[Double to ask for a monthly pass, ask for a monthly pass~]

Fang Yuan's two hands subconsciously rubbed the edge of the sofa, her eyes looked here and there, after listening to Dai Xu say so much, she suddenly became a little uncomfortable, and wanted to interrupt this topic, afraid that if Dai Xu continued, she would not know how to face him in the future, but on the other hand, there was a small voice deep in her heart, preventing her from opening her mouth to interrupt Dai Xu's attempt.

"Don't you want to hear the whole story? Aren't you curious? Speaking of which, over the years, have you had many opportunities to be so taken seriously and confessed? At this time, if you don't prick up your ears and listen carefully, you still want to stop? Are you stupid? Do you think there is still this shop after this village? ”

That little voice was sharp and sharp to the point, blasting away Fang Yuan's original thoughts of interrupting at once, so she simply lowered her eyelids and continued to listen to Dai Xu's words.

Dai Xu was not surprised by her reaction, on the contrary, Fang Yuan's reaction was exactly what he expected, if Fang Yuan's eyes were very generous, staring at him with wide eyes without twisting, then he would instead have to take a good look to see if the person sitting in front of him was the Fang Yuan he was familiar with.

"After that, I actually thought about it a lot," Dai Xu smiled a little embarrassedly, rubbed his hands, and said this kind of confession of his inner world, even if he has always boasted of being cheeky, he would still be a little embarrassed, "At that time, my heart was also quite entangled." I'm not afraid that you will laugh at me, I never thought that I would have such a time before, just because of such a thing. I actually missed a girl, if it wasn't for the fact that when I came back from peacekeeping and went to your school to give a report, I always hoped to meet you again and meet you, maybe I didn't realize this problem myself, but later. Listening to Zhong Han and An Changpu mention it, the two of them said that during my peacekeeping, I talked to them about the band-aid girl. I don't have any impression of it myself. ”

Fang Yuan couldn't help but feel a burst of heat rising from the root of her neck when she heard that she had such a nickname, there was no mirror in front of her, and she didn't know if she had blushed. But this time. If you don't look at it, when you look in the mirror and see that you are really blushing, it is estimated that you will turn into boiled prawns in the next moment.

"After thinking about it, I finally decided to know a little more about you, if you already have a boyfriend you are dating, I don't have any other thoughts, but if not. After all, it's the first time I've felt this way about a girl, and I still want to grasp it. So, I asked someone to inquire privately, but don't worry, I didn't inquire about too personal issues, just a general understanding of your general situation, knowing that you have never been in a relationship with anyone during college, knowing that your family is from City A, according to the situation of the police academy, most of you will come back for internship when you graduate, and most of you will stay in City A in the future, so I made a bold decision, in your junior year, when you have not yet entered the senior internship stage, I will work hard, I transferred my working relationship to the Public Security Bureau of A. I know that you are also a criminal investigation major, so unless you have the heart to change careers, I will always have a chance to meet you when I come to City A. Dai Xu said a little embarrassedly.

If the previous things were a little surprise to Fang Yuan, then when she heard this, she really couldn't help but feel surprised, she had also talked to Dai Xu before, why he was obviously not from City A, and his performance in the unit where he worked before was also very good, but he suddenly transferred to this side. At that time, she thought that Dai Xu was transferred here because of his good brother Zhong Han, but Dai Xu denied this speculation, the real reason was that he didn't say it at the time, Fang Yuan had also guessed in private, but he couldn't imagine that the reason that prompted Dai Xu to do this was actually himself, this news was really a bit amazing, so that Fang Yuan couldn't digest it at once.

Speaking of this, the expression on Dai Xu's face also became a little complicated, he sighed, and said to Fang Yuan: "Fang Yuan, speaking of which, I still owe you an apology, I didn't have a careful understanding of the situation in your family at that time, and I didn't know that such changes had taken place in your family...... Let you come back to City A for an internship, you have been wronged. ”

When he said this, there was a thick apology in his tone, it was not deliberately pretended in front of Fang Yuan, Fang Yuan remembered that he had obviously applied again and again, and wanted to go back and forth without following the usual rules, to intern at the place where he was registered, and obviously wanted to stay in City C and be with He Ning, but when the list of internship units was announced, he was still arranged back to his hometown and was arranged in the Public Security Bureau of A City. At that time, Fang Yuan felt puzzled and depressed, but now she didn't feel depressed, although she couldn't borrow light to live in Hening's house during the internship, she could only live in the duty room, but during the internship, she could have the opportunity to get in touch with two very distinctive big cases, and she could also be commended, and after graduation, she entered the criminal police team of the Public Security Bureau of A City Public Security Bureau very smoothly and became a veritable female criminal policeman.

Fang Yuan also knew very well that if it weren't for Dai Xu's constant help and guidance, he might not have improved so significantly, so in the final analysis, he still helped himself a lot, if he was dissatisfied with what he did without his knowledge, then it would be too bad to measure.

"I didn't suffer any grievances, isn't it good, when I stayed in C City, I may not have this treatment." She smiled at Dai Xu, a little embarrassed, and after finishing speaking, she was silent for a while before asking, "You...... Why do you suddenly want to tell me these things today? Didn't you ask me to find out what the two of us had before? Why did you change your mind? ”

Dai Xu crampedly climbed his round head with his hand: "I didn't say it before, I had concerns." I'm a little worried, and now I'm talking about it, but it's also because I'm a little worried. I didn't dare tell you before. I feel that the two of us have not really known each other long enough, are not familiar enough with each other, do not understand each other enough, and speak out recklessly, which is easy to scare you and give you unnecessary pressure. Especially after knowing the situation in your house, I also thought about it. In your case, you may be more insecure about your feelings, so I don't dare to speak rashly. Originally, I did plan to wait a little longer. But I didn't expect that the plan was not as fast as the change, and I didn't expect your mother to suddenly arrange a blind date for you, let alone that you would promise her to meet that person. ”

"Do you really think I'm going to take it seriously and have a blind date with someone?" Although Fang Yuan was because of Dai Xu's previous words. Still a little overwhelmed. But when she heard this, she couldn't help but laugh a little.

