Chapter 41: The Source of the Killing in the Eyes

"You understand as much as I do?" It's a question, Ted said as he stood behind Catherine and wrinkled his eyebrows. At that time, he revealed another emotion from his perception, which was extremely incompatible with the suit on his body, and it was a kind of tyranny hidden in his heart.

However, this is also one of the three emotions that Ted should have at the moment.

When a person confesses this feeling when you are emotional, how do you react?

Shocked by the empathy of the other party?

Think he's pretending-forced?

Still skeptical and saying, 'You don't understand at all.'"

Ted is clearly the third reaction, but he is slightly different from normal people, and he uses a mocking gesture to prove that he is the only one in this world.

"Of course I do."

"Because there are many places in the world where there are pictures of children being abused and beaten. ”

"Huh~"

The moment an interjection that Mi Guo didn't use often popped out of Ted's mouth, Weekend felt that he had misheard, and he saw disdain in the other party's face, and it was obvious that he was laughing at his own guess.

Isn't that wrong?

"Ted."

Weekend looked at the man in front of him and said, "You've won, and in ten minutes, a large number of police cars from the Los Angeles Police Department will surround the entire neighborhood, and then, you will have everything you need." Next, I am afraid that you will kill Catherine without hesitation, and when the time comes, the angry Chekov will definitely draw a gun and kill you as soon as possible, and I will not stop you. ”

"What do you mean by that?" Ted recovered from his haughtiness.

"Dead people don't have a voice, do they?" Weekend pointed to the DV hanging on the wall and said, "Don't you want to tell everything that is hidden in this live broadcast before you die?" ”

"If you don't want to say, why don't you think about what happens when you're dead. What will those so-called psychologists analyze you! ”

Ted...... Stunned.

He knows who Lucas is and who BTK is, and he knows that these people, after losing the right to confide in the media, have become a blank slate that can be smeared, and those psychologists say it is like an oracle of God, and no one justifies them. No one wants to defend them. In fact, are they what psychologists write in their analysis reports?

The hint of hesitation let Weekend know that he had hit the other party's vital point, and he quickly glanced at the rope tied to Catherine while Ted was lost in thought, he didn't intend to pay attention to the psychological distortion history of the serial killer, the only thing he remembered in his mind was to delay as much time as possible until a large number of troops arrived.

"You want to hear stories? Good, as long as you can handle it. ”

On the weekend, I felt that my body suddenly cooled.

Ted slowly bent down. Holding the back of the chair on his elbow, his wrist resting lightly on Catherine's shoulder, the scalpel an inch off Catherine's throat.

"I thought about what made me who I am today."

The opening remarks were a bit ordinary, and Ted added in his mind on the weekend as he thought about it, while calculating the position between the two of them, he felt. It was unlikely that he would have stepped over and grabbed Ted's hand directly, but if he had given Ted time to react. Catherine's throat must have been slit......

"Asian face, you know, when I think back to the past, there is a feeling that the guy who was split thinks back to his ex, and when he just accepted the bad experience of being split, he recalls the signs that were there for a long time. In addition to scolding himself for being an idiot, he was left licking his wounds in a dark corner. ”

Ted continued: "At first, I thought it was the things in college that made me change, but when I think back to what happened to my family when I was six years old......

Six years old again?

The weekend reminded me of Robin, and I remembered a report I had read when I was in the Homicide Division. The author of that report was Lambert. According to the report, most serial killers will not realize that the seed that can block all the sunlight was planted in their childhood until they first look at the curtain and see the darkness in their own world.

Studies have shown that the most important adults in a child's life from the initial age of six to seven are their mothers, especially boys. Because at this stage the child is learning the ability to love. Most of the killers had a cold or even repulsive relationship with their mothers during this period, lacking - love - caresses - and spiritual warmth. See, this is tantamount to being deprived of the ability to love by the hands of a mother who does not know how to educate her children at all, but this is not the whole story.

