Yilan quietly listened to Huo Sibei's explanation, and the anger in his heart disappeared for no reason.

Between her and Huo Sibei, it was a matter between the two of them from beginning to end, and there was no one else. She could finally stop resenting. The world is hurting, and it is already a great luck to be able to do this, and at least there will be warmth to recall in the future.

Yilan lowered his eyelids, avoided Huo Sibei's gaze, and said in a low voice: "Abei, you let go of me first, and we can talk well." ”

Huo Sibei chuckled, now Ilan almost pounced on him, he was holding his waist and couldn't move, he couldn't help but remember that he and Ilan were in the car before, sometimes he wanted to reach out and hug her, but she always slapped him off, saying that he would flash his waist.

She has always been very good at destroying the beautiful atmosphere, Huo Sibei's heart softened, he didn't want to let go, but he was really afraid that Ilan would be angry, so he pleaded in a low voice: "Ilan, don't leave again, let's talk about it." ”

Ilan nodded silently, and Huo Sibei let go of his hand, but closed the cockpit to death.

Ilan watched his movements silently, just turned around and looked out the window. The world is unpredictable, people's hearts are changeable, Huo Sibei can walk away once, and he can also walk away a second time, the first time she gave up the farm and Ayou, the second time she gave up what she took? Now that the knot in his heart for him and his partner has been let go, she can bless him and miss him without any guilt, but she can't continue to love him without guilt, she is really afraid.

Yilan was sad in her heart, and after a moment of silence, she said slowly: "Abei, I am still me, and you will be tired in the future." Let's leave it at that, good for everybody. You don't have to worry about me, I'll be fine. ”

Hosbei suddenly grabbed Ilan's arm. Ilan frowned, and was about to speak, but he preemptively said, "Ilan." I know you don't believe me, I didn't trust you enough before, and now you probably won't trust me again," he said bitterly, "but I can't let you go." After I watched that video, I thought you ...... It's gone. ”

Ilan noticed that Hosbei's hand holding her arm was trembling slightly, and she looked at him in surprise.

Hoth's north eyes were bloodshot. His eyes were full of pain, his lips trembled slightly, and he whispered for a while: "Yilan." I don't want to taste that feeling again. ”

Ilan had never seen a look of fear on Hothbei's face.

She had seen him flustered, his eyes dodging, but the roots of his ears were red. She had seen him get angry and purse his lips and stare at her. Silent and extremely restrained. She'd seen him helpless. Twisting his eyebrows and sighing silently, he finally brushed the ends of her hair very lightly and unwillingly to let her go. Most of the time, Hosbei was in front of her, smiling lightly. Ilan knew that, in addition to that, Hosbei was confident and determined, but he never looked down on arrogance, and he was always rigorous and serious in his dealings. Calm and composed.

During the sixth-year college vacation, he helped her with her graduation project to make travel plans. Thoughtful and meticulous, he made a mecha designer into a plant researcher, and Ilan has always been very impressed. In her feeling, anything that is put in Huo Sibei's hands can probably be handled safely.

She had never seen him weak, she had never seen him panic. But his expression just now, the sentence just now, made the corners of her eyes swell.

"Ilan, I want to be by your side, but I can't do it right now. We each have our own jobs, we can't see each other all the time in the future, I won't ask you to give up everything and follow me, you just need to let me know that you're okay, I'll try to find you as much as possible, just ask you...... Don't turn me away when I come. ”

Opposite Ilan, there was Huo Sibei's contrite and persistent eyes, and in his ears was his sincere and pleading request, she was not moved, but he and she could not continue to be involved, they were really not people in a circle, they were destined not to go together, they had to cut through the mess quickly, and she would not be able to stand the pain again.

Shaking his head, Yilan's tone was low and resolute: "Abei, I'm fine, you don't need to worry." If I meet you in the future, I ...... "She wants to say that I will treat you like a friend, but she can't say it, even if she and Huo Sibei meet a hundred times in the future, they won't be friends." It's one thing to really want each other to be good, but it's impossible to get along with each other like friends and get along with each other like friends and naturally. In the future, they will only be suitable for looking at each other from afar, smiling and nodding, which is really unavoidable, and they will probably talk like ordinary acquaintances, and then staggered by.

Ilan took a breath, suppressed the sourness in his mouth, and assured Hosbei, "I'll have a good talk with you." ”

"Elan, listen to me." Huo Sibei's heart was full of sorrow, his eyes were confused, his lips were squirming, but he didn't know which sentence to start for a while.

Yilan didn't want to continue to say this, she reluctantly smiled, and pretended to change the topic easily: "Abei, I'll try the mecha, it just so happens that you haven't seen me open the mecha, I'll show you." Without saying anything, she reached out and activated the mecha, and Hosbei had to let go of her arm.

The mecha soared into the sky, and Ilan made all kinds of bells and whistles in the air, demonstrating almost all the routine skills she could know.

