There are many people in this world who have fantasized about killing when they were young, such as killing annoying teachers, annoying classmates, and maybe even disgusting bosses, but people with normal values and universal sex education can distinguish between fantasy and reality, and these will only be used as imaginary vents, or to find alternatives in games. On the contrary, there are serial killers who have experienced psychological twists between the ages of six and thirteen, who have lived under intense stress for a long time, and BTK has been abused by his stepfather in a disgusting family environment, in which if there is the right incentive to stimulate the evil in their hearts, a catastrophe will befall them.

"I held back."

At this point, Ted's wide-eyed eyes and expressionless countenance reminded Weekend of the zombie expressions in American comics, they have the same emptiness, but in that void, there seems to be a huge destructive energy brewing, and anyone who has seen it can feel that this energy will be unimaginable once it bursts out.

"As a child, I couldn't bear the unfairness of my parents."

"My world changed a little bit in those years, and I started to pay crazy attention to anything that calmed people down, I listened to classical music, I watched 'The Old Man and the Sea,' I watched art films...... Asian face, as a police officer, you must not know why a serial killer would be silent for a while after committing a crime, but I, when I first saw a movie about it, I understood it. ”

The weekend never seemed to think about it, what exactly did the serial killer do in the gap between killings for?

S―H―I―T！

Who's going to think about that??!!

"I can tell you that the reason why a serial killer chooses to be silent after a kill is because he needs time to slowly digest what he has gotten. Can you understand why the psychologists always talk about 'perverts' who are withdrawn? Because no serial killer will ask others to share their most memorable events. Even if he just recalls in his mind and there are other people in real space. ”

Ted turned the conversation back and continued, "I finally made it to college. When you have the opportunity to leave that house, to leave this country, to live freely. I didn't get a good night's sleep when I was excited, that was my freedom. ”

Every psychopathic killer is good at fantasy before revealing their true nature, and they will focus on it in the unbearable nature of their childhood, and slowly, fantasy will become an essential part of their life. They will know that there are too many beautiful things before something happens, and college is enough to fit into these beautiful places, youth, love, the formation of values, and that is the happiest day of life. However, if things backfire, this sense of disparity will completely collapse them.

Weekend agrees with Lambert's analysis, saying that once a person is willing to make fantasy a part of his life, and the guy has not yet engaged in a creative career, then he has only two options, or continue to daydream under the onslaught of day-to-day fantasies; Or, turn it all into ......

"My college days. It wasn't exciting at all, even though I got into the UK's most prestigious university with excellent grades and won a full prize. However, at the entrance ceremony of the new students, I was still drunk by those guys who claimed to be seniors and fell into a coma. Ted lowered his head, and despite the lack of expression on his face, he could still feel ashamed on the weekend: "...... the next day"

Boom!

The sound of misaligned teeth clearly drilled into Weekend's ears, and the sound of gnashing teeth proved that Ted was still full of hatred when he remembered these things.

"...... the next day"

He said it again.

"The next day there was a joke on the lawn of the school, a boy from the United States was lying naked on the lawn for onlookers, I have to thank that there were no mobile phones to take pictures and videos in those days, but in front of the whole school and the students were woken up by the police in a hangover coma, and then covered his hands in ...... was taken into a police car...... That taste is not pleasant for a newcomer! ”

Weekend this time can understand, Ted is a guy who has been instilled by his parents since he was a child, 'to be a great person when he grows up', and the pride cultivated in that Kochi family environment has been ingrained in his heart, and in this case, the next student who has not yet completed his psychological construction and has just stepped into the university gate has suffered a blow from this scene, not to mention, this may become a topic of discussion in the whole school in the future.

"Hey......

A dry laugh came, and Ted said in a voice full of dark power like the male protagonist of a thriller: "From that day on, I had the nickname TS." ”

"Too-small ......"

I don't know why I blurted out these words, but when he looked up at Ted again, he found that the other party looked at him with gritted hatred!

Many serial killers have physical defects that they try to hide from their world, and when they are discovered, the shame and anger can never be imagined by outsiders.

"You're right."

Ted twitched the corners of his mouth twice in embarrassment, and these two involuntary twitches made Weekend feel cold to the bone.

"However, I have my own charm."

