On the way to the study, Su Shanyun's heart was very worried, she knew that Yan Jinxuan would definitely ask her about yesterday's incident this time, but she thought about it all night last night and didn't come up with a reason that could not only hide the things in her past life but also make him believe it.

A man as perceptive and intelligent as he is is not so easy to fool.

But she never dared to tell him about her past life, and it was a very courageous thing for those painful memories to be brought up again to uncover the old wounds again.

But he is the person she recognizes in this life, and she has also said that she will always believe him, so how can she not confess to him However, those memories are so painful, will he stop loving her after knowing it She stopped halfway in sorrow, and tears fell silently.

When her mood calmed down, she hurriedly reached out to wipe away her tears and walked forward.

Yan Jinxuan stood quietly at the window of the study. With his back to his face, she couldn't see his expression.

The morning sun shone on his body like a layer of light. He stood with his hands in his hands, his demeanor was detached, straight as a pine, but he also exuded a force ready to strike.

Su Shanyun held her breath.

"Close the door." Yan Jinxuan said suddenly.

She groaned, reached out and gently closed the door, and walked in his direction.

She stopped when she reached the bed of Luohan, who was close to the window.

Yan Jinxuan turned his head to look at her, there was no joy or sorrow in his eyes, just looked at her quietly.

Su Shanyun was a little uncomfortable by him, and hurriedly looked away.

Yan Jinxuan turned around and walked to the right side of the Luohan bed and sat down, and said while pouring tea: "It's hard to plant flowers, come and have a cup of tea." ”

His tone was gentle. However, Su Shanyun sensed the strangeness in his tone.

In the middle of the Luohan bed was a coffee table and a tea set, and Feng had already had people prepare tea and snacks, so the tea poured out was still hot.

Immediately, the study room was filled with the fragrance of tea.

Su Shanyun hesitated for a moment, but obediently sat down on the left side of the Luohan bed, took a sip of the tea he poured.

When she put the teacup back on the coffee table, he suddenly reached out and grabbed her left hand, and pulled it closer to him, and asked faintly, "Isn't this delicate hand only held by me?"

Su Shanyun knew that he cared about her yesterday, and she was suddenly ashamed and afraid, not knowing what to say.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" asked Yan Jinxuan, looking at her spring-like fingers.

"I'm in trouble." Su Shanyun replied in a low voice.

Yan Jinxuan asked calmly: "What kind of hardship?"

Su Shanyun hesitated, and Yan Jinxuan stared at her face. It was as if she wanted to see something from her expression. Su Shanyun sighed. With difficulty, he said, "He is my brother-in-law." ”

"Why do you want to recognize him as a righteous brother," Yan Jinxuan asked calmly.

A woman's family, and she is not a person who walks the rivers and lakes, can she be guilty of bowing to a man, is it that she is just to worship him, so she dresses up as a man, but what is the real intention of their knotting Yan Jinxuan looked at her and pondered.

"That's what I'm struggling with. I" Su Shanyun suddenly covered her mouth with her hand. I couldn't hold back and didn't let myself cry out loud.

Yan Jinxuan's expression changed slightly. But then he calmed down again, still looking at her quietly.

Su Shanyun withdrew her hand from his hand and stood less than two feet away from him very solemnly. looked at him with teary eyes and said, "Second master, if I confess something to you, will you believe me again?"

"I never said I didn't believe you. You say, whether it's hard work or anything, I can help you find a way if you say it. Yan Jinxuan said softly.

This was much more than Su Shanyun expected, she originally thought that he would hold her accountable.

But when she thought of talking about the unbearable things in her previous life, she couldn't help but panic, but this was also an opportunity to tell the Yan family in her previous life, and she often asked herself what to do about the Yan family when she dreamed back at midnight, and now that she doesn't even have a reason to go to the Yan family, how to find the fuse of the matter

However, if Yan Jinxuan was to know, things would be very different, and he must have a lot more methods than her.

Yes, how stupid she used to be, a person who forced these things to her heart, and now that he was her most trustworthy person, why not take this opportunity to explain everything to him

So, no matter how bitter and unbearable the Jingli in her previous life was, it's time to tell him, as for what he will do after listening to it, that's what she should think about in the next step, and the most important thing she has to do now is to tell him and the plate.

"Second master, it seems a little unbelievable to say, I suddenly remembered the events of my previous life in the early morning of my eleven years old, and I felt as if my previous life was reborn" Su Shanyun plucked up the courage to tell the things of his previous life.

Yan Jinxuan listened quietly, and asked her to sit down and talk halfway, but she refused, insisted on standing and talking, so he had to stand and listen to her.

When she finished talking about Li He, he said jealously: "Because I feel guilty, no matter how he asks you in this life, he will answer Ying If he says that I am lonely, you will fly over, right?"

"I don't know, I just don't want him to die because of me." She replied as she wiped her tears.

"Fool, the reason why he died in his previous life was because of his poor psychological endurance, which can't put the blame on you, because everyone has the right to refuse someone they don't like." He looked at her softly.

Su Shanyun suddenly raised her eyes to look at him, she didn't dare to look at his expression when she said it just now, but now when she heard his words, she suddenly felt that the burden on her body had been lifted.

"Those who have charged you with this should really be dragged to prison, who has not refused others," he said hatefully, and then added: "You can't go on like this with him anymore, I know your intentions are good, but your way is not good, and sooner or later it will be exposed." ”

"So what should I do"

"Leave him before he realizes who you really are."

"But I've already married him as a brother, wouldn't it be too unrighteous for me to leave like this?"

"You know that you are using a false identity to worship him, and this kind of worship itself has no substance."

"But"

"You're still worried that he'll die because of you like he did in his previous life," he asked pointedly.

"Yes." She replied without hesitation.

"I'll take care of this, don't worry about it. Write him a farewell letter, saying that you are going to a far away place, and tell him not to worry about it anymore. ”

Su Shanyun couldn't bear it a little, she was still very worried that the events of her previous life would happen again.

However, if she reconnects with him, it is indeed easier to expose the matter than not to meet him.

"Don't you still believe me" Looking at her struggling appearance, Yan Jinxuan couldn't cry or laugh a little.

"Believe."

"That's fine, I promise he won't die because of you, and I don't care if he dies for anyone in the future." Yan Jinxuan said that he has never had much affection for the kind of people who are about to live and die at every turn.

Su Shanyun nodded, and wrote a farewell letter to Li He in front of the desk. To be continued

PS: Dear friends, the first update is here. Thanks to zaaoa's monthly pass, the next one is around 7 pm. Whew, Xiao Yun finally bravely talked to the second master about those things that pressed in his heart