Chapter 950: Thoughts and Reflections

At more than 11 o'clock in the evening, Taeyeon was late, dragging her tired body, her face was full of tiredness, and it could be seen that this cycle of return was very hard, but even so, they had to persevere, this is the path they chose by themselves, the path of an artist is already full of hardships, and it is even more difficult to succeed.

Open the door, change into her own slippers, and often come to the house, Han Sung-mi has already prepared all the things that a hostess should have for Taeyeon, from slippers, to daily home clothes, from coats, to toiletries, as long as you think of it, you are very well prepared, I have to say that in terms of figuring out her thoughts, Han Sung-mi is still a little more sophisticated, compared with ordinary people, she is a lot more mature, and she can better understand what Kim Do-jun thinks.

What you like, what you like to eat, what food you hate, etc., these are the small details accumulated in daily life, don't think that these are not important, the more chaebol people, the more important these details are.

It is not often said that details determine success or failure, but details can determine a person's destiny.

When I walked to the living room, I found that there was no one, and the dining table was full of food, and it seemed that it had not moved at all.

Putting down the bag in his hand, I wanted to go to the room to have a look, and said that I would let myself come, but I disappeared, did I go back to the room to sleep?

What's even more strange is that even Sister Chengmei is not at home, it's really a bit evil!

Taeyeon was just about to walk to the room, when he saw that Kim Do-joon was lying on the sofa, already asleep, bananas and milk, lying in his arms, also whirring loudly. Two puppies curled up together. People can't help but go up and stroke it gently.

Walk up to Kim Do-joon's side. Looking at him sleeping quietly on the sofa, on his calm face, I can't see anything unusual, sometimes I think he is very boyish, a little green, shy and embarrassed at every turn.

But sometimes, I feel that he is terrible and very calm. No matter what happens, he seems to be confident, and in his eyes, there is nothing that cannot be handled.

His maturity, which is not the same as his age, has both a manly side and a childish side, which may be why he attracts Taeyeon even more.

Why do you like Do-joon and like his money?

But it doesn't seem to be like that in my heart. Promised to be his girlfriend yet doesn't know how he really is, these things. After dating, I slowly discovered that this boy is not as simple as an ordinary artist, and there are many unknown stories behind him.

Like his character, his temper?

Soft and rigid, treat yourself, always very gentle, sometimes there is a sense of domineering president, a bit of manhood, although I don't like it very much, but this is a helpless thing, the whole of South Korea is like this, learn to adapt, and gradually get used to it.

I like him holding his sense of security and smelling him.

Kim Do-joon likes the fruity fragrance on Taeyeon's body, faint, a little fragrant, and in turn, Taeyeon also likes to lie in Kim Do-joon's arms, which is very sweet and reassuring, and always feels that the empty heart can be filled in an instant.

It's like he was standing in a sea of lavender, looking at himself from afar, looking at himself, opening his arms and embracing himself into his arms.

Taeyeon believes that no matter what, Kim Do-joon will stand there, waiting for herself, he is her own sunshine, he is her own sun, and even if one day, she leaves Do-joon, she believes that Kim Do-joon will definitely wait for her to come back.

Taeyeon had also thought about what the world was like without Kim Do-joon, she didn't want to think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it, since Kim Do-joon came into her life, it brought colorful, sunshine, laughter, dreams, visions, and a future, once the day it disappears, maybe it will change from color to black and white, and fade all colors, just like a butterfly without wings, can it still fly in the future?

Sitting next to Kim Do-joon, listening to his even breathing, up and down, leaning down, Taeyeon leaning sideways and leaning over his ears, leaning against Kim Do-joon's body, listening to his powerful heartbeat.

"It doesn't look like I'm pretending to be asleep, I'm really asleep!"

Taeyeon quickly returned to his original state, stuck out his tongue, and whispered in his heart, just now I thought he was pretending to be asleep, and he walked in from outside the door, it was impossible that there was no sound at all, and after a while, he didn't wake up, he didn't even move, and he really slept very deeply.

Suddenly a funny idea came to mind, and he stretched out his finger and clamped Kim Do-joon's nose so that he couldn't breathe.

“5、4、3、2、1”

After counting down to a few seconds, Taeyeon watched Kim Do-joon flip over and immediately dissatisfied.

"Brother so Yong, don't mess with me, I'll sleep!"

He also stretched out his hand and patted Taeyeon's arm, he hated disturbing himself the most when he was sleeping, so he turned over and continued to sleep facing the sofa, thinking that Taeyeon had already come, and thought it was Kim so Young!

Taeyeon covered her mouth and smiled secretly, seemingly thinking that she was so-young, leaned over and blew lightly on Kim Do-joon's face.

