Chapter 55: Expressing Wrong Feelings

Fang Yuan didn't expect Dai Xu to say such a thing to himself, in fact, this was originally what he wanted to say to Dai Xu, but before he could speak, he said it first. Maybe for others, like or dislike, together or not together, this is a simple thing, but for Fang Yuan, it is different, she does not have the energy and conditions to talk about emotional games, either she does not touch feelings, and if she touches feelings, she hopes to be mature and serious, and what does a serious relationship mean, if you can't go to success, if you can't go to success because of the disappointment of one of them, then the result is similar in nature, even if it is not a repetition of the old things of her parents. She was really afraid that the things of her parents would reappear in her body like a curse, and if that were the case, she would probably feel completely hopeless about life, especially love.

Unexpectedly, she never said these words to Dai Xu, Dai Xu didn't ask for this time, not even mentioned it, she just thought that Dai Xu's patience was very good, she didn't expect him to be so thoughtful, put himself in his shoes and have taken into account his own situation, so he will give himself enough space.

Fang Yuan originally thought that she needed to waste a lot of words to explain her mental journey to Dai Xu, so that she could be regarded as giving the other party a passable explanation, but now that Dai Xu's understanding made her stomach melt away more than half of her words in an instant, the feeling of being understood and understood, was extremely heartwarming.

"Don't worry, I can sit here and respond to you solemnly, I must have thought it through. It's really not impulsive or anything. She nodded to Dai Xu and gave him a reassurance, "Actually...... It's a little impulsive. It's just that the act of opening up is impulsive, not my decision. I've always known what I think, but I just didn't have the courage to face it directly, and as you said, I'm not a secure person, so I don't like it, I don't care. I never had to worry because I didn't care, and there was no way for that thing or person to hurt me. Whether it's acceptance or rejection, I don't need to have any worries, I don't need to get entangled, just get straight to the point. It's like that Yang Zhiyuan. I had been worried before. I'm afraid of losing after I get it.,So this kind of gain and loss has always made me very entangled.,Most of the time I even chose to escape.,But tonight I realized that I made a mistake.,Will I lose it after getting it.,It's also about the efforts and management of two people.,But if I keep running away like this.,I'm afraid I've lost it before I get it.。 At that time, there will not even be qualifications for redemption. Such an outcome scares me more than whether I will lose it after I get it. ”

Dai Xu was greatly relieved when he heard her say this, his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles, he didn't speak, he just looked at Fang Yuan with a smile on his face, which made Fang Yuan feel a little uncomfortable, and after a while, he asked: "Although it may seem a bit embarrassing to ask this question, I still can't help but be a little curious, since you have been entangled, why did you suddenly have the courage tonight?" And they don't let me answer other calls other than work, I really can't think of anyone else who will call me. This has something to do with your trip tonight, right? Let me guess, the person you went to meet would definitely not be Yang Zhiyuan, so it is estimated that the person who secretly asked you out was Bai Ziyue, right? ”

Fang Yuan didn't feel any surprise because Dai Xu guessed the person he was going to the appointment tonight, with Dai Xu's personality and the thoroughness of his thinking, he wouldn't try to inquire, but he could also find clues, so there was nothing strange about guessing, since the two of them had already communicated frankly, Fang Yuan naturally didn't plan to continue to hide it, anyway, Bai Ziyue's wishful thinking had already failed, what else was there to continue to keep this secret that was not a secret for her.

So she asked Bai Ziyue to go out mysteriously before, and what kind of considerations she was in before she agreed to hide it for her, and went to the appointment as scheduled, including the suggestive words that Bai Ziyue said to herself, all poured out, not to mention it, as soon as she said this, the nameless fire in her heart rushed out again, and she actually diluted the little sweet shyness before, and couldn't help but get up and walk over, and punched Dai Xu's chest, Then he glared at this man with an exaggerated face, as if he had been beaten so badly, and poured out all the dissatisfaction in his heart as if he had poured out beans.

"Do you have some little tricks to hide from me?" She first questioned Dai Xu.

Dai Xu spread his hands with an innocent expression and shook his head: "No, how can I have any little abacus?" And you look at people like me, with my physique, do I seem to be able to play a 'small abacus'? ”

"You're going to be poor!" Fang Yuan glared at him angrily, "I've been awkward in my heart for a few days!" Why did Bai Ziyue suddenly come here to cook and cook before, showing how virtuous he was? This is your house, your home, she can't know the address of this place without anyone providing it, and it is impossible to enter the house without the permission of the owner, do you dare to say that you didn't give this opportunity? ”

Dai Xu was dumbfounded, scratched the back of his head, nodded, and looked speechless: "If you say so, then I can't lie to you, this opportunity is indeed provided by me to Bai Ziyue, I admit it." ”

Fang Yuan pouted dissatisfiedly: "So it's equivalent to you giving Bai Ziyue a chance to prove to you how virtuous she is?" She can cook so many different dishes, and her skills seem to be quite good, I don't know any of these, she is a female doctor in the hospital, and her job is quite decent, she is thin and tall, and she is quite beautiful......"

"So what can it be?" Dai Xu chuckled, looked up at Fang Yuan, who was standing in front of him, and couldn't help but reach out and hold her two hands in his own, Fang Yuan's hands were the same as hers, fleshy and soft. Especially compared with Dai Xu's own hands, it looks petite and bigger, not to mention how comfortable it is to hold in the palm of his hand. Dai Xu subconsciously listened to her protest while kneading the dough and kneading it gently.

