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Lei Ming withdrew his hand and straightened up, his tone not an order but a pleading.

Qian Xiaomo blinked her heavy eyelashes, watching Lei Ming drag her suitcase back, she finally had a chance to speak, "I...... I'm so sorry! ”

Lei Ming's hand froze, stiffened his back and did not look back.

Qian Xiaomo pursed her lips, bowed her head slightly, her eyes fell on her hands crossed in front of her abdomen, stood behind Lei Ming obediently, and murmured: "I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, because of my selfishness, I made such a decision." I know you're a hundred times more painful than I am, because of those memories ...... I have forgotten all the memories of the past, but you still remember them...... I'm sorry...... However, it was precisely because of this that I felt I had to make this decision. ”

Qian Xiaomo took a deep breath, paused slightly, and said slowly: "I know, I am in your heart, or the same Qian Xiaomo in the past." Well-behaved and sensible, honest and cute. But I'm not ...... right now I'm not sure what kind of person I am now...... I need time and opportunity for me to re-understand myself, to discover beauty, to have beauty, and to love again with my current eyes...... I need, grow. ”

Lei Ming silently clenched the handle of the suitcase and didn't say anything.

Qian Xiaomo let go of her hand and hung it by her side, plucking up the courage to stare at Lei Ming's back, her broad shoulders looked very 'attractive' and very secure. Qian Xiaomo gradually stabilized her mind, walked up slowly, and stood in a straight line with Lei Ming, just surrounded by Lei Ming's back. Qian Xiaomo stretched out her hand and held Lei Ming's wrist on the armrest of the suitcase, the warmth of the tentacles was as strange as crossing time and space.

Lei Ming turned his head slightly and glanced at Qian Xiaomo holding his hand.

Qian Xiaomo always stared at his side face intently, and said: "So I proposed to break up, not because I doubted the relationship between you and Su Wei, nor because of anyone, but simply because I ...... Because I've changed, because my selfishness has nothing to do with you...... Lei Ming, if I am an empty shell, I don't know what I am like, how can I love you? How can I become someone you love?

"So, give me a little time, give me a little space, I want to find myself, find the love that belongs to me."

After Qian Xiaomo finished speaking, she paused slightly, and landed on the lever of the suitcase holding Lei Ming's hand, holding it very tightly, "You can understand why I left now, right?" Only by leaving here can I be free to find myself. Don't worry, I'll find a place to live and start over, and you'll ...... Resume. [To see the latest chapter of this book, please go to hua]"

Lei Ming stiffened there without saying a word, Qian Xiaomo held the lever hard, leaned sideways and held the lever with two hands, this time, Lei Ming's hand did not exert force, Qian Xiaomo pulled his suitcase over as soon as he pulled it, and the wheels rubbed on the ground for a while, rumbling.

Qian Xiaomo finally looked up at Lei Ming, and wanted to say something, but she bit her red 'lip' and stopped talking, and her eyes were 'damp'.

She 'twitched' her nose, tried to squeeze out a smile, waved her hand, and said, "Goodbye, Lei Ming." ”

After speaking, Qian Xiaomo pulled the suitcase and turned around, picked up the shoulder bag he threw aside, did not look back, and walked simply.

Lei Ming still maintained that posture stiffly, and the cold wind around him took away the warmth and breath that belonged to Qian Xiaomo.

Until Lei Ming's eyes lit up, he raised his head suddenly, turned around and strode out, Qian Xiaomo didn't know how far he had gone. Lei Ming didn't care about anything, he didn't even wear a coat, and immediately rushed into the elevator impatiently. The elevator went all the way down, unimpeded, but Lei Ming was anxiously pacing around the elevator, anxious.

As soon as the elevator stopped on the first floor, Lei Ming rushed out with one arrow step, which frightened the people waiting for the elevator outside.

Lei Ming ran out of the unit building, Qian Xiaomo was long gone, he buried his head and went straight to the big 'door' of the community.

The cold wind blew on his body, and Lei Ming was only wearing a white 'colored' 'spring' autumn shirt, which slapped on his body, so thin that it seemed to be blown away by the wind at any time. I don't know what was blown by the wind squinted his eyes, faintly stinging, Lei Ming had to stop and 'rub' his eyes before chasing him out again.

But it was precisely because of this short delay that when he chased to the entrance of the big 'gate' of the community, Qian Xiaomo had just gotten into a car.

Lei Ming's heart suddenly raised his throat, shouting Qian Xiaomo's name loudly, and his footsteps also accelerated, but what was waiting for him was just the choking exhaust of the taxi. Lei Ming barely stopped the car at the big 'gate' of the community, looked around in a panic, and wanted to stop another car to catch up, but it happened that there were no other cars here, Lei Ming could only watch Qian Xiaomo drift away, and this time, he had no way to take Qian Xiaomo.

Lei Ming was in place, his toes kicked the small stone next to his feet fiercely, his arms 'swinging' back and forth because of inertia, and then he gulped and breathed violently, and the exhaled breath condensed into layers of white mist in the air, but he couldn't catch the people he wanted to stay. Lei Ming put his hands on his waist and watched helplessly as the taxi drove out of his sight, as if he had stolen his heart.

