Chapter 202: Looking up to heaven in hell

The sound of the TV sounded in the bedroom outside, and from the fast and passionate commentary and the noisy cheers in the background, it was clearly a good football game.

Li Mengnan sat up, gently put his feet on the ground, and sat in the small room with his eyes open and barely able to reach his fingers.

Qing Che beside him was still hiding in the quilt and covering his head and crying, snorting and fluttering, like a ghost in the ancient temple in the deep mountains in a monster novel.

This scene suddenly made Li Mengnan have an inexplicable sense of dΓ©jΓ  vu.

If he is shirtless at the moment, and can hold a lit cigarette in his mouth, he will simply be a proper image of a ruthless scumbag.

I don't know how long it took, just when Li Mengnan even thought that Qing Che was crying tired and falling asleep, the quilt that had not moved was suddenly gently pulled down.

The light in the room was extremely dim, and Rao was Li Mengnan's eyesight, and he could barely see the outline of half of his head with scattered hair, as well as two bright points of light...... Those were clear eyes.

"Monango?"

Qing Che didn't have Li Mengnan's good night vision, the room was completely dark in her eyes at the moment, she couldn't see what Li Mengnan was doing, she could only ask in a whisper tentatively.

"Huh?" Li Mengnan replied casually.

Listening to Qing Che's tone of voice at the moment, this little girl's love is obviously a little more stable.

"You...... Will you look down on me? Qing Che hesitated for a long time before he asked the words that were pressed in his heart.

"Look down? Why should I look down on you? ”

Li Mengnan felt a little inexplicable.

"Just now...... Under the covers...... You gasp for air...... Suck...... It's mine...... That's it, and then ...... I'll just ...... That'...... ......"

Although it was just a rehash of the old thing, Qing Che still faintly felt that the ** on the right was a little strange again, as if the big mouth that was strange was still sucking on it and licking it repeatedly.

She couldn't help but think of Li Mengnan's not handsome but quite attractive face in her mind, and subconsciously made up the complete picture of the scene just now, and a delicate little face instantly burned like a red-hot soldering iron.

Fortunately, the boundless darkness at this moment gave her the best protective umbrella, otherwise she wouldn't have had the courage to get out of the bed and say these words to Li Mengnan.

"Just because of this?" Li Mengnan felt a little funny, this little girl was not only thin-skinned, but also thought too much.

"No, it's not just ......"

Qing Che hesitated again and again, took out his mobile phone from under the pillow, fumbled and stuffed it into Li Mengnan's hand, and then quickly retracted his head back into the quilt again, covering his head and waiting for Li Mengnan's verdict anxiously.

Li Mengnan was a little surprised by Qing Che's brainless move.

What do you do with your phone? Even if it's a phone call, it's not such a stay......

However, Li Mengnan knows that Qingche is thin-skinned, and there must be something unspeakable about not speaking to the mobile phone, and he is not forced to ask, anyway, the mobile phone has so many major functions, just try it one by one.

Li Mengnan first looked through Qingche's address book, call records and text messages, and unexpectedly found that the contacts in this little girl's address book were only Xiao Baoer and her father Qing Pei.

There are a few unfamiliar numbers in the call records, but it is estimated that there may be many advertising calls.

There was only a blank space in the text message box, but there were a few text messages in the draft box that were sent to Xiao Baoer a long time ago to ask about homework.

Although she didn't find anything special for the time being, Li Mengnan was keenly aware of the outrageously clean communication records that this little girl might often be ostracized and isolated by her classmates at school, otherwise with her introverted and innocent personality, it would be impossible not to even make a friend.

Excluding the correspondence records, all that remains is notepads and photo albums.

Confirming that the notepad was also empty, Li Mengnan casually clicked on the photo album in his phone.

This time, he didn't go home empty-handed.

Qingche seems to be a girl who likes to take pictures very much,There are surprisingly many photos in the mobile phone album,From the number of corners,There are about hundreds,Almost occupy all the storage space of this copycat smartphone。

However, unlike the mobile phone albums of most girls that Li Mengnan has seen, Qingche's mobile phone does not have the kind of eyeshadow with heavy eyeliner, false eyelashes, and 45 corners of the diagonal upper corners to blow the cheeks, and finally use Meitu to repair the so-called "no-makeup selfie" that even his mother doesn't know.

Except for a few photos that seem to be with Xiao Baoer at school, the most photos in the album are some small household items in shopping malls or boutiques, such as antique rococo pattern bedside lamps, fashionable and simple flower vases, brightly colored toothbrush towel racks, strange but cute handmade puppets, and so on.

Mobile phones belong to personal items, and the content of the album can often show the inner world of the mobile phone owner most directly.

From these various household objects, Li Mengnan seems to see the colorful inner world of a young girl, as well as the desire for a warm home that truly belongs to him.

Li Mengnan couldn't remember where he had seen such a passage.

Looking up to heaven in hell and waiting for salvation after sinking.

This is probably the truest portrayal of Qingche's short thirteen years of life.

After flipping through dozens of photos, Li Mengnan's mood suddenly became heavier.

