Chapter Thirty-Nine: Changed
After thinking about it for a long time, Fang Yuan decisively stopped herself, because she realized that if she continued to be so entangled, in addition to making her thinking more and more sophisticated, it would not be of any substantial help, today's sudden large amount of information that she didn't have time to digest was like a bombshell, which had completely blown up her mind, instead of thinking about it without boundary, it was better not to think about it first, a little precipitation, maybe her true intentions would emerge clearly.
Fang Yuan knew very well where the shortcomings of her personality were, because of her family, she became more insecure than in the past, but this was not someone else's fault, but her own problem, so she had to face it more cautiously, although Dai Xu repeatedly emphasized that his feelings were one-sided, and he didn't want to feel any burden because of this, but in the final analysis, the response he finally made had a direct impact on both of them.
She is responsible for herself, and she is even more responsible for Dai Xu.
So Fang Yuan gave up and continued to think nonsense, buried her head in the pillow, closed her eyes, and tried to let herself sleep, she heard a faint voice next door that seemed to be vaguely speaking, I don't know if Dai Xu was on the phone, the voice was relatively small, and he couldn't hear it clearly, but at this moment, a thought flashed quickly in Fang Yuan's mind, at this time, shouldn't he call and discuss with his girlfriend and listen to the other party's opinions and suggestions? After all, this kind of thing is fascinated by the authorities, but bystanders are clear.
Thinking like this, Fang Yuan sat up from the window again. I reached for my phone from the pillow and held it in my hand, trying to dial but hesitating. Since the last time He Ning suddenly came to City A, Fang Yuan had vaguely noticed that something was not quite right with He Ning, and when He Ning finished what she needed to do here in City A, she returned to City C, and then she didn't have much contact with Fang Yuan for a while, Fang Yuan and He Ning had been friends for so long, so he naturally knew her character very well. If it weren't for any trouble, He Ning would never have taken the initiative to chat with him for so long, and if there was really any trouble. With He Ning's character, if she didn't want to take the initiative to say it, even if Fang Yuan asked, she wouldn't let go.
Think about it this way. The phone that was clutched tightly in my hand. She was also relieved, Fang Yuan felt that this kind of thing, it was better for her to think about it slowly, don't use it to bother He Ning at this time, He Ning will definitely not have a good time during this time, as a good friend, even at this time, she can't share the worries of the other party. But the least thing that can be done is not to add some trivial things to the other party that need to worry about it.
After making a decision. Fang Yuan stuffed the phone back on the pillow, and he also lay back down, closed his eyes, didn't think about these things, and tried to make himself fall asleep carefully and hard.
Forcing herself to fall asleep was something Fang Yuan had done before, and she was quite handy, at that time she was still in school, after her parents suddenly told her the news of the divorce, for the first time, Fang Yuan was like receiving a bombshell, and she also clearly knew that her parents were just informing her, there was no room for maneuver in this matter, so in the first few days, being hit by this news, Fang Yuan had been sleeping badly all night for several days, and the whole person was on the verge of collapse during the day, I couldn't concentrate in class, and my physical strength decreased significantly during physical fitness class, and I almost got injured because of distraction.
After that, she began to force herself to adjust her state, and then the effect was not bad, from the initial sleep of two or three hours a night, gradually became able to sleep all night, even if she always dreamed.
In this way, Fang Yuan's old tricks were repeated to get rid of the distracting thoughts in his mind, let himself fall asleep as soon as possible, and finally slowly fell asleep, and finally fell asleep, when he woke up again, it was already a faint daylight, the alarm had not yet sounded, Fang Yuan sat up, cleared his mind for a moment, and found that he had slept well the night before, and did not have many bizarre dreams as he feared.
