hugo a little frustrated. But at least it was better than the argument just now, because Hugo could calmly speak his mind and then communicate slowly - if Cameron was willing to communicate.

"This tour is really important to me......" Hugo was silent for a moment, trying to organize his own language, because he didn't mention anything about the rock 'n' roll faith to anyone except the band members and Henry, including Joseph, who only knew a little about it. First, it's because there's not a word about it, and second, it's just an idea within the band.

"For Glory to Death we've been working hard towards our rock dreams since the formation until now, and this third album itself is a collection of countless ideas that can now be brought out through the guò stage, and every member of our band is incredibly excited, and I am no exception. If it's such a stage, I can't wait to stand on it, even if it's a sea of swords and fires under the stage, I don't care, let alone just a group of enthusiastic audiences? ”

Hugo said this, after all, he still stopped, he was still not good at saying these thoughts, because he seemed very pretentious, "So, believe me, the tour is a good thing for me, and I am willing to join in this long journey." ”

"I know we're not going to get together much once the tour starts, and I'm sorry about that, but ...... But we'll always find a solution, won't we? Hugo rubbed his aching temples and waited for Cameron's answer.

At this time, Cameron was sitting on the sofa in the study, curled up with his feet curled up, holding his calves tightly, his chin resting on his knees, all the momentum of the whole person drooped, and he pouted in annoyance.

Cameron still can't understand Hugo, she doesn't understand why the two of them are going farther and farther, she can't understand Hugo's thoughts, Hugo can't understand her painstaking efforts, shouldn't it be closer and closer after falling in love? But why the two seem to be becoming estranged. Even though Hugo calmly explained all her thoughts, Hugo still didn't really understand her inner worries.

For Cameron, anything that could hurt Hugo, she didn't want it to happen. On an occasion like a tour, 100,000 people gather, and what will happen at that time, no one can predict at all. Recently, there are only a few hundred people in Los Angeles, which makes Hugo wolf bèi, so when it comes to the concert site, once the scene gets out of control, it is unimaginable. Just thinking about this possibility, Cameron can't sleep.

She didn't understand Hugo's dream, just like when Hugo was filming "Death Row Walk", Hugo almost pushed himself to the edge of the cliff, what if things got out of hand? She didn't understand why Hugo was still tirelessly pursuing his so-called "dream" when he had reached such heights and reaped glory that no one else could achieve in a lifetime.

Has she changed, or has Hugo changed?

However, Cameron also knows that Hugo has never been good at showing his inner thoughts, and it is not easy for Hugo to do this now. Cameron thought that as long as Hugo coaxed herself a few more words, she would go over and open the door.

Hugo stood at the door and waited for a while, but still did not hear any sound in the study, which made Hugo sigh for a long time, and the faint throbbing of his temples made him look very tired. After hesitating for a while, Hugo turned and left, but before he turned around and took a step, Hugo stopped again, looked back at the door of the study, opened his mouth to say something, but his exhausted brain had no thoughts, and finally turned around and walked downstairs.

Cameron sat in the study and waited for a long time, but there was silence outside the study, which made Cameron a little puzzled what Hugo was doing outside.

After thinking about it, Cameron tiptoed to the door and quietly opened a crack in the door, because he was worried that Hugo was standing outside the door at this time and would be found to be embarrassed, so Cameron had to be cautious, opened the door lightly, opened a thin crack in the door, peeked out, and the result was ...... But she saw that there was no one outside the door!

Cameron thought that Hugo was hiding in a corner, so he couldn't help but open the door of the study directly, but the entire third floor was empty, and Cameron realized that Hugo had left at all. This fact made Cameron immediately annoyed, and he couldn't let out his anger for a while, turned around and entered the study again, slammed the door viciously, looked at the wooden door, and was still angry, and kicked the wooden door viciously a few times, and then stopped.

Hugo, who was on the first floor, heard the sound of the door closing from upstairs, and thought that Cameron had gone downstairs, looked up at the staircase, and waited for a long time without seeing Cameron's figure, and looked puzzled.

Samora, who was standing in the kitchen preparing lunch, couldn't help but feel funny when she saw Hugo like this, and she burst out laughing. However, he was worried that his laughter would stimulate Hugo, so he had to close his mouth tightly and hold back his laughter very uncomfortably.

From this noon on, Cameron refused to talk to Hugo, and even when he saw Hugo, he treated him as air, skipping Hugo directly to talk to the others.

Hugo tried hard at first, but after trying several times, he found that Cameron was indifferent at all, Hugo realized that the large number of words he just said outside the door of the study had no effect at all, Cameron had no intention of communicating with him, and he didn't even have the idea of talking, which made Hugo feel incomprehensible, he had done his best, but why was Cameron still unwilling to take this step? In the end, Hugo could only shake his head helplessly, gave up the attempt, learned from Cameron, and refused to talk to her.

This was the first cold war between Hugo and Cameron