Chapter 862: Riverside Epiphany
Su He looked at the lonely back under the sunset, and his heart was also like a knife, and the bits and pieces of the past came to his heart.
She remembered the first time she noticed Fang Yang in the bar, she was attracted by his slightly hoarse singing voice, and I heard that the song he sang that night was still Fang Yang's original, and now it has been covered by a famous singer, and it is very popular. Soho also often listens to this song on the Internet, but no matter how you listen to it, she doesn't have the feeling of Fang Yang singing live, even if the singer's singing skills are much higher than Fang Yang.
She remembered that there were thugs harassing her in the bar, and everyone was too scared to speak, but Fang Yang stood up to help her. That was the first time she felt the warmth of being cared for, and it was also the first time that she had a trace of dependence on Fang Yang.
She remembered the scene when Fang Yang sent her back to the dormitory for the first time, when she was like a deer in her heart, and the young boys and girls who were just starting to fall in love circled around the college playground over and over again, as if they had endless common topics.
She remembered Jiangbin Park, Fang Yang gave her first birthday gift, an iPhone4S mobile phone, and two couple mobile phone cases, the sunny smile on Fang Yang's face at that time had already formed an indelible trace in her heart.
She remembered that on that helpless night, she learned the news that her grandmother was missing, and it was Fang Yang who took her to drive hundreds of kilometers home. It was also on that day that they took their grandmother to Rongcheng and began a life of "cohabitation".
Unconsciously, Fang Yang's memories have been so much, and the scenes are like yellowed films passing through Soho's heart, and the laughter of the past is still echoing in his ears, but now the two are strangers......
Su Ho almost couldn't help but want to stop Fang Yang several times, but until Fang Yang's figure gradually disappeared into the afterglow of the setting sun, Su Ho didn't make a sound.
She stood on the balcony and let her grief run rampant.
Before she knew it, Soho was already in tears, her slender shoulders shaking gently.
Am I wrong? Soho asked herself countless times.
She doesn't know whether her decision is right or wrong, she has always been very assertive, and this time she reluctantly insisted on her inner view of love.
Soho believes that this is to stick to one's heart.
But is this really the case?
Why did he smile and say the words of blessing Fang Yang, but his heart was dripping blood?
Why did he have the urge to rush downstairs to hug him and not let him leave when he saw Fang Yang leaving?
Why is it that my heart is empty now, as if my soul has been withdrawn and I have become a walking corpse?
Soho fell into a deep confusion.
The bloody sun shone on the balcony of the villa, making her figure even more lonely and lonely......
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Fang Yang dragged his suitcase out of the Luhang community step by step, his heart was messy, there was a feeling of being at a loss, even the taxi driver saw him dragging his suitcase, stopped and asked him if he wanted to take a taxi, he didn't realize it, just walked forward step by step.
The suitcase that looked a little cumbersome, Fang Yang didn't receive the storage ring, so he walked along the street, and his mind was like Soho, full of memories since the two met and fell in love.
Soho's bright and gentle smile, shy and timid expression, and the deep sadness in his eyes today kept flashing in Fang Yang's mind.
I don't know how long I walked, but Fang Yang suddenly realized that he had unknowingly walked to the riverside park a few kilometers away.
On Children's Day last year, Fang Yang gave Soho an iPhone as a birthday gift here. It was also on this day that the two sat arm in arm, leaning on the riverside to enjoy the scenery.
The sweet scenes of the past are still in front of us, but now they are no longer human.
Fang Yang let out a long sigh, dragged the suitcase to the big stone where the two of them were sitting that day, and sat down cross-legged.
At this time, the night has gradually covered the earth, and the surging Minjiang River is in front of you.
The years pass like a white horse, half a year seems to be a flick of a finger, that day Soho snuggled up to herself, and now it seems that the faint fragrance on her body is still there, but she is left alone.
Fang Yang suddenly remembered the ancient poem:
Last year today this door was in the door
The peach blossoms on the human face are red
The face of man is gone
The peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze
The cold north wind was blowing, but Fang Yang, who was wearing a thin coat, didn't feel the cold at all.
In this season, the riverside park is almost invisible at night, after all, the riverside is windy, and no one will run here to blow the wind on a winter night.
Therefore, there was no one around Fang Yang, and in addition to the sound of the wind coming from time to time, it was also very quiet.
The surging river in front of me is flowing day after day, year after year.
On the other side of the river is the Nanjiang Riverside, faintly seeing the lights of thousands of homes along the river, and Fang Yang can even see that the No. 1 Club located on the Nanjiang River is also brightly lit and full of shadows.
However, this qiē is like a silent movie, scene by scene is staged on the screen, but there is no sound coming, and there is noise in the silence.
Occasionally, there are one or two night boats sailing down the river, or upstream, and the lights of the boats illuminate a small stretch of the river, and from time to time there will be a long whistle or two from a distance.
