227 I don't think about what I can't think of

"I still have something to say, I'll talk to you slowly." Ryan hastened to affirm.

He secretly slandered this girl for her very ungenerous personality, and the two stood by the door and talked for a while, but they didn't see her give a seat.

"Can you sit? Isn't it tiring to stand all the time? He asked.

Ilan himself sat down first and raised his chin towards the opposite position: "Long story short. ”

Ryan choked, but now that she was weak, he decided not to worry about these little things, and had to get down to business first.

He started from the beginning: "Didn't we chat with a bunch of instructors before you left?" The first time I heard that you didn't jump into the mecha, I understand if you don't say anything, embarrassed, I felt that Ah Li didn't seem to want to mention this matter at the time, he was the examiner who sentenced you to fail the assessment, and he was the instructor of your supplementary training, it stands to reason that when you mention this matter, I always have to encourage you a few words, human nature, but he seems to want to avoid it. So when I remembered it two days later, I asked casually, who would have thought that he had been uncomfortable about this matter, and when I asked, he said it all. ”

Ilan didn't expect Ryan to be so careful, although he came to scold her, but at first the purpose was to care about her, so his face softened, not as stiff as when he first opened the door.

Ryan glanced at her and said, "I beat Ah Li." ”

At this time, Yilan was really shocked, and hurriedly asked, "Where did you fight?" Is there any monitoring? Who else sees? He didn't do anything, did he? ”

Ryan's face suddenly turned strange: "You seem to be asking me if I'm okay, right?" ”

Ilan glanced Ryan up and down, "Aren't you good?" What is there to ask. If you break him, you're going to be locked up. ”

Ryan then laughed, "It's okay. We were fighting, and we were serious on the training ground, but he didn't fight back. ”

Ilan heard this. The mood is more complicated, bowing his head and saying nothing.

"What's wrong? I'll help you hit him, you're not happy? Ryan said.

"What are you hitting him for? Being reported, you can't eat and walk around. "Private brawls are strictly forbidden at the base, and if discovered, they will be punished with a demerit.

"Although he did it fine, you were locked up for a month. Always he has a share. If you don't get him in, you'll be locked up for a month, and that's because he's my brother, and I can't find anything obvious wrong. It's always right to beat him up and get angry for you. ”

Ryan beat him up, hoping to let Ilan dissipate his anger, and after a long time, everyone will get along more smoothly. That's it. In the base, there is such a grudge between colleagues that cannot be overcome. It's always inappropriate, at least if you make some trouble and be caught by the picket old man, or if you go out on a mission together one day, it is easy to have a big incident without team spirit.

Ilan was speechless, she was moved in her heart, Ryan actually beat someone for her, and said for a while: "Will you offend him like this?" "They are good brothers who work together, and they may have to be born and die together when they go on missions in the future. It's not good to have a gap for her.

"No, it won't." Ryan said nonchalantly, "Ah Li is right and wrong. It's not such a person, this beating is something he willingly endured. He told me that he thought it was right, but you were imprisoned for a month, and he couldn't help it, he really didn't know if you had a special situation, and he couldn't help it. If you want to anger him in anger, he doesn't blame you, in the future, where you can use him, he will definitely help if he can help, so he should make amends to you and sentence you to disrupt the order of the examination room. ”

Ilan bowed his head and was silent. Everyone thought she was angry, she couldn't stand.

