Ryan stood opposite Ilan, silently watching her, he had always seen Ilan's appearance was sharp and aggressive, and when he was docile, he smiled lightly, he had never seen her so sad, and after a long time, he asked softly, "Can you tell me what happened?" ”

"I can't." Ilan said dryly. What was she going to say? She lost the only place in the world and has been floating around ever since? She lost a machine and never had a partner to rely on again?

Ryan was silent for a while, and then asked, "This person you lost......" He paused for a while, afraid of irritating Ilan, seeing that Ilan was just looking at him, and didn't cry out of control, he dared to ask, "Is it important?" ”

Yilan nodded silently, smiling bitterly in her heart, what she lost was not a person, but a machine person, if Ah You was a real person, she would probably have looked for Guan Li to go desperately.

Ryan frowned: "More important than your parents?" ”

Ilan nodded without hesitation, and Ryan's heart sank. Guan Li told him everything as it was, including the sentence "Forever lost love", since Yilan did not apply for special leave, it was not his parents' accident, and besides his parents, who could be important enough to be the love of this life, and anger others to the point of death?

"It's too important to Xiao Huo?" Ryan continued. He also asked her about Huo Sibei's situation earlier, and knew that Huo Sibei was in the mecha research institute, so it wouldn't be Huo Sibei's accident. Ryan knows that Ilan and Hoth North have always had a good relationship, apart from his parents and family, who is more important than Hoth North in Ilan's heart?

Yilan's heart ached, and he said bitterly after a while: "I have broken up with him." ”

Ryan was shocked. The previous doubts were confirmed, and he immediately thought that the so-called "forever lost love" meant that they broke up, and he was relieved. said: "Ah Li said that you asked for a vacation, did you make an appointment with Xiao Huo?" ”

The more he thought about it, the more likely it was that Hoss came to Adu to study at the Mecha Research Institute, but Ilan gave up his agricultural expertise and came to Adu to work as a nutritionist in a military base that couldn't be beaten by eight poles. That is, to chase Hoth north to Edu.

A smile appeared on Ryan's face: "You missed the appointment because you couldn't pass the assessment, and then Xiao Huo got angry?" I'll help you explain it to him. Our base is relatively strict. You won't be embarrassed to say it because you haven't taken the test, when did you become so thin-skinned? He made a joke.

"Ryan, it's okay with him." Ilan said coldly. His eyes were fixed on Ryan. said word by word, "Don't get involved in me and him, this is my bottom line." ”

She knew very well that even if Ryan guessed correctly, she and Hosbei were not separated because of this incident. Freezing three feet is not a day's cold, and the disagreement between them is ostensibly in the way things are done, and in Huo Sibei's opinion, she is strong and domineering, full of lies. Breach of contract, deception, no integrity. And in her opinion. She has no choice but to pile up, and she has hardships every time.

Their real disagreement is nothing more than that Hosbei is living and she is surviving.

Differences in ideas will eventually drift apart. The gap between them has always existed, she chased hard but could not get close to the circle of life in Hosbei, and someone could easily walk in, someone could raise his own living expenses without being strong, he didn't have to put his good intentions aside with apologies, he didn't have to find excuses to hide his hardships and pains, and he didn't have to follow him halfway and couldn't fulfill the contract. Someone can be more talented than her, and easily become a classmate with him, accompany him anywhere, become the perfect partner, and become a trusted emergency contact.

Ilan's expression was painful, but her eyes were firm, staring at Ryan almost fiercely, she didn't want Ryan to explain, the problem between her and Hosbei was not in this breach of contract, she didn't want Ryan to be involved with an outsider to win sympathy for her. Separated like this, even if it is bleak, it will be purely beautiful in the future, but if an outsider like Ryan helps her speak and beg Hosbei to turn back, Ilan is afraid that she will not be able to bear the fruitless ending like a joke.

