041 I can't do what you ask
The first time he saw Huo Sibei, there were faint bloodshots in his eyes, Ilan was taken aback, why did he not care about his body so much? As soon as I wanted to talk about him, I was hugged tightly by him.
"I'm sorry, Ilan, I'm sorry." Hosbei whispered an apology in her ear, guilty for her unjustified suspicions.
Ilan was about to run out of breath, she pushed Huo Sibei away vigorously, and took a few breaths before saying, "You come in." When the words came out, I realized that my voice was very hoarse, and I cried presumptuously last night.
Huo Sibei stared at her in surprise when he heard her voice, and the look of guilt was even heavier, Yilan turned his face uncomfortably, and secretly said that he didn't want to think about it, she made herself into a broken gong and had nothing to do with him. She hurriedly took the rare initiative to take his hand and pull him in, saving him from being a statue of confessional gazing at the door.
Yilan closed her mouth and directly pulled Huo Sibei around the various rooms on the first floor, it was not that she didn't want to speak, her voice was too ugly, and the effect of the beating would be reduced, not to mention that there was nothing to introduce on the first floor, just look at the pattern and understand the purpose of the room, so she didn't need to bother to say.
After looking at the first floor, Yilan led Huo Sibei Dongdong to the second floor, pointing to Duanmu's room, at this time she had to speak, otherwise the stimulation was not big enough, her heart couldn't be calm, she said in a hoarse voice: "This is Duanmu's room, you don't need to push the door, he is not at home." Then he walked through the study room, pointed to his room, and said, "This is my room, I'll show you, there's no one in it." She really pushed the door and stood sideways at the door of the room, so that Huo Sibei could look inside.
Hosbei glanced inside, then turned his head to look at Ilan again. Ilan was angry, he really looked at it, and he was really suspicious. Although she knew that Huo Sibei's view of her room was just a subconscious act of following her action of opening the door, she couldn't stand this dazzling behavior, and immediately said with a cold face: "I've seen it, let's go." Then he crossed over to Hoth, prepared to go ahead of him, and led him downstairs.
Huo Sibei reached out and scooped her into his arms, and did not speak, just wrapped his arms around her like that, his forehead against her forehead.
Ilan couldn't stand this the most, he didn't open his mouth but looked like he was begging for forgiveness, and it hurt her heart more than if he said sorry a hundred times.
After a while, Ilan couldn't stand still, she herself was really at the limit of tiredness, Huo Sibei didn't sleep last night, and it was estimated that it was about the same. I also showed it to him, said that I also told him, and Huo Sibei's apology was also put out, so far, she thought that this matter was clear, she looked up and said to Huo Sibei: "I feel that I have to rest, can you hold on and go back?" ”
Huo Sibei shook his head, his eyebrows twisted slightly, and he said in a soft tone: "Don't talk, you go and rest, I'll wait for you downstairs." ”
How can it be done, there is no place to sleep downstairs, and she looks uncomfortable with his appearance. "Why don't you set it up on autopilot and sleep all the way back in the car?" When she said this, Yilan spit on herself, she didn't do it a long time ago, and actually instigated Huo Sibei to do it. Isn't there no way, both of them need to rest, and there is no other room here.
"Don't speak, I'll go to the car to rest, and I'll come up when you wake up." Hoss North turned to go downstairs.
Yilan dragged him helplessly: "You sleep in my room, I'll go to the car, I'm short." Huo Sibei grabbed her with his backhand and didn't allow her to go downstairs, and she hurriedly added: "Don't mind, I've only used the futon here for five days." "It's really five days, and I didn't use it yesterday, but isn't it unbearable for a noble person like him, Ilan looked at him worriedly.
Horsbei silently pulled her into the room, straight in the direction of the bed. Yilan was anxious, and hurriedly said, "What are you going to do?" This won't work, Duanmu will be scared to death if he comes back and sees it. ”
Huo Sibei first covered her mouth, probably not letting her talk more, but she was really afraid, and said quickly and urgently in a hoarse voice, Huo Sibei was stunned for a moment after listening to the whole sentence, and then grinned. Ilan didn't laugh, she didn't understand how Huo Sibei could laugh at all.
Huo Sibei looked at her annoyed and angry, let out a long breath, rubbed Yilan's hair a few times, and said softly: "Don't talk anymore, your throat will hurt, you sleep here, I'll wait in the car, I'm in a better situation than you, I've tried not sleeping for a few days, don't worry." With that, he let go of Ilan, strode out, and helped her close the door.
Yilan sat with a complicated expression, obedient and discerning, Huo Sibei said that he had tried not to sleep for a few days, that is, he really didn't sleep last night, although he was angry, but he was in a hurry to contact her all night afterwards. She scolded herself in her heart, moved, moved, you will suffer when the time comes. I thought of his sentence "My situation is better than yours", is her situation worse than his, he is bad enough, then how ugly she is. She wanted to look in the mirror, but she didn't dare, anyway, he had already seen it, so she didn't feel bad about her heart, and she really fell asleep in a daze.
