Chapter 204: You're going to enter the white blade empty-handed
Li Mengnan wanted to turn around, but just moved, but he felt Qing Che's two small hands protecting his chest holding his back, as if he didn't want him to turn over.
"Monnango, I'...... I just asked casually, you don't have to answer. ”
Qing Che also regretted a little why he had asked such a sentence just now, so he had to bury his face behind Li Mengnan and pretend to be an ostrich.
"I've thought about it."
Li Mengnan did not intend to hide his true thoughts, everyone has a love for beauty, as long as there is a bottom line in doing things, it doesn't matter what you say.
Qing Che thought that Li Mengnan would try his best to deny it, but what he didn't expect was a positive answer.
But what made her feel strange was that she didn't feel panicked or scared, but had a little joy in her heart.
"That'...... Monango, may I ask you one more question? ”
"If you ask, if you can answer, I'll sue you." Although he didn't think Qing Che could ask any tricky questions, Li Mengnan would never say anything to death.
"...... in the phone That girl in red, is that your girlfriend? ”
When the thunder hit just now, Qing Che had already seen Li Mengnan holding her mobile phone in her hand, and the screen was the video she recorded in KTV, but she never thought of blaming Li Mengnan, after all, in her opinion, it was her who spied on Li Mengnan first.
Li Mengnan didn't expect that Qing Che didn't recognize the girl in red in the picture as Minnie.
But if you think about it, you can understand that her mobile phone is just a low-end copycat, and she can't shoot any high-definition pictures even in broad daylight, let alone in the low-light environment of KTV, it is the conscience of the industry to be able to vaguely see the outline.
That's fine, at least Qing Che and Minnie didn't know that such an incident had happened between the two, and they wouldn't feel embarrassed when they came in and out.
"Uh...... No. Li Mengnan said truthfully again.
Qing Che hesitated for a long time, and suddenly grabbed the back of Li Mengnan's shirt slightly, and the sound was like a mosquito chirping.
"That'...... Monango, you ...... Felt...... May I? ”
"Huh?"
Li Mengnan didn't expect Qing Che to say such a sentence that was almost confessional, which was similar to the shy and timid impression she had always given.
Li Mengnan didn't answer yes or no, just smiled and asked, "Are you serious?" ”
"I ......" Qing Che hesitated again, his hands leaning against Li Mengnan's back trembled slightly, as if he was fighting a strong ideological struggle in his heart, and said softly for a long time: "I don't know...... I just feel at ease with Monnango and you. ”
"That's it?"
"Hmm."
"There's a phenomenon in psychology called the drawbridge effect." Li Mengnan suddenly talked about a seemingly unrelated topic, "This phenomenon is very complicated to explain at a deep level, but roughly speaking, when people are afraid or frightened, they will have a kind of self-psychological suggestion about the opposite sex who appears around them, and the stronger the fear, the more obvious this feeling will be." ”
"No, Monnango, I'm not like that!" Qing Che anxiously discerned, she didn't want Li Mengnan to think that she was a casual girl.
"Of course, feelings are very complicated, and no one can quantify them with a unified scale, nor can they insist that there are no real feelings in the drawbridge effect."
A little girl of Qingche's age is at the beginning of her love and the most sensitive, Li Mengnan doesn't want to hit her too much, and is very careful to maintain her fragile glass heart.
"But, after all, you're still too young, it's a little early to say this...... Okay, it's not too early, go to bed early, you have to go to school tomorrow. ”
"Brother Monnan, do you think I'm small?"
Now that she had opened her mouth, Qing Che simply gritted her teeth and persevered to the end, if she allowed tonight to pass like this, she was afraid that she would never have the courage to say these words again.
"You're thinking too much, it's not a matter of age...... How to put it, you are not mentally mature now, and you do not understand what true feelings are, and your good impression of me is more of an impulse of gratitude.
And I'm a person.,There's obsessive-compulsive disorder.,There's also a little mental cleanliness.,The most unacceptable thing is that kind of trial-type love.,Although I don't require a girl to follow me once she has to start from the beginning.,But at least you have to make sure that you really like me.。 ”
With Xiao Bao'er as an example, when Li Mengnan said this, he did not treat Qingche as a junior high school girl who did not understand the world, but regarded her as a girl of the same age as him, so all the words were his true thoughts in his heart, without the slightest falsehood.
Some might say that he is old-fashioned, and that he has to pursue pure feelings in an age that is becoming more and more impetuous in the pursuit of efficiency, but he is like that, otherwise he would not have been indifferent to Minnie's obvious hints last night.
That's right, he deliberately pretended not to understand at the time, and he understood that Minnie Mouse wanted to give up and choose to passively accept because he still had hesitation in his heart.
Li Mengnan could actually say that sentence at that time, and he could also be sure that as long as he said those words, Minnie Mouse would definitely not refuse.
But so what?
Things in the world are never perfect, and people will always regret their choices.
It's like when we go to buy a lottery ticket and choose a set of numbers, only to find out that it is another set of numbers that we have given up at the beginning.
If only I hadn't hesitated a little bit...... Almost everyone will regret this when they encounter this situation, but no one will think that if they had hesitated less and chose another set of numbers, it is likely that the final lottery numbers will also change.
