84_840472003, September 3rd, fine

When the head teacher introduced me, I heard someone whispering that I was fat and ugly, and I lowered my eyes to look at myself, I have grown very fast in the past few months, and I have made a big circle, but I will never admit that I am ugly.

A group of blind and superficial people!

In the back seat was a blind fighter who asked me if I was a man or a woman, and had a bit of an unpleasant quarrel with him, so he was retaliated against in the afternoon.

Am I such a good bully?

Definitely not, so I gave it back to him.

September 6, 2003, rain

On Friday, I didn't want to go home but had to go back.

After leaving for a few days and coming back, the family of three is getting happier and happier, and I am really becoming more and more like an outsider.

Just now, Qin Wujing came to knock on my door again, with a snarky face.

"Ouch, look at the way you look now, you look like a pig!"

Strangely, instead of getting angry, I felt sorry for her, because her heart was completely hopeless.

"You say, if I spread your picture, what will others think? Especially Dad. ”

"Humph! Do you think anyone will believe it? Dead fatty! ”

"Really?" I smiled and took out the recorder in my pocket, pressed it, and her voice came out, all of which were the words she had said in front of me in recent times, whether they were arrogant, or they were screaming wildly, or they were snarky.

Qin Wujing screamed and tried to snatch the recorder from my hand, but unfortunately she didn't grab it, because I closed the door and hit her nose.

I sued her that as long as she didn't mess with me, I wouldn't make it public. ”

I became what I hated.

I'm just tired of endless bickering, coping.

November 20, 2003, cloudy

I haven't written it for a long time, for more than two months, at school, every day there will be a war with that blind fighter, either with his mouth or with his hands.

Of course, I basically don't keep my mouth shut, because I don't want to waste my saliva, and it's useless to talk about it.

He seems to be on a par with me, he has to embarrass me, he has to win me once.

I think he is very childish, as a boy, how can he be so naïve?

Of course, I'm not very generous, I seem to be on a par with him, even if I lose both, I won't admit defeat.

I don't have any friends, and I'm too lazy to communicate with people, and it's nice to have someone to relieve myself on boring days, and although I hate him very much, he's much cuter than the ones at home.

At least, really.

Oh, that blind name is Su Mingyan.

Seeing this, Su Mingyan didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he was still distressed and uncomfortable at the last moment, and the style completely changed in the next moment.

It turned out that he was like this in her heart at that time, but, Huahua, if I had the ability to see through and predict the future, I would definitely treat you well from the beginning.

December 9, 2003, cloudy

I hate Su Mingyan! I hate Su Mingyan! I hate Su Mingyan! I hate Su Mingyan! I hate Su Mingyan!

(Omitted here, the phrase "one piece of paper" is two-thirds)

How dare you scare me with a serpent?

I swear, I won't bother with him!

This kind of struggle is really annoying.

December 14, 2003, cloudy

I was a little unaccustomed to it a few days ago, but now I'm used to it.

January 18, 2004, rain

It's a holiday, and it means that the life I hated so much has begun again.

is really disgusted and disgusting to the extreme of the mother and daughter who treated him in front of him and was treated by him.

I used to think that my dad was very powerful, but now I think he is the fighter in the blind, because he is not only blind, but also blind in the heart.

Such a disgusting and hypocritical woman, what did he think of?

Forget it, it's my business!

February 17, 2004

School started, I received a call from my mother, I can't tell what it feels like, anyway, I don't blame her anymore.

I had no right to blame her in the first place.

March 2004

No. 8, fine

A little stuffy in the afternoon, walking along the runway, hearing many people calling Su Mingyan's name, he looked at the basketball court, and felt that those girls were like, although he did play very well.

It's nine o'clock and there's no one in the dormitory, which is normal.

They are often taken back by their families.

Those who can come here to go to school will not have too bad a family background.

April 28, 2004, rain

He got the certificate with the woman, and Qin Wujing came to me early in the morning to provoke and show off.

After school, I received a call from my grandfather, and he told me a lot, and when it was over, I suddenly remembered my mother, and I felt very uncomfortable.

When he was crying, he was bumped into by Su Mingqi, and it felt really bad, especially when he looked like an eighth woman, what did he want to ask so much?

Salt or tease?

That's enough!

May 3, 2004, rain

I feel that Su Mingyan has become a little different from before, as if he has become human, but I still don't want to deal with him, who knows when he will be sick again?

May 20, 2004, fine

Since Su Mingqi, I have rarely had too many conflicts with people, most of them are quiet, but there are so many turtle grandsons, I have to go with you.

He~~ when I'm a soft persimmon, can anyone pinch it twice?

Saying so much, in fact, there is only one, fighting with people.

I didn't think Su Mingyan would help me.

I told him I wouldn't thank him, but that's not what I thought in my heart.

