162 - Going around and around, it is impossible to escape
Nan Yongxin's matter seems to be unexpectedly smooth, so smooth that Jiang Licheng feels unbelievable, but he feels that it is so natural.
Unbelievable means that at the moment when the report appeared, all the investigations were already in place, as if they were waiting for the report to appear, and of course, Jiang Licheng had expected that there would be an initiator in this matter, so it was not surprising that Shun Lì was also expected.
Goodbye Nan Sheng, it was the day when Nan Yongxin's case was confirmed.
Nan Sheng hadn't gotten the news when they met, so although the smile on his face didn't look like his eyes, it was still gorgeous.
Jiang Licheng sat by the window, watching her come slowly, and suddenly he couldn't bear to tell her the truth of the matter, he couldn't bear to use such a cruel reality to deprive a girl of her smiling face, since at the same time he knew very well that if this word didn't come out of his mouth, she would listen to more people.
Therefore, he still decided to leave it to himself, at least he could accompany her.
Nan Sheng sat down in the seat opposite, put down his bag and smiled slightly:
"I'm sorry Mr. Jiang, there is a traffic jam on the road, have you waited for a long time?"
Jiang Licheng poured her a cup of flower tea, and his voice was mixed with the sound of water, which was extremely clear:
"Shortly after arriving."
It was an afternoon on May 15, 2008, the weather in T City was sunny, but the weather forecast said that there would be heavy rain today, before going out, Gu Chen had called her to tell her to remember to bring an umbrella, Nan Sheng looked at the sun outside the window, and replied with a smile:
"Parasols?"
Having said that, she still obediently put the umbrella into her bag, and at this time she sat down and looked at the sky outside the window that was gradually becoming gloomy, and she sent a text message to Gu Chen:
-- It's a change of day.
Gu Chen did not reply.
Nan Sheng put away his mobile phone and found that Jiang Licheng was looking at him intently, and suddenly smiled a little:
"Tell me safe."
Jiang Licheng smiled indifferently: "Is Nansheng happy now?" ”
Hearing this, Nan Sheng was stunned for a moment.
It's not that Jiang Licheng has a problem, but although they say that they spend more and more time together, the topic is limited to their father, and it is the first time that such a question involving personal circumstances is not that they can't be asked, but it's the first time Nan Sheng talked to him, and he was inevitably a little unaccustomed.
"Very happy." Nan Sheng gave the most direct answer.
Jiang Licheng smiled and stopped talking.
Nan Sheng noticed that his hand holding the white porcelain teacup was slightly forced, but he couldn't get a glimpse of what kind of love he had in his heart.
Silence spread between the two for a long time, Jiang Licheng didn't mention his father's matter, and Nan Sheng didn't want to ask, in fact, Jiang Licheng didn't tell him bluntly at this moment, Nan Sheng had already guessed the final answer, but at the moment when the speculation was not confirmed, she was still deceiving herself.
The heavy rain finally fell from the sky without warning, the raindrops hit the glass window, crackling very loudly, when Nan Sheng looked over, he only saw a string of rain slowly falling down the glass window, which showed how rapid and heavy the rain was.
Perhaps it was this rain that made the dull atmosphere even more dull, Nan Sheng couldn't stand it a little and took the lead in opening his mouth:
"Are those things true?"
Jiang Licheng raised his eyes to look at her, her gaze was still placed on the glass window, a little sad and empty.
Jiang Licheng didn't deny it, nor did he say yes, but his silence wasn't a kind of acquiescence?
How could Nan Sheng not understand? He just didn't want to analyze the facts too cruelly in front of him, so he chose to be silent, right?
Thinking of this, Nan Sheng smiled.
Yes, she shouldn't laugh, how can she laugh? Her father killed people indirectly, accepted bribes, and became an accomplice, how could she laugh? She should have cried, but she couldn't. So she could only laugh, but how much desolation there was in this laugh, I am afraid that only she can truly understand it.
When she saw those reports, her first reaction was not to believe it, thinking it was a joke, but when she calmed down from the impact of that report, she felt that things could not be groundless, and Gu Chen had also asked herself questions like 'if it was true', she shook the initial belief.
People have a preconceived inertia, when a stranger gives you help, you will naturally stereotype him as a good kind of person, and then when everyone accuses him of immorality and loss of conscience, you will feel incredible, and in the end even you will see his true side, you will be disappointed, you will feel cheated.
Nan Sheng probably felt like this at this time, but at this time, it was more heartache that came to his heart.
Not for her father, not for herself, she grieves for the woman who committed suicide 20 years ago, and for the little boy who saw his mother hurt and even died......
He is only ten years old, and he has witnessed this qiē with his own eyes, how have he been doing all these years?
Jiang Licheng couldn't get a glimpse of her heart from Nan Sheng's facial expression, but seeing her smile so sadly, her heart seemed to be clenched by a strong force, and a muffled pain came, spreading to all four limbs, he closed his eyes and found his voice:
"Are you okay?"
