Mu Zhiling smiled slightly, shook her head slightly, and said, "It's okay, it's just that I was bitten by mosquitoes last night and didn't sleep well all night, which made Sister Xuan worried." ”

Mu Zhixuan took her hand and said, "I heard that grinding mugwort leaves into powder and putting them in the incense burner can repel mosquitoes, so my sister might as well give it a try." I hope that when I see my sister tomorrow, I won't be as haggard as I am now. ”

Mu Zhiling's voice was soft, her eyes were dull, and there was a faint dark blue under her eyes.

Although she didn't open her eyes all night last night, she was groggy all the time, immersed in nightmares.

I dreamed of the night my brother died.

That scene is so real, as if she went back to her previous life when she was seventeen years old. In her previous life, she didn't see what her brother looked like when he died, but she saw it clearly in her dreams.

She had fantasized about her brother's death countless times in her mind, but she only thought about it.

In her dream, she saw her brother hanging on the wall, and she ran towards him, closer and closer, closer and closer......

But in the end, she saw Brother Li's face, and she was so frightened that she seemed to be entangled in her heart, liver, and spleen.

He shouted in panic, but the next moment he couldn't see anything clearly.

She was lying in a desolate room, and there was a man standing beside her, and although she couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, she could clearly distinguish between men and women.

Who was that person, and why she couldn't see his face clearly, but she could feel the sadness that emanated from him.

Mu Zhixuan pushed Mu Zhiling's shoulder and asked with concern, "Fifth sister, what's wrong with you?" Why did you suddenly lose your soul again? ”

Mu Zhiling hurriedly shook her head. said: "Sister Xuan, I'm fine, I just don't feel like I slept well last night." I want to go back and rest soon. ”

Mu Zhixuan frowned and watched Mu Zhiling leave, but the next moment, her eyes sank.

stared at Mu Zhiling's departing figure for a moment, and hurriedly returned to Xiangyun Pavilion.

Qiu Ju saw Mu Zhixuan returning to the room, hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Miss, did the fifth young lady guide the truth by herself?" ”

A charming smile appeared on Mu Zhixuan's face, and she smiled vigorously. In the end, she burst into tears of laughter, and a drop of crystal sparkle slid down the corner of her eye.

"Qiu Ju, you know what? I'm so happy now. I'm really happy! ”

Qiu Ju was frightened by Mu Zhixuan's wild laughter, looked at Mu Zhixuan worriedly, and said, "Miss, are you okay?" ”

I always felt that there was an inexplicable sadness in the young lady's smile. But the sadness turned into a burst of happiness in an instant. It made her a little unpredictable. Recently, the young lady's love seems to be particularly easy to get out of control, laughing when she is happy, and occasionally bursting into tears, and Qiu Ju's heart is also faintly worried.

"Miss, are you tired, why don't you go back and rest. It's a hot day, just stay outside for a while and it's hot, so be careful not to get sick from the heat. Qiu Ju took Mu Zhixuan's hand. But the next moment, he was gently pushed away by Mu Zhixuan.

"I'm not tired at all. The thought of making them miserable makes my heart feel unusually happy. The corners of Mu Zhixuan's mouth hooked slightly. The smile was not as mad as before, but the smile was not as deep as the bottom of the eyes.

She is always the only one who suffers in her previous life, the man she loves doesn't love her, and the life she longs for and envy never belongs to her. Even she was always bullied by her own sisters.

Oh, my sisters.

It's ridiculous to think about it now.

Now that she thinks that the man is dead, she is really happy.

Suddenly, she looked pained again, and muttered to herself, "But the death of that man did not let that die!" She actually got out of the marriage, why should God be so unfair! ”

Thinking that Mu Zhishu would find another man to marry in the future, and that she might live a stable life again, Mu Zhixuan felt extremely uncomfortable.

In her previous life, Mu Zhishu treated her like that, thinking that she would be able to avenge the revenge of the year in this life, but she didn't expect Zheng Li to die.

Mu Zhixuan sat on the ground dejectedly, her expression suddenly sad.

She looked up at the sky, the blue sky and white clouds, and the dazzling sunlight, all of which made her eyes hurt.

Drop by drop, sparkling across the face and dripping on the hand.

It falls in the palm of your hand, and it's so hot.

The tears seemed to burn her heart through the palm of her hand, and the flames burned in her chest, and her heart ached.

Why did he die.

Why should she bear the fact that he died again.

Why does she still care about her life and death in this life, she thinks she will never care about him again.