Superstitious to say that there is an invisible force called fate.
Scientifically, there's a magical logic called the butterfly effect.
To be realistic, there is a program called the Recorded Lottery.
Well, the topic is far away, and I don't know if the water meter will be checked...... In short, life is spent in countless tangled choices, otherwise there would not be a disease called "choice phobia".
But the only difference is that even if it is the same choice, people often do not repeatedly frustrate because it is their own choice, but will turn against each other because it is someone else's choice.
The reason why Li Mengnan has such an obsessive-compulsive disorder is that he doesn't want that one day in the future, when this relationship comes to an end, the other party will feel that he was forced or deceived to agree to be together.
Li Mengnan's words obviously played a little role, and the Qing Che behind him nodded as if he didn't understand, and didn't speak anymore.
However, Li Mengnan could feel that she did not close her eyes and fell asleep, but just lay there motionless, not knowing what she was thinking.
The hands of the small alarm clock on the desk next to the bed clicked continuously and slightly, and the minutes passed like this.
Just when Li Mengnan thought that the conversation between the two was over, Qing Che behind him moved, and the arm that was originally placed on his chest against his back passed through the side to wrap around his waist, and he could obviously feel that his back was instantly pressed against two soft things.
"Monnango, thank you."
Qing Che pressed his body tightly against Li Mengnan's back.
"What if one day I grow up and understand what real feelings are, and you still don't have a girlfriend at that time...... Monango, don't you reject me again, okay? ”
Li Mengnan smiled, this little girl was still struggling with this matter for a long time, but it was also commendable to figure it out in the end, he thought it would take a lot of effort to convince her.
"You feel like you're cursing me...... When you grow to eighteen years old, I'm twenty-five, and I don't have a girlfriend yet, so what bad luck will I have? ”
"I ...... I didn't mean that. Qing Che also realized that he was a little wrong with his words, and hurriedly blushed and defended: "Brother Mengnan, you are a good person, there will definitely be girls who like you...... I mean, if you happen to break up with your girlfriend at that time, or if your girlfriend treats you badly, I'...... I can be your girlfriend's. ”
The girl's first emotion, whether it is true love or not, is always as pure as crystal to the point of distress.
Li Mengnan said that it was fake if he was not moved, and at that moment he almost couldn't help but turn around and hug Qing Che and kiss him on the spot.
But the little girl can be young and ignorant, he can't be inferior to a beast, repeatedly silently reciting the six-character mantra "I'm not Lolita", and finally forced the evil fire in his heart to be suppressed.
Although he couldn't do anything, Li Mengnan suddenly wanted to tease this little Lori and see what else she could have interesting reactions.
"And what if my girlfriend is nice to me?"
Qing Che didn't expect Li Mengnan to ask such a question, maybe Li Mengnan was just joking casually, but after thinking about it carefully, she found that this was actually a very likely situation.
The little girl suddenly panicked inexplicably, imagining that the heroine in the urban romance drama on TV generously expressed that there is a kind of love called letting go, but found that just thinking about it felt so depressed that she was almost out of breath.
"That'...... Then I can play fair with her. Qing Che held back for a long time, and finally found a plan that she could accept.
Li Mengnan was very surprised, the little girl is persistent enough, this is the rhythm of digging the corners of the wall......
"And what if I get married?"
Li Mengnan's words have already made it clear that he wants to make things difficult for Qing Che, a stubborn little girl.
"Huh? Tie the knot? ”
Qing Che was almost forced to cry, she never thought that liking someone would have to face so many possible troublesome situations, although she could also see that Li Mengnan was obviously deliberately making things difficult for her at this moment, but she had to admit that this possibility was also very large.
After all, the age difference between the two is too much, and by the time she reaches the age of eighteen, Li Mengnan has already reached the age where she can talk about marriage.
Hearing that Qing Che couldn't tell the reason behind his back, Li Mengnan couldn't help but secretly snicker, and said, "What? Still want to play fair? The starting lines of both sides are different, and you are going to enter the rhythm of the white blade empty-handed......"
Qing Che was flushed with laughter from Li Mengnan's laughter, buried his head in the depression between Li Mengnan's shoulders, clenched his small fist and shyly beat him a few times, and said, "Brother Mengnan, you are bullying me again, you ...... You're such a bad person! ”
Li Mengnan said in his heart, it's really not easy, he has worked so hard to finally replace the good guy card with the bad guy card.
"Hmph, if you were already married by then, I'...... I'll go to your house as a nanny, do your laundry and cook every day, and when you have a child, I'll help you watch the child, anyway, it's almost the same as being your girlfriend. ”
Although Qing Che was a little angry with Li Mengnan teasing her, there was really a bit of seriousness in her tone.
Although she doesn't have the status of a boyfriend or girlfriend, she can watch Li Mengnan wear her laundry clothes and eat her meals every day, and this kind of picture makes her feel very warm just thinking about it.
If Li Mengnan's joke would really become true one day, then she suddenly felt that this was really not a second-best choice, although it was not as free and easy as directly letting go, but psychologically it was much easier to accept.