"From then on, there was a legend about me that spread around the school, and later, my nickname became Early Morning (Erect) Little Thumb, and I didn't care, really, I--didn't care at all!!"

Call!

Weekend felt a sudden fire ignite from Ted's body, and his face distorted, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and the center of his eyebrows were clearly visible between the twists.

"I can fight it all, I can change myself with my privileged living conditions, I can wear the best tailoring suit in the UK, I can live in a bachelor apartment, I can get the best academic grades, and these compliments can make me forget the rumors and disdain that pass in almost every eye."

Ted straightened up and straightened his suit with his free hands: "I've learned to be elegant, to be personable, and to be patient when a girl who doesn't care about the rumors starts to be attracted to my appearance." Slowly start approaching. ”

If the romance goes well. Ted finds solace in his new relationship. Maybe he won't be what he is now.

"But when I first got in touch with my lover, who was belated for more than half a year after I arrived in England, I heard the most unbearable joke!"

Ted began to get lucky, and as his breath rose, his ribcage began to bulge, and he said as if he was about to explode: "She actually asked me the moment I kissed her and we hugged each other in the sunset on the Rhine, 'You can't really be the little thumb of the morning, right?' ’！ ”

This idiot.

The fate of this girl can be imagined over the weekend, because this sentence is for ordinary people. It's a 'sex-invite', competitive men will never admit defeat in this regard, this joke and the compliment after the end can make men feel comfortable after a big reversal, just like Liverpool reversed AC Milan in the Champions League final, from 0:3 to 3:3 and finally won the championship. Can...... For Ted's real little finger, or the little finger that has undergone psychological distortion, this is simply the most fatal blow.

There must be a trigger for the outbreak of a serial killer, and the trigger may be a small thing in life, but this must be a landslide in their hearts, suppressed to the point that they can't suppress the crazy outburst after suppression.

"You're frowning." Ted noticed the little details on Weekend's face. "As you think, I'll kill her." ”

Ted began to calm down: "I pushed her down. Picking up a rock and slamming it into her mouth, I just wanted to do it until the blood was bleeding all over the floor. I don't know when her eye sockets were smashed, her black hair was stained red with blood, and her skull was smashed with a 'flickering' sound before I stopped. ”

"you--!"

Catherine finally couldn't help but scold, and it just so happened that she wanted to scold this sentence over the weekend.

This story has obviously begun to make people think of the bright side, but the kiss in the sunset a second ago turned directly into a bloody crime scene a second later!

Phew!

Catherine began to retch, and the moment she tilted her head, her skin rubbed against the edge of the scalpel, and the skin on her neck was neatly cut like a piece of skin, and then blood filled all the gaps between the skin, leaving along the beginning of the wound and finally condensing into droplets at the clavicle fossa.

"Calm down!!"

Weekend yelled, "Ted, you haven't finished saying everything yet, remember what I told you before?" If you don't tell everything, psychologists will slander you with their imagination! ”

This shocking weekend almost lost three souls, he was so afraid that Ted couldn't stop the car after seeing blood, so he wiped Catherine's neck.

"Why weren't you arrested?"

Changing the subject over the weekend: "There are also very professional institutions in the UK, and Scotland Yard needs to give an explanation to the public about this kind of thing, doesn't it?" ”

Ted moved the scalpel in his hand outwards slightly, he could feel the touch, but he couldn't see the blood because of his position, and thought that the excitement of the weekend was just Catherine rubbing the blade.

"Because I'm smart. Before the date, I chose a place with fewer people, not because I already had a murderous **, but because I didn't want people to see my privacy. Ted looked at the ceiling of the room: "I wrapped the body in stone and sank it to the bottom of the Rhine, threw all the blood-stained dirt into the river, and finally, dug a pit in the original place and poured it with water. I remember very clearly that I thought that even if I did, I would think that it was a playful child messing around with the water's edge. ”

It's a gift for sin, and some people are born with it.

"However, I regret that I didn't leave something on the dead like in those movies. Do you remember the TV series you watched? "Bloodthirsty Forensics". Serial killers leave mementos from the deceased not trophies, but when they recall that memory in intervals, they can take those things out, even if they are just touched. ”

Hearing this, I got goosebumps all over my body over the weekend, and I shuddered to think about those scenes! (To be continued......)