It doesn't matter whether thank you or not, anyway

It's a bit unclear.

may not be able to pull down his face, after all, he made such a big fuss before.

May 25, 2004

The people in the dormitory just told me that Su Mingyan told the people in the class that he was not allowed to bully me again in the future, otherwise he would be unable to get along with him.

It's a bit inexplicable.

What does this man mean?

Is your head caught in the door?

June 1, 2004

At noon, Su Mingyan suddenly gave me a lollipop and said happy Children's Day.

I was stunned for a long time and didn't react.

I asked him, "Su Mingyan, are you sure you don't have a fever?"

"It's a holiday, girls have to keep a little childlike to be cute." The first sentence was very reluctant to accept, and the latter sentence made me want to get angry again, because he said, "Seeing that you are so pitiful and have no one to accompany you, I will do good, and I should do good deeds." ”

I didn't get angry, I just didn't pay attention to him, but I ate the candy.

Very sweet.

On June 9, 2004, dark clouds fell

Gradually, he became talkative, though he was mostly on his own initiative.

I thought about it, and the reason why I didn't say no again was probably because he had helped me before.

On June 28, 2004, he died of heat

I fainted from heat stroke in the afternoon physical education class, and when I woke up, I saw Su Mingyan for the first time, and then learned from the doctor in the infirmary that he sent me over.

The first time I sincerely thanked him, but it turned out to be a lesson, saying that I don't know how to take care of myself as a big person, so I know that I am blind and strong.

I'm really depressed, in what capacity did he teach me?

My dad or my mom?

Oh, how did I forget, my dad and my mom basically didn't care about me.

June 29, 2004

Su Mingyan is a long-winded boy, especially nosy, obviously a teenager, and he has to be an aunt in the neighborhood committee.

Can you take care of my business?

Okay, I'm a little ignorant.

Looking at these, Su Mingyan also seemed to go through that period of time again, I didn't think about it before, but now I realize it, it turns out that you began to enter my heart at such an early age, although it was not about love at that time.

It's really a woman with no conscience, and she still plays with me and disappears.

July 8, 2004

I accidentally learned that yesterday was Su Mingyan's birthday,

A very cheeky person, when he asked him, he even asked me for a birthday present.

Is our relationship already that good? Good enough to exchange gifts?

I was a little puzzled, of course I didn't have a gift for him.

There is no preparation.

July 10, 2004

The final exam was calculated, and I went to the bathroom before the exam and was splashed with water.

I didn't see anyone, so I rushed to the classroom, and the invigilator saw that I was asked to go back to the dormitory first to change my clothes, but I refused, no matter what he said, it was useless.

Sometimes, I was so stubborn, and I was forcibly taken out of the classroom by Su Mingyan.

When I went out, I yelled at him, and he murdered me.

I didn't help it, I still changed my clothes and returned to the exam room, which delayed a lot of time, but fortunately, I wasn't stupid and he wasn't stupid, and he finished writing the exam papers within the specified time, otherwise I would have been guilty.

Su Mingyan's parents will definitely talk to me, and that's how it is played on TV.

July 11, 2004

Knowing that the water yesterday was splashed by Qin Wujing, I locked her in the bathroom and flushed her in the wash basin for several minutes.

If anyone does not offend me, I will not offend anyone, but if anyone offends me, I will do the opposite.

That's my principle.

After the exam, it was a holiday, and the man came to pick me up and go home with Qin Wujing in person, I saw that he looked at me very badly, and sure enough, as soon as I got in the car, I asked why I was so kind to Qin Wujing? A lot of bad things were also said.

It's ten o'clock in the evening, and I'm at the old house.

It was my grandfather who picked me up.

July 13, 2004, cloudy

That person (I really can't call the word Dad) came to the old mansion to pick me up, and said sorry, but didn't mention Qin Wujing.

I don't want to go back with him, I never want to go back with him.

August 30, 2004

I lived in the old house with my grandfather all summer vacation, and last year I was like a depressed, manic person, but this year, I feel okay.

September 1, 2004

Su Mingyan, I haven't seen you for two months, and I feel very kind.

September 21, 2004

He's different from me, that's what I knew from the beginning, I have a demon living in my heart, I have a bad temper, he should live an angel in his heart, he is very sunny and cheerful, I only have one friend from him, he has many, many friends.

He always liked to drag me around with those people, and he tried to make me more friends.

I really want to tell him that I wasn't like this before, and I have many, many friends, but now, I don't want to open up easily, and I don't even get tired of talking to people, but now it's much better.

There is a person who smells of sunshine around him, and it can't go anywhere in the dark.

October 1, 2004

Now at half past seven in the morning, the class organizes a tour, saying that this may be the last time of high school career, because next year will be the third year of high school.

Actually, at first I wanted to refuse, and finally

It's not all Su Mingyan