The wind was whistling and blowing, mixed with a few scattered snow 'flowers', and they were blowing all over the world.

Lei Ming always stood there sluggishly, even if the taxi had already driven far, far away, and time had passed, he didn't move. The snow fell all over his hair and shoulders, and fell on his bumpy face, and the slightest touch on the tip of his nose was a chill, but Lei Ming didn't feel it at all.

The snow soon covered a thick layer of the ground, densely woven in front of Lei Ming's eyes, but he still never moved.

This time, he still let go of Qian Xiaomo's hand.

He still couldn't make it.

Lei Ming let out a long sigh, this time he had to say that Qian Xiaomo had really changed. As she said, she needs to change, she needs to grow. This time, Lei Ming really didn't have the slightest domineering in front of Qian Xiaomo, Qian Xiaomo was changing, but he was still trapped in the past by his own memories.

She was walking forward, but he was still standing still, and now Lei Ming finally realized his problem.

Perhaps, the next time we met, he also learned to change and grow.

The snow fell in a colorful way, covering the traces of the time it came, leaving only a white endless avenue.

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Qian Xiaomo took the car to the city, dragged her bulky suitcase, and got off the bus in the street park.

She gathered her coat, looked at the map on her phone, walked all the way down the sidewalk, walked around a corner, and stood outside the big 'gate' of an old neighborhood. This is a rusty old iron 'door', which has already shown signs of age. Beneath the old iron 'door' sat three old men, wrapped in thick military coats, and holding old ceramic teacups in their hands, the scratches on which were similar to the iron 'door'. A 'plugged' infrared heater was placed in the middle of them, emitting a faint amount of heat.

Qian Xiaomo and the text message on her mobile phone determined the 'door' number of the street before dragging her suitcase in. With each step, the three old men cast different glances at her. Qian Xiaomo saw it in her eyes, then stopped, turned around and smiled at them slightly, the three old men were expressionless all the time, as if their facial muscles and flesh had been frozen.

Qian Xiaomo didn't care and continued to walk inside. In a very old community, the color of the exterior wall of the house has fallen so much that it is almost impossible to see its original color. This community is very small, with a total of three residential buildings, which are surrounded by a large 'gate' to form a boxy shape. There is a place to park the bicycles in the innermost corner, but all the cars parked there have a thick layer of dust, and the style is outdated for many years.

Qian Xiaomo dragged the suitcase forward, and suddenly the suitcase was stuck, and she couldn't pull it. Qian Xiaomo frowned, and could only stop and look back, the cracks in the ground were full of weeds, and the height of the surface was still different. Qian Xiaomo could only use her hands to lift the suitcase hard before she could continue to walk forward.

"Hello, it's Miss Qian, right?" A middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' greeted her.

Qian Xiaomo nodded, and the middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' led the way in front with a light smile, stopping outside the first floor of the innermost building.

"This is it, is Miss Qian still satisfied?"

The middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' opened the 'door' with the key, and a smell of 'yin' damp and moldy wafted out.

Qian Xiaomo dragged her suitcase and followed in, a house with its own bathroom and kitchen, but 30 square meters, the furniture is very simple, and there is almost no decoration, but Qian Xiaomo can live alone. What's more, Qian Xiaomo asked about the rent on the phone, which is neither high nor low, but the landlord is good to let Qian Xiaomo pay the rent a month later, so that Qian Xiaomo has time to earn money, so Qian Xiaomo agreed to the landlord without thinking too much.

"Okay, Miss Qian, this is the key and the contract, if there is no problem, please sign the name."

The middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' handed over the contract, and Qian Xiaomo just took a hasty look at it and signed it.

The middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' immediately took the contract with a smile, told Qian Xiaomo to have a good rest, and closed the 'door' and left.

After the 'door' was closed, Qian Xiaomo stood in the living room and looked around, holding the lever of the suitcase, and whispered secretly: "Qian Xiaomo, you will rely on yourself in the future!" Go for it! ”

Outside the 'door', the middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' were still on the 'door' handle, but they had already covered their mouths and snickered.

At this time, the 'door' of the opposite household suddenly opened from the inside, and the middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' heard the sound, and immediately turned around with a bewitching smile and handed over the contract, "Everything is done, there is no problem." ”

The person standing in front of the middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman' took the contract, looked at Qian Xiaomo's signature behind the contract, he nodded with satisfaction, and handed a thick envelope to the middle-aged 'woman' and 'woman', her eyes lit up, and she immediately took the envelope with both hands and held it tightly in her heart, inhaled deeply, and was full of the fragrance of banknotes.

The middle-aged woman and woman were ecstatic and left, and the man also turned back and closed the door.

In the same humble room, the only expensive thing was the laptop on the coffee table. The laptop that had been used to spy on Lei Ming in Su Wei's house, and now, following this eccentric owner to spy on Qian Xiaomo.

He walked around the coffee table, and his black-gloved hand gently opened the frame of an inferior 'illustration' painting hanging on the wall, 'exposed' a small 'hole' on the wall, and looked at it with his eyes, and he could really see Qian Xiaomo's every move in the living room, but Qian Xiaomo sat down on the sofa, but he didn't know it......

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