Nan Sheng retracted his gaze from the glass window and glanced back at Jiang Licheng:
"Teacher Jiang, thank you all these days."
Jiang Licheng frowned slightly.
"Nan Sheng, there is affection xù should be vented."
Nan Sheng shook his head:
"I'm not emotional, it's just that my long-standing faith has been destroyed, and I need a while to calm myself."
"If you need it, I'll put you in touch with some more."
Nan Sheng shook his head slightly, and refused simply:
"No, 20 years ago, those people found a relationship and found their father, which caused the destruction of a family, and 20 years later, I will not make the same mistake again."
Jiang Licheng was a little surprised, even shocked. He thought that Nan Sheng's sorrow came from Nan Yongxin, maybe he was disappointed in him, and he was affectionate, but he still hoped that he could come out of prison and share his family, but he didn't want to, she gave all her love to the mother and son.
Her grief was for them, her grief was for them, and even for them, she chose to give up her father.
Nan Sheng seemed to see Jiang Licheng's accident, but she had no intention of explaining anything, in fact, she didn't know how to explain it, because even she didn't understand her own state of mind at this moment.
If she tells everyone about the decision she made today, I am afraid that some people will say that she is unfilial, that she is cold-blooded, and that she even cares about her father for the sake of an outsider? However, who can put themselves in the shoes of the mother who ran naked on the street with her son naked 20 years ago, and who can feel the despair and helplessness of the mother when she swallowed the glass?
Nan Sheng doesn't believe in fate, but at this time, he feels that there is really such a thing as fate in the world, after all, after going around for 20 years, his father's affairs are still exposed in front of people.
She was grateful that her father had betrayed his conscience in order to save herself, but at this moment in front of her, she felt that her life was so dirty at this time, and her carefree life for so many years was all built on the grief of another family.
If she could, she would be willing to bear the punishment of the law for her father.
"Teacher Jiang, can you arrange for me to meet my father?"
At this time, Nan Yongxin's matter was of national concern, and the superiors also set up a special investigation team, and it was an extremely troublesome thing to want to meet, but Jiang Licheng still responded, with four simple words:
"I'll arrange it."
"There's one more thing I'd like to ask you for."
Vaguely, Jiang Licheng had already guessed what she wanted to say:
"Are you looking for that little boy?"
Nan Sheng nodded:
"At least let me know how he's doing."
"I promise you."
20 years have passed, and there is no doubt that looking for the person at that time is looking for a needle in a haystack, not to mention that it is written in the report that after the death of his mother, the little boy was greatly stimulated by the spirit, and was not very conscious for a while, and was sent to a psychiatric hospital by his family, and has not been heard from since.
Maybe he has already passed away.
When he left the tea room, the rain had not stopped, Nan Sheng stood at the door and lost his mind a little, so that when he took a step again, he forgot that there was actually an umbrella in his bag, so he walked straight into the rain, Jiang Licheng was holding the umbrella behind him, and before he could invite her to hold the umbrella together, he saw her figure walking into the rain, hurriedly chased after her, and held the umbrella on her head.
Nan Sheng stopped, in fact, in the first step into the rain, the cold rain had already made her recover, but she felt that the rain could make her more sober, so she had no intention of holding an umbrella, at this time Jiang Licheng in order to hold up the umbrella, she could only thank:
"Thank you."
Before Jiang Licheng's 'you're welcome' could be spoken, he saw her take out a transparent folding umbrella from her bag, then open it and leave under her umbrella.
Nan Sheng held an umbrella and stood in front of a meter away, the heavy rain shrouded her body in a layer of mist, a little blurry, she waved goodbye to herself, Jiang Licheng wanted to say I will send you but saw that there was already a driver in front of her who got out of the car and opened the rear door for her and swallowed back.
Nan Sheng sat in the back seat, looking at the rain outside the window, and his heart was desolate.
The driver got into the car around the body, flicked a few raindrops that accidentally fell on the coat, looked at the rearview mirror and asked Nan Sheng politely:
"Miss Nan, are you going back to Jingyuan?"
"No, go to the hospital."
Nan Sheng came to the hospital this time and did not go to Nan Xiuyuan, but went straight to his grandmother's ward. When she pushed the door in, she was reading a thick book with glasses, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she raised her eyes and looked over, and her originally calm and waveless eyes gradually became stained with disgust.
For the first time, Nan Sheng was not disgusted by his grandmother's gaze looking at him like this, because she should indeed be the kind of person who is disgusted.
What kind of tragic price did others pay for their life at this moment?
"What are you going to do?"
Nan Sheng walked over deafly and stood beside the bedside:
"Do you know what Dad did? Why didn't you stop him? How can you allow your own son to do that kind of thing?! ”
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