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The few street lights in the apartment complex flashed twice, and all of them went out after the point. The neighborhood was plunged into darkness, but by this time most people had fallen asleep. But Lei Ming didn't feel sleepy, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room, and when he raised his eyes, he could just take in half of the deep sea city in his eyes, and he didn't see any scenery in his eyes.

- "I'm no longer the money of the past, I can't remember the bits and pieces of the past, and I don't want to be trapped in the past anymore. And the future is so bleak, I don't know what will happen in the future, and how many mountains and seas will survive. I didn't want to think about these complicated issues anymore, so I decided that I didn't want to do anything, I just wanted to live in the moment. Work hard, live in the moment, live in this moment, be the real me in the here and now. ”

- "Let's break up." ”

Let's break up.

Let's break up.

Let's break up.

Qian Xiaomo's voice replayed in Lei Ming's mind over and over again, like endless snow and unbreakable flowing water.

Lei Ming's heart was 'pumping', he wanted to stop the pain and stop the bleeding, but he couldn't find the location of the wound on his heart.

Memories of the past come back again and again. The youthfulness at first sight, the deliberate creation of topics and pressure in order to get close, the shyness and throbbing of the first 'kiss' of the bamboo forest, and the softness and perfection of the first water melting, all bloomed colorful fresh 'flowers' on the tip of Lei Ming's heart. Qian Xiaomo's tender eyes will generate electricity, the pink and petite 'lips' petals are fragrant and sweet, Lei Ming gently 'sucks' like sniffing 'flowers', and the sweet 'flower' nectar lingers between the 'lips' and tongues, making Lei Ming always can't help but go crazy and addicted.

She once said, "Ming, I just want you to know, I love you!" It has never changed, and no one can change! ”

Yes, it is true that no one can change, because the one who changes is herself.

She also said, "You are the most important person in my life!" After going through so much, I never thought to let go of your hand. Letting go of you is throwing away my life. ”

But now, she's letting go, but she's still alive, isn't she?

Lei Ming smiled bitterly, now he didn't know if he could still live.

She also said, "Ming, I love you." Even if my love is humble, I don't care...... I can only see you...... I am in love with you, I am beginning to worry that time has an end, and I am afraid that a qiē can take away your accident! I'm terrified, I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to hear your voice, I won't feel your hot breath, I can't wake up with you to sleep and 'kiss' you, even if I give me a million years, I don't think it's enough! I've had my ups and downs, but I love you as always! ”

Lei Ming couldn't hold back any longer, too many memories occupied his reason, and the rolling tears had already flooded his eyes. [hua]

- "I don't know what else I can do but love you...... Ming, I-love-you! ”

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

Every word, every word, is clearly still hot, why is her heart cold?

Why did the two of them go through so much, but God only let him guard their memories alone, so that she forgot them all? Why...... Why...... Why, what, what!

Why do you want her to forget it...... Why extinguish her heart!

Why should she wipe out all her love for herself and her memories of herself?

God, what rights do you have?

- "Let's break up." ”

Let's break up......

Lei Ming laughed at himself, he never thought of breaking up with Qian Xiaomo, let alone thinking that one day he would break up because of Qian Xiaomo's amnesia? ! What a ridiculous reason, what an impeccable excuse, Lei Ming, what else can you do?

You should have been by Qian Xiaomo's side, giving her comfort, giving her warmth, and letting her feel your love with peace of mind.

You should have given her a home, not an empty shell called a "home".

You should have given her all your time!

Time is the power to prove it.

But look at you, look at what you are doing, you don't 'spend' your mind at all, you don't 'spend' time on Qian Xiaomo.

Now that she's leaving, who can blame her?

Without the memories of the past, every day now you can create new memories that belong to you, but you have done nothing!

Lei Ming, you didn't do anything! Nothing!

The tears that could no longer be held back burst out of his eyes, Lei Ming's eyes were red, he endured and roared in his heart, picked up his arm and smashed it against the wall several times! When he withdrew his arm, the walls were covered in shocking blood marks! Lei Ming gritted his teeth, lowered his head, and punched it again, propped his hands on the wall, and breathed angrily, an exploding and shattered heart almost burst out!

Darkness enveloped him, enveloping him, and the cold aura of 'yin' penetrated into his body, as if it was about to freeze his falling tears into ice. But even so, those two lines of unstoppable tears had already soaked the neckline of Lei Ming's shirt, like a rain, a downpour......

The master bedroom at the back of the living room has a slight 'door' slit, and there is a faint light in the 'door' crack, and a slight cold wind blows.

Qian Xiaomo stood behind the 'door', leaning on the 'door' frame, staring at Lei Ming's back from a distance, biting the corner of her 'lip', without saying anything, she lowered her head slightly and closed the 'door'. Turning around, Qian Xiaomo's shoulders twitched, her right hand covered her lips, her left hand was propped up behind her, leaning on the 'door', and with a muffled sound, tears couldn't stop smashing on the back of her hand like a pearl with a broken thread, shattering all over the ground.

"Please forgive me for my selfishness...... Forgive me......"

Qian Xiaomo choked up, sat on the ground trembling all over, and couldn't cry.

