Chapter 56: Agreements

Fang Yuan felt that his brain was now like a table clock that had forgotten to be wound, completely stopped, and it seemed to be filled with cement, sticky and stiff, unable to function, so he could only look at Dai Xu so stupidly. What Dai Xu said, she didn't really understand, she was in this age, she was not an outdated old man, she had always heard of some things, and she didn't think it was a big deal, but she always felt that it had nothing to do with herself, and she never thought that those things would have anything to do with her.

Dai Xu saw that she was stunned and didn't speak, sighed, and the other party, who also looked a little helpless, smiled, and said: "Actually, from beginning to end, Bai Ziyue was not interested in me, at first because of providing clues, so I put an oolong, and then I became a channel for her to collect information, from beginning to end, what she is really interested in is only her 'little benefactor', although it is not convenient for me to ask about this, but in my personal judgment, the origin should have something to do with the fact that you saved her life in the first place." Her purpose in finding me is very simple, in addition to what I said before to serve as a channel for her to obtain information, there is another purpose, that is, to exclude dissidents, of course, I can't say whether this behavior is right or wrong, good or bad, different positions, but the starting point is the same, I am not so generous, so a lot of things about you, I also refuse to disclose to her. ”

Fang Yuan couldn't laugh or cry, she never thought that such a thing would happen around her.

"Of course, from the beginning, she thought I was just taking you for an internship and being a colleague with you. So when I asked you about your situation, I didn't think something was right, so I told her about it later. My feelings towards you are definitely not ordinary colleagues, and she can understand it, so she can be regarded as being honest with me to express her meaning, from this point of view, Bai Ziyue is actually a relatively frank person, not the kind of person you think is waiting for you to jump in by yourself," Dai Xu continued a little helplessly. "I told her that people have different hobbies, and that's not a problem in itself. It's normal, understandable, and should be respected, but with what I know about you. I don't think you're in the same group as her. So I hope she better give up sooner rather than be too obvious, so as not to scare you or put her in a dilemma. It may be that both of us had already figured it out at the time, so she didn't inquire about my suggestion, insisting that some people might not be not, but she didn't notice it. She didn't realize it, so she had to try it anyway. Aren't you curious what she was telling me when she called me downstairs that day? ”

Fang Yuan hesitated. She nodded, she was indeed curious, but now, she suddenly lost her curiosity a little, because the whole thing seemed to be very different from what she expected, it was not like that at all, and now she didn't know whether she should be surprised, or cry or laugh. It's just that since everyone who is in a hurry has already said it here, it is better to simply say it clearly.

Dai Xu saw her nodding, and then said: "That day she called me downstairs, saying that she had something to say to me, so I went down with her, and when I got downstairs, she asked me if I had deliberately said anything unfavorable to her in front of you, and I said that I hadn't done that, so she asked me why I thought your attitude towards her was a little cold." To be honest, this question is a bit difficult to explain, I guess you should think of Bai Ziyue as the one who beat me, but I really can't open my mouth to explain this to Bai Ziyue, so I can only ensure that there is absolutely no ingredient in this matter, otherwise I will not agree to let her come to the house to show her cooking skills. I guess this also persuaded her, she didn't delve into it anymore, so I assured her that if she was a man, she would compete fairly with her, don't play any tricks, do any sabotage in secret, and she also has the qualifications and opportunities to strive for happiness. I said that I can promise that I will never get in the way, because I am sure what kind of person Fang Yuan is, I also have a condition, you want to strive for happiness, I respect, but you must go with the flow, you can't be stalked or entangled for no reason, and she agreed. That's what the two of us talked about that night. ”

Fang Yuan's face turned red again, but this time it was not because of shyness, but an embarrassment and embarrassment, she was very surprised by what Dai Xu told her, all of this was too far away from the fact that she expected, making it difficult for her not to be dumbfounded. Although Dai Xu's judgment is not wrong at all, she respects Bai Ziyue's preferences, and doesn't think there is anything wrong with it, but she herself can't accept Bai Ziyue, and she analyzed that Bai Ziyue may be the next potential victim from the beginning, her starting point is to do her job well during the internship, behave well, and make a difference. All of this is not mixed with any personal feelings, not to mention that she herself has no such tendencies, even if she puts aside the issue of tendencies, she does not have any personal considerations for Bai Ziyue at all, so no matter what Bai Ziyue does, the final result is estimated to be the same, and it is destined to end in disappointment.

It's just that although the result is the same, the process has deviated greatly because of my own misunderstanding. If he knew who Bai Ziyue's real target was, he would at least express his attitude tactfully, after all, no matter what, it's not a wrong thing to like someone, especially if there is no stalking, no entanglement, anyone has the right to pursue others, of course, others also have the freedom to accept or refuse, this matter could have been solved amicably. But I was mistaken, thinking that Bai Ziyue liked Dai Xu, because of such a misunderstanding, so I preconceived that many of Bai Ziyue's actions, words and deeds were naturally regarded as a kind of self-display and show-off in front of myself, in the hope that I could retreat in the face of difficulties, or be frightened like a little fool to stop.

It's just that she Fang Yuan is not that kind of character, although she seems to be more temperamental on weekdays. It's easy to talk, but it hates being calculated the most, especially the kind of self-esteem that is extremely smart. People who underestimate the IQ of others, so once they encounter this kind of thing, instead of "retreating from the difficulties", they will be stimulated to fight that they did not show in the first place, such as earlier this evening.

Fang Yuan thought back to the conversation between her and Bai Ziyue at that time, and felt more and more awkward in his heart, he completely thought that Bai Ziyue was deliberately provoking and provoking himself. So what I said was naturally quite polite, and my attitude was relatively hard, and it took a long time to get it. She turned out not to suppress, but to tempt!

