"I can't see your smile, how can I sleep, your voice is so close to me that I can't hold it. Without the earth, the sun will still circle, and there is no reason why I can walk ...... by myself" - Jay Chou "Rainbow"

Jay Chou's "Rainbow" is played on campus, and the lazy melody is very in tune with the campus rhythm at this moment.

After school, the teaching building is empty, the sunset light falls on every empty classroom, the breeze sways the curtains, and every qiē looks clean and clear. Downstairs, the students who were in charge of cleaning the dry area took brooms and swept up the fallen leaves one by one. There are also a few shirtless children on the basketball court, playing basketball in a casual manner, everyone is playing, winning and losing have been forgotten, and having fun has become the only theme. There are also a few female students standing on the sidelines, each holding a bottle of water in their hands, and who is their sweetheart in their eyes?

I sat on the roof of the school building, the wing-like clouds moving slowly in the sky, like an orange-red ribbon decorating the sky, matching the dark blue background. Looking at the gradually clearing sky, I felt a sense of healing. The scent of grass in the air also refreshes me.

This is the second Friday after Lin Xuemei left. In the days without her, the days seemed to be no different than usual. I still teach as usual and correct homework, but I still can't do anything with naughty students, and I can't get the majesty of a teacher. I still have a soft spot for well-behaved and obedient students, and when they look down and do their homework, I feel the urge to carry them home. Commuting to and from work every day, this kind of life rhythm is neither fast nor slow, and the three points and one line are unusual.

On Saturdays and Sundays, I would go to the hospital with Qiu Wenchao to visit his mother, and Aunt Qiu's condition gradually stabilized, and her face recovered a lot. She still treats me as her daughter-in-law, and every time she sees me, she talks a lot about family matters, which gives me the illusion that I am really a family with them. But this illusion disappeared when Qiu Wenchao told me that he and his boyfriend were in a stable relationship.

Maruko traveled to Shanghai for a month for work, and I was quite lonely without her, so I cherished the time I spent with Aunt Qiu, not only because she needed my care and companionship, but also because I needed someone to accompany me. Because when I'm alone, I'm especially afraid of being quiet. A quiet and solitary environment is a breeding ground for loneliness and loneliness, and it nourishes a bad feeling that can make people uneasy, devouring what you are holding on to and fighting in your heart, which is more terrible than falling into a black hole.

Lin Xuemei's goodbye made my heart feel like an upside-down five-flavor bottle, but for others, it wasn't a big deal. is like Ning Shaoling, who is sitting alone by the window, just like his cold face before, it seems that Lin Xuemei's withdrawal from school is just a vacant seat next to him. I deeply doubt that Ning Shaoling and Lin Xuemei are really childhood sweethearts who have played since childhood? Why is the former so indifferent to the latter's departure? Could it be that Lin Xuemei is really a dispensable person for him? I feel sorry for Lin Xuemei, she likes the wrong person. If it was someone else, maybe she wouldn't need to leave, right?

Look, I'm starting to think about it again. Sure enough, a person can't spend too much time alone, otherwise he will soon go crazy.

I exhaled deeply and prepared to turn away. Unexpectedly, when he turned his head, he found Ning Shaoling standing at the entrance of the rooftop, wearing an orange sports jersey and black sweatpants, and holding a basketball in his right hand. I had a bad feeling in my heart - this wasn't the rhythm to wait for me, was it?

Since Lin Xuemei left, I haven't said a word to this guy. In other words, it was my intention to avoid him not seeing, and I remember that the day Lin Xuemei went through the withdrawal procedures was the last conversation between me and Ning Shaoling - "Anyone at the same table can be." Ning Shaoling's words left a deep imprint in my heart. I don't know if he simplifies the term tablemate or if I'm too hypocritical, I still can't agree with him. What is a tablemate? Was it just a classmate sitting next door? No, the person at the table is the one who speaks with you and reads the textbook aloud; The table mates are the ones who share lunch with you; The same table is the person who quietly tells you the answer and relieves you when you are overwhelmed by the teacher's questions; The table mate is the one who takes out the trash with you after school.

