Chapter 161: Unattainable Love
Li Shizi's death, Xiao Yuning has stipulated that the Mu family is not allowed to mention this matter.
It's just because Xiao Yuning once noticed Mu Zhiling's worry about Zheng Li, even if Zheng Li and Mu Zhishu already have a marriage contract, but what kind of thoughts her daughter has, she knows best.
So she hid it for as long as she could. Mu Yu also thought that his sister didn't know about it at all, and these days he walked towards the palace whenever he had time, and rarely took care of Mu Zhiling.
I heard that Mu Zhiling was unwell before, and it seemed that she had a serious illness, but Mu Yu thought it was just an occasional cold. After all, the weather in July is the most susceptible to bad diseases.
However, this is not the case with a qiē.
My sister had known for a long time, maybe this body was so bad, and it was also because of Zheng Li.
Princess Ning He didn't know what Mu Zhiling was talking about, for more than a year, although she was close to Mu Zhiling, she always said it alone, and Mu Xiaowu just listened, often standing quietly, and occasionally only smiled faintly.
Her indifferent look made Princess Ning He think that Mu Zhiling didn't care about too many things.
Now seeing Mu Zhiling who is out of control like this, Princess Ning He is a little at a loss, and more distressed.
What did Mu Xiaowu become like this, but she didn't have time to think about it, so Mu Zhiling let her go. A reluctant and stiff smile appeared on his pale face, and he smiled lightly, and said, "Princess, the courtiers are fine." It worries the princess. ”
Princess Ning He shook her head slightly and said, "No matter what happens, the important thing is your body." I don't know who you're talking about, but you have to live well when he's dead. You still have your own life, your life is still very short, and you are willing to look at your loved ones. Are the people you care about suffering because of you? ”
As soon as the words fell, Mu Zhiling's pupils shrank sharply, her body stiffened, and she shook her head violently.
She was really confused.
Even if she is dead now, it is impossible for Brother Li to come back.
Now she can't be defeated by Brother Li's death, she has almost forgotten what she has been doing all these years.
She's going to live, she's going to live well.
The Mu family has not been saved yet. She couldn't make sure that her mother and father were safe, and her brother didn't get her own happiness, so how could she fall like this.
Even if you want to go to Brother Li quickly. That's going to be ......
It is also necessary to wait until the tragic fate of the Mu family in the previous life is changed.
Princess Ning He gently pushed Mu Zhiling's hand and said, "Little Wu, what's wrong with you?" ”
Mu Zhiling shook her head slightly and said, "Princess." I'm fine. The courtier thanked the princess. ”
Mu Zhiling saluted suddenly. It made Princess Ning He a little confused, she looked at Mu Zhiling for some reason, and then looked at Mu Yu on the side, after all, she just helped Mu Zhiling up.
Mu Yu walked over here, looked at his sister's haggard appearance, felt a little distressed, and said, "Sister, the princess is right. People cannot be resurrected after death, but those who are alive must live well. ”
Zheng Li died. He didn't have a heartache.
There is no one to accompany him to drink and talk happily, and his confidant for so many years is gone if he says no.
Princess Ning He walked up to him and asked in a low voice, "Who is gone, why didn't you sue me?" ”
Princess Ning He also secretly flowed out of the palace this time, she had never heard the palace people say anything about the outside before this, she didn't know who Mu Zhiling cared about at all, and the person who might make Xiao Wu so depressed should be very important to her.
Could it be that General Mu is gone?
As soon as this idea came to mind, Princess Ning He raised her head and looked at Mu Yu in shock, seeing Mu Yu's sad expression, thinking that this was really the case.
She walked closer to Mu Yu and said, "Who the hell is it, tell me quickly." ”
Mu Yu knew that there was no way to hide it now, so he could only smile bitterly and said, "Ah He, I sue you, don't be excited, it's Zheng Li who is gone." ”
Mu Zhiling turned around abruptly, looked at the two of them from afar, and was speechless in shock for a while.
My brother turned out to be called a princess...... Call her Ah!
And Princess Ning He didn't refute it.
Do they even know what they're doing?
If there is anything between the son of an ordinary princess and a minister, it is not an exaggeration.
After all, my brother won the first place in Kyoto in the township test a few days ago, which is such an identity, which is enough for Emperor Mingde to reuse him. And my father is still a general, and my brother is my father's only son. In the future, if he is a marquis and a king, his brother, as the eldest son, should be hereditary. In this way, such an identity can be regarded as prominent.
