163- Distressed, she is still a child
This is not the first time Nan Sheng has quarreled with his grandmother, but it is the most angry.
Grandma was unexpectedly not angry at Nan Sheng's tantrum with her, and even the disgust in her eyes was gradually replaced by doubt, she was silent for a few seconds, staring at Nan Sheng like a torch:
"What do you mean by that? Did something happen to Yongxin? ”
Nan Sheng realized that there had been news about his father in the past three days, and grandma didn't know, no need to think about it, but also knew that it was Nan Xiuyuan who blocked a source of information, Nan Sheng smiled bitterly, and suddenly she didn't have the courage to question, she walked out without saying a word, blocking her grandmother's dissatisfied voice behind that door.
She didn't take the elevator, she walked down the safe passage carelessly, layer by floor, and when she reached the second floor, the surroundings suddenly fell into darkness, Nan Sheng thought about her father's affairs and didn't pay attention to it, almost mechanically, until she stepped on the air and fell from the stairs to the ground, she didn't notice that there was no light here.
Compared to the many terrifying eyes in front of him that glowed green, the pain in his leg was already insignificant.
She has night blindness and a fear of the dark. Whenever she fell into darkness, she always saw a lot of strange things, but this time she curled up in the corner, and before she could be afraid, the door to the security exit on the second floor was opened, and the light in the corridor couldn't wait to spill in, driving away all Nansheng's fears.
Nan Xiuyuan walked over, squatted down in front of her, saw the bloodshot wound on her knee, and frowned slightly:
"I'll take you to take care of the wound."
Nan Sheng stopped him from trying to hold his hand to get up, and looked at him with complicated eyes:
"Daddy's thing...... It's true. ”
Nan Yongxin didn't feel any surprise at what Nan Sheng said, as if he already knew.
Nan Sheng noticed the expression on Nan Xiuyuan's face, and smiled sarcastically:
"You know?"
Nan Xiuyuan looked at her, and nodded after a long time:
"I knew it a long time ago."
Nan Xiuyuan's so-called very early ago, so early that he forgot the exact time, he only remembered that when he was young, by chance, he heard his father confessing to the picture of Nan Sheng's mother, although he didn't like Nan Sheng before, but he didn't hate it, until that time, he began to have a bored love for his sister.
At that time, he was still young, but he had already distinguished good from evil, and he knew that what his father did was wrong, but he also knew that in the final analysis, it was for a Nansheng.
If there is no Nan Sheng, his father is still a good father in his heart, even if he doesn't want him to marry someone else, but it will not reach the point where the relationship is indifferent. At that time, he felt that Nan Sheng had ruined his father, but later he grew up and understood what it meant to be involuntarily, and he couldn't help himself and couldn't choose.
By the time he learned this, he had become a habit of estrangement from Nan Sheng, and his personality dictated it, and he never deliberately changed anything.
It's just that after so many years, what happened to his father has always been a knot in his heart that cannot be untied.
The moment the matter was exposed, he expected his father's end, there was no sense of sadness, but a sense of relief that the dust had settled, he knew that for so many years, his father had not lived a very easy life, otherwise he would not have been funding orphanages one after another.
Nan Xiuyuan thought that he would see this matter very openly, but he looked at Nan Sheng, who was so fragile at this time, that he finally couldn't bear to reach out and hug her, and gently patted her back:
"Nansheng, people will pay for the mistakes they have made, and there is nothing to be sad about."
Nan Xiuyuan didn't understand, Nan Sheng's sadness came from herself, she felt that her appearance in this world was a mistake in itself, if it weren't for her, her father would not have done such a thing against his conscience, if it wasn't for her, the mother and son would not have ended up like this.
She nestled in Nan Xiuyuan's arms, absorbing that little bit of warmth, but her heart was still cold......
Nan Sheng agrees with Nan Xiuyuan's words, but what is the price of waiting for her?
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It was already 7 o'clock when I returned to Jingyuan, the rain did not stop, but it was much lighter, Nansheng sat in the back seat as if she didn't notice it, until the taxi driver reminded her, she came back to her senses, she said sorry, and was about to take the money from the bag, but found that the bag that had been by her side did not know when it was gone.
She smiled bitterly and said to the driver:
"I'm sorry, I lost my wallet, you wait for me here."
The driver didn't embarrass her, and nodded:
"Hurry up."
"Thank you."
Nan Sheng got out of the car and didn't take a few steps, a strong light hit, she subconsciously closed her eyes, until she felt that the light went out, she slowly opened her eyes and looked over, she saw Gu Chen push the door from the back seat of the car, the driver hurriedly got out of the car and stood beside him with an umbrella, and his eyes met with her at a distance not far away.
Nan Sheng thought, it's really good, it takes a long way to get from the gate to the main house, and now she has a leg injury, so it's best to meet Gu Chen at this time.