Fang Yuan was disturbed by his own careful thoughts, he didn't notice Dai Xu's series of small actions at all, and said a little angrily: "Anyway, she is better than me in all aspects, you also give her the opportunity to show her other advantages, life ability, etc., do you want to deliberately use this to anger me, want to provoke me." Or is it that in fact, you have also made comparisons in your selfish heart and considered Bai Ziyue? ”

"Me? Considering Bai Ziyue? Of course, this is absolutely impossible! Dai Xu laughed at what Fang Yuan said, and he was reluctant to let go of his hand. Looking up at her, he asked, "How did you have such a strange idea?" ”

"Because this is the only explanation I can think of and make sense in the past few days." Fang Yuan said with some grievances. "What else could it be? If you don't want to. You can have 10,000 reasons not to let her come to the house, and besides, not only did she come that day, and then she told you to take her downstairs, and you sent her, and if she had anything to say to you in private, you went along, and I don't think you were really an easy-going person to that extent. The two of you that day. What are you whispering? ”

Fang Yuan himself didn't realize that when this sentence came out. There seemed to be a sour smell of vinegar between the two of them. She didn't notice this, but Dai Xu did, but not only did he not mind this faint vinegar sour taste, but he also looked willing.

"Oh, then I'll finally figure it out now, it turns out that your emotions have not been right for the past few days, and you are lukewarm to me, just awkward!" Dai Xu suddenly realized, and then couldn't help but shake his head with a smile, "If you had asked me about this earlier, I would have been able to give you an explanation, you don't need to worry about it for so many days, and you have been wronged in vain tonight!" ”

"What does it mean to be wronged in vain!" Fang Yuan felt that Dai Xu's words meant something else.

Dai Xu shrugged his shoulders innocently: "You are right just now, my house, my home, if I don't tell Bai Ziyue the address here, she will definitely not have the ability to find and run over, so the opportunity is indeed given to her by me, mainly because I really have no position to refuse her." If she was there to show me how to cook, then I can tell her that I don't care, and I'm not interested. It's a pity that people made it very clear to me in advance that she didn't intend to cater to me and please me, her goal was someone else, so I was not allowed to stop it out of selfishness, and I had no choice. ”

As soon as he said this, Fang Yuan was a little dazed, in their family, except for Dai Xu, there was only himself, if Bai Ziyue's target was someone else, he still wanted to run to their house to perform, it didn't make sense.

Dai Xu looked at Fang Yuan's confused look, sighed a little helplessly, got up and pulled her, sat side by side on the sofa with her, and then said: "Actually, this matter is also a long story, you still remember that at the beginning, we went to the hospital to understand the situation because of the case, so we met Bai Ziyue." ”

"Of course I remember, that's the phone number she asked you for at that time." Fang Yuan still had a very clear impression of that incident, when that incident happened, she actually didn't take it too seriously, she just had an impression, it wasn't until later that Dai Xu told himself what he thought in his heart, and Bai Ziyue made excuses to contact them several times, she felt awkward, but instead remembered that incident again.

"I know what you think in your heart, but you think wrong, she asked me for a number at the time, because among the people we went to understand the situation together, only I was officially employed, and the rest of you were interns, so she naturally could only ask me for a business card, and when I asked for a number, I did think of a little clue, thinking about providing it to us to see if it could help, but she didn't contact me after that, she thought about it again, and thought it was better not to make trouble for yourself, Because she was only a flash of suspicion at the time, and there was no direct evidence, so she didn't really get in touch with us. This incident became a misunderstanding, an oolong, and the fuse that almost became the last victim after that. Dai Xu explained the actual ins and outs of asking for a phone number to Fang Yuan.

Fang Yuan also felt a little surprised after hearing this, she was indeed as Dai Xu said, she guessed completely wrong, she always thought that it was Bai Ziyue who first started throwing an olive branch to Dai Xu at that time, but she didn't expect it to be an oolong.

"What happened after that, I don't need to say, you remember it yourself, right?" Dai Xu asked Fang Yuan.

Fang Yuan nodded: "Of course I remember, Dong Zhicheng wants to attack Bai Ziyue, I found out the relevant information about Bai Ziyue's return to City A, let's squat, and successfully arrested Dong Zhicheng, Bai Ziyue was rescued, except for being smoked by the potion and fainting for a while, there is no big problem." ”

"Bai Ziyue really started to contact us, since then, you should also have an impression, right?" Dai Xu saw that she remembered it very clearly, so she didn't waste her tongue to trace this period of the past, "She has always insisted on thanking us, and she is even more of a 'little benefactor' to you, you must remember it too." ”

"Of course I remember, it's awkward." Fang Yuan pursed his lips.

"Actually, during that period, she called me a lot in private, but you didn't know," Dai Xu said, then smiled at Fang Yuan, who was surprised, and continued to tell a little helplessly, "Every time I call, I inevitably ask me about some things about you, and then I heard that you were arranged by the family, and you went on a blind date with a boy relatively late, and she also came to see what kind of person your blind date is, you must also remember this matter." After that, isn't it the time when you came to cook with us, if I remember correctly, if you still have an impression, Bai Ziyue has been belittling my ability to live that day, saying that I can't take good care of you, praising you for your discerning room layout and so on. Do you think she really came to show me her cooking skills? If so, why does she keep belittling me in front of you to flatter herself? I've said so much, do you understand anything more or less now? (To be continued.) )