If that's the case, that's fine.
However, things often don't go as smoothly as imagined.
Brother he doesn't know that what he likes is not a simple princess.
She's a princess of Ninghe.
It is a princess who is about to marry the Liao State and want to reconcile with the emperor of the Liao State, even if he likes such a person, even if he likes it, he can't express it.
But what did they do now, my brother openly called Princess Ning He 'Ah He', that kind of title, she had heard Princess Ning He say, only Jiang Guifei had called her like this.
No one else is qualified to call her that.
But now not only did she not mean to be angry, but she was still staring at her brother.
Thinking of the end, Mu Zhiling could only blame herself.
If she had been able to persuade her brother at the beginning, if she had tried her best to stop this when she found out, would things have been different? Looking at the current situation of the two of them, I am afraid that there will be too many things at that time.
Mu Zhiling sighed slightly, frowned and walked into the two, she listened carefully, but the voices of the two were very small, and she didn't hear them clearly.
When he walked up to the two, the elder brother gently raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Princess Ning He's cheeks.
Mu Zhiling opened her mouth, but in the end she couldn't speak.
Princess Ning He wanted to accompany Mu Zhiling more, Mu Yu wanted to wait a little longer, but Ning and Princess didn't follow, so Mu Yu reluctantly left, and before leaving, she reluctantly glanced at Princess Ning He, and then looked at Mu Zhiling, who was still pale, worriedly.
Mu Zhiling told Yuemei to go to the kitchen to cook some side dishes, and then chatted with Princess Ning He.
This is the first time. She took the initiative to speak to Princess Ninghe.
To this day, she still can't believe what she's seen and heard.
Even now, she still doesn't want to be with the princess and her brother.
This matter is for Princess Ninghe. Xu is a good memory in the Central Plains, but for my brother, it is a matter of losing my head at every turn.
Have they ever thought about such a thing?
In his previous life, his brother was shot on the city wall because he disobeyed the emperor.
Now she didn't want to lose him again, especially because of that.
Mu Zhiling looked at Princess Ning He with a sad expression, but Princess Ning He sighed slightly, and told Mu Zhiling everything in detail these days.
Mu Zhiling listened. There was a trace of sweat in the palms of his hands.
Later, after Ning and Princess Ning left in the evening, she went to Mu Yu's room again and forced Mu Yu to tell the whole story.
It turned out that my brother had fallen in love with Princess Ninghe from the beginning.
Earlier, I heard the news of Princess Ninghe at Kyoto's Jixian Hall. At that time, Mu Yu was only fourteen years old, and Princess Ning He was twelve years old.
He learned from others that Emperor Mingde's only daughter was good at riding and archery at the age of ten. And Emperor Mingde was also very indulgent to this princess.
At that time, Mu Yu scoffed at such a hearing.
Not to mention that it is a bit difficult for ten-year-old men to learn to ride and shoot. How could she, a ten-year-old weak woman, have such courage.
Moreover, Mu Yu hates riding and shooting.
He hated the feeling of being forced by his father, and he liked to live a quiet life and do whatever he wanted.
So a woman like Princess Ninghe, he thought he hated it.
But I know in my heart that I hate seven points of envy.
Later, when he heard the news of Princess Ning He repeatedly, he would inadvertently pay attention to it. However, he did not think that these would become the topics of conversation among the princes and nobles.
But in my heart, I became more and more curious, what kind of woman is it. It has attracted the attention and discussion of so many people.
It wasn't until Mu Zhiling returned home from the palace and told him that there was a person in the palace who had thoughts very similar to him, that he had a deeper understanding of Princess Ning He.
He listened carefully to what Mu Zhiling said about Princess Ninghe, for fear of missing a single thing.
- She said that she admired the casual behavior of ordinary people, if she could. She would rather give up her glory and live an ordinary and comfortable life, unrestrained, rather than surrounded by the palace walls since she was a child.
After hearing Mu Zhiling say something like that, from that moment on, he suddenly wanted to see with his own eyes what the praised princess really looked like.
He said lightly: "It's a chic person." ”
Just under the calm exterior, a heart shrank suddenly.
He hadn't seen her in real person, and his heart seemed to fill her. He seemed to know too much about her.
Then Mu Zhilan got married, and the moment he learned that Princess Ning and Princess were also coming, he didn't care about anything else, and quickly ran to Mu Zhiling's yard.