When she woke up again, Ilan was confused for a while, but fortunately the alarm clock kept ringing all the time, she could wake up quickly, she was afraid that she would sleep too hard, so that Huo Si Beigan waited for the offense, so she specially used the alarm clock, and gave herself two hours of sleep ruthlessly, no matter how short it was, she was afraid that the alarm clock would not wake her up. After taking a shower and washing her face, Yilan was more energetic, but her eyelids were still swollen, she sighed secretly, she couldn't cry so unscrupulously in the future, it was too draining, so that the body was dehydrated and tired, and it was unsightly, and the mental loss was also great, and her mind was still swollen after a long time, and she was too guilty, so she had something to say to herself, there was no need to scare others and harm herself.
As soon as Ilan walked out of the door after going downstairs, Hosbei immediately got out of the car. Yilan frowned, did he squint for a while? It's good to take a nap, why did she notice it as soon as she showed up?
She looked at him with a slight anger, and was about to speak, but he gently covered her mouth again: "Don't speak." Then he traced her eyebrows and eyes with his fingers, unable to hide his tired look, but full of warmth.
Yilan blinked his eyes and pushed him, he was like this, she couldn't see things well, and she was gloomy in her heart, he was like this, how uncomfortable should she be if she asked her to let go in the future?
Huo Sibei took a deep breath and prepared to talk: "Yilan, I'll talk to you, you just need to nod or shake your head, don't talk, you know?" ”
Ilan glared at him, if he didn't talk to her, she wouldn't have to speak, she didn't understand such a simple truth? And the matter has been explained, what else to say?
Huo Sibei pulled her into the car and sat down, and began to interrogate her, and the first sentence came out: "You cried yesterday? "He cares about Ilan, and he obviously has something on his mind, but he can ask slowly, and he must first make sure that she is okay.
Yilan couldn't understand Huo Sibei's intentions, she only gritted her teeth with hatred, girls can't ask so directly after the age of eight, and those who don't cry will be asked to cry by you, it's too sad. "You scolded me and cried not once or twice, what are you proud of?" She still had to open her mouth to answer him. In fact, she was scared and cried last night when she walked at night, and it had nothing to do with Huo Sibei. In the past, Huo Sibei mocked her and smirked, she was just bitter to herself, angry at him, her nerves were very strong, where could she cry? To be honest, she didn't show much weakness in front of Huo Sibei, and the only time there was a reason, that was because she poured him a large cup of spicy drink, her heart was very weak, and she got his apology afterwards, but it was Huo Sibei, who changed a lot from being cold and distant at the beginning to being soft and close to her now.
Huo Sibei took a deep breath and secretly accused himself of being reckless, which made Yilan cry. He leaned over and hugged her, his face full of apologies. Ilan nudged him again, and the gesture would flash his waist.
After a while, Huo Sibei remembered what was going on, and then interrogated: "His name is Duanmu?" "The fact that Yilan lives with people is something he thinks about in a hurry, this is the arrangement of the Department of Agriculture, which is similar to him and Ah Xi's partner practicing mechas, but the person she lives with is a boy, which is more tricky.
Yilan is anxious again, Xindao Duanmu didn't recruit you to provoke you, people don't know you at all, what's the matter with you using this tone? She was about to open her mouth to say Hosbei, but he covered her mouth.
"I see, I don't ask about that." Hosbei said in a slow voice, the name of the person is not important. What do you know? Ilan really wanted to smack him.
"Can you change majors now?" Huo Sibei asked her very seriously, Yilan was already undecided, which showed that another major was also attractive, and it was not impossible for students to change majors halfway, not to mention that the division of majors in the Department of Agriculture had just begun, which would not slow down the academic progress. And Yilan was so angry that she brushed her face away when she heard this, what kind of major to change, what can be more important than her future job, the person who is begging for a life is her, not him, and he is still pointing fingers.
Huo Sibei turned her face around, sighed and said: "If you can't change your major, it's always okay to change someone to live with, you find a female classmate to go with, and I'll talk about Duanmu here." Huo Sibei thinks that he should support Yilan, there are always several of her classmates involved, in case there is a difficulty in the operation, he can help come up with ideas together, Duanmu is naturally more convincing for him to come forward to state the reason.
Yilan is thinking that Huo Sibei is still looking for Duanmu, and he is not afraid of being laughed at, he is a scholar with excellent character and learning, there are rumors that Duanmu has an agricultural resource star in his family, he came to study agriculture in order to inherit the family business, which onion is she, if she must share the observation point with her male classmates, she can find Duanmu, and thank others for not disliking her. But this large paragraph is inconvenient for her to say now because of her voice, so she has to say stupidly: "The female classmates all live with their boyfriends." ”
Huo Sibei's face darkened a little again: "You professional boyfriend and girlfriend live together?" ”
Yilan was afraid that he would not be able to stimulate him, so he forced his mouth to say, "It's almost like this." ”
Huo Sibei can't bear it anymore, it's almost like this, what will happen to Yilan and that Duanmu, their current situation is obviously classified by Yilan himself as much like this. He said angrily: "Yilan, I absolutely can't bear you living with that Duanmu, let alone two years, even two days." ”
Ilan spoke in a hurry, not afraid to die and stated the facts: "We have been five days now. Although her voice was low, with her eyes not to be outdone, the tone was very cheerful.
