Monday was fine

It's been a week since school started, and nothing special has happened. I am in the third year of junior high school this year, and I thought that the classes of the graduating class would be very rushed, but in fact, it was okay, but the study life was very boring day after day, which made me bored. There is no need to be nervous about academics, but the boredom in my heart needs to be solved urgently.

Doesn't seem to have anything to record? Oh yes, if there's one thing I have to say, it's that our class has changed class teachers. In the past, Mr. Zhong emigrated abroad, as if he had gone to the United States. In her place was a young female teacher, who was also our new Chinese teacher, named Huang Xiaorou. She looked young, I heard that she had just graduated, but other than that, she didn't seem to be anything special.

Well, it doesn't seem like there's anything else to record, so be it.

Tuesday was cloudy

When I sent out my homework book today, I still couldn't find his one. If you don't hand in your homework every day, won't the teacher care?

Wednesday was fine

I found out one thing today, the head teacher seems to have found out about Luo Wenjie and Li Yue's dragging, but he didn't take any action...... It's strange, as a class teacher, shouldn't you be strictly disciplined? The school doesn't allow students to fall in love, but she turns a blind eye, and what does it mean that she smiles when she passes by the two of them? In particular, the smile that didn't mean anything confused left me confused.

Friday was fine

How to write it? I would like to say that today is a strange day.

Today's first class was a Chinese class, but as soon as Mr. Huang came to the classroom, he said that he wanted to change the position, saying that it was the school's decision to implement mixed sitting...... My classmates didn't want to, especially the female classmates, and no one wanted to be separated from my tablemates, and of course I was too. I feel like I'm in a good position, and there's no need to change it.

However, Mr. Huang said that this is the school's new rule, so we can only obey it. But strangely, on the new seating chart, I put his name together...... That is, he is my new tablemate? I was immediately confused, why did Mr. Huang assign me to him? I thought about it, but I couldn't get it. However, it is also possible that I am thinking too much? It's just so coincidentally arranged, isn't it......

If you explain it this way, is it the role of fate? It's so weird! As much as I tried to comfort myself, I couldn't stop myself from thinking about it, especially when he sat next to me. Although we grew up together, he was so far away in front of us.

I didn't dare look him in the eye, just as he had never looked at me seriously. I found myself getting more and more nervous, watching his desk and mine close together, and I didn't even dare to move, for fear that my movements would affect him, which would be even more embarrassing. No, why embarrassment? He shouldn't be embarrassed, it's all my problem, only I feel embarrassed.

Fidgeting, I decided to go to the head teacher and ask her to change her position. But Teacher Huang didn't agree, looking at what she said, I guess she thought I was too reserved as a girl, right? I was helpless at that moment, who can understand my distress?

Just as I was about to leave the office, Mr. Huang asked me to call him to come to the office to move things, which was a Mid-Autumn Festival gift. I said yes, but I thought to myself that I must not call him, because I still dare not take the initiative to say a word to him......

At the time, I thought, anyway, it's okay to move things, anyone can move them, right? But I still thought too simply, I went back to class and called my classmates to help, but no one answered. Sure enough, I was really the one in the class who had zero sense of zài.

Later, when I saw him sitting in his seat, I thought to myself, should I muster up the courage to ask him to help? This is the task of the head teacher, and it is not his own private matter, so he should be able to help. However, would he think that I was deliberately trying to trouble him? With so many male classmates in the class not looking for him, but looking for him, will he think I'm annoying? Just when I was struggling, he actually took the initiative to talk to me! He asked me about my aunt's birthday dinner, and after I finished speaking, I plucked up the courage to ask him if he wanted to go to the office with me to get something, but I didn't expect him to agree, haha! Looks like I was overthinking it.

On the way to the office, none of us spoke. Growing up, we talk less and less, I really miss the days when we used to play together carefree, such nostalgia, we can only miss in our hearts, we never miss the past days together, because when we grow up, we grow up, and we can't go back. I won't talk about the past in front of him, because it will only make the other person think that I am hypocritical.

Later, we took the things and went back to the classroom, there were too many things, and he took a large part of them. But halfway through, he called someone to help. The female classmates in the class are simply his maids, and they respond to him. But I'm used to it, he has been this popular since he was a child, and the girl relationship is very good. That's not really what I like about him, though. After all, he is very different from the one he used to be.

The women took what he had in his hands, and a crowd of people surrounded him and left. He seems to have forgotten my saviva, doesn't he see that I am also holding a bunch of things in my hand? I left without looking back, and I was quite depressed at the moment. If it were him before, he wouldn't be like this!

I don't understand, the older he gets, the more he seems to be a different person. When he agreed to help me, I thought I could get closer to him, but I didn't expect it...... It turns out that I've been thinking too much all along. Hey, I'm starting to miss it again, I miss the old one who loved to laugh, and he always gives people a warm feeling.

For some reason, my tears flowed down my eyes at that time, and I thought I wouldn't be seen, after all, the class bell had already rang. But what I didn't expect was that Mr. Huang suddenly appeared behind me and told me that he wouldn't force me, and if he didn't want to sit with him, he would transfer or something.

She wiped my tears with a tissue, as if no one had ever done that to me. She seemed to be very gentle, I don't know why, I remembered her smile with unknown meaning, which made me instantly feel that the person in front of me seemed to be worthy of my reliance, worthy of my trust, she could feel my pain, feel my feelings, and heal my wounds......

I don't know if I was moved, but I actually said something that I couldn't believe I could say...... Thinking about it now, I feel like crazy. He told all his secrets word for word. Why is that? Why does Mr. Huang give me such an amazing feeling?

Hey, it's late at night, and there are too many words to write, and feelings can't be expressed in words. A lot of things, just know it yourself.