The thick dark night has become their only protective 'color', but it can't give them the warmth they want in their hearts.

A pair of eyes blinked as bright as an eagle's eye in the dark, Qian Xiaomo and Lei Ming cried sadly in the two surveillance screens on the screen, but this person let out a weird laugh. Faintly, then the laughter grew louder and deeper, as strange as the cry of an owl at night.

He closed the computer, turned to look at the 'door' behind him, and Lei Ming's apartment was opposite, but the distance between the two 'doors', Lei Ming and Qian Xiaomo didn't know his savings at all, and he was watching their every move unknowingly. Now that he has succeeded in his scheme, why can't he get carried away?

It seems that a person who is lonely and sleepless in the dark is not necessarily a sad person.

……

……

The next day, it dawned very late, and it was still gray, and it would snow at any time.

Qian Xiaomo picked up in the bedroom for a long time, grinding. The suitcase that had been packed was taken out again, and everything was taken out. Then I put these things back in a different order and position, and put them back in the suitcase, pretending that I was busy in the bedroom, but in fact, I was just deliberately delaying time.

She knew that Lei Ming was in the living room, and she also knew what it meant for her to go out like this.

But this was originally her plan, so what was she still hesitating about?

Qian Xiaomo's hand hung on the side of the suitcase, sat on the ground weakly, sighed, but Lei Ming walked in at this time and called her name, Qian Xiaomo immediately stood up with her hands on the ground weakly.

“…… Hi ......" Qian Xiaomo looked at Lei Ming nervously, her eyes dodged, after yesterday's night, Qian Xiaomo was a little embarrassed now, she pinned the hair in front of her face behind her ears, swallowed, and held back for a long time before saying, "Morning...... Good morning......"

The voice was still shaking.

Lei Ming stood at the entrance of the 'door', still wearing yesterday's clothes, with an open neckline, messy hair, pale face, and a misty glance at the suitcase. Qian Xiaomo noticed that the injury on his hand was getting worse and worse, and although she was uneasy, she felt that she couldn't break the thread, and if she wanted to leave, she had to go simply, and she couldn't give Lei Ming a drop of hope.

So Qian Xiaomo hurriedly turned her back, squatted down and pulled the zipper of the suitcase, and said with a wry smile: "I...... I've been packing up a little longer, but I'm done now, I'll leave right away, and it won't get in your way. I only took some clothes and shoes, as for the rest...... Actually, I don't have anything to take with me, like you have all these clothes...... You bought ......"

"Hmm." Lei Ming hummed lightly.

Qian Xiaomo was slightly surprised, she thought that Lei Ming would say something else.

"Then ......" Qian Xiaomo coughed awkwardly, "Then I'll ...... Just left......"

Qian Xiaomo pulled the suitcase, glanced at Lei Ming with her spare eyes, pursed her lips and walked sideways past him.

Lei Ming lowered his head and stared at his toes, and when Qian Xiaomo walked past him, he suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist. Qian Xiaomo's heart was beating wildly, bang, bang, as if she had been electrocuted, and she couldn't control it at all. Qian Xiaomo looked up nervously, and happened to meet Lei Ming's eyes as deep as stars, their eyes were full of bloodshots, and even their eye sockets were still red. Qian Xiaomo's heart was like a deer 'chaotic', and she couldn't wait for the whole person to pounce!

"You don't have to go." Lei Ming stared into her eyes with an expression, and said lightly, "You stay." ”

"But ......"

"I'll go."

Lei Ming blurted out, Qian Xiaomo's heart suddenly turned cold, instantly froze, and looked at Lei Ming with wide eyes.

Lei Ming slowly let go of her hand and held the handle of her suitcase, Qian Xiaomo came back to her senses, immediately pressed her suitcase with all her strength, and said stubbornly: "No!" It should be me leaving, this is your home. ”

"Yours too."

“……”

Qian Xiaomo was deeply attracted by Lei Ming's gaze, and there was such a low magnetic 'sex' voice in her ears, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to stand it at all.

"I have a place to go, you don't." Lei Ming said, and with all his might, he snatched the suitcase from Qian Xiaomo's hand.

Qian Xiaomo was startled and immediately went to grab it, Lei Ming turned around and crossed between her and the suitcase, Qian Xiaomo reached out to grab it, but he just hugged him, and the whole person was attached to his 'chest', Qian Xiaomo suddenly blushed and took a small step back.

"I'll leave, you can change the code of the combination lock when you live here, and I will definitely not bother you." Lei Ming let go of the suitcase, "This house was originally under your name, so you are the owner here, and you should live here." I have only one word for you......"

Qian Xiaomo trembled her eyelashes slightly, and when she looked at Lei Ming leaning over in front of her, she felt a burst of pressure inexplicably.

Lei Ming's lips were in front of her red 'lips', and he said elegantly and beautifully: "I agree to break up with you." But you can't stop me from pursuing my lover again! ”

"I ......"

As soon as Qian Xiaomo spoke, Lei Ming's index finger was on the peak of her 'lips'.

"Whoever I love is my freedom, and no one can stop me!"

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