72_72291 Looking at Cameron in front of him, Hugo was speechless for a while, he didn't know how to communicate with Cameron, he knew that Cameron was thinking about him, because even at this moment, Cameron's eyes clearly reflected Hugo's face, and Hugo could even see his own slightly frowning brow in the reflection.

Cameron thinks about himself wholeheartedly, and even plans everything with himself as the center, as if ...... It's as if she is her sun, and she is the earth revolving around the sun.

But it was this reality that made Hugo feel a heavy pressure on his shoulders, as if all his justifications were so selfish.

In Hugo's heart, he is first and foremost a man, an independent individual; This is followed by an actor, a singer, a member of a certain family, and someone's boyfriend. He doesn't want to give up his dreams, and he doesn't want to compromise, because if he does, he won't be him, and he won't be the man Cameron loved in the first place, right?

From the day of the Golden Raspberry Award, Hugo has been moving forward on a road of no return, and every time he encounters difficulties and obstacles, he bravely bumps into it, like a fool and a madman. It is by relying on this persistence and stupidity, as well as a little talent and luck, that he has come to his current position. If he learns to give up, learns to compromise, and learns to make trade-offs, maybe he won't be who he is.

It's like the name "glory unto death."

But all these thoughts sounded like quibbles in Cameron's eyes full of worry, and Hugo was overwhelmed by the heavy sense of responsibility on his shoulders, and he didn't even know how to speak.

Hugo wanted to give up the argument, just like the situation about the filming of "Death Row Walk", he knew Cameron's intentions, and he had no way to refute it. But looking at Cameron in front of him, Hugo knew that he had to communicate with Cameron and let her know what he thought. Any emotional relationship requires communication and dedication from both parties. Even if this method of communication is an argument.

Hugo let out a long breath and sorted out his thoughts, "Cameron, I know you're worried about me, but you have to know that from the very beginning, the tour will be brought up because Neil is worried about my situation, they want to solve the problem for me, they want to let those crazy fans find a place to vent, they also want to build a bridge of communication between me and the fans, and the tour is this stage. ”

"But Hugo, don't you understand? It doesn't work for you, it's a poison, not an antidote. Touring will only make you worse, and looking at where you are now, you even start to get upset when you see a dozen people gathered. Cameron looked at Hugo with a worried face, but his tone couldn't help but become intense, and his moving eyes were dyed with a thin layer of mist, "Hugo, do you know? Lately you don't look like you at all, you're starting to get sensitive, irritable, withdrawn, and I can sense that you're trying to protect yourself and refuse to be in contact with the outside world. It's all because of those paparazzi and crazy fans, you can't be on tour, you definitely can't be on tour. ”

Listening to Cameron's gradually rising voice, Hugo couldn't help but sit up straight, holding Cameron's arm with both hands, "Have you forgotten when we first dated?" I remember that it was during the glorious and deathly tour, you became one of the most beautiful scenery on our tour, and you followed us through so many roads. That's who we are, that's who I am. ”

Hugo's voice couldn't help but be a little excited, he took a deep breath, tried to calm down his feelings, not to lose his mind because he was too excited, and then continued, "I like acting, I like the stage, I want to stand on that platform to show myself, that is one of the important means for me to communicate with other people, you should understand, don't you?" ”

Cameron looked at the surging emotions in Hugo's amber eyes, and the words rushed to his throat, but he was stunned and suppressed it, staring at Hugo with obscure eyes, trying to find the love on his face in the projection of those eyes, but it became blurred because of the thin layer of mist.

"Cameron, you should know me, I hope you know me, my choice has never changed, when acting, when acting, even if I know that there is a cliff in front of me, I will not hesitate to jump off, because this is the only way for me to move towards my dream, if I stop, maybe I will not be me anymore."

Cameron found her most familiar appearance on Hugo's face, and it was also the appearance of her falling in love, Hugo in front of her seemed to have not changed at all, and the passion and enthusiasm in those amber eyes always burned with fire, igniting all the emotions in her heart. But why didn't she feel excited and excited at this time? The bitterness and worry in her heart made her eyes moisten, and her feelings began to lose control.

