Chapter 951: Quarrel and Crying
This dinner was a little silent, Kim Do-joon didn't say anything, and Taeyeon did the same, eating the food in front of him, but it didn't have the taste of the past, like chewing wax.
Although they are all top-notch ingredients, the taste is also very good, Han Chengmei cooks it herself, how bad can it be.
But when I eat it in my mouth, I always feel that there is something right, as if something is missing.
People often say that if they are in a bad mood, they can't do anything well, and even their food is not delicious.
Glancing up at Taeyeon, he found that the little guy was holding chopsticks, picking up the rice in the bowl one by one, and sending it to his mouth, although he said that he would have a supper with him, but he hadn't eaten much from the beginning to the present.
It seems that she is also in some trouble, after all, this matter is not a trivial matter, and if it is not handled well, it is likely to cause a cold war between the two of them.
"Why don't you speak, how are you thinking?"
In the end, Jin Daojun couldn't hold it back, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and immediately asked.
"Oppa, I want to ask, if I still want to go to this show, will you be angry with me?"
Taeyeon bit her lip lightly and hesitated, but finally said it, such an opportunity is really rare, and it is hard to have a fixed appearance in the show, how can you let it slip away from her.
It's true that I have a boyfriend, but is it because of this that I gave up such a good opportunity?
Take a step back and think about it, there are so many artists in the entertainment industry, can it be that actresses and other male actors will not be able to get married in the future if they shoot a bed scene or a kiss scene? If that's really the case. It's better not to get married. It's good to be alone for the rest of your life. Save the hassle.
Taeyeon is not a child, he has his own ideas and measure, what kind of things to do, what kind of things need to be paid attention to, what can be avoided as much as possible, and it is enough to control the distance.
Besides, she also knows that she is cooperating with Jung Hyung-dun OPPA. It must be very safe, if you star with him, you may not be as handsome as others, not only are there many contrasts, but it is estimated that there is no chance to show affection together.
Because the two of them are too incongruous, in terms of age, Jung Hyung-don is too old, and his thoughts and behaviors are different from Taeyeon's, maybe he can't keep up with his own rhythm, and he still needs to adapt to him.
Besides, Dojun had already said hello to him. She also believes that such a smart person as Jeong Hyung-don should understand what Do-joon means.
Don't think he's fat. The head is stupid, and it is not easy for such a person to sit firmly in the position of "Infinite Challenge".
"Of course I'll be angry, but I understand your thoughts, as long as you decide, I support you unconditionally!"
Kim Do-joon nodded, the expression on his face changed slightly, looking a little lost, he was expecting Taeyeon's answer to have a big reversal, he had already planned it, if she didn't go to this variety show, she would definitely compensate her.
Now it seems that your expectations are too high, sometimes what you think is not important, the key depends on how others think, not everything can be based on your ideas.
Taeyeon seems to have convulsions, and sometimes she is very gentle, in fact, a girl with a strong personality will not give in easily, plus the rising momentum of girls' generation is so obvious, popularity, album sales, and announcement arrangements are all like rockets, showing a straight upward trend.
No matter how stupid Kim Dojun is, it is impossible not to see through this, maybe that's the case, and he is a little disappointed in his heart.
Although Taeyeon said it very tactfully and assumed it, in Kim Do-joon's heart, he already knew what she was going to say.
"Why be angry, shouldn't you be happy for me? It's just to participate in a variety show, and you know that the show is all acted, it can't be true? ”
Taeyeon is a little reluctant, but still wants to persuade Kim Do-joon, why is he angry about this matter and angry, is it necessary to be angry?
"All the other shows, as long as you participate, I'm happy, but this is not the only one!"
Kim Dojun shook his head and said expressionlessly, just kidding, you went to participate in "We Are Married", and you are not with yourself, with other men, do you have to be happy? Do you want to clap your hands in celebration?
Kim Do-jun's heart was slightly dissatisfied, the little guy was really disobedient, if the personality was not really strong, it might be better, but now it is because he wants to go up too much, so he will be so paranoid.
Of course, Kim Do-joon also understands Taeyeon's thoughts, and the group that has been trained by S.M for so many years and is known as the title of the strongest generation debuted as an artist, but he was always pressed by other groups, not to mention the rookie awards, which were taken away by other groups, and even the awards of the girl groups at the major award ceremonies were also won by Wondergirls.
Who doesn't have the heart to be competitive, who doesn't want to go higher and stand farther.