Maybe because of this incident, although it also made her a little chaotic, but in the final analysis, it was not a mental blow or a bad thing, so it didn't bring real pressure to herself. She guessed like this, while thinking about it, she got up, folded the quilt, changed her clothes, and tiptoed to the bathroom to wash up first, anyway, since she had woken up very thoroughly, she simply washed and dressed up, and when she saw Dai Xu for a while, she could maintain a refreshed mental state.
Fang Yuan didn't notice that when he was choosing what clothes to wear, he had taken almost twice as long as usual, and had changed his mind two or three times, and by the time she had changed her clothes and gone to wash up and come out of the bathroom, Dai Xu was already sitting at the dining table in the living room, it seemed that he had woken up relatively early, and had even finished washing before Fang Yuan got up, and now even breakfast was ready.
Breakfast was about the same as usual, a glass of milk for one person, a sandwich bought in advance in the refrigerator, plus a boiled egg, nothing special, but it felt like home. Usually, Fang Yuan was almost accustomed to this kind of thing, but when he saw it today, he was in a trance for a moment.
"Packed? Come and eat. Dai Xu heard the sound of Fang Yuan turning off the lights, turned around, and said to her with a smile, his attitude was no different from usual, neither embarrassed nor overly enthusiastic.
Fang Yuan also tried not to think about the conversation between the two of them the night before, nodded as usual, and walked over to sit down, but as soon as she raised her eyes and saw Dai Xu's face, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.
"You...... You ......" As soon as she opened her mouth, the words were stuck in her throat, and what she wanted to say suddenly seemed to be a little unsure of how to say it, and her eyes opened involuntarily, very surprised.
Dai Xu was stared at by her, she was really embarrassed, touched her face, and asked a little uncertainly: "Are you used to it, or do you think it's a little scary to watch?" ”
"It's not scary, it's ...... It's really not used to it. Fang Yuan replied honestly.
Dai Xu looks today. It's really different from usual, usually, he always seems to have a stubble on his face. Regardless of winter or summer, I like to wear very loose and fat clothes, and in summer it is a calf-length multi-pocket pants, and in winter it becomes a long trouser, but it is also a style with many pockets, and the color is either army green or khaki. Basically, there wasn't much change, Fang Yuan had long been used to his appearance, but today I saw him shave all the stubble on his face. The upper body was wearing a dark blue shirt, the style was relatively slim, and the outline of Dai Xu's sturdy upper body was completely outlined, which Fang Yuan had not noticed before. This big guy is still a standard inverted triangle.
The usual signature multi-pocket pants are also gone. Instead of a pair of black jeans, with a little bit of whitening on the legs, the style is very simple, but when paired with a shirt, it forms a huge contrast with Dai Xu's usual dressing style, so that Fang Yuan can't help but sigh a little in his heart, sure enough, Buddha relies on gold clothes, and people rely on clothes. Obviously, the facial features are still the same facial features, and the figure is still the same figure. But after shaving his beard and wearing a different outfit, Dai Xu looked as if he was very different.
"Come, let's have breakfast." Dai Xu was amused by Fang Yuan's reaction, stretched out his hand to beckon her to sit down, and handed her share of the morning to her, "I saw that you were dumbfounded, and I thought you were scared by me." ”
"How did you ...... today? Changed style? Fang Yuan didn't know if this question was suitable for her to ask, but the words had already been spoken, even if there was a suspicion of knowingly asking, she had no choice but to finish speaking.
Although Dai Xu's style has changed a lot overnight, his habitual movements are still there, he raised his hand and rubbed the back of his head, and said with a little embarrassed smile: "Didn't you say yesterday that I don't seem to have the same memory as yours, so I thought, maybe the image has been on the decadent route for too long in the past few years, so you didn't recognize it at all, and now like this, you may feel a little familiar." ”
Fang Yuan smiled and didn't speak, she actually wanted to say that even if Dai Xu shaved his beard and wore very neat and chic clothes now, he was much closer to the person in her hazy memory, but the figure in her memory was nothing more than a stranger to Fang Yuan, not familiar at all, what really made her feel familiar and cordial was really the loose shirt with multiple pockets and pants and a stubble on his face.