"Shh......h

After a few seconds, Kim Do-jun woke up from his sleep, sat up from the sofa suddenly, and watched Taeyeon sit next to him with a dissatisfied face, as if he was sulking at himself.

Kim Do-joon scratched his hair a little embarrassed and said.

"Squish, you're here!"

The waiting time was too long, and after the call, I fell asleep directly, I didn't adjust the alarm clock, and I didn't know when Taeyeon would come, so I slept first, plus Kim Do-joon also started to get busy during this time, and there was a lot more work in his hands than before, so he was a little tired.

Taeyeon took advantage of the situation, and on the way to today, she had already expected countless opening remarks, and the only thing she didn't expect was this.

This time it was indeed her fault, and she was at fault.

But the nature of a girl is like this, the more you don't let yourself do something, the more you have to try.

Boys blindly hope that the girl they like is obedient, well-behaved, and not noisy. But from a girl's point of view. It is not a personality of its own. Everyone has their own personality and their own temper, which is why everyone is different.

If Taeyeon is also like an ordinary girl, Kim Do-joon may not like her so much, and the sparkle on her body is gone, so what's the point.

Taeyeon is going to have convulsions, it's cute, it's short. She loves to make expressions, that is, her aunt smiles, this is Taeyeon's strength, and it is also her advantage, and she can't be allowed to change it.

So on the way here, she had already thought about it, if the situation was not right, then she would be beaten up, and if Dojun was too angry, she would be obedient and soft. Be a well-behaved golden soft.

Kim Do-jun just woke up and was a little dazed. After settling down, he continued to ask.

"Have you had dinner? Don't eat more! ”

"What time is it, of course I've eaten, why haven't you eaten yet?"

Seeing Kim Do-joon like this, Taeyeon's heart softened suddenly, and the table was full of dishes, which must have been made for them by Sister Sung-mi, and there was no trace of movement at all, a fool could guess it, it must be waiting for him.

As soon as I thought of this, I heard a "cooing" sound coming from Kim Do-joon's stomach.

"Uh...... I haven't eaten, let's go, let's go eat together, just stay with me! ”

Kim Do-joon pulled Taeyeon and stood up from the sofa, the two puppies opened their sleepy eyes, looked at the two people in front of them, and lay on their paws again and continued to fall asleep.

"oppa, you go wash your face, be refreshed, I'll help you with hot food!"

After waiting for such a long time, the food on the table must have already been cold, and on such a cold day, it is easy to have diarrhea when eating cold food, and for the sake of Kim Do-joon, Taeyeon will not allow him to eat these.

Kim Do-jun nodded in agreement, and then turned around and walked to the room, to wash his face, and sort out his thoughts, feeling that something was not right.

Shouldn't you be angry? But why didn't you feel angry at all after seeing Taeyeon?

Looking at the little guy's face, I feel that I am hopeless, is it because I like her too much?

But since I like her and love her, I won't agree to let her participate in a variety show like "We Are Married", what a contradiction!

Kim Do-jun grabbed his hair weakly, fortunately there was no hair, it was all cut clean by Won Bin, since then, Kim Do-jun has tried to style short hair, a little long, he feels uncomfortable, and quickly asked Lee Kyung-eun and Seo Sun-joo to help him take care of it, and now he is slowly getting used to this round shape.

Clean, cool, comfortable, after taking a shower, the hair does not need to dry in three minutes, and it is convenient.

In the bathroom, after a few minutes of grinding, he let out a long sigh, looked at himself in the mirror, smiled slightly, and raised the corners of his mouth, even he couldn't understand why he agreed to Taeyeon to participate in such a show.

But the matter has come to this point, they have all drunk with Brother Zheng Hengdun, and if he regrets it, it doesn't seem good, he can use his own power and his own ability to change the course of the future, but what about the future? What about later? Who will say clearly?

He can't decide everything for Taeyeon, so if he is not happy, he will stop her from appearing on all the shows?

Taeyeon's personality is not such a person in itself, she looks weak, but she is strong inside, and she can abandon everything for the sake of the show and the combination.

Kim Do-joon asked her about the topic of combination and love before, and she was very impressed at the time, looking at Kim Do-joon's eyes, there was no hesitation at all.

"I will give up my love for the sake of combination!"

In her eyes, members, combinations, and careers are far more important than love.

It's a very bad sort, but that's the way it is, and the reality is cruel.

What is a man, even if he is a boyfriend, even if he is married, the divorce rate of Korean artists is so high, lessons from the past, domestic violence, gambling, sex scandals, which one is not, how many women can meet male artists like Yoo Jae-seok, too few and too little, it took so many years to come out of a Yoo Jae-seok.