The table mate may divide the 38 realms with you, but when you forget to bring a textbook, he is always the first to share the book with you. Your table mate may compete with you for your grades, but when you are in the middle of an exam, the TA is the one who deliberately hands you the paper to copy. Many people know your achievements, but only TA understands your hard work and unwillingness. When others "don't wait for three days and look at you with admiration", only they understand your accumulated tribulations.

I've heard you laugh at the same table, and I've seen you cry out loud on the table because of your unsatisfactory score. They know that there is a diary that you hide in a drawer, and they know how you put your nose in your mouth and bite it when you solve a problem.

How precious the word table is to me, why doesn't Ning Shaoling understand it? I looked at his frosty face and thought to myself - yes, how could he possibly understand? Such an indifferent and heartless person. I sighed, forget if you don't understand, let it go with the wind if you don't understand, I don't mind. I collected my mood and walked past him.

"Teacher Huang." Ning Shaoling stopped me, "This is for you." ”

After speaking, Ning Shaoling took out a bag from behind him.

"What is this?" I was puzzled and took the bag.

"Medical report." Ning Shaoling said.

Medical examination report? I wondered, why did you give me this thing? I would like to organize a physical examination for the third grade next week. I looked at Ning Shaoling and asked him, "Why do you want to give me this thing?" ”

"I'm not going to the group physical examination next Monday." He looked at the item in my hand and said, "This is my medical report from last week, you can take this." After saying that, he slapped the basketball in his hand and walked to the center of the rooftop.

"How can you not go?" I turned to him and questioned him. But my attention was entirely on the muscles of his arms, and he slapped his basketball in the sunset, the empty roof surrounded by the sound of the basketball crashing.

"It's the same physical examination, I already did it last week, so I don't have to go with you, it's a waste of time."

"What are you going to do if you don't go?"

"Free and easy."

( ̄ー ̄) I sneered, thinking to myself, did I approve your homeroom teacher? I said harshly, "I don't approve it." ”

"The prefect has agreed."

I'm speechless, the prefect has already agreed? So what do you still ask me to do? It's a deliberate attempt to provoke me, right? When I think of this, I feel that I have failed very well as a class teacher. Why didn't Ning Shaoling take me seriously? Ay......

Seeing that I was silent, Ning Shaoling stopped slapping the basketball, walked to my side, and asked, "What did you think of?" ”

"Huh?" Seeing Ning Shaoling suddenly getting so close, I wanted to retreat, but found that there was a door behind me, so I had to push him open, walked to the edge of the rooftop, and opened the Wen Jiàn clip casually, but this move was stopped by Ning Shaoling and said, "This is **." ”

I "cut" angrily. At this time, "Rainbow" was played, and the next song was still Jay Chou, which was "Sunny Day".

Ah, the song.

Hearing the prelude, my heart was filled with emotion, and my thoughts surged again...... That's right, I'm a hypocritical. But who knows, memories are all pretentious?

Suddenly, Ning Shaoling opened his mouth and asked me, "Teacher Huang, your expression ...... Suddenly gentle. ”

"Huh? Hah, huh? I scratched my head, looking a little embarrassed.

"Today's radio is all Jay Chou's songs."

"That's right...... Hey, do you know Jay Chou? I asked curiously, thinking that the post-00s also know Jay Chou?

"He's my idol."

I went, and the moment I learned from the cold-faced melancholy prince that his idol was Jay Chou, I almost screamed. Really? It's so rare, the children of the post-00s also like Jay Chou?

"What? The expression of disbelief ......"

"Haha, it's surprising, I didn't expect a child of your age to like my idol too."

This time it was Ning Shaoling's turn to sneer. ( ̄ー ̄) I looked at his side face, and suddenly a sense of familiarity came over me. I found that Ning Shaoling at this moment is very similar to Qiu Wenchao in the first year of junior high school.

Ning Shaoling noticed that I was looking at him, but he kept looking ahead, looked at the boys playing basketball downstairs, and said, "Don't think I didn't notice that you were looking at me. ”

I laughed and said, "I'm looking at you, what?" Isn't it okay? "For some reason, Jay Chou's song made me feel happy, and Ning Shaoling didn't look so annoying.

At this moment, the sky is like a drunken girl, which makes people also confused, and looks at reality like the environment.

I looked at Ning Shaoling's handsome face and asked, "Do you know the story of the song "Sunny Day"? ”