A series of three whys, pulling her thoughts back to her previous life, that snowy night six years ago.

On the night she gave birth to her child, she suddenly heard the bad news that Li Shizi of King Zheng's mansion had died.

The fact that it was a thunderbolt on such a sunny day shattered her heart, and finally ground it into powder, which dissipated with the wind and dissipated in the end, until in the end there was nothing left.

The man she likes is Zheng Li.

From the first time she saw him at the age of twelve, she fell in love with the man who was as warm as jade, the man who wore moon-white brocade, and the man whose eyes were deep but warm.

But there was never her in his eyes, and even if he made eye contact with her for a short time, it seemed that the bottom of his eyes was only as dark as ink.

And yet she still liked it so humbly, and this liking lasted for seven years.

Her background is not worthy of him after all. She didn't ask for extravagance, she just wanted that one day he could see her, even a glance was enough.

But in his eyes, there was only one other person.

She once accepted her fate, because she was not worthy of him, she didn't dare to be delusional, she only wanted him to be happy.

But he fell in love with a woman he shouldn't love, and that woman hurt his life.

The moment she learned that he was finally killed by Song Yingzhao, she endured the weak body that had just given birth to a child and cried heartbreakingly.

But in the next moment, an even more tragic fact completely shattered her heart, and her child was choked by life.

It was her husband, that is, the old marquis who was over the age of sixteen had just died, and the marquis of Ning'an inherited his title and became the new marquis.

And his wife. Wen Siruo is the daughter of a famous merchant in Kyoto.

Although his father was a servant of the Gao family in his early years, he was also very business-minded because of his cleverness. became the big shopkeeper of the Gao family.

If the Gao family's property is divided into ten parts, then the Wen family will have a share.

Ning'an Hou Chen Ju married Wen Siruo because of the Wen family's financial resources.

And Wen Siruo really did the Hou Mansion a great favor and saved the originally down-and-out Ning Anhou. For this reason, she also became unscrupulous.

Chen Ju also turned a blind eye to all kinds of excessive things she had done.

Her heart is like ashes, and in the end, she can only choose to die.

But Mu Zhishu walked up to her. Laugh with her and tell her about the demise of the Mu family.

also said that her mother was killed by Mrs. Mu.

Said her father. In order to marry a poor woman like her mother, he actually threatened Mrs. Mu with poison, and in the end, the poisonous wine was swallowed by him in the chaos.

Even if Imperial Doctor Zhang is a skilled doctor. Life is picked up. But it's only half a life. My father and mother got married, and the good days were only half a year later.

Mrs. Mu hated An because of this incident and wanted to poison An, but An was found to be pregnant because of poisoning.

But after all, she was poisoned and injured her body, and her sister Mu Zhixue was silent when she was born, she was weak, and she barely picked up half her life by relying on medicinal materials.

She raised her head and looked at Mu Zhishu's smiling face in shock. asked her again and again why she had to sue her for this.

Mu Zhishu suddenly hooked her chin. said: "I just don't want everyone in the Mu family to have a good time." ”

At that time, she didn't understand what Mu Zhishu meant, but when she thought about it, the Mu family was destroyed, but only the long house was unharmed, which made it impossible not to think about it.

There must be some ulterior secret in the long house.

From the moment she knew that Old Madam Mu had done such a thing to her mother, her heart was completely disheartened.

Reliving a life, she has only one purpose, that is, to avenge her former self.

Let those who do not make themselves feel good, those who have hurt themselves, all die.

Now that Zheng Li is suddenly gone, her plans are completely disrupted, and she has to be redeployed as soon as she wants.

……

Xiao Yuning saw that Mu Zhiling's face was not very good in the morning, and after returning from Yulanzhai, she hurried to Haitang Garden, and saw Mu Zhiling sitting on a marble stool with a wooden expression, while the shell gently rubbed her hand with her head, and stretched out her tongue and licked her fingers from time to time.

Xiao Yuning walked quickly to this side, frowned slightly, and said, "Ling'er, this sun is so scorching, why are you basking outside, go in quickly, it's not good if you have heat stroke." ”

Xiao Yuning shook his head and sighed lightly, this is ancient and not modern, if you have heat stroke, it is really troublesome. It's like having to delay receiving a letter for half a month.

Mu Zhiling raised her head blankly, looked at Xiao Yuning's eyes, and said, "Mother, have you received the letter from your father?" ”

Xiao Yuning's expression froze, and she didn't expect Mu Zhiling to suddenly ask herself like this.

