Chapter 182: New Life
This is a letter with a gentle tone and surging feelings, and in the process of writing, Su Shanyun's heart is also very emotional, she knows that from now on she can let go of the burden that is pressing on her heart, although she is still a little apprehensive, but now with Yan Jinxuan's help, she has no previous worries.
Yan Jinxuan stood on her side, not looking at what she wrote, but looking at her, her eyes were unprecedentedly gentle.
It turned out that this little girl had such an incredible experience, but as soon as she said it, he immediately believed her, and he realized that it was true.
After writing the letter, Su Shanyun asked Yan Jinxuan softly: "Do you want to take a look?" ”
"No need, you seal it and give it to me, and I'll let Toyoko Chao send it over." Yan Jinxuan said lightly.
"This ......" She thought that she still had a chance to send it in person, but she didn't expect the second master to want her to go again at all, and she suddenly didn't know whether to be happy or disappointed.
"What? You're still really eager to see him again? Yan Jinxuan asked with a slight frown.
"No, it's better not to see you." Su Shanyun made up her mind, so she put the letter into the envelope and sealed it with paste and handed it to Yan Jinxuan.
Yan Jinxuan took it and put it directly in his pocket.
The two then sat back on the Luohan bed.
Yan Jinxuan took the tea and drank it.
"Second master, about the Yan family, I heard about it in my previous life, it was when I was eighteen years old, I occasionally heard my uncle and aunt talk about it......" Su Shanyun told him about the Yan family's five years later.
"At that time, I heard my uncle say that you were a monk, so the court has not found you, and everyone else has ......" Su Shanyun couldn't bear to say any more.
Yan Jinxuan's expression became very solemn after hearing her words, and the hand holding the teacup was trembling slightly.
Su Shanyun felt distressed when she saw Yan Jinxuan with such a look for the first time, and hurriedly reached over to hold his hand.
"No wonder you always seem to have something to say to me when you first meet me, and I always feel like there's a story between us." Yan Jinxuan said in a deep voice.
"Yes, but I didn't dare say it at the time." Su Shanyun pulled his hand over and kissed it gently.
"It seems that the Yan family has to be extra careful in the past few years."
"Yes, what do you think could have caused that?"
"I guess it should have something to do with the affairs of the court, otherwise I wouldn't have been punished so severely. And if it's related to the court. That fuse could have been one of our father and son. ”
"Well, I hope you will also take care of Master Yan and Uncle Yan."
"I will, and since I knew it was possible, I wouldn't let it happen anyway." Yan Jinxuan said resolutely with a look in his eyes.
"It's all to blame for not paying much attention to these things in my previous life. If you had paid more attention at the time, you might have gotten more clues. Su Shanyun sighed and said.
"It's not your fault, the people of the Yan family in the previous life didn't have anything to do with you." Yan Jinxuan comforted gently.
Su Shanyun gently stroked his hand, and after a long time, Su Shanyun said, "Second master, have you ever thought about becoming a monk?" ”
Because in his previous life, he later became a monk.
"I did think that way many years ago. But it was a fleeting thought, and now I can tell you with certainty that I will not be a monk in this life. Yan Jinxuan looked at her affectionately and said.
She was surprised, and her face immediately flushed.
"Second master, I will follow you to advance and retreat together."
Yan Jinxuan smiled and shook her hand back.
After a while, he asked, "What about your previous life after you were eighteen years old?" ”
It was the saddest few years, and Su Shanyun couldn't help but feel chills when she thought of those days.
However, this is the most suitable time to talk, so she took a deep breath and said: "I spent eighteen and nineteen years old in the gossip of the city, married Bai Yinghuai when I was twenty years old, and began to get sick less than a month after I got married, and then got worse and worse...... He was twenty-three years old at the time of his death. ”
These were the last years of her previous life.
Her voice trembled as she began to speak of this paragraph. Because it feels cold, bone-chilling. However, after talking slowly, she let go, the cold feeling disappeared, and her voice calmed down, as if she were telling someone else's story, and the further back she went, the calmer it became, as if it wasn't a big deal.
"I heard the sound of my own bones shattering, for a moment, then I didn't know anything, and then I was faintly conscious. I felt like I was in a long dream, and when I woke up again, I found myself lying in the boudoir before I got married, and the window was full of flowers. Su Shanyun said with a smile.
Yan Jinxuan looked at her quietly and kept looking at her quietly. Don't say a word.
Suddenly, Su Shanyun realized that he might not like this paragraph very much, because it was about her marriage in her previous life, and about a person who she could calm down when she thought about it now, but she was disgusted and resentful at the time. He probably wouldn't like her like that.
She was suddenly a little overwhelmed, so she hurriedly got up and walked to the window, also trying to escape his overly quiet gaze. Yes. She knew that there would be a consequence after she said it, and that it would be possible that his feelings for her would not be as good as before.
Then, she had to stubbornly endure the possibility of losing him.
It was too sad, too much to bear, and she didn't dare to think about it.
But she knew she had to be strong.
She looked out the window at the bright sky, remembering that she had woken up at such a time, and suddenly felt like a world away.
Suddenly, Yan Jinxuan strode towards her, and her expression still did not see joy or sorrow.
Su Shanyun was a little scared for no reason, and she subconsciously stepped back.
Unexpectedly, as soon as Yan Jinxuan's long arm stretched out, he tightly wrapped her in his arms, and said in a dumb voice: "Fool, do you have to keep retreating in front of me?" ”
Rolling tears suddenly fell from her eyes.
She reached out and hugged him tightly, not wanting to say anything, just hugging him.
Today, she said so much that she felt like she had been hollowed out by something, and now her whole heart was light, like a different person.
It will take some time for her to get used to being like this. She seemed to be half-asleep now.
"Shanyun." Yan Jinxuan spoke softly.
"Huh?"
"Forget the events of the previous life, forget those painful memories."
"Okay."
"I want you to be as beautiful, sunny, and happy as a flower, and to live happily by my side."
"Okay."
He pressed his lips to her smooth white forehead and kissed her gently. After a while, he kissed her face again.
Suddenly, the feeling of being surrounded by love returned, and she heard her own accelerated heartbeat again.
Su Shanyun closed his eyes and felt his kiss, which slowly went from gentle and affectionate to fanatical.
In this life, it was him who held herself in her arms, it was him, it was something she couldn't have imagined in her previous life, and she silently shed tears in his kiss. (To be continued.) )
PS: Dear friends, the second shift is coming. The third shift is around 11:30-12:00 p.m. I wanted to write that the second master was angry, but I didn't expect it to be written with affection, Xiaoyun, you earned it.