That was the first time he saw Princess Ning He, dressed in men's clothes. She wore an ordinary brown jacket, her hair curled like a scholar, and a thick hat. Although he was dressed as a man, his lips were red and his teeth were white, his face was delicate, and his cheeks were slightly red from the cold. The watery look of those eyes, how can a man have?
He could tell at a glance that she was a woman, and in order to get her attention, he deliberately revealed his identity to his face.
And it was at that glance that his heart beat violently, and a heart bulged in his chest.
He stared at her for a moment, and in order to hide the love in his heart, he squinted slightly, deliberately making a cold appearance.
Xu wanted her to remember him, and Mu Yu immediately let everyone in the family know the identity of Princess Ning He. His purpose was achieved, because Princess Ning He remembered him deeply and seemed to grit her teeth at him.
He secretly smiled indifferently, as long as the princess remembered that there was a person with Mu Yu, it was enough.
He never thought much about it, he just wanted to look at her from afar.
He studied hard, not only to not disappoint his father, but also to think that one day, if he could be lucky enough to be named on the gold list, would he be able to look at her from a distance when he was in court.
Although he knew that such a possibility was very small.
But he didn't expect that Princess Ning He would let him enter the palace to teach her painting.
Such a thunderbolt on a sunny day that made him overjoyed made him stunned in the distance for a moment, and he laughed stupidly for a whole day.
On the day he entered the palace, Princess Ning He made things difficult for him in every way, but he just smiled helplessly.
Her retribution made him closer to her, and she was finally no longer the princess who was high up in his heart, she was just a little woman he liked who could vent his dissatisfaction with him.
It was the time he enjoyed the most, Princess Ninghe did not let him teach her to paint, but let him stand in the courtyard, staring at the cold wind, and draw her.
He couldn't ask for it.
He was overjoyed to hear the news.
I thought that there would be more time like this, but as soon as my sister came, she saw Princess Ning He take out a spirit card from her cuff, handed it to Mu Zhiling, and said, "With the experience of leaving the palace last time, my father will never allow me to leave the palace without permission." So I pestered him to ask for a token for you to enter and exit the palace gate, thinking that you can often enter the palace to accompany me in the future, I don't know how long I can stay here, and I don't know how many times I can see Xiao Wu. ”
Looking at what she said about the light and breezy appearance, Mu Yu's hand trembled suddenly. The small ivory seal pen in his hand fell and fell to the ground, the ink was picked up, and a large piece of dirt was dirty on the ground, and Mu Yu's white trouser legs were also stained with a large stain.
Princess Ning He stared at him standing not far away with a cold face, moved her lips, and sneered at him, "Why, you can't even hold a pen?" ”
That cold temperament was deeply imprinted in Mu Yu's heart.
Even though she was cold, his heart was beating hotly.
He didn't care what she was doing to him.
His face was so dark at the moment that she didn't know how long she could stay in the palace because of her words.
Emperor Mingde has clearly issued an edict and ordered Ning and the princess to marry Liao in September.
In that moment, his world collapsed.
But he couldn't do anything.
It was an order from the Emperor.
He could only wait for her silently, and there was still half a year to go, and he secretly took the token from Mu Zhiling for the first time to enter the palace, even if Princess Ning He was unwilling, he forced him to go.
In order to hide his true thoughts, he spoke coldly to her everywhere, and he was even more cold-faced.
However, gradually, she was also willing to talk to herself, but the content of her speech was all around Mu Zhiling.
Suddenly, one day, when he entered the palace, he saw her silently shedding tears alone, and the crystal tears seemed to fall into his heart, which made his heart extremely uncomfortable.
Even though he knew that his identity didn't allow it, even if he knew that he was hated by her fiercely, he couldn't help but reach out and gently wrap her around his chest.
He held her quietly, and she nestled quietly in his arms.
She asked him why everyone was lying to her, why they were all planning to frame her, why she was born in the palace.
Her pathetic appearance made his heart ache.
suddenly thought of the scene when she married Liao, and he couldn't stand it anymore when he thought about it.
She spoke softly, her voice hoarse, "Mu Yu will never lie to the princess in this life." ”
Such firm words seemed to be speaking to himself again. (To be continued......)
PS: The author can't help YY, and his brother in his previous life was also deeply in love with Princess Ninghe! Some infatuations, even if they have changed, will not change. Just like the other person in the article......