Mu Zhiling learned the bad news three days later.

Early in the morning, she was about to go to Yulanzhai to greet Mrs. Mu, but she didn't expect that a few maids were talking about something.

Mu Zhiling stopped and listened to what the extremely maid said, but she got an amazing news, a news that she couldn't bear.

"Did you hear about it, the eldest master forced the second lady to withdraw from the marriage." A girl whispered.

"That second lady didn't have that kind of thing with Li Shizi that day, how could she say that she would retreat, go out in the middle of the night to meet a man privately, if this man is not her husband, then how bad it is to say it. What do you think of such a good-looking person, why did he suddenly withdraw from the marriage? I think that Li Shizi, a talent, is even more humble, a good man who is one in a hundred, and the second lady is a good match. ”

"You should be careful when you speak, if you say such a brainless thing, just tell me, if you let others listen to it and spread it to any master in charge, you will be expelled from the Mu family, and maybe you will lose your life."

The little maid didn't believe it, and said disapprovingly: "It shouldn't be as strict as you say, you said that it is possible to drive me out of the Mu family, but the master of the Mu family looks like a reasonable person, and he won't take my life because of this little thing, right?" ”

She was also frightened, and she trembled when she spoke.

"Don't believe it, several people died a few days ago, and it is said that they were all because of their mouths and bad things about the second miss. And then he disappeared inexplicably. The master of the Mu family may not do anything excessive, but these two young ladies are really evil. Don't speak ill of her in the future. Maybe one day the soul will be gone. The maid whispered, her hands trembling as she spoke.

Mu Zhiling's brows twisted slightly, is there really such an evil thing?

She was a little incredulous.

But some time ago, it is a fact that there were maids missing in the house one after another.

Could it be that the disappearance of those maids is related to Mu Zhishu? Mu Zhiling was thinking. The two maids continued to talk.

"After all, why did this Master Mu want to withdraw from the marriage, wasn't he quite happy to do so? This dowry has been accepted, and it is always bad to withdraw from the marriage. ”

The younger maid couldn't help but be curious, so she wanted to get to the bottom of it and understand the matter thoroughly.

The maid beside her suddenly leaned into her ear and whispered, "I don't know much about this." But I heard that it was Na Li Shizi who had an accident on the frontier, but how can we, as subordinates, know this. I'm talking about you. In the future, don't worry about these little things, and pay more attention to what you say, when the time comes, your life will be gone, don't say I didn't remind you. ”

The little maid nodded again and again.

Words to the end. The voices of the two became quieter and quieter. But Mu Zhiling listened more and more carefully.

Suddenly my heart became uneasy.

What Mu Zongsheng has already decided, how can it be changed lightly, now that Brother Li has only been to the frontier for two months, he is actually thinking about retiring from the marriage, what is going on?

Could it be that as the two little maids said, Brother Li had an accident on the border?

My heart pounded suddenly.

Later, after returning from Yulanzhai, Mu Zhiling's whole person was unsettled, and Yuemei looked at her with a look that was a little wrong. asked with concern: "Miss, what's the matter, why are you so haggard these days." ”

Originally, after Li Shizi left. The young lady was unable to lift her spirits for a long time, and earlier she would take the shells to walk around the yard, but now she was not even happy to speak.

Seeing Xiao Qi and the shell today, she didn't stop for a moment, as if no one was there, walking by herself.

She had never seen such a dejected young lady.

The young lady has always been calm-minded, and she is more calm than some ladies who have become relatives.

But now it looks unusually irritable.

Mu Zhiling lowered her eyes, didn't look at Yuemei's concerned face, and said, "Yuemei, you go down first, let Cuiliu take care of Beike and Xiaoqi, I'm a little tired, I want to go back to the room to rest for a while." If my mother comes back, whether I'm awake or not, you can come in and sue me. By the way, inform Thirteen Fifteen to come back, and if they arrive, let them wait here. ”

Yuemei glanced at Mu Zhiling worriedly, her gaze stopped for a moment, but she could only retreat.

What the hell happened to Miss?

It's calm these days, and nothing has happened, so it shouldn't be.

After Yuemei left, Mu Zhiling returned to the boudoir and took out the wood carving that Zheng Li had given her from the pillow.

The corners of his mouth unconsciously rose slightly, but the next moment his face condensed.

My heart hurts.

