84_84047 Su Mingyan ran out of the office, stood outside the secretary and asked Li Man, "What about the person who delivered the courier?" ”

It was rare to see him look so anxious, and Li Man was stunned for two seconds before he reacted, "The thing was sent by the front desk." ”

She didn't see the courier Fan.

As soon as she finished speaking, Su Mingyan went straight to the elevator, went to the first floor, asked the front desk, went to the courier company, and found the person who sent the courier after some tossing, it was a woman but not the woman he was looking for.

Su Mingyan called Yang Zixuan, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she went straight to the topic, "Sue me, where is she?" ”

Yang Zixuan was stunned when she held her mobile phone, but quickly reacted, "You ask me, who do I ask?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense with me, the thing is hers but you sent it, you must know where she is."

Yang Zixuan was stunned again, she didn't expect him to find her so quickly without writing her name, grinning at the mobile phone before she spoke, "She asked her aunt to send it, I really don't know where Yao Yao is?" She wouldn't sue me. ”

Su Mingyan clenched his fists and said coldly, "Are you sure?" ”

"Sure, believe it or not."

Standing in the courier company, Su Mingyan raised his head and returned to the right, "Next time about her, please tell me as soon as possible, count me as please." ”

Knowing that he has been looking for someone, it's not that he hasn't seen his current state, but hearing this, Yang Zixuan was still surprised, "If there is, I will sue you." ”

Not perfunctory, if there is, she will really say

When he returned to the company, the office door had been closed by the secretary, and when he saw him coming back, he pushed the door, went in, and closed it again.

Just looked at each other after he entered.

The courier carton and the torn adhesive tape have been taken away, the desk is neat and clean as before, and the box that was opened before going out has no traces of being touched, and is still open.

Su Mingyan pulled out the chair that had been placed, sat down, and took out the contents of the box one by one, first of all, a beautifully packaged gift box, followed by a transparent plastic bag, the contents of which were all hidden, all of them fell into the eyes, burning birthday candles, conch, shells, a fountain pen, a palm-sized booklet, a few coins, etc.

Candles, conch shells, pens, booklets, he could still remember if he thought about it carefully, but what were these coins for?

Putting things aside for the time being, there was a bag in the box, which was opened, and it contained the postcards they bought on New Year's Day last year, as well as two specimens, gardenia and plum, which were obviously from many years ago.

He remembered what she had said, "I'm going to lock them in a box, and when we have a quarrel or conflict in the future, we will take them out and look at them, and we will remember the past of the relative objects, and we have so many happy and happy experiences, so why continue to argue?" Or, when we are too old to go, take it out and watch it together and talk about the past. ”

The heart tightened, and the pain spread.

If the first ones are all about him, then the next few photos have nothing to do with him at all, brand new photos, deserts, small towns, iron towers

One of them is the most conspicuous, because she is in the photo, with a tunnel of cherry blossoms in the background and words on the back.

"Ah, happy birthday, I made the perfume myself, I hope you will like it."

Perfume?

Su Mingyan immediately opened the gift box, it was really a perfume, sprayed a little, fresh and smelling grass.

"You also know to prepare a birthday present for me, so why don't you come back? Even a phone call is good. Su Mingyan muttered to himself at these things.

At the bottom of the box is a thick diary, the cover of which is a little worn.

Su Mingyan first flipped through it preliminarily, and confirmed that it was her handwriting, and she did not have the habit of recording every day, the time was jumping, and the content was very short.

August 5, 2002, cloudy

Four words, a thunderbolt from the sky.

My favorite father has a small family outside and has an illegitimate daughter, and that illegitimate daughter is a good friend I have known for 12 years, from kindergarten to now.

She was just over a month younger than me.

How ironic!

I'm angry and sad.

August 20, 2002

The house is like a battlefield, they quarrel every day, but after more than ten days, I began to feel numb, but I still couldn't help crying.

Unpromising!

I don't want to go home

, just run away from home.

August 21, 2002

I have money, but I can't buy a ticket, I can't go anywhere.

After a day on the street, I was tired.

was still found, almost scolded to death, and when I went back, they quarreled again.

I threw the cups off the coffee table and wanted to divorce them, but I held back.

October 3, 2002, cloudy.

On the third day of the holiday, I didn't go anywhere, and the man who took me out on a trip with my mother every year hadn't been home for a week.

I can't remember how long it took me to call him dad.

October 16, 2002

He's back, fart~ didn't sit hot and continued to argue.

I thought I didn't feel it anymore, but it turned out to be very uncomfortable.