Dai Xu shrugged: "A lot of things are inaccurate, isn't it common to accidentally insert willows, accompany others to sign up, and you are selected, or kindly help someone put a band-aid, and the result is remembered." ”

Fang Yuan felt that her cheeks were hotter than just now, and she tried to raise her eyes to look directly at Dai Xu: "Then you tell me now." Do you want to get a head start? ”

"I don't dare to say that I have the first opportunity, how can I say it. A lot of things are preconceived, which is also a little selfishness of mine, I do hope that before you go to meet that blind date, you can know that there is another person who has a good impression of you. I'm not trying to put pressure on you, you don't need to make any decisions right away, just know, one more choice, you can also have one more reference, right? Dai Xu smiled at Fang Yuan, a little shy, shy, and seemed to have a trace of nervousness, "I don't want you to have any pressure, my thoughts on you, this is just my unilateral side, and I don't have the right to ask you to respond, you naturally don't need to have any burden because of this, it's just one more reference, it's as simple as that." ”

Fang Yuan nodded, she felt a little confused in her heart now, she knew too many things she didn't know in the past, so much information didn't have time to digest, which made her a little at a loss, fortunately, Dai Xu didn't feel like she wanted an answer after this confession, otherwise she would definitely be under more pressure now.

This is the end of the topic of the two people, no one knows what else to say, simply in order to avoid the embarrassment of staring at each other, the two of them went back to the room, before returning to the room, Fang Yuan finally mustered up the courage to speak, and asked Dai Xu if he could borrow his band-aid bookmark to take a look, Dai Xu nodded, handed the bookmark to Fang Yuan without saying anything, and went back to the room first.

Fang Yuan took the bookmark back to the room, sat on the edge of his bed, leaned on the head of the bed, his eyes looked at everything in the room that he had begun to get familiar with, there was an inexplicable complex feeling in his heart, he couldn't tell what kind of emotion it should be, whether it was happy or unhappy.

Just this evening, she confirmed that her mother wanted to make up for her affection, but in order to make herself promise to go on a blind date with the child of the boss's house of her current business dealing, she was destined to not get unconditional maternal love; And it was also this evening that she heard that there was a person who had been obsessed with herself for so long because of something that she only had a vague impression of, and had been taking care of her in every possible way.

She subconsciously fiddled with the special band-aid bookmark, which had long since dried up with bloodstains, so that her originally vague memory gradually became clearer, although it was not particularly real, but she could recall a lot of the situation at that time.

Who would have thought that an unintentional move at that time would bring such a big change to his life a few years later, if he hadn't met Dai Xu at the beginning, and didn't see him injured at the time, he took the initiative to rush out to help him put on such a band-aid that didn't play a role at all, then what would his life be like now? There must be a world of difference from now, maybe he desperately stayed in City C in order to escape from reality, maybe he stayed at He Ning's house, which caused a lot of trouble to He Ning's parents, maybe there were more possibilities that he couldn't imagine now, but no matter what Fang Yuan thought, he felt that it was not as good as the current reality.

She doesn't hate Dai Xu, on the contrary, she has always had a very different trust in Dai Xu, whether in work or life, she has also begun to rely on him involuntarily, but is this like? Fang Yuan was a little unclear again. It's not that Dai Xu is not good enough, it's just that for so long ago, he regarded him as a master, a brother, and his military advisor and thinker, but he didn't treat him as a suitor, an admirer, or a person of the opposite sex who could be considered within the scope of mate selection.

If you regard a person as a relative, as a close friend, but not as a character who has the potential to take the relationship to the next level, when you suddenly learn that the other person has always had a friendship with you, you will inevitably face a dilemma of confusion and confusion.

On the one hand, because of the trust and dependence that has always been, this person will naturally never be hated and rejected, and may be a little closer than other members of the opposite sex, so it is impossible to choose to refuse without thinking.

On the other hand, it is precisely because I have always regarded this person as a relative and friend, and the deep sense of trust and dependence makes people unable to distinguish at once, which nature of this feeling should be divided into, if because of this, I have not thought it clearly, and blindly choose to accept, will one day, suddenly wake up and realize that I am not love, what should I do when the time comes?

Therefore, considering this possibility, Fang Yuan was a little undecided, and he didn't dare to choose to accept it.

What's more, Dai Xu was right about one thing, Fang Yuan also realized that because of the changes in the family, she did lose some sense of security in love, she once thought that Father Fang and Mother Fang would grow old together peacefully, but in the end, Father Fang secretly opened up a second spring for himself that he shouldn't have.

In the past, Fang Yuan relied on her parents for everything, but after her parents divorced, she was like a bird with broken wings, unable to fly and unable to run, unable to run, in a dilemma, and in a dilemma. Finally, she learned to face it independently, and began to learn to face all the good times and adversities in life and work alone, Dai Xu gave her a lot of help, but at that time, he was his own master, his colleague and friend, just like He Ning always never gave up on him, Fang Yuan also believed that Dai Xu could accompany him for a long, long time.

However, now that this feeling had suddenly changed, Fang Yuan's heart couldn't help but become confused.

In the past, Dai Xu liked himself, and now Dai Xu likes himself, so what about in the future? What about the long decades ahead? Fang Yuan felt a tremor in his heart at the thought of the unpredictable distant future. (To be continued......)