She nodded slightly, looked at Mu Zhiling with a surprised expression, and said, "Why did Ling'er suddenly ask that?" ”

Mu Zhiling shook her head slightly and said, "I just want to know if my father is doing well at this time, and whether the war on the frontier is going well or not." ”

Mu Zhiling's gaze fell on Xiao Yuning's somewhat unnatural face, took a light breath, and said, "Mother, is it really okay in the frontier?" ”

Xiao Yuning nodded lightly.

"That's good." Mu Zhiling lowered her head and smiled bitterly, why was her mother afraid that she would know?

Do you think that she is still a child and can't bear such pain, or does she think that this matter has nothing to do with her, so it is better not to say it?

Mu Zhiling's delicate brows frowned slightly, and said, "Mother, what about Li Shizi, did Daddy mention him?" ”

Xiao Yuning looked at Mu Zhiling in some surprise, then chuckled lightly, and said, "Your father wrote a letter to me, what did Li Shizi do, how could he mention him." Ling'er, your face looks so bad, let's go in and rest. My mother will make you something you like to eat. ”

Xiao Yuning was about to stand up, but Mu Zhiling grabbed her corner and said, "Mother, there's no need." I've just had breakfast. ”

Xiao Yuning stayed for a while and left.

Mu Zhiling looked at her back, and her expression became more and more sad.

The mother clearly knew this fact, but she didn't want to sue her.

Forget it, now pretend you don't know.

Mu Zhiling's body is getting weaker and weaker day by day, but it's only been a month, and her body is already weak.

Xiao Yuning personally made all kinds of nourishing food and sent it to Mu Zhiling's boudoir, and Mu Zhiling also ate some, but her body did not improve at all.

On the contrary, in the end, he is already skinny.

Somehow, this story spread throughout Kyoto.

The rumors became more and more widespread, and some people even said that the fifth lady of the Mu family was about to die.

When Princess Ning He heard this, she couldn't sit still.

secretly followed Mu Yu out of the palace, quietly entered the door of the Mu family, and then walked to Mu Zhiling's courtyard.

When she came, Mu Zhiling was sitting in the courtyard watching the shells and Xiaoqi frolicking.

Xiao Qi gradually accepted her, occasionally walked up to her, sniffed lightly, and suddenly shook his head and walked away.

The shell bit Xiao Qi's ear, and once a little blood leached out of the snow-white hair, Xiao Qi just quietly forced his eyes and ignored the shell.

Mu Zhiling looked at it, and unconsciously shed tears.

It just so happened that this scene was seen by Princess Ning He.

She hurriedly ran to Mu Zhiling and said, "Xiao Wu, what's wrong with you, why are you so thin?" Didn't you eat well? ”

Mu Zhiling turned her head stiffly, looked at Princess Ninghe, slowly stood up, saluted in a daze, and said, "The courtiers see the princess." ”

Princess Ning He hurriedly helped her up, looked at Mu Zhiling with an anxious expression, and asked worriedly, "What the hell is going on with you?" ”

Mu Zhiling smiled slightly, and Cuiliu on the side listened, trembling her voice, and said, "The princess doesn't know, Miss has been like this since a month ago. This meal is also eaten as usual, and even Mrs. often makes some big tonic food, but the young lady's body is not good. On the contrary, as it is now, it is getting thinner and thinner. ”

Princess Ning He held her hand, and suddenly thought that Jiang Guifei used to be like this, even if she ate too many things, her body was getting worse and worse day by day, and she hurriedly stared at Mu Zhiling's eyes and asked, "Little Wu, do you have anything on your mind, and don't tell me." ”

Mu Zhiling hugged her neck suddenly, and she cried like that.

Mu Yu, who was standing not far away, saw this scene, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he couldn't believe that his sister, who had always been calm and strong, was lying on Princess Ninghe's shoulder, letting tears flow on her cheeks.

He always felt that his sister was so strong and sensible, so strong that she didn't need anyone's protection.

Now looking at her sad expression, she actually blamed herself slightly.

These days, he doesn't care about her at all.

I don't know why, the moment Mu Zhiling saw Princess Ning He, her tears couldn't help but burst out, and she even wanted to tell Princess Ning and Princess everything that had happened in the past month.

She thought so and said so.

"Princess, he's dead, he's gone."

Mu Yu, who was on the side, heard this, and his body shook suddenly.

Sister, do you already know? (To be continued......)