Chapter 231: Hug
She was not in the mood to ask any more, even if she was just pretending that she was not willing to pretend in front of him, so she had to say sullenly: "But I don't think so, I'm not happy to see you." ”
How so? She was obviously happy to see him.
Qi Ziyun said: "I know you are still complaining about me, but I promise you that I will definitely treat you well in the future." ”
Zhang Xiaoman looked up at Qi Ziyun who swore solemnly, although it was much better to have an oath than not to say anything, but she still couldn't be happy after hearing it.
What the hell is wrong with her?
Zhang Xiaoman asked herself in her heart, and finally made an excuse for her, what he didn't know was that she no longer had hope for their future, so no matter how good he said it and how strict the guarantee was, she really had foreseen that their future would be in the near future, and they would not be together.
It was already a conceivable result, so he recounted it so casually, and the previous qiē passed by lightly, she was not happy at all. In the face of mistakes and pain, even if she was used, but if he was willing to make it clear to his face honestly, the matter would be over, Zhang Xiaoman would not hold on to it, but if he wanted to get through the trick, the person she loved, she hoped that he could be sincere to her at least once.
"Let's not talk about this now, I heard that Qin Wan also came, and she also lives in another courtyard?" Zhang Xiaoman lowered her head and took a sip of tea, "If she is there, call her out, I want to make it clear to her, I'm sorry for her." ”
Just because Qin Wan also loves Qi Ziyun, Zhang Xiaoman falls in love with Qi Ziyun. And to be with Qi Ziyun openly, it is as simple as saying sorry to Qin Wan, but Zhang Xiaoman does not regret it, a word of sorry is just because Qin Wan has paid for so many years, and Qi Ziyun did not return what she wanted, Zhang Xiaoman took what she wanted, and both of them failed her.
Qi Ziyun was very calm, and when he heard Qin Wan's name spit out of Zhang Xiaoman's mouth, he didn't have a surprised expression at all, and he didn't show any unusual expression on his face. He just glanced at Zhang Xiaoman lightly. said indifferently: "You can naturally see her when you meet, she is not in the other courtyard now." ”
He wasn't sure if Zhang Xiaoman knew anything, and he couldn't say anything vaguely.
Zhang Xiaoman understood what was going on in his heart, but Qi Ziyun's current situation should not be stimulated...... Why should it not be stimulated? Zhang Xiaoman suddenly found that she seemed to know something naturally. I can't say it out of my mouth. But when encountered, it will be subconsciously avoided. Is this a woman's sixth sense?
She didn't have to think about it to know that Qi Ziyun was in a state of absolute madness and would explode at any time, so would she be the next Qin Wan?
Some blurry images come to mind. The checkpoint halfway up the mountain, the wooden gate formed by the haystack, the gloomy forbidden place, the dark passage with no end in sight, and the wet and slippery feet that I don't know what creatures I don't know, and the brightness of the suddenly golden room......
"Ahh
Zhang Xiaoman screamed in surprise and was blindfolded all of a sudden, but those shots did not dissipate, a red-eyed monster leaped towards him with a glare, opened his bloody mouth and bit down...... Blood splattered all over the ground, the thin body slowly fell, and the woman looked at the person above her head with her eyes open, and closed her eyes happily and sadly......
"Don't!"
She waved her hand to chase the monster away, but to no avail, the monster just laughed wildly and looked at her like an ant......
"What's wrong with you? Xiao Man ......" Qi Ziyun's voice seemed to sound in her heart, she opened her eyes in fear, and saw Qi Ziyun's concerned eyes close in front of her, she was so frightened that she waved her hand and stepped back, her eyes were full of tears, and she fell to the ground suddenly, she continued to retreat unconsciously, crawling on the ground, and a pair of eyes lost their brilliance. Qi Ziyun shouted eagerly again, "Xiao Man......"
"Don't!" Zhang Xiaoman couldn't stand it anymore, so he got up and ran out. She didn't even know who she was crying for, she just felt very sad in her heart, and at that moment tears flowed out unconsciously, she saw the person who had passed away, as if she saw her lover who was also about to die, sad, sad, sour, panicked, countless feelings all exploded at this moment, Zhang Xiaoman felt that her heart was about to die.