A woman, if she lives on a man alone, is a failure herself, so she still needs her own career, her own friends, her own personality and her own life.

From the bottom of his heart, Kim Do-joon really wants to stop Taeyeon and wants her to cancel the idea of being on the show.

Because he doesn't want to see Taeyeon intimate with other men, even Brother Jung Hyung-don can't, these two people are on the show, it's completely funny, and it is estimated that there is no intimate action. But who can say for sure?

What if there is? Could it be that Kim Do-joon is in every shooting. All went to the scene to star. It's unrealistic to think about.

The second point is that this show really does more harm than good to Taeyeon, the family knows the relationship between Kim Do-joon and Taeyeon, except for Grandpa Kim, that is, Brother Won Bin, Mom and Dad and Hye-won all know that his brother has a girlfriend, but he doesn't know who it is.

Grandpa's mouth is also relatively tight. I haven't revealed it to my family, and when I went back, I said that Joon had a very cute girlfriend, and as for the rest, I didn't say anything.

Assuming that in the future, Daddy Kim and Mom Kim know that Taeyeon has been on such a show, what will they think, their daughter-in-law will actually appear in "We Are Married" with other male artists, if it is an ordinary family, then it is estimated that there is no problem.

After all, it's just a variety show. Koreans are still more sensible to this and will not take it so seriously. Therefore, these CP fans who are married to us, in fact, there are not many in South Korea, but there are more overseas countries.

But Kim Dojun is not an ordinary person, his net worth has been decided, and the object of love and marriage in the future cannot be an ordinary person, at least not an artist.

Even if he wanted to, his family, his subordinates, and his company would collectively force him not to marry a woman as his wife.

In this society, in the whole world, how many rich people marry female artists as wives?

Closer, Samsung's Lee Kun-hee? Or his son Lee Jae-yong? Standard chaebol marriage, his wife is also Lin Shiling, the daughter of Lin Changxu of the Elephant Group, married in 1998, gave birth to a son in 2000, gave birth to a daughter in 2001, and has announced his divorce this year.

As for the other Korean chaebol families, there are no female artists who have climbed to the position of daughters-in-law of these ruling families, not even Lee Young-ae, who is famous in Asia.

The door is right, the concept of chaebol, you didn't have it before, you may not care, but one day, you become the top wealthy family in the world, even if you don't care, no matter how you don't care, the family will force him, you can't let Kim Do-jun be an unfilial son!

This is just South Korea, look at Hong Kong, Li Chaoren's son, in addition to Miss Hong Kong, Miss Asia, these beauty pageant girls, can also be said to have a good condition to marry into a wealthy family, and live the life of a wealthy young grandmother from now on.

Female artist, hehe, it's really all kinds of play, I still remember Guan Zhilin's golf in the past, I was also drunk, and rich people still know how to play.

The only advantage now is that Kim Do-joon's wealth is in his hands, and there is no question of how many shares, he is an absolute controlling shareholder, and in the absence of listing, this company is his alone, that is to say, he has the final say, and he can do whatever he wants.

If he wants to open a harem, he will open a harem, he will marry a few, he will marry a few, Saudi Arabia is not a country that can marry 4, polygamy, at present, the whole world is the Middle East and Africa, it is still widespread, on the one hand, it has something to do with religion, and on the other hand, it is also a historical legacy.

Forcing Kim Do-jun to be in a hurry, it's a big deal to complete his military service and join other nationalities after completing his obligations, a person like him, any country would like to take the initiative to invite, and citizens of the world can do it, let alone small South Korea.

If it weren't for a little bit of affection, if his family wasn't in Korea, maybe he wouldn't have come back, wouldn't it be better to develop music and film careers in the United States? Why did you go to the trouble of returning to Korea and starting from scratch?

patted his head, still not made the final decision, he wanted to hear for himself, what Taeyeon thinks, as long as it comes out of her mouth, Kim Do-joon will not refute it, and he will not have any opinions.

All Taeyeon's decisions, Kim Do-joon will respect, provided that she thinks carefully and carefully, then ok, Kim Do-joon will nod and agree.

With a deep breath, Kim Do-joon turned around and walked outside, and as soon as he walked out of the door, he saw Taeyeon busy in the kitchen.

Quietly came behind her, and found that the little guy made a good appearance, all the dishes were hot, put aside, tied an apron, but a little bit of a little home cooking, waiting for her husband's return of the little daughter-in-law.

He took the initiative to open his arms and gently hugged him from behind, sticking to Taeyeon's back, and the whole person's head was about to be buried in Taeyeon's hair.

"What are you doing! Don't bother me, I'm busy! ”

Taeyeon is startled when someone suddenly stands behind her. Still holding himself. Do you want to know that you still have a spatula?