From Qing Che's body, he seemed to see the shadow of himself back then, but he was far luckier than Qing Che, and after being trafficked, he could meet a grandfather who regarded him as his own.

And although Qingche still has a biological father, he is essentially an orphan, or even far worse.

At least the world of orphans is free, and there will be no seemingly endless scolding and beatings.

After a long period of inactivity, the screen of the mobile phone gradually dimmed, and finally suddenly went out, and the small room was once again engulfed in darkness.

"Qingche, do you want to go to your mother?"

Li Mengnan gently put his hand on the quilt, the feeling of his palm was round and stiff, I don't know if it was Qingqing's shoulders or elbows.

Qing Che didn't expect Li Mengnan to suddenly bring up such a topic, his little head poked out of the quilt a little bite, and he bit his lip for a moment of silence and said, "I thought about it when I was a child, especially when my father beat me...... But now I don't want to. ”

"Why?"

"Although my father was not very kind to me, he did not throw me in the garbage bin or stinky gutter to fend for myself, but raised me for more than ten years, provided me with food and clothing, and let me go to school...... And my mother, even though the neighbors around her said she was a good woman, it was a fact that she left me and left the house.

I'm not hating her, although I may have had a little bit when I was a kid, but now I really don't ...... I know how I got here, and I know that my dad is not a good person, and my mom was able to give birth to me and raise me until I can talk and walk before leaving, and I'm already grateful to her.

For my mother, I was a child who should not have been born into this world, and she could already see her choice when she didn't take me with her, but left alone.

What's the point of me going to her if she doesn't want to see me? At most, a few tears of unknown truth and falsehood, a little monetary compensation, don't you have to return to this home in the end?

What's more, I don't know where she is now. ”

Li Mengnan didn't expect that although Qing Che usually looked a little confused, and his reflex arc was always half a beat slower than others, he was surprisingly thorough in his own life experience.

But it's no wonder that if a person has been thinking about the same problem for more than ten years since he learned to think independently, even if he is born with intellectual defects, he should figure it out.

What's more, Qingche, this little girl, is just slow to react, but she is not stupid.

After being silent for a long time, Qing Che suddenly spoke again: "But I once thought that when I graduated from college in the future and earned enough money for the journey, I would go to my mother...... Now the household registration is all connected to the computer, and I know my mother's name and birthday, so I should be able to find it. ”

"Oh? I thought you didn't want to see her. Qingche's future plans surprised Li Mengnan a little.

Qing Che smiled embarrassedly and said, "I don't want to recognize my relatives, I just want to see her...... Dad burned all the photos of my mother, I don't have any impression of her now, at least I hope that I can know what my mother looks like in my lifetime, even if I miss it in my heart, I have to have a specific image, right? ”

The hard life and frequent domestic violence did not distort Qingche's psychology, although she was timid and cowardly, but in the deepest part of her heart, she was always a simple and optimistic girl.

"To be able to give birth to you so beautiful, I guess your mother must be beautiful too."

Li Mengnan's words cannot be regarded as a compliment.

After all, Xiao Baoer once said that Qingche's mother was the factory flower of the rubber factory at the beginning, and from the physiognomy, Qingche's facial features are quite different from her father Qingpei, excluding the possibility that she is not biological, the only explanation is that she looks like her mother.

Xiao Bao'er couldn't help blushing, and lowered her head shyly again, although Li Mengnan's words sounded like she was praising her mother at first glance, the premise of the conclusion was obviously praising her for being beautiful.

Since she was a child, although she would always hear similar compliments, for some reason, none of them made her happier than Li Mengnan's praise at the moment.

"My old neighbors used to say that I looked very, very similar to my mother, but because I was too young and not as tall as my mother used to be."

Qing Che used two "very" in a row, in addition to wanting to show that she looked similar to her mother, she could also see that she was also quite proud of the figure and appearance inherited from her mother.

After all, not all milk is called Trensu...... Uh, wrong, after all, not all thirteen-year-old girls can grow 165cm tall and a pair of "killer chests" that break through C+ and go straight to D.

And you must know that with her age, there is still a lot of room for development in the future, inferring from the height information of her parents, Li Mengnan has no doubt that the future development direction of Qingche, a little girl, will be the kind of **** royal sister with long legs.

Maybe at that time, it will not be inferior to the current Wu'an, and this soft character will completely blow up the female tyrannosaurus a few streets.

It was late at night, and the melodious sound of the bell in the city center could be faintly heard outside the window, but it was connected in the more rapid sound of the rainstorm, and it was impossible to hear how many rings it had struck.

Li Mengnan pressed the bright and clear mobile phone again, and saw that the time displayed on the screen was 22 o'clock.

The battle situation on the TV in the bedroom outside was still in full swing, Li Mengnan couldn't help frowning slightly, turned his head and asked, "Qingche, what time does your father usually sleep?" ”

"It's hard to say...... Sometimes he drank so much that he went to bed without even taking off his clothes when he got home; And sometimes although he also drank a lot, he would continue to drink while watching TV when he came home, and often tossed and turned for most of the night before he fell asleep. ”

"What's going on?" Li Mengnan was quite surprised, they also drank too much, why was there such a big difference before and after?