Huo Sibei stared at her solemn side face and pursed the corners of her mouth, watching her fingers fly quickly, the clever smile and gentle and cunning face in his memory were nowhere to be found, and in the video, Yilan's eyes were tearful and said "I have no last words" The appearance of "I have no last words" kept appearing in front of his eyes, and the pain in his heart seemed to be about to spread to his limbs.

Huo Sibei habitually touched his chest, felt the bead of tears, and stabilized his mind.

Over the years, he has become a habit of wearing it, and there was a time when he put it away, and then on the first Saturday of the month, he was free, took out the teardrops and played with them for a while, and then put them on and never took them off again.

Ever since he was looking for Ilan, he had been doing this, and when he was tired and sleepy, he put his palm on it to reassure himself. At this moment, he felt the beads of tears accompanied by his heartbeat, quietly placed under his palm. He looked at Ilan silently, the deep and shallow nicks on the teardrops already under his spell.

Ilan swirled the mech to the spot, his mind calming down.

"Abei, the mecha is very useful, thank you." She turned to Hoss North and smiled.

Huo Sibei stared at Ilan, smiled for a while, and asked softly, "Ilan, can I try?" ”

Ilan was stunned for a moment, and looked at Huo Sibei suspiciously, hadn't he tried it in modifying the mecha?

Hosbei Wenyan explained: "I just watched your movements, I have some ideas, I want to try again." ”

"Abei, it's already good, you don't need to change it." Ilan frowned and said, the performance of the mecha has been tried, she should go back to the office, they should not say more.

"Don't change it, just give it a try, you haven't seen me turn on the mecha, I'll show you." Huo Sibei curled the corners of his mouth, his tone was soft, and his last words were exactly the same as what Ilan said.

Ilan's heart was sour, and she wanted to say that she had seen it, she had seen it before in the Monte Star Mecha Creative Competition, and she had seen it by chance during one of his training sessions, but she really hadn't sat in the mecha and watched him operate it. Now they show each other their mecha operations like this, like a mutual relief before parting. She was sour, didn't object anymore, and silently swapped places with him.

Huo Sibei didn't start the mecha immediately, but turned sideways and asked, "Yilan, when will you start the mecha?" He spoke in a calm tone, chatting like a close friend.

Ilan was a little unsure of Huo Sibei's intentions, but he still replied truthfully: "After I entered the Triumph Base. ”

"How did they come up with the idea of letting you learn regular mechs? Your physical fitness is only D-level, and you're also a dietitian. Huo Sibei frowned slightly, his tone was full of concern, and he didn't mean to look down on Yilan at all.

"Everybody has to know."

Huo Sibei was silent for a moment and asked, "Is physical training hard?" ”

"It's fine." Ilan said vaguely.

Huo Sibei glanced at her, suppressed the pain in his heart, and asked, "Have you been following the mecha formation out?" ”

"No, it was the first time." Ilan suddenly thought of the video that Huo Sibei had said, and couldn't help asking, "Where did you see the video of our mission?" ”

"My eldest brother gave it to me, saying that it was a propaganda video from the Edu military." Hosbei then asked, "Will you go out here?" Is it dangerous? His eyes were fixed on Ilan, worried.

Ilan glanced at him in confusion, they had spoken so clearly, and he was so concerned that it made her more and more uncomfortable.

"I'm in charge of logistics here, and I won't go out," she deliberately joked, "the whole station is poor and remote, and no one will covet it at all, and there will be no danger." ”

Huo Sibei couldn't help but be amused, the expression on his face was slightly relaxed and bright with the smile, and his eyes were very soft and doting when he looked at Ilan, which made Ilan turn his head.

"My eldest brother said that you are transferred out, and you will return to the Triumph Base in the future, do you still have to go out with the mecha formation after you go back?" There seems to be an endless supply of questions in the north of Howth.

"I don't know, but I'm almost going to retire when I go back, and even if I do, it's only once or twice." Ilan said straight.

Huo Sibei was silent, Ilan would still go on a mission, the first time was already a life and death risk, what will he do in the future?

Yilan couldn't stand the atmosphere in the mecha a little, and after waiting for a while, he didn't see Huo Sibei talking, nor did he see any signs of operating the mecha, so he couldn't help urging: "Abei, do you still want to try?" ”

"Right now." Huo Sibei smiled slightly.

Ilan looked at Huo Sibei's operation, his side face line was hard and handsome, noticing Ilan's gaze, he could turn his head to look at her and smile, unlike when she had to concentrate when operating the mecha, if she was distracted, it was easy to have problems.

Ilan lowered his head to avoid Hosbei's gaze, and lowered his eyes to focus only on his hand operation. His fingers were thin and flexible, and every time he lifted and fell, there was a hint of strength. She thought in a trance that he had once sat on the edge of her bed and strung bracelets for her, and at that time, it was so quiet and warm. Yilan suddenly felt sad, why did she and him come to this point? (To be continued......)