Maybe it's because of this that Taeyeon's heart is under so much pressure, adding a lot of burden to his shoulders.
"Why not, it's because I'm with another man, not with you? So are you angry, or are you afraid that you will have an affair with other men with me, which will make you feel unhappy and lose your face? ”
Taeyeon is very unhappy, especially dissatisfied with Kim Do-joon's attitude of speaking, like a high king, who decides the life and death of everyone.
Yes, I am indeed very small, just an ordinary little artist, but I also have dreams and ideas of my own.
debuting and becoming an artist is only the first step for me to step into the showbiz, and becoming a DJ on the radio station is one step closer to my dream.
Now only by laying a good foundation, walking slowly step by step, just like a snail, working hard to climb up towards the same goal every day, one day, will reach the top of your dreams.
It's just that on the way to climb, you need to encounter a lot of setbacks, a lot of difficulties and obstacles, and at the same time, you will encounter a lot of opportunities.
Opportunity is a thing that can be met but not sought, and it is yours to grasp it. If you can't catch it, it may slip away from you.
Taeyeon isn't confident enough to give up anything casually. She also doesn't know if she can make people more popular through the show.
And it's because there are so many unknowns. It made her want to try it even more, who said that the future is not a dream?
You always have to work hard and persevere, so that you can see whether the decision you made was right or wrong.
His voice trembled a little, and his thin body trembled slightly.
This is the first time she has spoken to Kim Do-joon like this, and she is still in this tone.
Lovers together. There will always be contradictions, no matter how good the relationship is, the same is true, and husbands and wives sometimes have to quarrel with each other, not to mention Kim Do-joon and Taeyeon.
Kim Do-jun was slightly stunned, his eyes narrowed, and he looked at Taeyeon with some seriousness, it seemed that her attitude just now made her a little crazy, and she actually talked to herself like this.
Stick out your fingers. Ordered the table top, at the moment. Kim Do-joon lost his appetite at all, looking at the food on the table, unspeakably irritable.
"Lose my face, hehe, I'm afraid of losing face, it's a big deal that my friends know, what's this, and I can't hide this kind of thing, as long as I participate in the shooting, all the news media will report the news that day, do I have to block their ears one by one? Or be deaf and pretend you can't hear anything? Now I just want to ask, what if my family knows about your relationship with me, and you are on this show? Do you think it will affect our relationship in the future? ”
To be honest, what Taeyeon said had a certain amount of truth and did hit Kim Do-joon's proud self-esteem, as her own woman, as long as she could appreciate everything about her, including coquettishness, including convulsions, including intimacy, this is where Kim Do-joon is greedy.
But the other party's profession does not allow her to be so selfish, she is an artist, her identity is determined, as long as it is for the fans, everything is okay.
Could it be that Taeyeon participates in other shows, so she can't be coquettish with Brother Hu Dong and Brother Jae Seok?
Now I am married to Zheng Hyung-dun filming, although the name is "We Are Married", in fact, it has not changed much, it is still the same as before, but the name has changed a little.
Although this is the case, there is also something she said that she did not consider, that is, Kim Do-joon's family came to see.
Maybe they don't easily accept a girl who has been on the show "We Are Married" as their daughter-in-law.
In the past, I may have felt that it didn't matter, I didn't particularly care, as long as the girl was well-behaved, good, obedient, and filial, she was very satisfied.
Now, the standard of this daughter-in-law may have to be improved by several grades, at least, the academic background cannot be bad, and it cannot be said that the family is right, but from the next generation, this academic background is indispensable.
People are like this, when you don't have it, it's easy to say anything, and when you have some, you start to be self-righteous.
It's like a poor person who suddenly wins a lottery ticket one day, and when you have no money, relatives and friends may come forward to help you and feel sorry for you.
But when you are really developed and rich, when they come to the door, you will feel that all kinds of troublesome things have been attacked, how to divide them, to whom they are distributed, who has more and who has less, or to divide them equally.
You think it's reasonable, others may think you're biased, I was so good to you at the beginning, I helped you in your most difficult time, why did I share as much as him, it's not fair.
Or use the relationship of relatives to oppress people, for example, I am your uncle, why do I share the same as him, do you still take my uncle in your eyes, etc.
Human nature has always been like this, it is easy to share hardships and hardships, but it is difficult to be rich and rich, and we can share joys and sorrows, but we cannot share glory.