"But I've changed, I'm no longer your fan, I'm your girlfriend, I'm your lover. I love you, Hugo, you know, you always know, I love you. I want you to be safe, I want you to be happy, I want you to be happy, I want you to be intact, it doesn't matter if your dreams don't come true, I just want you to be there for me all the time. Cameron's words made Hugo's eyes full of astonishment, and he kept looking at Cameron in a daze, at a loss.

The hot tears in Cameron's eyes slid down like this, and she wiped the tears from her cheeks, "I'm changing for you, I've always thought about you, I just hope you can be okay, but why can't you think about it for me?" Why can't you change it for me? Why are you so selfish, thinking only about yourself, only about your dreams, about your future, about your passions? But what about me? Where do I have in your heart? I can't compare to your performance, I can't compare to your music, I can't compare to your work, I can't even compare to your band. ”

Cameron raised his right hand and touched Hugo's chest, feeling the beating heart under the hot skin, and the tears could not be contained and slipped down again, "I hope to find my place here." ”

This sentence stabbed Hugo in the heart like a sharp sword, he opened his mouth, but only let out a muttering in nothingness, he could not say anything, he could only look at Cameron blankly, and found anger, disappointment, fanaticism, and attachment in those eyes......

"Do you know how long it's been since we've been dating? Do you know how long it's been since we've been together? Many times, I even wonder if you really like me. Cameron closed his eyes fiercely, closed them in chagrin, then let out a long breath and said sadly, "Can't you quit the tour for me?" Don't you realize that once you start this tour, it's a long interval of six months, and we may not even be able to be in the same time zone, and we're only going to get more and more apart from each other, can't you just quit the tour for my sake and then we enjoy the holiday? ”

"Long-distance love?" Hugo's mind was led away by Cameron, and he didn't understand how this came about, "But we've always been in a long-distance relationship, haven't we?" When I'm resting, you're filming; While you were on break, I was filming. Even if I don't go on tour, we'll have other jobs in the future, and we're still going to be in a relationship from a distance. ”

Cameron couldn't help but feel a tightness in her chest, she used to think that it was a beautiful thing for Hugo to be a little wooden and a little incomprehensible, and it was also one of the reasons why she fell in love with Hugo. But today, this trait made Cameron feel extremely depressed, and she couldn't communicate with Hugo at all, "That's not what I'm talking about!" ”

Then Hugo looked at Cameron suspiciously, as if to say, "What's the point", Cameron stomped his foot in annoyance, "I mean, can't you just quit this tour for me?" And then let's find a place to spend and enjoy the world of two, isn't that good? ”

"For you to quit the tour?" Hugo felt dizzy by Cameron, and he remembered that they had not been discussing this matter at the beginning of the conversation, and how they had come around here.

Cameron genuinely felt depressed, "I didn't mean that, I mean, you're not in a good situation right now, you need to rest, you need to get out of the crowd, so why not take this opportunity to quit the tour?" Then enjoy our time with me, to a small island that no one can find, so that you can get some rest. I'm really worried about you, I don't want you to tear yourself apart for the sake of touring, I don't want you to be more scared and irritable because of touring, you know you need to rest. I just hope you can be happy. ”

Hugo only felt a throbbing pain in his temples, and his brow furrowed tightly, "But, I said, standing on stage, participating in tours, being a part of glory to death, this is how I am happy." ”

Why did he feel as if the problem had gone back to square one?

"Hugo Lancaster!" Cameron also realized this, and couldn't help but feel discouraged, and tears kept falling down uncontrollably, and he couldn't wipe them clean, "Why do you always think about yourself?" Why can't you just think about us, us! We are a community! ”

Hugo didn't know how to respond, because he felt that Cameron's words were contradictory, so he opened his mouth, and finally gave up on his shoulders and didn't speak again.

Seeing Hugo's appearance, Cameron felt angry, but he wanted to say a few heavy words, but he couldn't say it, and finally he could only stomp his feet and shout a few loudly, "Ahhhh Then he turned and walked straight into the hall, all the way up to the second floor, and disappeared from Hugo's sight.

After a while, I heard a heavy noise, "Bang! "It seems like the whole villa is starting to shake