The next day after returning from the Tyumen Mountains, I went to work as usual.

As soon as I arrived at the classroom, I found that Lin Xuemei's place was vacant. Why didn't she come today? Sick? I thought about it, and while turning on the computer to check today's attendance sheet, I found that Lin Xuemei did not sign in, nor did she ask for leave. What's going on here? I pulled out my phone and there were no missed calls or texts.

When I was about to call Lin Xuemei's home, the prefect showed up at the door of the class with a few workers in blue uniforms and motioned for me to come out.

"What's wrong?" I asked curiously.

"That, a student in your class, Lin Xuemei has applied for withdrawal, and her desk is going to be moved, so excuse me." After the prefect finished speaking, he ordered the workers to go in and work, and they walked to Lin Xuemei's vacant seat and moved the tables and chairs.

"What?!" I haven't recovered yet. "Lin Xuemei applied for withdrawal? How could it be, I didn't get a notification. ”

The prefect glanced at me and said, "Won't I let you know now?" ”

"But ......"

"Hey, Mr. Huang, I understand your feelings. This is indeed a pity, but this child is going abroad for further study, this is the way of others, let her go, we as teachers, we have to be blessed, you know? With that, the prefect patted me on the shoulder.

Seeing that I was stunned in the distance, indifferent, the prefect said again: "Lin Xuemei and her housekeeper have just left, Teacher Huang, let's go say goodbye." ”

"Where is she?"

"Uh, maybe on the way to the parking lot, you can go check it out......"

Before the rank chief could finish speaking, I rushed out with all the strength to feed myself, and ran wildly down the hallway. The teacher in the next class may be very strange, why is there a strong wind blowing in front of the door? Really, I was running faster than ever, as if my inner potential had suddenly been stimulated...... But at this moment, I didn't realize how amazing the speed of the run was, and how messy my running form was. Now I have a blank mind, and the only person I want to see is Lin Xuemei. Because I have a lot to ask her.

I want to ask her, why did she suddenly say she was leaving?

I want to ask her, why did she suddenly drop out of school?

I wanted to ask her, why did she leave without saying a word?

I really want to ask her, even if she has to leave, why don't she say goodbye to me?

I had to see her, which is why I ran so fast on the school road. I'm going to ask her these questions in person, and I'm going to ask her why she's leaving. If her answer doesn't satisfy me, I'm not going to let her go. She can't just say goodbye...... The more I thought about it, the more I didn't understand, and at some point, my eyes became dry and my throat itched unexpectedly.

I finally ran to the parking lot at the back entrance of the school. The scorching sun near noon turned the concrete floor white and blinding, and the heat was constantly rising from the ground, and there was not a single figure in sight in the spacious parking lot.

Already gone? Facing the empty parking lot, I thought to myself. So, I'm still a step too late...... Therefore, Lin Xuemei left without even saying goodbye to me.

I was unwilling, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Lin Xuemei's number.

"I'm sorry, the number you called is empty......" the other end of the line responded.

Empty number? Even the number was stopped...... I froze in place, feeling like an overturned five-flavor bottle. When the sun was shining, I stood under the scorching sun, and after a while, I was sweating, but at this moment I felt cold, and I felt like a piece of meat was missing in my heart.

Why didn't this kid say goodbye to me and leave? I'm her homeroom teacher...... Really, the more I think about it, the more angry I become, the current post-00s simply don't take the teacher seriously, they come when they say they come, and they leave when they say they go...... Isn't it just a confession that refused, what is it if you leave like this? Thinking of this, I kicked on the stone steps on the side of the road, accidentally hurting my own foot.

Suddenly, the nose was sore, and the tears remained.

I muttered to myself, "Silly boy, even if you leave, you can say goodbye to me anyway." Teacher Xiaorou Teacher Xiaorou called me all day long, shouting so kindly, but now he doesn't say goodbye, what am I in your eyes? "I kept wiping away my tears, drop after drop, and the tears kept dripping, falling on the concrete floor, and quickly evaporated.

I had so much to say to her, but when I faced her, I didn't know where to start. Now that she is gone, there are some things that she can't say in person, even if she wants to. Lin Xuemei left like this, what was the reason for her leaving? Because he was rejected, can't he face Ning Shaoling? But even then, don't you need to say goodbye to me? In the past, when she fought side by side, didn't she have any nostalgia at all? You don't care about Ning Shaoling, but don't you care about me?

"But I care about you...... A sucker. "I shouted in my heart.

I care about the well-behaved and obedient you, the one who doesn't hesitate to change yourself for the person you like, the one who bears it alone even if you are wronged and hurt, and the one who swallows your anger in order not to upset the people around you...... Thinking of this, the tears kept staying, as if I was going to cry all the tears of this life.

After a while, I tried to adjust my feelings, after all, I still had classes to attend later. Suddenly, there was a roar of airplanes in the sky, and I looked up and saw the planes streaking across the sky, leaving behind a long cloud of airplanes, which stood particularly dazzling under the clear blue sky.

The prefect said that Lin Xuemei was going abroad? Where are you going? When will ...... come back? Will it be back? I tried to recall Lin Xuemei's appearance, and her smile made people feel kind. I was truly impressed by her positive and optimistic attitude towards life and her perseverance. Her feelings for Ning Shaoling have been constantly trying and working hard from beginning to end, even if she has failed many times, she is willing to review herself and start over. It's really abnormal for her to say goodbye like this.

I cleaned up my mood, my tears were dry, and I didn't need to wipe them. Just as I was about to turn around and leave, Ning Shaoling actually stood behind me.

Seeing my teary eyes, the other party was not moved, but asked, "Don't you have to go to class?" ”

"Go back now." I replied angrily, thinking, how can I still be in the mood to teach? Lin Xuemei is gone, is this guy indifferent? But I don't say anything more, I don't have much to say to this guy anyway.

"My table mate is gone, you can arrange for someone to sit next to me, anyone can be." Ning Shaoling said.

I was about to leave, but when I heard this, I suddenly stopped and asked, "Anyone can do it?" ”

"Hmm." Ning Shaoling said coldly.

"Excuse me, what are you at the table?"

"That's a strange question."

"Oh, it's a little weird. Let me ask it another way, what is Lin Xuemei to you? Neighbor? Childhood? At the same table? Little sister? ”

"Teacher Huang, you are so excited, why? It seems that the departure of my table mate hit you hard? Ning Shaoling sneered and looked at me with a sharp look in his eyes.

“…… I'm not happy with what you just said. Anyone at the same table can be, it's not like that. I glared at Ning Shaoling, not afraid of the other party's cold face.

And he was like a beast in the dark, with a terrifying look in his eyes.