Ryan saw that she didn't blow up when she heard Guan Li like before, and decided to strike while the iron was hot: "Ah Li is not a bad person, if he makes a bad person, you can be wronged by him, but he doesn't." He is not sloppy every time he helps you adjust the equipment settings, you fall into his hands to train, he is serious and responsible, it is said that he is afraid that you will lose control of the training and have an accident, he also waited for you outside the locker room for an hour, almost broke in. Don't look at me, these are what Ah Rui said, he screamed for Ah Li, no one can do anything with you, your experience is not caused by Ah Li. ”

Ilan opened his mouth to speak, but Ryan was busy and accepted it: "Okay, okay, don't talk about it, I've crossed the line, right, I must pay attention next time." I don't mean anything else, it's just to ask you not to be impulsive, think about whether he wants to embarrass you. If you want to hate, you can hate, and he doesn't care about me. But you have to pay attention to your strategy, in the future, when you meet Ah Li in public, don't be petty, how many people's eyes are watching, and where you should be respectful and polite on your face, you have to look good, so as not to embarrass everyone. In private, if you don't care, you won't care, and you'll be angry for a while. ”

Ilan lowered her eyelids and said in a moment's time, "Ryan, you think I'm making trouble, don't you?" One qiē is my own fault for not being strong enough, right? ”

Ryan stared at her, and really wanted to nod and say yes, but he was afraid that she was unstable, thinking that she had been locked up for a month before entering the base and received such a heavy punishment, and then encountered something sad that he didn't know, his feelings were pitiful, and his people were pitiful, so he had to say euphemistically: "You also have a reason." He couldn't say a lie, so he couldn't hold back such a sentence dryly.

Ilan smiled wryly.

After the grief and indignation, even she knew that it was useless to hate Guan Li for being ruthless, no one was hers, she had no obligation to open her eyes and say nonsense, let her pass the guò assessment, or open the back door for her to make up the exam on the spot, she had to hate her for not having the strength to pass the guò assessment, and even the deeper reason was that she didn't care about the farm, once she entered the barracks, she couldn't help herself, not that she couldn't arrange it in time this time, and there would be an accident next time she couldn't go back, and she chose to enlist in the army to give up the farm and Ayou, because she couldn't take care of it at the same time.

She suddenly thought of Huo Sibei and asked her, "Do you regret it?" At this moment, there is no turning back for her, Huo Sibei is not something she can grasp, even if she follows Edu to the main star, what should happen will still happen, he will still have the most perfect partner, even if he and her are struggling to maintain, one day she will still be sad and sad, and one day she will still have to find her own way out and leave him. Whether she enlisted in the army or not, her and his end were already doomed.

And the loss of the farm and Ayu, does she regret it? She thought of the one she wrote to Ah You. If I had known that day was the last day, would I have given you an extra hug? She just wanted to give Ah You one more hug, she didn't think about stopping for Ah Yu for the farm. Even if the dream becomes a phantom and starts all over again, she will still chase her dream without hesitation, she is reluctant to let him go, she must try before letting go. At the moment of leaving the farm, the choice was decided, and she couldn't complain about others.

Ryan saw her keep her head down and didn't speak for a long time. Secretly distressed, I don't know what the girl's head was pondering, he said with a headache: "Don't think about it. Think about how much you can do for such a long time, eat and sleep in the future, and don't complain about being tired when it's time to train. Treat Ah away from you, pay attention to the occasion. He won't embarrass you. If there is anything sad, it can be remedied, if it can't, it is fate, no matter how much you want, it is useless, do what you can do in advance. ”

Ilan nodded and whispered, "I see, thank you, Ryan." ”

Ryan was stunned. He didn't expect this girl to be moved so quickly, so he said it casually. He didn't pay much attention to the words, he knew that he should have said something more righteous and awe-inspiring, knocking on her wooden fish head. The drill of the whole regiment is imminent, and she is definitely not in this state, and from time to time she tosses herself to death, what effect can the training be, and when the time comes, she will be beaten on the field, and she will be criticized when she ends.

Whoever is not happy with the sharp mouth of the flower deputy group, it is all a whine, but wherever this girl is a little inappropriate and embarrassing, she can scold this girl in front of the whole group, and she can also throw this girl into the field, come to a practical combat training, and let the crooked seedlings quickly turn into sonorous roses. With the level of this girl's strength, if there is a slight accident, the others will really turn into a dead rose if they don't protect it for a while.