But she didn't say this, after all, Dai Xu had spent a lot of time trying to transform her image, if she came up with such a sentence, wouldn't it be too cold water and ruin the scenery.
"By the way, that bookmark ......" Silently eating a few bites of breakfast, Fang Yuan suddenly remembered another thing, "Are you in a hurry?" If you're not in a hurry, can you leave it at my place for a few days? I'm not going to break it. ”
Dai Xu originally heard Fang Yuan's mention of the bookmark, and immediately turned his attention, and after listening to her words, the smile in his eyes became a little thicker, and he nodded: "Okay, if you want to take it first, just put it there for you." ”
The two of them had breakfast, and went out to work as usual, there was nothing along the way, Dai Xu's coat was still the same as before, but I don't know if it was cleaned up, the aura of the whole person was different, and it seemed to be a little different from usual, the two of them drove to the public security bureau first to deal with some other things, and then naturally planned to go to Duan Feiyu's family and do some visits.
When I arrived at the Public Security Bureau, I originally walked from downstairs to the office, and it didn't take ten minutes in total, but today the two of them spent more than 20 minutes, for no other reason, just because the change in Dai Xu's image is really a bit big, since he came to the A City Public Security Bureau, it has always been the kind of appearance with thick lines, and all the people who are familiar with him have also adapted to his appearance, and now they can't help but see him shaved and dressed differently, as if they saw the sun rising from the west, they were surprised.
There was even a middle-aged female colleague who pulled Dai Xu aside and asked if something good was coming.
Dai Xu was made to cry and laugh by these people, after all, this was his own private matter, and he didn't want to explain too much to others, so he joked perfunctorily, and continued to go upstairs with Fang Yuan, and finally arrived at the floor where the criminal police team was located, and just turned into the corridor, and met Ma Kai and Lin Feige who were talking in the corridor, the two of them saw Fang Yuan, said hello, and after a few seconds, they saw that the person next to Fang Yuan was Dai Xu.
"Old Dai?! Really?! Ma Kai recognized Dai Xu at a glance, his eyes were about to pop out of his sockets, and he stopped chatting with Lin Feige, so he hurriedly caught up, grabbed Dai Xu, and looked him back and forth, left and right, "Oh my God, why have you changed?" ”
"For the better or for the worse?" Dai Xu asked with a smile.
"My mom, from the first time I saw you to now, it's the first time I know that you are also a handsome guy!" Ma Kai seemed to be shocked by Dai Xu's changes, and sighed endlessly, "How did you do it?" Old Dai, you teach me! Help us transform and make us a little more handsome! ”
Lin Feige was also quite surprised, but after listening to Ma Kai's words, he still laughed, walked over and raised his hand and slapped Ma Kai on the back: "You can stay here quickly, do you really think that you can turn a sow into a sable cicada by picking up and picking up?" My master is a good foundation, originally the foundation of fine decoration, a little pick up on the effect, like you of the configuration of the rough house, or save it, accept the reality more, less dreaming! ”
Although Lin Feige's words were not said directly to Dai Xu, but to Ma Kai, but when he talked about Dai Xu, the tone changed a little subtly, before that, because Dai Xu did not take her with him to write her into the commendation list before the end of the internship, Lin Feige's attitude towards Dai Xu was much colder, and later, because of the friction with Fang Yuan, although she and Fang Yuan themselves had reached a reconciliation on the surface, Mu You, who had always ignored Dai Xu, today is the first time in a long time, She called Dai Xu "my master" again.
What is this? A show of goodwill? Fang Yuan secretly thought in her heart, she no longer had the enthusiasm to analyze and judge Lin Feige's words and deeds, anyway, she usually avoided it and didn't take the initiative to offend, but she didn't need to be afraid of anything, she didn't have to conspire with her, she didn't bother to say anything, she just kept a superficial peace. (To be continued......)