Huo Sibei glared at her, biting her heart, and said viciously, "Why didn't you sue me in the first place?" At that time, there must have been room for things to turn around, and you actually hid it from me for so many days? ”
Yilan couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted at the top of her voice: "Can I sue you?" We didn't see each other. ”
Huo Sibei was deflated by a word, and he hugged Yilan again: "I'm sorry." ”
Yilan still pushed him away, and he also reacted: "We can't see each other, aren't we still videotaping every day, why don't you say it?" ”
Ilan was honestly weak-hearted, she knew from her senior that the two of them should use an observation point, but she didn't take this seriously at all, and it was normal to share learning facilities wherever she went. Isn't there a dormitory, it's just an observation point, although it's an observation point that needs to be stayed for a long time. When she chose the land, she only cared about finding her favorite plot, and didn't think about her neighbors at all, and later when Duanmu entered the house with her, she was a little embarrassed, but the appearance of the people's scenery and moonlight, her awkward posture seemed to be dirty.
What's more, after a few days of staying, the people are true gentlemen, and their limited few words of conversation are courtesy greetings, otherwise they are careful on the road, and the other topics are completely academic discussions about planting plans and lake management. In life, each is in charge of his own life, the nutrients are separated by you and me, and people are also separated by you and me. When she came back from work in the restaurant, Duanmu had already entered the house, just to say hello door-to-door after getting up in the morning, both of them were neatly dressed, and the bathroom was in their own room, so there was no embarrassment at all. From another point of view, she lives in a small dormitory building with a learning function, but the building only accommodates two students.
As soon as Huo Sibei saw her expression, he knew that she was not at ease at all. Trying hard to suppress his anger, he said in a soothing tone: "Yilan, I know it's nothing, but you have to stand in my shoes, if we switch positions and I live like this with a female classmate, will you feel uncomfortable?" ”
Yilan really lowered her head and thought about it, at first she was sure that she would respond, but if it was changed to Duanmu getting along with her, she thought about it sideways, she should be able to accept it, especially this female classmate has the same tragic background as her, she needs to manage her own life, and she has a lazy temperament, so she won't take care of others if she has one for the time being.
She looked up, looked at Huo Sibei's helpless expression, and slowly shook her head.
Hosbei was furious, "Good, good, good. "He didn't even know what he was talking about.
Ilan hung her head, what could she do? She has to read the planting major, she can't change neighbors at all, even if she can do it, Duanmu didn't provoke her, she lived with him for a few days and said all over the world that she wanted to change people, and Duanmu wanted to face the suspicious eyes of others. You don't want to explain this kind of thing, the more you explain people, the more hehe, how will she face Duanmu's gaze? That's not how people do. Not to mention one Hosbei, even a hundred Hosbei, she will not change her mind. She still has to live on her own in the future, can Huo Sibei live for her? She broke down like that last night, can he cry for him?
She didn't dare to think about it anymore, and if she thought about it again, she would feel that life was hopeless again. After a pause, she said, "Huo Sibei, if you can't stand it, just because we've never known each other, I can't do what you ask." With that, she pulled the door open and went down.
Yilan actually hopes that Huo Sibei can come down, even if he is unwilling to say that this matter is over after complaining about a large chase, she can understand, even if he doesn't say anything, just staring at her with a blaming face, she can take the initiative to take the mistake and apologize. can't meet his requirements, she also feels guilty, she must be low in posture, let her say and scold. Ilan waited by the car door, but Huo Sibei never came down, three or five minutes passed, the car was quiet inside and outside, and then the car suddenly rose into the air and drove away quickly, without even a hint of pause.
She stood dumbfounded, thinking ridiculously to herself, this is the end, and she hasn't started yet. Walking back while thinking, it's good that it's over, the child plays a game of playing house, and now she is doing serious things, she is older, she has long learned not to care, this time is just right, everyone is not very tired.
After going upstairs, she went to look in the mirror first, didn't she say okay first, she had something to talk to herself, and it was only a long time before she came to talk to herself. The expression of the person in the mirror is depressed, the swollen eyelids have not been able to go away, and the dignity of the person coincidentally coincides with the appearance of a broken love. Yilan wiped his face fiercely and scolded secretly, what a person, the tear ducts have not developed well, it is easy to cry for himself, and he can still make others proud when he is tired, this dog is bloody. Then go to bed, cover your head and sleep.