Qi Ziyun didn't chase him out, Zhang Xiaoman looked back, she didn't see a familiar person, she wanted to know what his situation was now, and whether she would be hurt because of her reaction, but when she thought of the cruel and vicious scene in her mind, she almost wanted to never see him again for the rest of her life, not to mention Zhang Xiaoman, who just knew the process. If she didn't really see her, she could still lie to herself, but since she saw it, although she didn't know why she saw it, she couldn't treat it as if it hadn't happened. That person used to be so familiar with him, he was so ruthless, so what about himself, will it be even worse than that?
Sure enough, the ignorant are fearless, she doesn't want to know the truth at all now, and she is even more disgusted by the inexplicable perception ability, an unusual one means that a bigger change is about to happen, Zhang Xiaoman really doesn't know how many hard and unforgettable things she will face in the future, how many painful pictures. Helpless, she was once again timid.
Just for a moment, she thought of her child, if she couldn't solve their father's matter, then they would never be able to get peace, Zhang Xiaoman immediately became very brave, looked back at the way she came, and walked back.
Qi Ziyun was still standing in place, looking at the direction of Zhang Xiaoman's escape in a daze. The direction he was looking at seemed to be frozen, nothing could move him, he just watched, he didn't care what he saw, even if Zhang Xiaoman walked back, he still didn't move, he still watched, his empty eyes didn't carry any emotion, like a puppet that was drained of his soul, and he would die if he didn't have a soul.
She only looked at it and her heart ached, regret spread infinitely in her heart, she couldn't see him like this, she couldn't see any unhappiness from him, and she couldn't see anyone who could hurt him so deeply, he just had to be good, whether it was to use others or use her, as long as he lived well. No matter how sad she is, she feels that it is worth it, and she has lived up to this life. What is it to be separated, as long as he is good, what is it if he can't be together for the rest of his life, as long as he is good.
But now he's not good.
Zhang Xiaoman's whole person was not good, she quickly ran over and grabbed Qi Ziyun's sleeve, and complained while wiping her tears: "Why are you standing here? Why are you looking at me? Why don't you shake off my hand? How do you know that I will come back, have you thought about it again, and know that I will be distressed and soft-hearted...... Hmmm......"
Zhang Xiaoman was dazzled with tears. But I still tried to keep my eyes open to see the person in front of me clearly. It's as subtle as any expression, a strand of hair, an eyelash. She couldn't speak now, and all the words were gagged by him. She can't curse yet. Because he looked so fragile. She couldn't even coquettish accusations, because he strangled her so tightly and so hard in his arms, she couldn't get angry.
She thumped him in the chest. But in exchange for a closer fit, there is no other space between the two, she is extremely depressed, this distance makes people have nothing to hide, and it makes her take off her guard, close her eyes, cling to him, and hug him back.
"Hmm...... Not...... You...... Let go...... Hmm......" Zhang Xiaoman was bitten and immediately glared angrily, but unfortunately he closed his eyes and couldn't see her anger, she could only snort and hum for a long time, and finally had to close her eyes and cooperate with him to deepen the belated kiss.
Qi Ziyun left Zhang Xiaoman's lips with satisfaction, hugged the person tightly in his arms, kept rubbing his chin against the top of Zhang Xiaoman's head, and read her name over and over again: "Xiaoman, Xiaoman......"
The voice was full of satisfaction and infinite grievances, and soon it was cheerful, happy to do a tug-of-war with Zhang Xiaoman's hand who wanted to distance the two, she retreated a little and he improved more, she retreated a little more and he hugged him tighter, Zhang Xiaoman felt like she was holding a son, whenever her son wanted to be coquettish, he was often unwilling to show her the expression on his face, so he would just play tricks like this, which made people angry and funny, and made people not angry.
Zhang Xiaoman patted the big thick shoulder, and said kindly: "Okay, it's been so long, it's time to let go of me, right?" ”
"Don't let go." Qi Ziyun refused bluntly, and there was no room for negotiation in his voice.
Zhang Xiaoman laughed angrily, raised her foot and kicked directly under his crotch, and at the same time as he flashed, she jumped away vigorously, and finally escaped from his embrace. Sure enough, compared with a woman's life, a man's liferoot is much more important.