That feeling of despair struck again.

But it's not the same as before.

In her previous life, Song Yingzhao treated her like that, and she had already exhausted all her love for him. In the end, the despair is cold and not mixed with a trace of emotion, and the more pain is the regret of the past.

I regret that I made a mistake with my infatuation and hated my powerlessness.

But now he was at a loss and even with a trace of numbness, and his heart contracted violently, as if the whole world had disappeared, leaving only himself, and thinking about that person in his heart.

The strange feeling made her heart beat desperately, and she was uneasy all morning.

She wanted to ask what the situation of the frontier was like now.

She always felt that her mother had something to hide from her in the past two days, and even the entire Mu family was lying to her.

It suddenly occurred to me that if Brother Li was gone, Zheng Wangfu should have taken some action.

Getting up in a panic, she didn't care about anything else, she walked straight out the back door.

She can do everything calmly, even if she is panicked, it is only for a moment, but at this moment she realized that she could not face this matter calmly.

She really cares about that person.

That kind of deep and hot emotion, she is afraid that she will pick it up, but she is afraid that she will not be able to pick it up. Because it was too heavy, too important, and too timid, she didn't dare to face it.

She was running so fast that her hair was so messy that she couldn't even tell who it was. I only know that a thirteen-year-old girl wearing a light blue Luo skirt is moving her body with difficulty in the crowd.

Look at such a lively scene. There should be nothing going on in King Zheng's Mansion.

In the past, she had never walked between the Mu family and King Zheng's mansion, but now that she walked by, she realized that the distance was so far away.

Far out of reach.

She seems to have been gone for a long time. After a long time, he finally walked in front of King Zheng's mansion.

In the distance, she saw the white silk on the plaque.

For a moment, I just felt that the world was spinning and my head was buzzing.

She was frightened by what she saw.

What does this mean exactly......

For a moment, my heart ached.

Mu Zhiling stood in front of King Zheng's Mansion with a pale face, she couldn't believe what she was seeing. There were also some people gathered in front of King Zheng's Mansion, and she stood behind them, staring at the plaque of King Zheng's Mansion from a distance. His eyes were fixed on the white silk for a moment.

She really wanted to find a reason to lie to herself, but this qiē was not true, it was just a dream she had. Nothing happened when the dream woke up.

Li Shizi is fine, Zheng Wangfu is also fine, all the qiē are the same as at the beginning.

But in the next moment, all her illusions were shattered, and the sound of white jade falling to the ground exploded in her mind.

A carriage stopped in front of King Zheng's mansion. And the one who got out of the carriage. It's none other than Princess Shen, who is holding the lord of Ruoxi.

Mu Zhiling covered her lips, the crystals in the corners of her eyes slipped drop by drop, and she opened her eyes wide, staring at the indisputable fact.

Princess Shen wore a hundred flowers on her head and wore plain white silk, even Zheng Ruoxi, who was less than six years old, was like this.

In an instant, there was a weight that she couldn't bear like a mountain of seas.

The old monk lied to her. Say what is born because of her, and died because of her. Because of her, the fiction is turned into reality, all of which are absurd and uninhibited.

If he was born because of her, then if she told him not to die, he should not die!

The damn person is not Brother Li, but her. She shouldn't have been able to save zài in the first place, she should have died in that snowfall, and it was a luxury for her to live a new life.

If at this moment, let her exchange her life for Brother Li's life, she is also willing.

Mu Zhiling didn't know how she returned to Begonia Garden, and she always felt that her whole body was not hers. The moment she returned to the room, Yuemei walked towards her anxiously, her tense face had just eased, and the next moment Mu Zhiling fell on top of her weakly.

"Miss! What's going on, where the hell have you been? The slave has been looking for a long time and has not found you......" Yuemei said, but did not get a response from Mu Zhiling, only to find that Mu Zhiling had fainted.

Yuemei, who was already very anxious, was even more worried when she saw Mu Zhiling fainting, so she called Cuiliu and Zhixiang to help Mu Zhiling, and after putting Mu Zhiling back on the bed safely, she told Zhixiang to hurry up and invite Imperial Doctor Zhang to come.