"I guess it's because of the mood." Anyway, after all, they are biological father and daughter who have lived together for more than ten years, and Qing Che still knows Qing Pei's habits very well, "When he is in a bad mood, he is easy to get drunk; If you're in a good mood, the more you drink, the more excited you get......"

"Looks like it's definitely the second case today." Li Mengnan thought about it with his toes.

"Monango, do you want to sneak out at night while my dad is asleep?" Qing Che is very smart this time.

Li Mengnan heard that her tone was a little worried, and couldn't help but be curious: "What?" Questions? ”

"Brother Monnan, don't think about this...... My dad had a habit of locking the door and hiding the key until dawn, even if I went to him and asked him, he wouldn't take it out. "It's hard to be clear.

Li Mengnan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly seemed to understand something, and asked, "Is your father's habit since your mother ran away from home?" ”

Qing Che looked extremely surprised and said in surprise: "Brother Mengnan, how do you know? I'm not sure if it's what you said, but my dad has been in the habit of beating me for as long as I can remember. ”

From a psychological point of view, there must be a reason behind the bizarre behavior.

Qingche's mother's departure has dealt a great blow to Qingche's father, so much so that he has mild paranoia of being killed, so he will lock the door every night to prevent anyone from sneaking away from him when he is most unprepared.

It's no wonder that when he first came here, Li Mengnan felt that something seemed wrong with this house, and now he suddenly figured out that the problem was originally in the two anti-theft windows.

Almost all of them are already surrounded by walls, and they actually have to guard against the windows, so it turns out that it is not the people outside who come in, but the people who are inside from going out.

Li Mengnan lightly opened a gap in the window, stretched his arm out of the window, and roughly measured the gap distance of the steel bar of the anti-theft window with his hand.

It's a pity that there is a limit to the bone shrinking skill, and no matter how powerful Li Mengnan is, he can't dismantle his skull.

And the gap in the security window of Qingche's home obviously can't pass through an adult's head.

Li Mengnan didn't think about hypnotizing Qing Che's father Qing Pei after going out directly, but hypnotism is not magic after all, and even magic cannot be instantaneous, based on his speculation about Qing Pei, it is estimated that he will encounter the most direct violent attack as soon as he appears, and there is no time for him to calmly bury psychological hints for the other party.

In case the other party shouts a few more times to catch a thief or something, and alarms the neighbors, even if he can explain, Qingche, this little girl, will not be able to be a person in the future.

Leaving a boy at home behind her father's back is not a good reputation for any girl, not to mention that Qingche is just a little girl who has just entered the second grade of junior high school.

It seems that he will not be able to get out tonight no matter what.

"Qingche, do you still have a quilt in your room?"

The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier, and you can feel the clammy and cold breath constantly seeping through the cracks in the window when you hide in the room, and the temperature will be even lower in the second half of the night.

Li Mengnan didn't expect that he would be trapped here, he was only wearing a summer coat, not counting three shoes in total, if he didn't find something to keep out the cold, even if he could survive with his strong physique, but this night would definitely not be good.

Of course, he didn't sleep outside, but that required self-hypnosis to hibernate himself, which is the legendary "turtle breath" state.

But in the process of "turtle breath", he has no consciousness and feeling at all, the problem now is that this is not a safe environment, that Qing Pei has no concept of human rights and ** at all, Qingche's room has always been entered, if he dares to play "turtle breath" here, he will play himself as "returning to the west".

The rhythm of proper death.

"I'm sorry, the quilts at home are all in the room outside, and now this quilt is on me." Qing Che apologized repeatedly, she couldn't help it, after all, her room was too small, and it was difficult to pile up other things except for the necessary personal belongings.

And she couldn't have imagined that one day she would stay in her room with a man.

Li Mengnan vaguely guessed that Qing Che's answer must be so, after all, her room was too small, almost everything was clear at a glance, if there was really an extra quilt, then it was impossible for him not to see a large scroll.

"What about the clothes? If there is no winter clothing such as a padded jacket or a down jacket, I can also cover it. Li Mengnan could only retreat to the next best thing.

Qing Che shook his head again in embarrassment.

Think about it, with the climate of Sanshan City, October is only the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, if it weren't for this sudden rainstorm, many beauty-loving girls would even be wearing low-cut crop top miniskirts, long-sleeved autumn clothes may not be prepared, how could winter clothes be ready early?

Li Mengnan suddenly felt like he was about to vomit blood-could it be because he hadn't done anything good recently, so that his character had fallen so badly that God couldn't look at him anymore, and he planned to punish him with this?

Qing Che hesitated again and again, and suddenly said like a mosquito: "Why don't you ...... Monango, you ...... Come to bed, too. ”

"Huh?" Li Mengnan couldn't help but be extremely surprised, this was not like what Qing Che could say.

"Monnango, you...... Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that! The little girl suddenly blushed, and she didn't care if Li Mengnan could see it, she waved her hand again and again, and explained in a panic: "I mean-you see, although my bed is a single bed, but the quilt is a double one, if the quilt is sideways, it is enough to wrap the two of us, although you can't lie down, but at least you can sit against the wall all night, so that at least you won't be cold." ”