Ryan was irritated by her warning look, was this hating and hating him for meddling? He sneered and said sarcastically: "Your bottom line is quite a lot, if you didn't lose your mind and get angry, you think I want to take care of your?" ”

"Ah Li told me everything, I asked your other instructors, they all watched the video of the day of your assessment, proving that Ah Li didn't tell a lie, you didn't jump into the mecha, he judged you to fail the assessment without a wrong judgment, even if it was me, I have to judge like this. You ask for a re-assessment later, the Iron-Blooded Rose Mecha Regiment has never had this rule, failure is failure, there is never a second chance, if you are on the battlefield, if you don't jump into the mecha, you will die, where to find a second chance? ”

"You shouldn't stand in the way of other people's assessments, your business is important, and other people's business is not important? Maybe someone else will also hurry up to take the guò assessment to go on vacation to visit relatives, have you thought about others? It is still light to sentence you to disrupt the order of the examination room, if Ah Li is more ruthless, he will directly say that you despise your superiors, and you will not want to turn over at the base. ”

"You were only punished for one week, but you didn't repent, and many demands annoyed the old man and let you be locked up for a month, and you took two weeks to change it for five minutes.

He said it in one breath, and when he saw that Ilan's face was pale, but he didn't refute it, he continued to scold:

"Ah Li doesn't even know what you lost, he hasn't touched Xiao Huo or that person with a finger at all, destiny returns, fate is determined, what do you have to do with him if you miss it, no one is hateful, so hate him? What does he owe you? If any examiner is going to do this in that situation, are you going to hate everyone? Why don't you first hate yourself for not being able to endure and have no strength? ”

"You lost your mind and said cruel things to him, if he hadn't tolerated him everywhere, do you think you would still be able to show off your power here? Do you think that if you say two cruel words, your strength will increase? I can't trample him under my feet, you can just talk about it? Dream on you. ”

Ryan took a breath and said hatefully, "If it weren't for our old friendships. Do you think I'm willing to take care of you? I don't know when you're crazy and bite me, just like you bite Ah Li. Look at how hard you are on yourself, and you will know that you will only be harder on others. Originally, I thought you were angry when you said that you would die until you die, but in fact, you really think so, right? As for it? If you hate someone who is not wrong for no reason, what you should hate most should be yourself. ”

"You should reflect on yourself, I won't care about your anymore, and I also warn you not to come nonsense, what to keep your hands and not to keep your hands. You are not qualified to say that people don't bother to do anything to you, what means do you have to do it to yourself. Don't be too bad for others. ”

Ryan finished speaking in one go, glanced at the stunned Ilan, opened the door with a bang, and closed it vigorously after going out. Furious, he rushed downstairs.

The elevator quickly descended. He stayed alone in the elevator, the anger gradually calmed down, and his heart gradually sank, as soon as the elevator door opened, he cursed in a low voice, but did not step out, pressed the floor number and continued to go up, and returned to the door of Ilan.

Ryan raised his hand. Stop, then gently drop and knock on the door. The door, of course, did not move as expected.

He let out a long sigh. complained that he was pulled down by that girl, what did he run out for? After scolding, you can still stay inside, at most, one person in a corner is cold for the time being, and he can't get in when he runs out, and he hasn't finished his ideological work yet.

He secretly hated that he had no brains, clicked on the communicator, and skipped the video directly, that girl didn't like to use video, she scolded so fiercely just now, she must be angry, and she had to pick the way she liked.

Ryan wrote a sentence: "It's me who just lost my mind, you open the door, I still have something to say." ”

It was impossible to make the strange-tempered girl open the door, he knew it very well. This was just an introduction, and he wrote a second sentence: "You opened the door next door and looked at me twice, open the door quickly, the old picket man is going to arrest me in." ”

He bet that the girl might open the door if she was soft-hearted, but a minute passed, and there was no sound at the door, and it seemed that she was angry to a certain extent, and her heart became ruthless.