"After the impact? Why do you say that, I just participated in a show, is it so serious? And why should I be involved in the family, feelings are a matter of two people, marriage is a matter of two families, now I just want to be pure, can I? ”
At this point, the topic slowly has an uncontrollable momentum, and the tone of the two people's speech is a little rushed, and it tastes a little quarrelsome.
People are like this, once they get angry, they really say anything, it was originally just a small thing, but now it ends a little badly.
Both of them are bad, Kim Do-jun thinks too much, thinks about himself, and thinks about the future, because his love is very small and long-term, and he is going to the purpose of the future.
Falling in love without the purpose of getting married. Aren't they all hooligans?
So it's no wonder Kim Do-joon thinks so. Taeyeon is his first love. Naturally a little greener, not so mature.
If you have experienced so much, maybe the relationship between two people will not be so sweet.
The same goes for Taeyeon, she doesn't think so long-term, she has a simple view of love, she likes two people to be together and focus on the present. Live your life well.
No one is wrong, no one is right, it's just a matter of opinion.
But they don't realize now that love is sometimes not a question of who is right and who is wrong, but to tolerate each other, tolerate each other, and take a step back from each other.
Maybe as long as Taeyeon is coquettish in front of Kim Do-joon and says some sweet words, she won't be like this.
Daojun's tone was a little more tactful and relaxed. With a hint of jokes, he communicates with Taeyeon. Maybe it won't be so stiff.
Neither of them is happy now, the anger in their hearts is slowly rising, and when they accumulate to a certain extent, they may suddenly burst out, and then make up for it, and then end up, wouldn't it be their own slap in the mouth, I knew it was so, why bother in the first place!
Kim Do-joon didn't know what to say all of a sudden, so he had prepared a lot of words and wanted to ask Taeyeon, but now he felt that his tongue was a little knotted and he didn't know where to start.
Looking at Taeyeon's expression, he already knew that the attitude of the two of them today was not very good, and quarrels were inevitable.
In such a long time of love, there has not been a single red face, it is indeed not normal, there is no couple who does not quarrel, there is no cat that does not steal, uh, the metaphor is not very appropriate, but it is the truth.
"Well, you mean you have to attend?"
Kim Do-jun let out a long breath of turbidity in his chest and asked slowly.
"Hmmm! I must attend! ”
Taeyeon nodded, and said with some determination, at the last moment, no one wants to bow their heads first, and whoever succumbs first will lose.
The little guy's personality is so strong that it is beyond Kim Do-joon's imagination, maybe this way of falling in love is too tiring.
Unlike others, you can't treat your girlfriend the same way you treat your enemies.
Treating others, Kim Do-jun can be ruthless to the end, ruthless, and quick to react, killing with one blow, just like in the business field, when making acquisitions.
If you react a little slower, maybe the prey you are about to nibble on will be snatched away by others, so you have to react quickly, and you are more ruthless than others, so you have meat to eat.
But he can't do anything about Taeyeon.
"Okay, I see, is there anything else you'd like to say? It's nothing, I'm tired and want to rest for a while, this thing is put here, wait for Sister Chengmei to come back and clean it up! ”
Kim Do-joon pulled out the tissue paper from the table, wiped his mouth, and then got up from his chair and prepared to walk to the room.
He was already tired and didn't want to worry about such a thing anymore, and since she had already decided on her own, Kim Do-joon had nothing to say.
She has her own ideas, her considerations, and Kim Do-joon also has her own ideas, her own opinions.
When the two sides collide violently, they should calm down first, see if what they said is right, and then see how to solve it in the future.
"Then you agreed? No objections? ”
Taeyeon hurriedly stood up, stood next to Kim Do-joon, blocked his way, and asked.
Looking at Kim Do-joon's appearance, Taeyeon's heart was also very uncomfortable, it was originally a romantic dinner, but it was ruined by this incident, not to mention the atmosphere, and now there is nothing.
While feeling sorry for Daojun, he put down his proud self-esteem, his choice is not wrong, this is a good opportunity, whether it will succeed or not, but at least one thing, you will know the result after you try.
If you haven't even tried, let alone tried.
With this spirit, no matter what kind of notice the company arranges for her, even if it is far away, Taeyeon has no hesitation, and throughout 08 years, Taeyeon basically did not miss important activities, except for Kim Do-joon who helped her cancel it a few times, the rest is 100% and unconditionally completed.
