Sleepless night! I can't sleep all night!

It's been two hours since bedtime, and it's two o'clock in the morning, and I'm looking at the alarm clock on my bedside table and listening to it tick and tick...... Can't sleep, how to break? The phone has been lit up by me again and again, and I swiped the circle of friends and WEIBO, and my heart was empty.

Seeing that there was no movement in the text message column, I threw my phone aside again.

I'm really going too far...... Thinking back to what I said in the afternoon, I hated how I was so abnormal at that time? If Qiu Wenchao hadn't had a good temper, if he had been someone else, he would have been beaten up a long time ago, right? Now calm down and think about it, it's really because I'm too impulsive, I shouldn't have said such cruel words, I hurt myself and others, and both of them are uncomfortable, so why bother? Since Qiu Wenchao asked me for help, he should send the Buddha to the west, let alone leave. Auntie has few days left in the world, what is more important than taking care of her remaining days? I'm so stupid, I still can't figure out the situation, I can't tell the severity!

Thinking of this, I regret dying. I don't know how Qiu Wenchao explained to his aunt that the two did not go to the marriage registration, would he just prevaricate with a reason? That's fine, and it's remedy...... But if Qiu Wenchao told his aunt all his true thoughts, then he would really be out of action, and he wouldn't even have a fake marriage certificate!

In the middle of the night, I didn't expect my thoughts to be so scattered, like fallen leaves floating outside the window. The wind was blowing, and my windows seemed to be crumbling. At some point, I fell asleep, but luckily I had no dreams all night.

The next day's daily routine.

But because I didn't sleep well the night before, I looked very unenergetic, and a few sharp-eyed classmates noticed my strangeness and cared about me. Whenever this happens, I feel like it's good to be a teacher.

After two Chinese classes in the morning, I went to the school commissary to buy a bottle of warm milk tea.

Luckily, there was still a bottle of plain milk tea left in the incubator, so I quickly picked it up and walked to the cash register. But who knew that I didn't even have a meal card, and I didn't have a dime on me. I looked at the milk tea in my hand and thought I really want to drink it! Can I pay on credit? It's not good to be a teacher...... Just as I was struggling, Ning Shaoling suddenly appeared from behind me, "Beep! "He used his meal card to help me pay for it.

I suddenly realized that this kid would also appear on the right occasion, which is great!

In this way, Ning Shaoling and I sat on the bench at the entrance of the commissary, but I didn't know what to talk to him about. Let's talk about studying, a scholar like him should disdain to talk, right? I hadn't thought about any topic yet, but Ning Shaoling suddenly asked, "Teacher, what is your relationship with Brother Superman?" ”

It's really a pot that can't be opened...... I let go of the straw I was biting, looked at him earnestly, and said, "This is our adult's business!" Don't worry so much about children! ”

"However, it doesn't necessarily mean that you are very mature, teacher."

(⊙o⊙)… Well, when my own student said this, I was so sad all of a sudden! I asked him why!

"Mature people don't get involved in other people's relationships."

Well, it seems that this kid is struggling with this problem...... Do you want to tell him the truth...... I don't want my students to misunderstand me. But then again...... What do I remember, this kid is also bent, right? Maybe he can see my problem from his point of view, hehe, I'm so witty.

"Eh, let me ask you, what would you do if your ex-girlfriend got back together with you?"

"I hate women." The kid replied with a blank face, still eating a lollipop in his mouth.

"Well, provided you don't hate women. What do you think? Will you promise her? ”

"I don't like women, why do I have an ex-girlfriend?"

I was so angry that I accidentally pinched the straw out with my teeth, splashing my own milk, and I said angrily, "Okay, boy, you can listen to me." The premise is: before you found out that you were GAY, you had a girlfriend, talked for a few years, had a good relationship, but then broke up. After that, you are with a guy, and one day, your ex-girlfriend comes back to you and says that she wants to get back together. Excuse me, what would you choose? ”

"This hypothetical question seems to be talking about Brother Superman." The kid suddenly smiled wickedly.

I was so frightened that I immediately stood up and explained in a panic: "No, no, I'm not talking about him, how is it possible, I'm talking about hypothesis, it has nothing to do with him, it has nothing to do with it at all." The tension of these words makes me feel empty-hearted.

Unexpectedly, Ning Shaoling, this guy looked at me with disgust: "Calm down, don't be like a stuttering serious person." You girls are all the same, when you talk about the person you like, you are so nervous that you are like playing the heroine of an idol drama, this is a disease. ”

(⊙o⊙)… Why is he so precise every time he complains? I was amazed.

"Don't be surprised, I've already heard about it from the fawn."

Small, fawn? Oh my God, it's so sweet, I'm the only single dog here, please don't show affection!

"Say, what did you say?" I asked as I sat down slowly.

It turned out that Qiu Wenchao had already told the cute boy Lu Yan everything, and I really didn't expect their relationship to be so good.

"That's right...... So you all know...... "I threw the empty bottle in my hand into the trash.

"Teacher, I think you're quite selfish."

Hearing him say this, I looked at him in confusion.

"Actually, the teacher is very happy in his heart, right?" If it weren't for Superman's brother's mother being sick, how could I have a chance to get back together with him'? Although it is a little unkind to think like this, what I am saying is completely a portrayal of the teacher's heart, right? ”

"You, how can you say such a thing?" I thought it was incredible, and I didn't believe it came from a junior high school student.

"If I'm wrong, ignore me." As soon as the words fell, the class bell rang, and Ning Shaoling turned around and left.

I was left alone and froze in place, and I didn't react for a long time...... Why would that guy say such a thing? Could it be that in his eyes, I am such a teacher? It would be too hurtful for him to say that...... I sat on the stool for a long time, and the more I thought about Ning Shaoling's words, the more uncomfortable I became, but my brain was uncontrollably pondering the meaning of his words.

Qiu Wenchao used me to help him fulfill his mother's wish, but I thought I grabbed Qiu Wenchao's tail and took the opportunity to get back together, is this really the case? Could it be that I really said this in Ning Shaoling's mouth? If I really have such a little idea, from this point of view, don't I also take advantage of my aunt? In this way, it seems that he is even more terrible than the devil.

Hearing him say that, even I began to doubt myself. Ning Shaoling was really a guy to be reckoned with, how could he naturally say such embarrassing words? But it hit his heart directly...... Without the slightest bit of agreement, I might find him inexplicable and unreasonable...... But that's not the case, and I feel that there is some truth in what he said, so I am ashamed.

(； '⌒') When did I become so low.