"Who dares to invite you to such a young and beautiful little nanny? You little girl are trying to roast me on the fire......"
Li Mengnan smiled bitterly, facing the wall, he naturally couldn't see the expression on Qingche's face that seemed to be determined, and even if he saw it, he wouldn't think that this little girl would stick to this childish and ridiculous idea until she reached adulthood.
Even a sensitive topic like confession has been discussed, and there is nothing that cannot be said between the two.
In this way, Li Mengnan and Qing Che are like a pair of friends who have known each other for a long time, starting from the events when they were children, no matter whether they are interesting or boring, useful or useless, they chatted for almost all night.
It wasn't until the sky outside began to brighten up a little that Qing Che couldn't support it and fell asleep.
At this time, the posture of the two had become face-to-face, and the little girl's head was resting on Li Mengnan's arm.
Of course, this doesn't mean anything, it's just a sign of the little girl's trust in Li Mengnan.
Although Qing Che's father had already fallen asleep, Li Mengnan didn't know if the other party would suddenly wake up and break into Qing Che's room, so he didn't dare to sleep directly, so he could only close his eyes and rest for a while.
Fortunately, he usually sleeps a lot, and his physical functions are in their heyday, and occasionally not sleeping all night has almost no impact on him.
It was about www.biquge.info in the morning, and the sound of getting up and opening the door came from the bedroom outside, and ten minutes later, the courtyard door outside the house was slammed shut, and the footsteps of Qingche's father gradually disappeared in the faint morning fog outside the window.
Earlier, I didn't know what Qing Che dreamed of, put a slender thigh on Li Mengnan's waist, and the whole person was completely hung on his body like an octopus, and the little head that exuded the scent of shampoo rubbed a few times on his neck from time to time, and the soft hair rubbed the roots of his ears, and he wanted to scratch but didn't dare to scratch, for fear of waking up this little girl who was sleeping soundly.
But now it's time to leave.
Li Mengnan carefully pulled his arm out from under Qingche's neck, got out of bed and put on his shoes, covered the quilt carefully for the little girl, and helped her recheck the time on the alarm clock, and then left the room lightly.
Worried about meeting Minnie, who was also going to school at this time, Li Mengnan did not take the bus, but took a taxi back to school.
Although it was the rush hour at this time, Li Mengnan was lucky not to encounter the legendary traffic jam, and when he arrived at Tunghai University, there was still half an hour before the official class time, which was enough for him to go to the cafeteria for breakfast.
Throughout the morning, the professor was still standing in front of him and lecturing, and the students were sitting and sleeping below, which was boring and typical of college classroom life.
However, there was a small episode in the middle of the first class, about halfway through the first class, Li Mengnan received a text message from Qing Che.
The content is not nutritious, probably that she has gotten up, but she is still late for school, and the teacher's criticism makes her feel very stressed.
The little girl is obviously still very shy, and she didn't say a word about last night's incident, but between the lines, you can still clearly feel a different kind of kindness.
Li Mengnan wanted to send her a text message back, but found that no matter what she said, it didn't seem appropriate, so she only sent a perfunctory sentence of "study hard and make progress every day".
The more people care, the less they care when they speak...... I believe that Qingche, this little girl, should be able to understand his good intentions.
After lunch, Li Mengnan was about to go back to the dormitory to catch up on sleep, but as soon as he put down the dishes and chopsticks, he was blocked at the door of the canteen by Liang Sanbo and Zhao Yingjun.
"Two heroes, seeing you acting in such a hurry, are you going to rob money? Do you still want to rob sex? ”
Li Mengnan held a toothpick in his mouth, and squatted on the steps at the door of the cafeteria with a hangy look and looked at the two people in front of him.
"Robber...... Raid the hair! ”
The two obviously ran over, all out of breath, but Liang Sanbo could barely speak, and Zhao Yingjun, who was not good at sports, had already died.
"Uh...... Hero, the taste is a little heavier, right? Li Mengnan covered his lower body with wide eyes, pretending to be shocked.
"Don't ...... Don't talk nonsense, here...... In a hurry! ”
Seeing a rare positive color on the sweaty Liang Sanbo's face, Li Mengnan also realized that he should have something to do, so he immediately changed his face and put away his smiling expression, and asked, "Sanbo, handsome, what's the matter with you running in such a hurry?" ”
"Also...... It's not for you! Liang Sanbo lifted the corner of his clothes to wipe the sweat off his face, swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, barely panted evenly, and complained: "Last night, the school's literature and art department came to notice, saying that your program is clear, let you report what you need to prepare, five o'clock this afternoon is the final deadline, if you don't report, you have to buy the props you need, and the school will not reimburse you." ”
"So fast?" Li Mengnan was obviously very surprised when he heard the news, "What about the little white face named Pei Junmeng?" Didn't you say last time that both of our programs are to be determined, and we have to wait until the finals to see the live effects before deciding? ”
Although in the last preliminaries, Li Mengnan's "Mirror Soul" trick overwhelmed Pei Junmeng's card magic with an absolute advantage, but considering the possible unexpected situations in the official performance, the school still listed both programs as pending so that the situation could be saved.