Maybe it's because of this, coupled with Yuna's efforts, that the 08 girls' generation did not die down and completely fell off the stage, if this return is not successful, S.M company is likely to dismember this girl group, don't think it's a joke, as long as there is no benefit to the company. There is no value. In addition to refrigeration is stocking. Rely on yourself, the company will not give you any resources, you can do whatever you want, of course, your portrait and artist contract still belong to the company.
Just like a kite tied to a rope, no matter how high you fly, you can't escape the palm of the company's hand.
"What's the use of opposing it, well, let's not talk about it. Now that you've made your decision, stick to it and I'll be cheering you on! ”
Jin Daojun replied lightly, his eyes revealed a sense of confusion, he didn't know why he said these words against his will, but this is the case, he was unwilling, and he was unwilling, but what could he do?
With the movement of a finger in private, Taeyeon's announcement can be canceled. Put some pressure on S.M, and maybe the invitation to appear will be withdrawn immediately.
But even then. What's the point, the little guy is so smart, can't she think that it is her hands and feet behind her back, and in the end it is not a bamboo basket to draw water.
Now that she has made a decision and worked hard, there is nothing more to say, I just hope that she can stick to her ideas and not regret the decision she made in the first place.
Falling in love is indeed a matter of two people, and marriage is a matter of two families.
But there is one thing that Taeyeon seems to forget, the impression is made the first time, and depending on how a person is, many times it is the first impression.
Some people are very comfortable, some are funny, some are very gentle, some are very spicy, plus Taeyeon's status as an artist, don't his parents watch TV at home?
Once you know that Kim Do-joon's girlfriend is Girls' Generation Taeyeon, won't Daddy Kim and Mom Kim search the Internet for information about Taeyeon?
Let's learn about the future daughter-in-law through the show.
It seems to be a very appropriate reason, but in fact, it can't stand scrutiny at all, everything is to think twice, it's not unreasonable, you think about a lot of things in front of you, you can't see through the essence of things, and only stay on the phenomenon.
Taeyeon thinks it's very simple, she just wants to be simple, pure, but the truth is, nothing in this world is pure, even if it's a relationship, unless she didn't want to be together from the beginning.
"But how do I feel that what you said is a little reluctant, if you are not happy, just say it, okay? Is it comfortable to hold it in your heart? Is it comfortable? You're a big man, why not be brave! ”
Taeyeon didn't hold back after all, and yelled at Kim Do-joon, and while speaking, tears flew out along his eyelids, and bean-sized tears slowly slipped down.
A big man, who is still a little aggrieved when he speaks, doesn't dare to express it directly, and says what he says against his will to cheer for himself, isn't this deliberately pretending to be generous?
Her own man doesn't want him to be rich and capable, she just hopes that in the face of controversy and quarrels, he can be more active and stand up bravely, instead of wanting to rest and escape.
If you are not happy, you will be angry, if you are angry, what is not to do, a manly man, you can bend and stretch, when you are unhappy, you can say it, you can comfort him, you can explain to him, you can also make three chapters of the law.
Wouldn't it be okay to deal with this matter properly?
Why is it so awkward, and you still want to leave from your side, do you go back to your room to rest and sleep, and this matter is dealt with?
Looking at Taeyeon's face full of tears, the originally delicate little simplicity instantly blurred, and Kim Do-joon's heart was like a knife, it hurt very much, it hurt tightly.
I wanted to go up and help her wipe her tears, but Taeyeon was dodged at once, and she didn't want to let him touch it until she dealt with it.
Not yet fragile enough to wipe tears and need his help.
As soon as he saw Taeyeon crying, Kim Do-joon was even more stunned, an emotional idiot, which was vividly and exquisitely embodied here.
"Don't cry, crying can solve any problems!"
Kim Do-joon said softly, it is true that crying cannot solve the problem, but at the same time, tears are the key to solving the problem.
Men can't see tears, especially if your beloved woman cries in front of you, and you will feel more uncomfortable than a fist hitting you.
"If you want to take care of me, I'm willing!"
Taeyeon also became stronger, wiped her tears, and immediately retorted.
Someone once said that the person I like is a hero of the world, and one day he will wear a golden armor and step on colorful auspicious clouds to take me back.
In Taeyeon's heart, she just hopes that her man can be brave, decisive, or even rude, and when this kind of thing happens, don't ask, don't care, just hold herself in her arms and let yourself cry well.
Hugs are the best medicine, and they are also the warmest embrace! (To be continued......)