Those incompetent mothers often have negative and aggressive personalities and even suffer from paranoid paranoia, so the killer's childhood is accompanied by domestic violence. But even more painful than the physical is the trauma of the soul, and once this seed of darkness is planted, they will have to pay for it for the rest of their lives.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Policeman, I'm afraid I'm going to tell you the story I'm going to tell you down, my mother has never - abused - - me, and she loves me more than anyone can imagine. Can you believe that when I was younger, I was the only one who could have my own car at the age of 16; You can't believe it either, 10 years before I owned the car, I saw my mother tie up my father and whip him with a whip. ”

His tone ......

Over the weekend, I couldn't understand why Ted's tone became warm when he told this memory, and even the smile appeared like the snow melted and the earth was revealed when winter turned to spring.

A person can make the listener feel alive when talking about this kind of thing......

"They always do it secretly at night, and they wait for me to fall asleep in order not to disturb me. But there are only three of us in the family, is there anything to hide in this environment? ”

Ted sped up his words and said: "One night, I saw that scene, I saw my mother sitting on the sofa in a black leather jacket and leather pants, my father was naked, and there was only one ** kneeling on his lower body, he stepped on the tips of his mother's high heels on his head, and the leather whip in his mother's hand kept falling on his father's body, whipping again and again......"

"I don't know why, I wasn't scared at all, I didn't show any pain when I saw my father being beaten, but instead it was accompanied by excitement......" Ted sneaked a glance at the DV hanging on the wall, and he didn't say the next words, because a six-year-old doesn't know what craving is!

"It wasn't until I was twelve or thirteen years old that I finally came across a word that could explain my parents' behavior (S-M). Again, my parents didn't hurt anyone else, they just went about their hobbies in their own world, and that's not a big deal, right? ”

But they didn't know that they had destroyed their own children with their own hands.

He should have said this sentence over the weekend, but he held back and didn't leak a word.

"Slowly, I got my first girlfriend."

The weekend was not a surprise at all, with Ted's appearance and family background, early love was normal.

"But I didn't feel like I was in love at all, even if she would laugh happily and sit on the lawn in the sun with her pigtails and tell me jokes with their stupid dogs, I don't think this girl can understand me, and I can't understand what there is to be happy about in her world, just getting along with each other in such a mess."

Sunlight.

The first sunlight in Ted's world came just in time, and if someone could spot his anomaly and guide him at this time, he could become a normal person - unfortunately not.

This explains why Ted doesn't have the tyranny of other murderers on the surface.

Lambert's report also notes this, but at this age Lambert already uses the word 'puberty'.

The negative traits of killers will change at an accelerated rate by the age of 8-12, and if they are detected and guided in time, they will not go astray, but a large proportion of these killers come from single-parent families, and a mother who may have a negative and aggressive personality is unlikely to find a husband who is too competent. The reason why the killer wants to kill is because he can't eliminate the loneliness in his heart, and this loneliness arises from that time period, which is the step on their bloody road in the future.

Traumatized boys reach adolescence and find that their social adaptability and social skills are getting worse, and loneliness leads to increased loneliness, which prevents them from building good relationships with the opposite sex.

The weekend seems to have figured it out a bit, Ted's psychological gloom was relieved after the appearance of the first girl in his life, so he is different from other killers, but this kind of relief is just a piece of cloth to cover the psychological shadow, which belongs to the wrong way to cure the disease, maybe the whole cloth will directly fall into the shadow, such as Jane!

"It's a pity that my love affair was discovered, and the resistance of the children erupted from my heart, which was not fair, I didn't expose their secrets or stop them, but they, followed me to the school, found the teacher and the girl's parents and told them, 'Ted will be a great person in the future, please stay away from him'!"

The warmth on Ted's body vanished, as if it had been poured by a downpour for an hour, and began to become depressing: "I can't stand their arrogance, their arrogance is like a high society man stuck a knife in my heart, and explained to me that it was for my future. ”

He suddenly raised his head, and his eyes were full of killing! (To be continued......)

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