Cuiliu squatted in front of the bed worriedly, looked at Mu Zhiling's bleak face, looked up anxiously, and said, "Yuemei, what's going on?" Hasn't Miss been resting in her room today, why is she covered in cold sweat, and her hair is still so messy? ”

When Yuemei heard this, she hurriedly went to fetch water, washed Mu Zhiling's face, and then changed her clothes, then wiped her sweat for herself, and said to Cuiliu: "Miss Shicai went out for a while, I thought that there must be a reason for her to go out, and when I found out that she was gone, I didn't alarm you, I was afraid that this matter would be caught by others and say something, who expected that Miss would come back like this?" It's all my fault. ”

Yuemei looked at Mu Zhiling with self-blame, but she was thinking about Miss's abnormality this day.

What did she find, or what happened to make the plain and steady young lady so disappointing.

Cuiliu also understood Yuemei's thoughts, and looked at Mu Zhiling anxiously, waiting for Imperial Doctor Zhang to come.

But after a while, Mu Zhiling woke up, and muttered, "Yuemei, did you send someone to find Imperial Doctor Zhang?" Don't go, I'm fine, it doesn't matter. If something really happens, I can feel it myself, so you guys go out first, I want to rest alone. ”

Mu Zhiling struggled to spit out a few words, and in the end, she felt that her throat was abnormally sore.

They are all people who have lived for two lives, and they can't imagine that they are still like this.

It seems that there are some things that she should not be messed with from the beginning, as if it was the poison that Mrs. Mu was in a few days ago, once she is contaminated, she will become addicted, and she will never quit from now on.

She had thought that in this life, she would not regret it again. But now I found out that the mistake was outrageous, and her intestines were almost repentant.

If that night, she persuaded Brother Li to stay, would he stay?

Or is she like a thirteen-year-old girl, coquettish to him and begging him to stay, will Brother Li consider it?

Maybe, so there wouldn't be the scene we have now.

She used to blame the inhuman things she had encountered, but then she didn't trust anyone anymore, but now, the pain of loss made her clearly understand what she was thinking about.

People always know what is important and what is not important when they lose.

Mu Zhiling covered her face with a quilt, she didn't want to see this qiē in front of her at this time, and for the first time hated that she could see clearly what was in front of her, if she was still as blind as she was before she died in her previous life, she would not be able to see the white silk on the plaque of King Zheng's mansion, nor could she see Princess Shen's sad and desperate face, let alone find a way to King Zheng's mansion.

In this way, she doesn't need to know the news that Brother Li is gone, and she can continue to comfort herself that Brother Li will be doing well.

Thinking of this, Mu Zhiling fell asleep groggyly.

Yuemei didn't dare to go against Mu Zhiling's intentions, and personally went to intercept Imperial Doctor Zhang. Then he went with him to ask for a prescription, saying that the maid on the stroke was sick, and her body was too weak at this time, and she needed some supplements to nourish her body, and finally took off the bracelet she had been wearing from her hand, and asked Imperial Doctor Zhang to use the best medicine.

grabbed the medicine, and went to the hidden place in the courtyard to boil it in person, put it next to the bed for Mu Zhiling, and kept guarding her.

She didn't know why Miss suddenly became like this, but when she saw Miss like this, she thought of her former self.

The man didn't let her live a good day, but the moment he died, it made her sad fiercely. Then the burden of the family fell on the head of a weak woman, and her mother-in-law never treated her, and she fell ill, and in the end she almost couldn't hold on.

It was the third lady who suddenly sent someone to find her, cured her of her illness, and then did not dislike her, took her to the Mu family, and asked her to take care of the young lady.

The Mu family's kindness to her is unforgettable.

Cuiliu woke up in the middle of the night and found that Yuemei had been taking care of Mu Zhiling, and said softly: "Sister Yuemei, it's already the second half of the night, you better go and rest quickly, I'll take care of Miss." ”

Yuemei shook her head.

After all, Cuiliu is a little rougher, and her actions are too unstable, and she can't rest assured.

The next day, Mu Zhiling got up and found that her body was much better than yesterday, but when she looked down, she saw Yuemei lying on the side of the bed and falling asleep.

I understood most of it in an instant.

I was so moved that my nose was sour.

Later, when she went to ask Mrs. Mu for peace, she saw that Mu Zhishu's face was not very good, but Mu Zhixuan's face was calm and calm, she looked at Mu Zhiling's pale face, and asked with concern: "Didn't the fifth sister sleep well yesterday, why is her face so bad now?" (To be continued......)