"Really figured it out? The most important thing now is to train, raise your own strength, and put aside the matter with Ah Li for the time being, anyway, I have already beaten him, if you are unhappy, when you become stronger, I will hold him for you and let you fight, otherwise you fight now, there is no real aggression, and your own hands hurt in vain. As long as everyone can get by, don't send yourself in and lock yourself up. Don't think about anything else. Ryan was not reassured and told again.

Yilan smiled slightly: "Thank you." ”

"Don't thank you, give me a guarantee, you delayed me all night, if it weren't for watching one of our schools come out, I wouldn't cover you and no one, just your nature, I wouldn't bother to take care of you." Ryan looked at Elan and laughed, and felt that she began to enter a state of recovery, and began to speak without hesitation.

"I will, I will train hard, I don't want to think about things in the future, and I have a correct attitude towards Guan Li, it's not that he doesn't do things on his head." Ilan said softly.

Ryan was surprised to get so many assurances, he thought that at most the girl would say, "I'll train hard, and you don't care about the rest." "I don't want Ilan to follow his train of thought obediently.

He looked at Yilan carefully several times before finally exhaling and said with a smile: "Beauty, hurry up when you change your chips in the future, it's almost a night." ”

Ilan smiled reluctantly and said, "I'm not in a good mood yet. ”

Ryan's heart rose and blurted out, "You only change half of the chip?" In vain I have so many tongues. ”

Ilan looked at him with disgust: "I said you should go back, right?" Let me calm my mood down, you are here, I just listen to your scolding, can I clear my own thoughts? ”

Ryan smiled happily: "I'm starting to show off my eloquence, you're almost recovered, I should go too, what are the difficulties in training, just ask Jiwang and A Miao, they are very good, if you are not afraid of trouble, you can ask me in a circle." ”

He got up, turned around again when he opened the door, looked at Yilan's face and said tentatively: "Then I'll go back and tell Ah Li, you figured it out, don't catch him bite, that's what you just meant, right?" ”

Yilan replied calmly: "I can also distinguish right from wrong, it's my own lack of strength, it's my fault, I don't blame him." But your friend is not my friend. "If she wants to talk and laugh with Guan Li without any guilt, she can't do it now, and she can't do it in the future.

"Cut, how can my friend be your friend casually, I won't die?" Ryan scoffed.

Both understood what the other meant.

Ryan turned around reassuringly, and when he was about to open the door, he turned back again, still looked at Elan's face, and asked hesitantly, "Don't you cry, do you?" Don't let me go, you're crying again. ”

Yilan was annoyed and angry: "You just cried, my eyes are astringent, can't you rub it a few times?" If I don't leave, I'll tell my next door that you're forcing me to harm myself. ”

Ryan laughed: "Let's go, you go back and rub your eyes a few times, otherwise when you walk out tomorrow, people will think you've already hurt yourself." ”

He pulled the door open and walked out and peeked in: "Good night, beauty." ”

Ilan looked at him angrily, seeing that he was waiting unrelentingly, so he had to say, "Good night." ”

Ryan was content to actually go.

Ilan turned around and sat on the couch, muttering blankly, "I don't want to think about things I can't think of." ”

Ryan's words summed it up so brilliantly, she couldn't do anything about it, she couldn't think of everything. From then on, she looked forward and never looked back. The boat is naturally straight to the bridge, she has no home, and she will save enough money to buy a small farm in the future.

Interstellar travel has always been her dream, and when she retires, she travels, traveling all the way to find a place to stay. She has honed her strength here, and she will be able to drive the agricultural mecha around in the future.

Ilan couldn't help but smile as she imagined herself manipulating the agricultural mecha to open up territory in the Savage Star, and then put on a peasant woman's costume to cultivate the land, although her smile was full of bitterness, but also with hope for the future. (To be continued......)

PS: There are book friends urging me to change, because I am busy, I can't do the three changes as before, so I'm sorry, and I will talk about the three changes today.