300 Go forward without going back
Huo Sibei's smile froze suddenly, a dull pain in his heart surged like a tide, his fingers trembled slightly and put it on his knees, and said astringently: "Yilan......" His eyes wandered on the side of Yilan's face, full of sorrow and remorse.
"I'm used to driving a mech alone." Ilan didn't turn her head to look at Hosbei, she looked out the mecha window, her tone was flat, as if she was stating an ordinary thing.
Huo Sibei stared at Yilan quietly, and said softly for a while: "Yilan, restore my contact number, okay?" I can walk away, I won't bother you when you like someone, you don't want to contact me, I can not contact. I just need to know your number...... All the time, you can. ”
Elan's heart was sore, she closed her eyes, and then opened them quickly, as fast as if she was blinking. At this time, she really wanted to push Huo Sibei down, what was the point of always saying some ambiguous and sensational things to provoke? How many years have they been apart, even if their hearts still throb? She looked at the high sky outside the window, and a classic sentence flashed in her mind, if life is only as first seen, there is no longer the right thing to say, and there are many regrets that I can't love and hate.
She was silent for a long time, and finally she was unwilling to perfunctory him with a false smile.
"Abei, the world is always turning, so anything can change, including you and me, including what we have said and what we are saying now, we just go with the flow, and we don't have to be too deliberate in everything." She said as if talking to herself, turned her head and looked at Huo Sibei seriously, she was willing to treat this person in front of her with the greatest kindness for the rest of her life, just for the warm feeling that no one could replace at the beginning, but ...... Can't love anymore.
Their gaze was glued. Through each other's eyes, it seemed that they were trying to find the beauty of the past, and Huo Sibei's eyes were red and bloodshot. With pain in his eyes, Yilan shook his head lightly: "Abei, don't let yourself be too tired." "Don't be tired of your body, don't be tired of your heart, it's enough to be sad once.
Hosbei clenched his fists, his fingers digging into his palms. He was tired and retreated. But it can't withstand the pain of the moment when she thought she was dead. He didn't know how long it would take him to forget the heart-wrenching pain if she did die, but she was alive. He was lucky not to think about that if. Even if she didn't believe him, what did it matter? As she says herself, anything can change.
He said softly but resolutely: "Ilan, I used to be bad. You came for me. I just want to keep you at ease, it's because I'm not considerate enough, I'll change it in the future. I know that in the past three years, you have experienced a lot of things, I can't go back to the time to be with you, I would love to be with you all the time in the future, but I may not be able to do it. I just wanted to tell you that I'll try to get close to you. My heart is for you. ”
Ilan looked at him steadily, and suddenly twisted his head in the other direction.
Hosbei stared at the side of her face. She didn't react at all, he put away his gloomy look and said in a coquettish voice, "Ilan, I've been here since July. ”
Ilan looked back at him in amazement.
"I was at the gate of the station, I couldn't find a way to get in, and I didn't see anyone coming out. The research institute urged me to go back to participate in the mecha combat drill. Before leaving, I happened to see a house for sale outside the station, so I bought it, which was a bit small, and still set the highest authority for you. ”
Ilan's eyebrows furrowed, what is Huo Sibei going to do? He said that the address was very close to the station.
"In the past few years, I haven't saved much money for projects, so I can only buy that small," Huo Sibei's face was a little confused, and he said softly, "Yilan, when are you free, I'll take you over, but I haven't had time to clean it up yet." ”
Ilan hated that he had no brains, and gave him his identity number casually. He's good to have a house to show her. She said coldly: "Don't mess with my identification number, I won't go in." ”
Huo Sibei was stunned for a moment, but there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "I will pay attention in the future." ”
Ilan choked. There were some things she didn't want to say directly, and once they were torn apart, he and she were left with only devastated memories.
"Abei, you don't have to do this, we can't go back." Even though she had long understood this fact, it was still heartbreaking to say it in front of him.
Huo Sibei was silent, and said softly for a while: "We don't have to go back, let's go forward." ”
Ilan laughed angrily, his domineering was as good as ever. Moving forward? Can you go on? Things are people, not everything. He said he was tired, he said he wanted to try a life without her, and now he is ambiguous, why should he try a day with her again? And then wait for another day to try the days without her?
"Ah Bei, did you and your partner win the award for this mecha combat exercise?" Her tone was flirtatious and teasing.
Hosbei was stunned for a moment, as if he hadn't adapted to her sudden change of topic.
Ilan felt sorry for herself in her heart, and she finally couldn't help but appeal to the secret resentment, and the memories of her and Huo Sibei could not be purely beautiful. She especially hated Huo Si for coming to the north, if he didn't come, he would never see him again, she would treasure him in her heart and secretly miss the blessings, now that he is here, he has two words of deep affection, they are still the bridge to the bridge and the road to the road, so that she is embarrassed.
She said in a cold voice: "The mecha doesn't need to be changed, so be it, thank you, you continue to be busy." "After opening the cockpit, you have to jump off.
Huo Sibei quickly grabbed her arm and said hurriedly: "Yilan, you listen to me." ”
Ilan shook his hand angrily, but of course he didn't shake it off. Huo Sibei grabbed her arm and said quickly: "Yilan, Qingyu is my partner, that's all. ”
Huo Sibei is a person with a keen instinct, although he didn't understand Ilan's intention to suddenly mention the mecha actual combat drill, but in a flash of light, he remembered that Ilan and his partner had also been mentioned in the last video, and immediately opened his mouth to explain.
