Chapter 861: Gloomy and sad

"Why? Am I not good enough, not good enough? Soho looked into Fang Yang's eyes and asked softly.

Fang Yang shook his head slightly and said:

"Soho, it's all my fault. It's because I'm not greedy enough, and with such a good girlfriend as you, I still fall in love with other girls. ”

Soho shook his head painfully, bit his lower lip lightly, and only spoke after a while:

"Impossible...... Fang Yang, I believe that I will not look at the wrong person, and I can also feel your love for me, without the slightest hint of hypocrisy......"

"Yes, Soho, although I won't hang on my lips all day long, but they have always been buried deep in my heart, my love for you has never changed, I loved you in the past, I love you now, and my love for you will not decrease in the future...... Fang Yang said emotionally.

A misty mist filled Soho's beautiful eyes, and a puzzled look appeared on her face. Fang Yang's true confession made her heart tremble slightly, leaving aside the topic that the two of them were talking about just now, with these words, she could make Su He feel moved.

However, Fang Yang's words were obviously inconsistent......

Fang Yang showed a wry smile, sighed and said:

"Soho, I know it's hard for you to understand, and you may not believe it, but I still have to tell you the truth...... In my mind, whether it is you or Sister Liu Yi, they are my lovers that I can't give up, if it were you who were held hostage by the Wild Wolf Organization that day, I would not hesitate to save you...... So, do you understand? ”

Su Ho only reacted at this time: it turned out that Fang Yang was not empathetic, but fell in love with himself and Yang Liuyi at the same time, no wonder Fang Yang said that he was not greedy enough at the beginning......

Thinking of this, a wry smile appeared on Su Ho's face, she had mixed feelings in her heart, she had thought of countless possibilities in the past two days, and she had also found countless reasons for Fang Yang, but she didn't expect this possibility.

Yes, Fang Yang still loves her, which Soho himself can actually feel, from Fang Yang's gaze, Soho can still feel a strong love.

It seems that things are not as bad as imagined, at least Fang Yang did not abandon himself and choose Yang Liuyi.

However, this is not really much of a difference for Soho.

She is a relatively traditional girl at heart, and she also pursues perfection in doing things, in a sense, she is basically a perfectionist.

Putting aside secular concepts, how can such a girl allow her most cherished feelings to be shared with other girls! In Soho's view, love is one of the most beautiful emotions in the world, love is very sacred, if a love is mixed with a third party, is it still called pure love?

Soho lowered his head slightly, and a struggling look appeared on his face, obviously engaged in a fierce ideological struggle. Fang Yang stared at Soho nervously, but he didn't bother.

In fact, Fang Yang didn't expect Soho to forgive himself, nor did he expect Soho to agree to allow Yang Liu to continue to be with him while relying on him, the reason why Fang Yang confessed to Soho was because the events of the previous two days were there, and anyone with a discerning eye could see it, and on the other hand, this matter had been held in his heart for too long, and he thought that Soho should have the right to know.

After a while, Su Ho raised her head, the tears on her face had not yet dried, and she squeezed out a smile towards Fang Yang and said:

"Fang Yang, thank you for your honesty, thank you for taking care of me all the time, giving me happiness, and thank you for curing grandma, I will remember this memory for the rest of my life, and I will never forget it......"

Fang Yang had a bad feeling in his heart, and couldn't help but say in a trembling voice:

"Soho ......"

"I'm sorry, Fang Yang, I've thought about it seriously, I shouldn't have a way to accept such feelings." Soho's voice was still a little trembling at the beginning, but when he said that he was getting calmer and calmer, he obviously made a firm choice in his heart.

She even smiled self-deprecatingly, and then continued:

"Maybe it's really that I'm too old-fashioned, I always think that love is a matter between two people, and I always yearn for the kind of classic love that is unswerving and rotten, I believe that you are also sincere in what you say, but I really can't accept it...... I'm sorry, but you thought I was emotionally clean......"

Soho's voice was still so soft and weak, but it made Fang Yang's heart tremble, because he heard the decisiveness in this delicate girl's words. Fang Yang couldn't help but grab Soho's soft and said:

"Soho, don't do that...... Please believe me, whether it is with you or Sister Liu Yi, I am 100% sincere, and I am confident that I will be able to give you ...... Happiness for you! ”

A wry smile appeared on Soho's face, and he gently withdrew his hand, shook his head and said:

"Fang Yang, I believe you have this ability...... However, this kind of happiness is not what I want, I'm sorry......"

As she said this, Soho's heart seemed to be dripping blood, and a cone of pain made her bite her lower lip gently, and she held back her tears, trying to squeeze out a smile to make herself look less wolfish.

Fang Yang stood in place in a daze, he had expected this result, but when this day really came, he still felt as if his heart had been broken and crumpled all of a sudden, and the feeling of emptiness was very, very uncomfortable.