Gu Chen quickly approached, stood in front of her, took the umbrella handed by the driver and held it on her head, and before she could reprimand her for getting drenched in the rain, she smiled and stretched out her hand to herself:
"Lost wallet, give me money, I'll pay the fare."
Gu Chen's eyebrows frowned even more, but he didn't say anything, handed the umbrella to her, took out his wallet and paid the fare, and then took her hand and walked to the car parked behind her.
Nan Sheng knew that Gu Chen was a little angry at this time, otherwise his pace would not be so impatient, she could barely keep up, but the wound on her leg made her a little unbearable, not only the abrasions in the hospital, but also the sequelae of the gunshot wound, which was even more uncomfortable on this rainy day.
She didn't say anything, so she endured it until she got into the car in front of the car, Gu Chen sat down beside her, and Nan Sheng felt that his anger was even worse than just now.
Nan Sheng cautiously leaned over and held his hand on his knee:
"Achen, I'm sorry."
Gu Chen's original arrogance only came from his distress that she didn't know how to take care of herself, and when he heard her apologize to herself so submissively, his heart suddenly hurt. No longer patient, holding her with his backhand, the force was very strong, but Qingjun's face was still covered with a layer of ice:
"Nansheng, do you know what you did wrong?"
He called her 'Nan Sheng', although it was not as delicate as 'Ah Sheng', but it had a different taste, Nan Sheng knew that this was concern, so he smiled slightly.
Gu Chen looked at her, saw the smile on the corner of her mouth, and immediately frowned again:
"What are you laughing at?"
"Achen is caring about me, how can I not be happy?"
"Are you only realizing that now?"
Nan Sheng shook his head:
"I know you've always cared about me."
Gu Chen snorted lightly, stopped looking at her, and looked at the quiet garden in the rain outside the window, Nan Sheng also followed his gaze, it was really picturesque, the quiet garden in the rain, misty and rainy, like ink Jiangnan.
The car stopped in front of the main house, Zhang Jing was already waiting at the door with an umbrella, saw the car stop, hurriedly came over and opened the car door, when Gu Chen got out of the car, Zhang Jing saw Nan Sheng who was moving towards the door, a little surprised, she thought that these two people would come back separately, but she quickly reacted, held an umbrella for Gu Chen, and said to Nan Sheng:
"Miss Nan, please wait a moment, I'll ask the maid to bring an umbrella over."
Nan Sheng just wanted to say no, such a light rain, only a few steps away, she was not so squeamish, but before she could say her words, Gu Chen had already rejected Zhang Jing's suggestion:
"Don't bother, her leg is uncomfortable, I'll hold her."
Nan Sheng raised his eyes to look at him, and subconsciously wanted to refuse, after all, in front of outsiders, she couldn't do such intimacy, but Gu Chen looked at her gaze and warned silently: Do you want me to use force?
Nan Sheng pursed his lips lightly and compromised.
In the master bedroom on the second floor, Nan Sheng had just been placed on the sofa in front of the window, Gu Chen turned around and entered the bathroom, and after a while, there was a sound of rushing water, Nan Sheng didn't care, and wanted to get up and go to the cloakroom to change out of this wet clothes, but saw Gu Chen walk out of the bathroom, walked over while taking off his suit jacket, and began to take off her clothes without saying a word.
Nan Sheng naturally disobeyed, and raised his hand to stop him:
"What are you doing?"
Gu Chen's face was calm:
"Nansheng, you'd better be obedient."
This sentence of holding back anger obediently made Nan Sheng obedient and did not move, allowing him to strip himself naked, when he bent down to pick himself up, his eyes touched his knees and there was a brief pause, and then he raised his head and looked at her with heavy eyes:
"What's the matter with the knees?"
"I accidentally fell."
Gu Chen looked at her quietly for a few seconds, his mouth opened, presumably trying to train her, but in the end, he didn't give up, just sighed inaudibly, picked her up, and said helplessly:
"Little kids."
The bathroom was full of moisture, Gu Chen had already put hot water, originally wanted her to take a hot bath to get rid of the cold, but now that her knee hurts, she can only give up, put her next to the bathtub and let her sit on the edge, get up and turn up the room temperature, unbutton the cuffs of her shirt and pull it to her elbows, and take a towel to soak it in the bathtub, wring it out, and help her wipe it carefully.
Nan Sheng has never been waited on by him like this, in the past state, she would probably be shy and would rather die, but at this moment, she let it go upside down and let him move on herself.
When it rubbed to her knees, Gu Chen's movements slowed down significantly, squatting in front of her, looking at the injury without blinking, the posture of the two at this time was somewhat ambiguous, Nan Sheng was a little uncomfortable, thinking that it was almost wiped off, so he wanted to get up, but was stopped by him:
"Let me see again."
Nan Sheng laughed:
"What's there to see about this?"
He raised his head to look at her, his eyebrows had not been stretched, Nan Sheng smiled slightly when he saw this, and stretched out his hand to smooth him:
"Achen, I don't hurt."
With your care in the palm of your hand, how can I hurt? R1154