"Oh my God, this time it's really embarrassing!" She was embarrassed and didn't know what to do, so she covered her face with her hands. "I didn't know it was like this. As a result, I still told her that, with a tone like I had eaten gunpowder, no wonder the way she looked at me made me feel a little weird, oh my God, how could such a thing happen! Although I don't feel like I've done anything particularly bad now, I'm still weird and uncomfortable in my heart, and I feel a little sorry for Bai Ziyue! But...... But I couldn't go to her and tell her that I was like that. Is it because she misunderstood that she wanted to chase you, so she deliberately squeezed me, right? And then even so. It's still impossible for me to have any response to her, so that she still dies of this heart, right? Oh my god, I don't have the face to say that! ”

Fang Yuan had never felt so embarrassed, and the feeling in his heart was extremely awkward.

"It's okay, don't think about it so much, you've reached this point, what's the use of looking back? Just the way you sometimes realize it later," Dai Xu looked at Fang Yuan, his eyes full of smiles, "At that time, if you suddenly knew what the truth was, it wouldn't have scared you out?" Do you really think that you have such a good psychological quality and can deal with it calmly and calmly? ”

Fang Yuan thought about it, if he knew that Bai Ziyue's real thoughts and purpose were actually on his side before going to the appointment, he would probably really be taken aback, and he wouldn't even go back to the appointment, he would directly choose to avoid it, and that kind of avoidance might also hurt people for the parties. The calm, calm and tactful way of dealing with it in her mind is the most ideal, and it is also the most idealized, in actual operation, her own skills are obviously not enough, and she really faces it hard, and in the end, she stammers and is a mess.

"Then I'll have to wait for the matter to settle down a little, and I have adjusted my state, and she is also ...... Also calm down a little, I'll look for her again...... Oh no, let's text and make it clear and let her know that although it's impossible, I'm not hostile to her. Fang Yuan thought about it for a while, and felt that there was probably no other way to do this matter, and he could make himself and Bai Ziyue feel a little better, so he had to do this.

"Yes, this matter, in fact, I have been entangled before, I know that you seem to mind her a little, but things are definitely not what you think, I thought about whether to remind you, but if I tell you Bai Ziyue's thoughts in advance, you may be startled, but avoid her, in that way, my approach seems to be a little impure motives, and she is a villain, and she even fights for it, and then finds that there is no hope, and she has no chance to give up, but if you don't mention it, you won't understand." Dai Xu also sighed a little helplessly, "I didn't expect her to be so unbreathable, so she asked you to go out for a test and showdown, now that it's like this, there's no point in talking too much." For me, from a selfish point of view, I am quite grateful to Bai Ziyue, if she hadn't caused such a misunderstanding to you, I might not have been able to see the moon so quickly. ”

Fang Yuan cleared his throat uncomfortably, and he couldn't help but admit that what Dai Xu said was indeed a fact.

"In other words, although the way and angle are indeed an oolong, but the result is not a good thing for Bai Ziyue, it is destined to be impossible, there is no hope at all, it is better to die than to hang up and down, she died early, and shifted the goal as soon as possible, so as not to waste her feelings and energy on impossible people, so as not to delay her happiness, isn't it?" Dai Xu said again.

Fang Yuan thought about it, the truth was indeed such a truth, the matter had come to this point, no matter how much he was entangled in embarrassment and embarrassment, it would be useless, the words he said were like water spilled out, he couldn't get it back at all, and time couldn't be like a video disc or videotape, he could go back and start over again, so he had to wait until this matter cooled down, and then give Bai Ziyue an explanation, no matter what, I hope Bai Ziyue knew that she had no malicious intentions, let alone wanted to offend her, I hope she could see some of it, Don't dwell on it.

The original heart knot, after going around in a big circle, it was actually a big oolong, Fang Yuan couldn't cry or laugh, after saying it, the burden accumulated in his heart disappeared and no longer existed, the relationship between her and Dai Xu was pushed by this oolong, but it could be regarded as piercing that layer of window paper, and it was no longer tangled.

Thinking that after the two of them went through the conversation just now, the relationship had completely changed, no longer the original senior, junior or colleague partner, but became a boyfriend and girlfriend, Fang Yuan's two ears began to get hot again, she suddenly had an inexplicable crampedness, usually sitting with Dai Xu like this and talking, she didn't think it was a big deal, but now it made her feel uncomfortable up and down, helpless, and didn't know how to be quiet alone with him.

"I ...... I'm a little sleepy and want to go back to my room to sleep," she had to find an excuse to escape, and stammered to Dai Xu, even embarrassed to look at Dai Xu when she spoke, "You, you should rest early, the two of us will definitely have a lot of things to toss tomorrow." ”

After speaking, she seemed to be afraid that Dai Xu would stop her, lowered her head, blushed, got up and walked in the direction of the bedroom, her steps hurried and slightly flustered, completely exposing her inner world.

"Fang Yuan!" Dai Xu called out to her from behind.

Fang Yuan paused, stopped, turned his head to look at Dai Xu, and instinctively held his breath for a moment, and he didn't dare to gasp and wait for him to say something to him.

"It's okay, I just said I wanted to say goodnight to you," Dai Xu couldn't help but smile and said to her, then pointed to Fang Yuan's back, "Also, the door of your room has been mistaken by you, if you go further, you will have to go out of the door!" ”

Fang Yuan turned her head to see that the door of her room had indeed been missed by herself, she blushed suddenly, hurriedly dropped a good night, and rushed into her room at a trot, closing the door. (To be continued.) )