Ilan was especially embarrassed, she was annoyed that she couldn't hold herself, what was there to say about other people's private affairs, it seemed like she was inquiring, and Huo Sibei didn't say the results of the award, only her partner, obviously she already understood what she really minded in her heart. She was even more sad, now Huo Sibei mentioned that his partner was "that's all", when he came back to protect her, he said "it has nothing to do with her", he can change like this.
Eland has mixed flavors. For a moment, the evil was born to the side of the guts, and the arm that was pulled by Hosbei bent his elbow and hit it backwards, hitting Hosbei's chest. Hearing him snort, Yi Lanli ignored it, shook his elbow hard, shook his hand away, and said in a cold voice: "Your house is left to your destined person." With that, he jumped off the mech.
Her face was cold and full of anger, and she walked quickly to her car. After getting in the car, he didn't start the car for a long time. Hosbei never got off the mech, and she bit her lip and began to feel a little uneasy, her elbow to loosen Hosbei's pull. The force used was not small, and after he was hit in the chest, he had no other reaction except for a snort.
Elan suddenly thought of his bloodshot eyes and flushed cheeks, and as soon as he pushed the car door, he hurriedly ran towards the mech.
The cockpit door she pushed open was still open. The whole mech was silent. Ilan's heart was beating wildly, and Huo Sibei didn't react at all, which definitely didn't fit his personality. She jumped into the mecha in two clicks and saw Hosbei leaning back in his chair with his eyes closed.
"Abei." She shouted in a trembling voice.
Hosbei still hasn't opened his eyes.
"Abei." Ilan grabbed Hosbei's shoulder and leaned closer.
"Abei, what's wrong with you?" Ilan's hand touched Huo Sibei's chest, but he didn't dare to slap it hard, only gently wandering and touching. The hand slammed. The warmth of his palms was felt above his chest and under his neck. There is a small round protruding pendant, which is a teardrop.
Ilan's eyes were fixed on his neck, the collar obscuring her neck, and she couldn't see the lanyard inside. After being stunned for a second, she quickly came back to her senses and looked nervously at his face, but Huo Sibei's eyes were closed, and he still didn't react at all.
Yilan was so anxious that he raised his hand to hold his face, and shouted one after another: "Abei, Abei, you wake up." ”
Huo Sibei suddenly opened his eyes, Yilan was stunned for a moment and then reacted, his face was cold, he hadn't let go of his hands, he had been held by Huo Sibei, his eyes were shining, and he whispered: "Yilan, don't go." ”
Ilan was so angry that he pressed his hands on both sides of his shoulders and wanted to push it away, only to hear Huo Sibei snort in a low voice: "Ilan, it really hurts." She didn't push it away, so she didn't dare to push it harder, Huo Sibei's face was really not good.
"Let go of me." She exasperated.
"Don't let go, never let go." Huo Sibei stared at her, a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.
This smile greatly stimulated Ilan, and he deliberately pretended to be unconscious to force her to turn back.
She mentioned that Huo Sibei's partner was a little weaker earlier, it seemed that she had broken up for so long, she was still obsessed, angry, and jealous, and now she roared back, panicked and asked long questions to show concern, and she was a little weaker. But Huo Sibei is calm, and she is as funny and funny as many years ago, she is the only one who jumps up and down and makes a fool, and what she does is seriously deviated from what she says, which makes people laugh when she looks at it.
Yilan's eyes were full of anger, and her hands worked hard, now her physical fitness has improved, and she has also learned a lot of fighting skills, she used to be a sandbag professional, between beating and being beaten, she has a clear understanding of which parts are particularly painful, she pinched Huo Sibei's shoulder blade and pinched it fiercely, and she hated it in her heart, the two of them not only tore open the hidden rift, but also used all martial arts, and turned into enemies like this, how can she remember it in the future?
Huo Sibei was pinched by her, so he only recognized that he hugged him and didn't let go, and then suppressed a light "hiss", frowned, and simply closed his eyes, looking like he was trying his best to endure the pain.
Ilan immediately relieved his strength and stared at him without saying a word, both suspicious of his pretense and afraid that he was really uncomfortable.
Huo Sibei opened his eyes at this time, stared at Yilan in disbelief, immediately held back a smile, and sighed lowly: "Yilan, I haven't been sleeping enough recently, and my mental and physical strength is not good, you listen to me first." ”
Yilan opened his mouth to retort, but Huo Sibei preemptively said: "My partner's surname is Xuan, and his name is Qingyu. Students are usually called by their names. She is really a relative of my family, and the relationship is very close, my uncle's cousin is named Sixi, and she is married to the Xuan family, Qingyu's eldest brother. So my family and the Qingyu family have a marriage friendship. ”
"We both happened to enter the research institute, and my brother-in-law asked me to take care of Qing Yu more, she studied mecha routines, and wanted to find someone with team experience to be a mecha player, so the two of us became mecha partners. It was inconvenient to contact you before, I just wanted to know more about your situation, and I didn't explain it to you. Yilan, according to the general customs and the rules of our two families, it is absolutely impossible for me and Qingyu to do so, don't worry. At the end, Hosbei's tone was smiling, cheerful and cheerful. (To be continued......)