Ever since I met Qiu Wenchao at GAYBAR that night, my heart has been in a tangle of inextricable importance.

Especially on the night when I first learned the truth, I had a terrible dream. I dreamed that I was drinking in GAYBAR, and I was the only girl in the whole bar, and the rest were all GAY, and there were several couples who were still CPs, talking and laughing. There is also a song playing in the store, which is Mayday's "Midsummer Light Year", and when Ashin sings "I don't turn, I don't turn...... I don't turn", I think it's particularly funny - it's obviously about a fan movie, and the two male protagonists are bent, and they say I don't turn, I don't turn.

I felt helpless when I heard it in my dream, but after I woke up from it, I was very scared to think about it...... My ex-boyfriend turned out to be a GAY, and I didn't find out in the years of dating, was I too naïve and innocent, or was he hiding too deeply?

If you think about it, how can this be your own problem? At the beginning, Qiu Wenchao took the initiative to pursue his own ...... If he likes men, how can he be interesting to himself? Could it be ...... Is it because you are a woman? The masculinity is too strong for Qiu Wenchao to feel? I couldn't help but touch my chest, saying that the plains were not accurate, and there were still a little bit of small mountain bags (I could only comfort myself like this).

So, it shouldn't be my reason, right?

Or did Qiu Wenchao take a "detour" because he broke up with him? What happened to change his sexuality? When they were together, the two had a good relationship and rarely quarreled. What made him give up the arms of women and join the arms of men?

In good conscience, I treated him as consistent in those years, I thought I had never done anything indebted, I didn't even get a reliable reason to break up, and I didn't complain too much about it...... Isn't such a self worthy of his cherishing and love? I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't figure it out. I want to know the answer, but I'm afraid to get it.

Until that night, I got a phone call. Strange numbers......

Who? At first, I thought it was a call from the student's parents, but as soon as the other party spoke, my heart felt as if it was blocked......

"Is it Vivi?"

"Uh(⊙o⊙)..."I didn't expect that two years later, he still has my number.

"I'm Qiu Wenchao."

"Oh, I know. Is there something wrong? I asked with trepidation, I hadn't spoken on the phone for more than two years, and I didn't expect my voice to be so familiar, why?

"I'm sorry to find you suddenly, if it's really urgent, I don't want to bother you."

"What's the matter?" What am I thinking so anxious about? Qiu Wenchao sighed deeply and said, "My mother is seriously ill......"

"What?" I was shocked, Qiu Wenchao's answer was completely unexpected, and I originally wondered if he had discovered me that night and wanted to explain to me what happened that night.

"Well, that's actually ......" he began to explain the fuck to me.

It turned out that Qiu Wenchao's mother was diagnosed with breast cancer two years ago, and was later treated with medication, and her condition finally stabilized and was also controlled. But unfortunately, he has recently started to develop the disease again, and he has been in a coma when he is seriously ill, and the doctor said that it is probably going to die. Hearing Qiu Wenchao say this, I was heartbroken.

When I was in my third year of high school, I often went to Qiu Wenchao's house to tutor in his homework, and after reviewing his homework, his mother would always make delicious pasta for the two of us. In my impression, Qiu Wenchao's mother is simply a strong woman. Because it is a single-parent family, her father abandoned her when he was in elementary school, and the two mothers and sons eloped with the mistress, and there was no news for a long time. His mother supported this family alone, and he didn't rely on anyone. is such a kind and good person, how can God bear to let sickness torment her? I feel that life is impermanent.

"How can I help?" I can't say anything comforting, but since Qiu Wenchao has found me, it should be a place where I am needed.

"Hmm......" the other party took a deep breath, "Do you have a boyfriend now?" ”

"Huh? Not... No, I don't. Qiu Wenchao's question really caught me off guard.

"That's great, ah, no, don't get me wrong, it's like that, I want you to do me a favor and fulfill my mother's last wish."

Seeing that I didn't speak, Qiu Wenchao continued: "You know, my mother likes you. She kept telling me to chase you after she knew I broke up with you. ”

So he's going to get back together with me now? My heart pounded faster. There was still a little expectation in my heart, and I even forgot about Qiu Wenchao's intimate behavior with the man in the cap that night! I felt like I was about to get the words "I do" out of my mouth.

"So...... I want you to pretend to be my boyfriend...... Please, just do me a favor! I was so surprised that I couldn't close my mouth and stammered, "Fake, fake? Male, boyfriend? Qiu Wenchao realized that he had made a mistake, and hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry, it's a girlfriend, a girlfriend." May I? Please! I know you're aggrieved, but can you do a favor for Auntie's sake? ”

I'm a little speechless, what does the word "pretend" mean? So, he's asking me to be his girlfriend and him? So, Qiu Wenchao doesn't want to get back together at all? I was so speechless that I couldn't calm down, but when I thought of my aunt, an aunt who was so good to me, I couldn't be angry with Qiu Wenchao, a man who was about to lose his mother.

"How? May I? Can you promise me? Qiu Wenchao asked me in a pleading tone, just like years ago, he made me angry and begged me for forgiveness, this feeling is really familiar. Two years ago, I was dumped by him for no reason, and a few days ago I somehow knew that he was a GAY, and now I was told that my aunt was seriously ill and that he needed me to help him complete a "white lie", and what happened in the past few days was almost beyond the capacity of my brain.

"I promise you." Anyway, I should do something for my aunt," but ......" I added.

"Whatever you want, I'll give you everything." Before I could answer, Qiu Wenchao preemptively said something.

"I don't want anything, but there are some things I want to ask about."

"Just ask!" Qiu Wenchao said categorically.

"No, I want to hear your answer in person."