Chapter 230: Go to Him

"Childish!"

In addition to saying the word naΓ―ve, Zhang Xiaoman couldn't find any other words to describe the current Grandpa Hua.

It's simply that the professional demolition will not change for a hundred years, I don't know if she is in a very worried mood now, don't you have time to listen to his nonsense?

If one day Grandpa Hua can be normal, don't make two ...... She also seems to have become a bit of a two.

"I know what my memory is, don't be busy seeing him first, let's find a place to straighten out our thoughts first." Grandpa Hua stepped forward to face Zhang Xiaoman, smiling quite confidently, and glanced at the door that was silent, "Besides, it is impossible for him to stay in the other courtyard at this moment, you don't have to waste your efforts." ”

Zhang Xiaoman's smile froze, she withdrew the hand that still wanted to knock on the door, looked back at Grandpa Hua and said, "Do you know what I want to do next?" ”

"How can you not know, if you sue Qi Ziyun what will happen to him in the future, as long as you know I won't stop you, but you think clearly, do you want to do this?" Grandpa Hua's face changed and his face was very stern, "Do you know what consequences I said?" It's not just about fun, you let him take a shortcut now, and if it's more dangerous in the future, it's your own mistake. ”

"Needless to say, I just want him to feel better." Zhang Xiaoman lowered his head, with a little confusion on his face, and indescribable pain, "You don't know how guilty I am still thinking about him being good, I don't know if I helped him or hurt him." ”

"So you're not sure yet, are you? Then you can't make a decision now at all, until you're sober enough. Write down what you want to do, and do it when you feel it's okay. "At least you don't make the wrong decision on the spur of the moment.

"You're doing this very well, which little girl called you." Zhang Xiaoman felt that this subtle mood was very wonderful, originally she was also a person of that era, and doing these things was a casual thing, but now she is mostly integrated into this dynasty, at first glance when she heard Grandpa Hua say this, she actually subconsciously noticed the strangeness.

"Sometimes you're smart." Zhang Xiaoman was depressed why Grandpa Hua said "sometimes", and the latter sentence Grandpa Hua explained before she asked, "Sometimes you are more confused than anyone else." When it's time to pretend to be confused, you have to pretend to be confused. But I know you're so confused. ”

Zhang Xiaoman haha, "It's not that my spirit has been bad lately and my body is not good, so I look a little stupid." ”

Grandpa Hua sneered through his nostrils, but didn't say anything more.

No one has been in the courtyard for so long, and no one has come out to open the door. Zhang Xiaoman didn't know what was going on inside. But look at Grandpa Hua's calm expression. It shouldn't be a big deal, so don't worry about it, follow Grandpa Hua and turn around. Find a place to eat.

Fate is such a wonderful thing, and the person that Grandpa Hua has taken a fancy to is both strange and familiar to Zhang Xiaoman. When they stopped in front of the fat third aunt's house, even Zhang Xiaoman couldn't figure out whether it was Grandpa Hua who was playing tricks, or whether the people they met would really meet again.

The fat third aunt entertained Zhang Xiaoman and Grandpa Hua quite warmly, pulled Zhang Xiaoman to cry and laugh and said a lot of good things, the good words are that Zhang Xiaoman has grown up and is more sensible, and if it is not good, it is all about the Qi family, General Qi will not feel sorry for women, will not take care of his wife, will not be a housekeeper, and will not ...... Just a fierce man! Hurt her goddaughter, why is she so thin and fragile!

Zhang Xiaoman smiled and listened to the fat third aunt's chatter, she knew that few people in this world really cared about themselves, but the fat third aunt in front of her did love her as a goddaughter, she was not filial, Zhang Xiaoman's own parents did not serve, and even the fat third aunt and fat third uncle who remembered her since she was a child did not take care of one or two, people sometimes make excuses for themselves, saying that there is no time to do too much, in fact, she knows that the time she really wastes is spent on useless things, and she may regret it very much in the future.

sat at the fat third aunt's house for a while, the fat third aunt knew that Zhang Xiaoman and Grandpa Hua still had things to do, and she didn't force anyone to stay, but she just let Zhang Xiaoman have time to come back and see more, she said goodbye to Zhang Xiaoman with tears. All the qiΔ“ was seen by Grandpa Hua, and he was now paying great attention to Zhang Xiaoman's affection.