Finally, I told them, you should divorce!

They fell silent.

October 25, 2002, rain

Fourteen years old, without arguing, bought me gifts separately, and finally I threw away his share.

People who are often away from home, what else do they want to do?

I have a devil in my heart, this is not rebellion, I think one day I will be consumed by it.

January 31, 2003, light snow

The Chinese year, the outside is combined and the inside is separated.

Not happy, grandpa accompanied.

February 1, 2003

On the first day of junior high school, I went to the mall with my grandfather and saw their family of three.

It's really happy, no wonder he can't think about it.

I hate both of them to death.

Slut!

March 4, 2003, rain

My classmates knew about my relationship with Qin Wujing, and said that my mother was a third party who destroyed other people's feelings, so I had a fight with the person who said this, and finally beat Qin Wujing.

There are a lot of them, and I hung up the lottery.

The first time I fought, it hurt, I was very aggrieved, I was very angry, but I didn't cry, at least, I didn't cry in front of people.

March 5, 2003, rain

The people who had been walking for a few days came back and asked me why I was fighting as soon as they entered the door.

I felt like crazy, and responded with a loud voice, just to beat, I deserve to be killed, you feel sorry for your baby daughter, right? You don't have the right to care about me!

His raised palm did not fall.

Huff!

April 5, 2003, light rain

On Qingming Festival, I sent two wreaths to those two sluts.

He scolded me and felt like he was going to die.

I was very happy and upset because he and my mom were arguing again.

May 1, 2003

I don't have a holiday!!!!!

2003, May 24, heavy rain

There are no words to describe it.

My mother committed suicide in the bath~ room, but fortunately she was found by the maid aunt and called an ambulance.

In the evening I chased the man who was too late.

It felt like it was going to collapse.

Every time he looked at a page, Su Mingyan felt that his heartache was aggravated, and he could almost imagine that her small body was lying on the table while writing and crying, and many words were blurred.

Every word is heavy.

Then turn the next page, and the further back she goes, the more difficult it is to control her feelings.

June 10, 2003

Gone, scattered.

They were liberated, and I was liberated, but the home was gone!

June 13, 2003

Mom left, went to the United States, didn't want anything, not even me.

I kind of blame her, but I blame him even more.

July 21, 2003

Since the divorce, he came home every day, and he came back very early, and I knew that he wanted to make up for me, but me

There is no need and no hope for him.

On July 25, 2003, it rained heavily

Eating is what I'm most interested in at the moment.

It temporarily paralyzes my nerves.

August 3, 2003

He got me a psychiatrist and drove me away.

I had a fight with him at night.

I'm not sick, they're the ones who are sick!

August 5, 2003, sunny

He didn't give up, he changed to a female psychiatrist, I asked her to go, she refused, and then, tragedy.

The first time he slapped me.

I hate him, it's true.

August 6, 2003

He hasn't been back since last night, so he should have gone to find those two sluts.

August 20, 2003

He took them home anyway, and the woman was so disgusting that she died!

August 28, 2003

He took his women and children out shopping, and asked me if I wanted to go, saying that school was about to start, and that he would help my sisters prepare some outfits.

Scold! Does he think I'm not blocked enough? Told me to go out shopping with those two sluts?

Also, who the is a sister to her?

In the evening, when no one was around, Qin Wujing proudly showed off to me, showing off how good that man was to their mother and daughter, I sneered and said viciously, "An illegitimate daughter, a slut who destroys other people's families, plus an ungrateful man, you are really a fucking family!" ”

I saw her instantly crazy look, but no one knew that my heart was bleeding

On September 1, 2003, the sky was clear

Finally school started, but I didn't go, because I really didn't want to be in the same school with that illegitimate girl, let alone in the same class with her, I didn't understand that man very much, why did he put it together? Does he think I can still be a close sister?

It's ridiculous!

September 2, 2003

When I received a call from my mother and knew that I refused to go to school, she was angry and disappointed, and talked to me for a long time.

Suddenly I understood, the relatives are painful, and the enemies are fast!

So I agreed to go to school, but on the condition that I didn't live in the school and didn't want to be in the same class as the junior children.

I saw his face shocked and hurt, then furious, and then I saw the hypocritical and disgusting faces of the mother and daughter.

In the end, he agreed.

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Reading persistence, at most more than 20,000 words, if you don't like it, you can skip these chapters, and wait until you finish writing this section to read it.

Because of the diary form, the date of Shenma is too much of the word count, when writing this, I will write more per chapter, and there is no charge for the last few hundred.

Well, good night, good dreams.