"No. Just want to hug you! ”

Kim Dojun muttered, I don't know why, there is always a feeling in my heart that there will be fewer and fewer opportunities like this in the future.

From Taeyeon's return this time, it can be seen that S.M Company is paying more and more attention to them, and the announcements and schedules are very full. There are also many more opportunities to go abroad.

In this way, there will be fewer opportunities for me to meet Taeyeon than before.

This comeback was a great success, and it sent Girls' Generation to a new level in one fell swoop, and the current comeback event will continue until March, and then prepare for the next comeback.

If S.M is not a fool, it will definitely strike while the iron is hot, and maybe before this summer, it will return again, so that way. Throughout '09, Girls' Generation will be very busy.

And so do yourself. Movie promotion, new albums, variety show advertising shooting, and now I have added that I want to go to Dongguk University to study for a master's degree, time is really like water in a sponge, it has been squeezed so much that it can't be squeezed anymore, and if it is squeezed again, it will crack.

There is a vague reluctance, wanting to keep her taste in his memory forever, how much he hopes that this moment can exist forever.

Where has the time gone, it would be nice if it could be a little slower.

"What's wrong? Feeling bad? What can you tell me? ”

Taeyeon turned around, put down the spatula in his hand, and looked at Kim Do-joon with a blank expression, not knowing why his mood was so low all of a sudden, which could be clearly felt from the time he was close to his back.

It's a little lost, a little depressed, and even a little hard to choose.

Tightly hugging Kim Do-joon's waist, the whole person was attached to his chest, and Kim Do-joon took the opportunity to slam his chin on Taeyeon's little head.

Neither of them spoke, and Kim Do-joon didn't answer, just like the picture before the end of the next episode of the TV series, frozen there.

It was a long time before I heard Taeyeon ask faintly.

"Is it because I participated in "We Are Married"?"

Taeyeon is so sensitive, and Kim Do-joon's mood is so low for no reason, and he prepared a sumptuous dinner early in the evening, maybe he just wanted to talk to himself about it.

But because of myself, I came very late, and I feel sorry.

"Don't you want to tell me what's going on in your heart?"

Kim Do-joon held Taeyeon's chin and stared at her with a peaceful expression, and through his eyes, he could see his own shadow appear in her eyes.

Kim Do-joon didn't want to hear anything, he just wanted Taeyeon to give him a reasonable explanation.

"Then do you think I should be on a show like this?"

Taeyeon didn't answer directly, but threw the question to Kim Do-joon, since you are a man, it is up to you to answer this seemingly difficult, but actually very simple question.

Taeyeon also wants to know how much he weighs in Kim Do-joon's mind and how much weight he occupies, saying that first love is sweet and bitter, sweet is the process, and bitter is the result, but no one knows what it really is, only ask the two parties in love.

Many people are not with their first love, because they have hurt too much and are too unforgettable, but the most memorable is their first love.

But there is one of the biggest problems with first love, that is, it is immature, too young, and irrational about feelings.

You can tolerate my shortcomings, I can tolerate your character, no one is perfect, even Kim Do-joon, no one is perfect, only in the process of continuous love, run yourself in, get rid of some bad habits, remember to change your habits, not your character.

The character cannot be changed, and the nature of the country is easy to change and difficult to change, everyone understands this truth.

"I don't want you to be on this show, but I respect your opinion, and if you insist, I will agree!"

Kim Do-jun said his thoughts decisively, without any hesitation or pause.

"It's just a variety show, and besides, do you know who my partner is?"

When Taeyeon heard Kim Do-joon's answer, her heart suddenly tightened, is this a showdown with herself?

"I've already eaten with Brother Hendon, and I asked him to take good care of you in the show, provided that you really want to participate in this show, the initiative is in your hands, I think you should think about it carefully!"

Kim Do-joon gave Taeyeon a choice, and no matter what decision she makes, he will raise his hands in favor, whether he participates or not.

So many people participate in variety shows and participate in "We Are Married"? Is it true that people are not in love?

To put it bluntly, Kim Do-joon doesn't want to see Taeyeon show affection on the show and have intimate actions with other boys, let alone shoot wedding dresses and move to a new house, this is something that can only be done with himself, but things are not just how he wants, there are so many helplessness in the world, there are so many lives that can't help themselves, if everything went so well, the world would have been perfect.

Kim Do-joon let go of Taeyeon, waved his hand, and began to move the hot dish to the table, he wanted to give her a little space to think about how to answer herself.

The moment Kim Do-joon turned to leave, Taeyeon looked at his back and suddenly had an illusion.

"He's getting farther and farther away from himself......" (To be continued......