What else is there to say, Zhang Xiaoman is quite sad now, she has always felt that many people need you to take the initiative to express that you want to communicate with those who will intersect with you, but now she suddenly found that many things are too narrow-minded, there are always a few people in this world who you don't need to do, dig out what to think, deliberately remember something, not to mention deliberately and intentionally want to maintain a relationship, even if you see you again in a hundred years, they will treat you sincerely.

Every walk is a good way to calm her heart, she is now more open than ever, although her body is a little weak, but she can at least be more happy to meet all the future, which she did not expect before she came.

Grandpa Hua saw Zhang Xiaoman's love and went up all of a sudden, no longer the lifeless appearance before, not to mention the calm appearance on the surface, but in fact, he was terrified in his heart but insisted on pretending to be indifferent, he was happy for her in his heart, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and then looked at Zhang Xiaoman seriously, and said, "Let's go, go see him." ”

Let's go, go see him.

Zhang Xiaoman's mind went blank for a moment when she heard this, there was no sadness or sadness, no excitement and no happiness, she just looked at Grandpa Hua quietly and blinked her eyes and nodded heavily.

To see him, to see Qi Ziyun, is the last thing Zhang Xiaoman can think of, if she had not imagined the future at the beginning, then Zhang Xiaoman will say, yes. She is also a person who has expectations in her heart, when such a big piece of pie fell, who would believe it if she was not worried, although she was strong enough in her heart, but a lot of unwarranted imagination still rushed to shuttle in her mind, Zhang Xiaoman would fantasize about their future while being apprehensive, and the most of them could not escape the ending two words, if they couldn't be together in the future, what kind of way would it end?

Zhang Xiaoman thought that if love and life could not last in the future, then she would meet him. Seeing Qi Ziyun, seeing that he knew him, and then left quietly, just like when she came, turn around and leave silently, he won't catch up with her and won't look back, just separate like this.

Now this kind of indiscriminate reality comparison, Zhang Xiaoman really thinks that this is the end.

Back in the courtyard, both of them had a strange feeling that Qi Ziyun must be inside. I'm waiting for them. The door opened with only one knock. Zhang Xiaoman and Grandpa Hua glanced at each other, their expressions were different, but they exhaled a big breath at the same time, and they both pursed their mouths and quietly followed the attendant to the study.

It's the study again, and it seems that Qi Ziyun has spent nothing but time practicing martial arts and fighting in his life. Most of my free time is spent in the study. I don't know if he's a martial artist. Where did I get so much interest in studying culture all the time. These are all made up by Zhang Xiaoman's brain, and he hasn't seen Qi Ziyun at the moment, but there are all kinds of pictures about when he saw him. She had already thought of countless ideas in her mind, until at last she faced the half-open door of the study, and all thoughts disappeared, leaving only the fear of going forward.

"Come in." Across the door, a voice came from inside.

The familiar and unfamiliar low voice sounded in her ears, Zhang Xiaoman shook her head, Grandpa Hua had already pushed her into the room, Zhang Xiaoman subconsciously found the location of the person, looked over, and it happened that Qi Ziyun also looked over there, the two looked at each other, they both trembled slightly, and their eyes widened without saying a word.

Seeing that the situation seemed to be fine, Grandpa Bulb Flower tentatively opened his mouth and said, "Shall we sit down and chat over tea?" ”

Zhang Xiaoman quickly looked away, and she didn't know why she was so excited now, not thinking of the happiness of good memories, nor facing the pain of the cruel past, she just had a little fast heartbeat, like when she first met, she saw him and her heart beat faster, if it wasn't for this era or the original era, she must have thought that she was reborn again, and once again traveled to an unknown place, and met him, her lover, in a strange place.

What a pure and new beginning, as long as they are all willing, isn't it a matter of a moment whether it is the beginning or the end? Zhang Xiaoman smiled at Qi Ziyun, and when Grandpa Hua's distorted facial expression froze in great surprise, she stepped forward and stretched out her hand to him: "I'm Zhang Xiaoman." ”

What she did was to shake hands, but Qi Ziyun only looked at it and didn't say anything.