The river, the boat, and the fishing fire are like a beautiful picture scroll that is completely natural, without the slightest trace of artificial carving, and it is inadvertently displayed in front of Fang Yang.
This fishing boat seems to me to be a wonderful decoration in the river scenery, but in the eyes of the people on the fishing boat, why am I not a part of the coastal scenery? Fang Yang suddenly had a hint of enlightenment.
He sat cross-legged on the reef by the river, with no joy or sorrow in his heart.
Obviously, joy, anger, sorrow, sorrow, and panic all kinds of emotions came to his heart like a marquee, but as if there had never been any emotion, Fang Yang even felt as if his consciousness had detached from his body, looking down on the vast land from a third-person perspective.
Fang Yang felt as if he had touched the eternal truth between heaven and earth, but it was as if he was separated by a membrane, it was clear that the door was there, but he was never allowed to enter the door.
It's a wonderful feeling that I can't put into words.
Fang Yang didn't deliberately cultivate at all, but the Chaos Decision spontaneously started working at this moment, and the Heaven and Earth Aura, which was much thicker than usual, frantically poured into Fang Yang's body......
Fang Yang felt that it seemed to be only a moment, but when he came back to his senses, he suddenly found that Dongfang had already revealed a touch of fish belly white, and a round of red sun was about to erupt.
What's going on?
Fang Yang was taken aback, he obviously felt that he was just sitting for a while, his thoughts seemed to be flying for a while just now, why was it suddenly dawn? Have you been sitting all night before you know it?
Fang Yang looked at himself and found that a layer of hoarfrost had fallen on his clothes and hair, and the suitcase next to him was also white, it seemed that he had really sat all night......
Epiphany!
These two words suddenly flashed in Fang Yang's mind.
In the memory that Xuanyangzi left him, there is the concept of epiphany.
Epiphany is something that can be encountered but not sought, and it is often the monk who unconsciously triggers his own deep inner perception under certain conditions.
And once you enter the state of epiphany, your cultivation will basically skyrocket, and what is even more rare is that your understanding of the supreme principles of heaven and earth will be much deeper than that of ordinary monks, which will have incomparable benefits for a monk's subsequent cultivation.
Did you really have an epiphany?
Fang Yang couldn't believe it, he checked his status for the first time, and his mouth opened wide in surprise, and he didn't close it for a long time.
Late stage of Qi refining!
And it's a great achievement in the late stage of qi refining!
In just one night, without Fang Yang himself feeling it, he suddenly broke through from the middle stage of Qi refining to the late stage of Qi refining, not to mention a small realm, and he also broke through all the way, directly to the late stage of Qi refining, and the foundation that was originally out of reach suddenly became so close!
In the late stage of Qi refining, compared with the middle stage of Qi refining, not only the tenacity of the meridians, the capacity of the dantian, and the amount of spiritual energy have been greatly improved, but also the spiritual energy in the body is more condensed, and even some of it is so thick that it is about to liquefy.
Fang Yang knew that once most of the spiritual energy in his body was transformed into a liquid state, it would be the Great Perfection of the Qi Refining Period, and at that time, he would be able to impact the Foundation Building Period and truly build a solid foundation for cultivation.
The Qi Refining Period is still just the beginning, and the Foundation Building Period is considered a monk in the true sense, not only can he use magic weapons, he can volley into the void, but he can also use some simple spells, which are two completely different concepts from the Qi Refining Period monks.
Finally confirmed that he had an epiphany last night, but Fang Yang couldn't help but show a wry smile.
If Xuanyangzi is alive, I am afraid that he will be shocked when he sees this scene! Fang Yang thought secretly.
What's even more ironic is that the opportunity for his epiphany turned out to be because of his emotional frustration and led him to a feeling in his heart.
Is this the consolation prize that God has given me?
I lost an incomparably precious affection and gained an epiphany that I would never have for a monk.
But if Fang Yang could choose, he would rather not have this epiphany, not this rapid progress in cultivation, cultivation can be continuously improved through his own efforts, but the love between him and Soho can no longer go back......
Thinking of this, the joy of a breakthrough in cultivation suddenly vanished, and a look of loneliness appeared on Fang Yang's face again.
He silently ran the "Chaos Decision", the mist on his body was steaming, and soon, the clothes wet with dew had already dried out After entering the late stage of Qi refining, he became more handy in the use of Reiki, like this, he accurately controlled the fire Aura, and dried his clothes without damaging a single bit, but he couldn't do it in the middle of Qi refining.
Fang Yang casually put the suitcase into the storage ring, then stood up, faced the slowly rising sun, and strode forward.
No matter how bumpy the road ahead is, life still has to go on, but can time really dilute a qiē, and then let yourself do nothing happen? Fang Yang showed a wry smile.
The number of old people exercising in the distance gradually increased, and a few words of singing faintly came from the radio in the old man's hand:
It's a pity it's not you
Stay with me until the end
We once walked together but lost the intersection......