Su Ho looked at Fang Yang, who was lost and depressed, and continued:

"Fang Yang, I will go to find a house in the next two days, and after I rent the house, I will take my grandmother to move out, thank you for taking care of me during this time, and I wish you peace and ...... Sister Liu Yi is happy! ”

Fang Yang's mouth opened and said:

"Soho ......"

"Fang Yang, listen to me." Soho interrupted Fang Yang's words and continued, "Besides...... I felt that I could not continue to be qualified for the position of vice president of the company, so I ...... In a few days, I may quit this job and concentrate on my internship and graduate first......"

Fang Yang felt bitter in his heart, Soho wanted to completely draw a line with himself! Fang Yang fell silent all of a sudden, and Su Ho didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, his heart was soft, but the look in his eyes was still very firm.

After a while, Fang Yang sighed and said:

"Soho, I respect your choice. But as for resignation, you don't have to, right? Even if we can't be lovers, we're still friends, aren't we? Even if you can't even be a friend, after all, public is public and private is private, your ability has been reflected in your work, there is no problem of being incompetent for the post, so why quit your job because of personal feelings? ”

Soho hesitated, but still didn't speak. Fang Yang continued:

"Don't worry, since I said that I respected your choice, then I will definitely not bother you......"

When he said this, Fang Yang's heart ached for no reason, the painful look in his eyes flashed, and he quickly continued:

"And as you know, I rarely go to the company, and even if you continue to stay and work, we rarely meet...... Soho, don't quit your job, okay? The company needs you! ”

Soho finally nodded with difficulty and said:

"Well, I promise you......"

"As for you saying you want to move out, forget it...... Fang Yang said, "Isn't it nice to live here?" ”

Su Ho's mouth opened, but Fang Yang didn't give her time to speak, but said quickly:

"I know what you're worried about, you may look up and don't look down with me every day, you feel uncomfortable, don't worry, as long as you are willing to stay, I will move out!"

"How's that going to work? This is your house! Soho's eyes widened and he said in a lost voice.

"There's nothing wrong with it, I can go and transfer the house to your name right now." Fang Yang said lonely, "But I know that you will definitely not accept it." But you don't want the ownership of this house, it's always okay to live here, right? ”

Fang Yang paused, and then said while the iron was hot:

"Even if you don't think about yourself, you should always think about grandma, right? The old man is old and goes to rent a house with you, can you bear it? ”

"I can rent a better house...... Soho said weakly.

After working in Phoenix Culture, Soho still has a little savings, after all, Fang Yang's treatment of the veterans of these companies is super high, even if she buys a house, the down payment is enough.

"But no matter how good the house you rent, can you have this environment?" Fang Yang said, "Grandma is also used to living here, and everyone in the community is familiar with it, and there are large green spaces, artificial lakes, and parks nearby. Besides, the old man's body has just recovered, can he stand tossing back and forth? ”

Soho was speechless by Fang Yang's series of questions, and after a while, she said weakly:

"But...... Otherwise, don't move, just live like this! I...... I'm going to look at the newly opened house after a while, and if it doesn't work, I'll buy one. ”

Fang Yang looked at Soho's eyes, a wry smile appeared on his face, and said:

"Soho, I know you can't rub sand in your eyes, and if I live here, even if you don't say it, your heart will be uncomfortable. That's it, I'm moving out today......"

Soho's mouth opened, wanting to say something, but she felt powerless to say anything.

"Soho, that ...... I won't bother you, I'll go next door and clean up my things......" Fang Yang said.

Soho sat quietly at her desk, her hands folded, staring out the window at the pool without speaking.

Fang Yang let out a long sigh and quietly exited Soho's room.

A few minutes later, Fang Yang dragged a suitcase downstairs.

He has a storage ring, so naturally he doesn't need a suitcase, but since he promised Soho to move away, he must bring something with him, otherwise people will think he is just talking!

When I came to the first floor, my grandmother was sitting in the living room watching TV, and when I saw Fang Yang dragging my suitcase, my grandmother asked with a smile:

"Fang Yang, why did you just come back and go out again? Is it a business trip? ”

Fang Yang squeezed out a smile and said:

"yes, grandma, I'm going out for a few days."

"Then pay attention to your body! It's a cold day! ”

Fang Yang felt that his nose was sour, he endured his sad feelings, and said with a smile:

"Oh, I know, grandma, take care of your body!"

Dragging his suitcase out of the villa, Fang Yang didn't look back, just took a long breath, and then walked towards the outside of the courtyard.

Unbeknownst to him, a lonely figure was standing on the balcony behind him, staring intently at his back with tearful eyes.

Under the winter sunset, Fang Yang's lonely shadow was stretched very long, and he dragged his suitcase, facing the direction of the sunset, and gradually walked away......