Zhang Xiaoman took two steps forward, her smile was clear, a pair of black eyes reflected his shadow, she put her hands on her sides, raised her head and chest: "I'm Zhang Xiaoman!" ”

The air froze for a while, and Grandpa Hua looked at YiqiΔ“ in front of him dumbfounded, and wanted to reach out and rub his eyes vigorously to see if he was hallucinating.

But Qi Ziyun still didn't answer, the expression on Zhang Xiaoman's face slowly changed from a small part, her smile was disappearing, a pair of big eyes were gradually dyed with sorrow, her face was a little pale and she was short of breath, the corners of her mouth were also drawn in a straight line, her slightly open mouth was closed, and in the end, she sipped tightly without saying a word. Dead staring at him, watching, expecting.

Qi Ziyun opened his mouth, closed it, and finally opened his mouth again, still closed, Zhang Xiaoman just wanted to close his eyes, he threw away the scroll in his hand with some irritability, and said angrily: "Got it!" ”

Although it was not the answer he was looking forward to the most, Zhang Xiaoman still smiled happily. Then, as if she had been replaced by someone else in an instant, she regained her expressionless face, stood in front of Qi Ziyun and asked, "Do you want to talk here or change places." ”

Grandpa Hua said that it would be nice to change places, just like now they are sitting in the gazebo, with fruit and refreshments on the table, and the breeze blows the fragrance of flowers, and they are feeding the fish while enjoying the flowers, not to mention how good the days are - if the two people next to them don't release the cold air continuously and persistently.

It was close to winter, the weather was cold enough, but there were two automatic refrigerators, Grandpa Hua said that his old man was dizzy and really couldn't see things in front of him very clearly, but the two next to him, your eyes were about to pop out, and it was almost an hour to sit motionless and sit opposite each other.

Grandpa Hua, who couldn't bear it because of the cool breeze, stood up all of a sudden, and said angrily: "The old man is not accompanied, you can do it yourself." "Walk away.

When Grandpa Hua walked away and couldn't see it, Zhang Xiaoman breathed a sigh of relief, raised her eyes to look at the other side, and just as Qi Ziyun also relaxed her expression, she thought that they might all think the same, and she couldn't help but be a little funny.

When Qi Ziyun looked over, he saw such a scene. Falling leaves drifting down, Zhang Xiaoman sat quietly in the afterglow and smiled, her eyes were curved like crescent moons, her lips were gently upturned, her white face was picturesque, ethereal and unreal, she looked over, the smile spread in the corner of her eyes, Qi Ziyun took a breath, and smiled hastily: "What do you want to say to me?" ”

Very careful, she left immediately after being disturbed, his voice was cautious and gentle, almost making Zhang Xiaoman think that she had seen it wrong, or that her eyes were opened in the wrong way, and she should close her eyes and reopen.

But looking at the past with a more doting gaze than before, Zhang Xiaoman was stunned, and didn't understand what was going on with the momentary desolation in his heart. He obviously looked at him with such pity, but she didn't have half a joy in her eyes, why was she so sad, so at a loss, did she want to see him glaring angrily and screaming?

The smile on Zhang Xiaoman's face disappeared unconsciously slowly, glanced at Qi Ziyun's face and lowered his head, and said, "I want to ask something, and I hope there are some things that you will not do." ”

"You say." Qi Ziyun's smile is still the same, and his gentleness is still the same.

"First of all, I want to ask you, what did you think of the first time you saw me?" Zhang Xiaoman asked this question very cautiously, looking at him with a look full of doubts, "I don't think the way we meet should be like this, but I don't know which one is what I want the most, what about you?" ”

Sure enough, she is still a child who has not grown up, and all she thinks about is her belongings. Qi Ziyun squinted his eyes, still smiling on his face, and said softly: "I want to sue you, I am very happy to see you, it is the joy of seeing anything that cannot be compared, and I only thought at that moment that I could not be separated from you for the rest of my life, and I didn't think about anything else, I am very sure that I need you." ”

"Really?" Hearing him say this, Zhang Xiaoman didn't look very happy, and he didn't know why, he originally wanted to ask him many, many questions, but now he could almost guess how he would answer. (To be continued......)