Qi Ziyun reprimanded Zhang Xiaoman: "What are you doing? ”
Zhang Xiaoman raised his neck and replied: "Don't do anything, it's just a leg cramp." ”
The corners of Qi Ziyun's mouth twitched, and he snorted: "You want to know the consequences of you doing this, you don't want to be happy in the future?" ”
Hehe, still talk to her about this?
Zhang Xiaoman waved his hand and said indifferently: "I have sons and daughters now, and I don't care about more little tigers and less little wolf cubs." ”
Is that he either a tiger or a wolf?
Qi Ziyun glared at Zhang Xiaoman, turned around and sat down at the table, seeing that Zhang Xiaoman was still standing still, not knowing where the evil fire came from, he shouted, "What are you still standing for?" Come and sit down! ”
Why did she do whatever he said? Zhang Xiaoman didn't listen to him, and found the farthest place from him in the pavilion to sit down steadily, facing him in a defensive posture.
Qi Ziyun was so angry that he almost wanted to pounce and do the previous thing again.
It's noisy, it's noisy, it's quiet, it's time to talk about it clearly.
Zhang Xiaoman had a lot of things to ask, but she didn't want to ask clearly, staring at Qi Ziyun's face and looking at it, she began to be in a daze, not knowing where to go, Qi Ziyun screamed twice and didn't wake her up.
"What do you think? So into the gods? Qi Ziyun sat far away and called Zhang Xiaoman, maybe the voice was too small she didn't hear, so he walked over to her, and when he walked to the side, she didn't react at all, he lowered his head and looked at her expression carefully, his person was standing beside her at the moment, she was still looking in the direction over there, what was she looking at?
"Nope." Zhang Xiaoman came back to his senses, and when he saw Qi Ziyun standing beside him, he didn't react yet, and immediately reached out to push him, "You go away, don't get so close to me." ”
It's a pity it's late.
Qi Ziyun sat down, grabbed Zhang Xiaoman in his arms, and said without refusal: "Promise me, no matter what I become, you will recognize me and will not leave me." ”
"Why!" Zhang Xiaoman was so angry that she couldn't leave his arms with all her strength, she struggled for a while without any effect, so she had to look up and stare at him angrily, but she didn't expect it to be exactly as he wanted, and she came up with a mouth, Zhang Xiaoman slapped it up, successfully blocked the shameless person's kiss, and her heartbeat was about to jump out of her throat.
For this unreasonable guy now, she didn't have any idea of wanting to get close, but she didn't expect him to have a heartfelt words, "What are you doing?" You're the first to dare to fight General Ben. ”
"What about the general," Zhang Xiaoman snorted twice, "It's just a child who hasn't grown up, and it's embarrassing to say that he is a general?" ”
Qi Ziyun's face sank, "My title of general was earned by me with my own life, why can't I be called a general?" ”
Not bothering to pay attention to him, Zhang Xiaoman turned his face sideways and began to sulk.
Qi Ziyun's fire came up with a rub, rubbed and went down again, he saw her unhappy face, and then realized what state the two of them were in now, and couldn't help but feel gloomy on his face, his two hands loosely wrapped around her waist, if Zhang Xiaoman worked harder, in fact, he could break free at once. He rejoiced again when he thought of this, proving that she was still reluctant to give him up.
"I don't know if I just like you, what's wrong with falling in love with you at first sight, I never thought that a lifetime of true affection for a person would be used, and even I inadvertently hurt others, do you like me now, I don't want to know anymore, I just hope that we can solve the matter, and there will never be any messy things running out in the future, and I won't just want to live a peaceful life. Either way, I hope we can all live well together after I leave you, and if we can, I hope we can still be friends. ”
"What do you say?" After Zhang Xiaoman finished saying what was in her heart, she looked into the distance and waited for Qi Ziyun's answer.
Let them be ordinary friends, the kind of friends who don't need to see each other often and don't worry about them all the time, between family members and strangers, as long as they can hear from each other in their lifetime, even if they are far away, just bless each other.
Qi Ziyun laughed irrepressibly, Zhang Xiaoman on her chest trembled with his movements, and her heart also trembled. (To be continued......)