So he wrote the third sentence: "The next door came to ask me what was the matter, and I passed it, but I guess it will come again, and I said that you are going to harm yourself." ”

Ryan laughed while writing, this girl wants to save face and behave, she must be afraid of disturbing the next door, this time she can definitely open the door. He couldn't help laughing a little, but he thought that being seen by the girl would irritate her, so he put away his smile with a wooden face, and as soon as he straightened his expression, the door opened. He didn't dare to slack off, so he hurriedly stepped in and said.

He looked at Yilan's face, his eyes were red, there were still tear stains, his eyelids were drooping and he didn't look at anyone, and there were suspicious small droplets of water on his eyelashes, apparently he had just cried in the short time he had taken the elevator up and down.

Ryan wanted to sigh again, was his language too aggressive, or was her tears too low? If you are scolded, shouldn't you scold it back aggressively? Look at her and she has no power to parry, probably really sad.

He can scold people, but he can't comfort people. After a moment of silence, Ryan scratched his head, lowered his voice as low as he could, and said, "Can you tell me what happened?" Don't say you can't, choose what you can say and say, if you want people to die, you have to give a reason to get by, right? “

Ilan was silent for a long time and said, "I didn't want him to die. "She just needs to shut away and taste the taste of having no way to ask for help.

Ryan exhaled, the hatred was not so deep, things were easy to do, and the girl was not crazy.

"Then if you want to trample him under your feet, you have to give a reason, otherwise who will obey you?" He continued to be intimidating.

"I don't care what other people think, I said it, I have our own positions with him, and I won't forgive him."

Ryan had a headache and found that things had gone back round: "You always have to explain what happened to you?" How strict is danger hài? Can it be remedied? Otherwise, people will be in the dark and will only say that you are wrong. ”

Ilan didn't want to repeat her attitude, and she didn't want to talk about the farm, so she kept silent.

Ryan was so anxious that he wanted to split her head to see what was inside, and he asked in a calm tone, "Is it really because of Xiao Huo?" ”

"Don't mention him, okay? I and him are in the past. When Ilan said this, her heart hurt, if it weren't for the fear that Ryan would really go to Hosbei, she wouldn't want to answer.

"That person is more important than Hoth North?" Ryan still struggled with this question, he couldn't ask what was going on, he always had to ask Wei hài Cheng dù, so as to grasp the depth of this hatred, but he didn't dare to call Xiaohuo Xiaohuo close, obviously this girl didn't want to mention more.

Yilan hesitated, Huo Sibei was not hers, no matter how important it was to her, it was just that she was talking to herself, and Farm and Ayu were the foundation of her life, she nodded.

Ryan took a hissing breath, more important than his parents, more important than Huo Sibei, and she didn't care about Huo Sibei now, he thought of a possibility, and couldn't help but say: "Beauty, are you empathetic and don't fall in love?" Did this person have an accident? He stared at the boss in disbelief, and his expression was like saying, "I don't see you being able to do this." ”

Ilan was stunned, looked at Ryan in a daze, and said for a long time: "Ryan, you go back." She smiled bitterly, "I don't take what you scold me to heart, the truth is right, but I really can't understand him, don't worry about my affairs, don't go to Huo Sibei, it has nothing to do with him, and don't talk for Guan Li, I don't have much bottom line, just these two." You are one of the few friends I have, and I am grateful for your ......"

"Stop, what are you going to do again? It's a friend, it's not too much to scold you when you care, right? It's not good to hold a grudge like this. ”

Ryan stared at Ilan and sighed, she was in a bad state today, she was hungry for two days before she took two nutrients, and then she was scolded by him, it was estimated that it was not easy for her to change her mind, so he stopped: "Okay, I don't step on your bottom line, just two, it's easy to remember, don't look for Huo Sibei, don't talk for Ah Li." I remembered. ”

Ilan nodded, stood silent for a moment, and saw that Ryan was still waiting and had no intention of leaving, so he asked, "You came to me today to ask about this?" The implication is that you leave as soon as you finish asking. She has been in a bad mood for the past two days, and Ryan is messing around with the assessment again, and she is a little overwhelmed. (To be continued......)