Shishi listened to Lu Wanwan's words, but was silent for a while before she spoke again: "Wanwan, you haven't seen what I look like now, have you?" ”

Lu Wanwan opened her mouth, and before she could answer, Shishi continued to herself: "I have hundreds of scars on my body, and now they are almost scabbed, but even I don't want to see what I look like now, I have never looked in the mirror since I was injured, I can't see my face, but my body can still see it, but I would rather I can't see ......" said this, and a hand slowly stretched out from the bed curtain.

Lu Wanwan looked at the thin arm, as if her heart had been pierced by something, and she felt painful. Although Shishi was originally thin, she was the kind of thin with even flesh and bones, good-looking, because she had been dancing since elementary school, and her posture was very slender and graceful, but the arm in front of her was thin and withered, and there were many hideous scars scattered on it, like centipedes, lying on the white skin, terrifying and ugly.

Lu Wan couldn't say anything for a while, just pulled that arm, and there was a deep sadness in his eyes.

Shishi used a slight force, then took her hand back, there was still no emotion in her voice, and said slowly: "You have also seen that the injury on my hand is still relatively light, so you can imagine how serious my face should be, I am like this, can you cure me, even the imperial doctor in the palace can't do anything about me......"

Lu Wanwan gritted her teeth and immediately spoke: "Shishi, do you remember the scar on my face when I was a child, wasn't that scar also very serious, and it was not cured later, you look at me now, can you still know that I once had such an obvious scar on my face?" Since I can heal myself, I can naturally restore you to your original appearance. ”

Shishi was silent again, as if thinking about Lu Wanwan's words, Lu Wanwan made persistent efforts and continued: "Shishi, have you forgotten that you have suffered so much because of whom, don't you want to stand in front of him again." Ask him, why do you do this to you? ”

Shishi fell into a long silence for a long time, and after a long time, he said faintly: "He...... Are you okay? ”

Lu Wanwan knew that poetry was a person who valued love and righteousness. But her luck is really not very good, all the men she met were men who failed her, if Liu Shi'an hadn't been so careless at the beginning, maybe she wouldn't have been involved in poetry.

"He is still in Laizhou, and he is locked up in a dungeon by my husband. Although a man cannot die, he has also learned some lessons, and I will ask for some interest from him on your behalf. Lu Wanwan's expression suddenly turned cold, and he said hatefully.

"Actually...... He can't be blamed either. Shishi's tone was a little complicated, and after a long time, she sighed again and continued to ask, "Are the two children okay?" ”

"They are all fine, I will place them in Laizhou's mansion, and they will be taken care of, you don't have to worry." Lu Wanwan slowed down his tone. Return.

"Let him go, I don't blame him, but I don't want to see him again, I think I may be destined to die alone, love or something, it's still too extravagant for me......" Shishi said self-deprecatingly, but there was indescribable bitterness in her tone.

"Sister Shishi, don't worry, I will cure your ......"

When Lu Wanwan came out of the workshop, he was in an unprecedentedly bad mood. It wasn't until I returned home and saw Ping An trotting into her arms that I felt a little better.

Lu Wan had dinner with Ping An in the evening, and then told him a story for a while. coaxed him to bed early, and then plunged into the study, rummaging through the medical skills that Meng Feiyang had left here, trying to mix the kind of scar medicine that Meng Feiyang had given her.

Lu Wanwan was very involved in research, and before he knew it, it was late at night, and someone even pushed the door into the room. She didn't even notice it.

"Why are you interested in medical books again?"

Lu Wanwan was really startled when she heard the voice from behind, and the book she was holding in her hand also fell on the table, she turned her head suddenly, looked at the person behind her with wide eyes and asked, "Why are you back?" ”

"What, you're glad I'm back?" Meng Feiyang leaned over and gently hugged Lu Wanwan's shoulder, and asked with a smile, he wore a red dark coat today, the moonlight shone out a large area of severe and fierce embroidery on his placket, and the turquoise gems on the crown contained a glimmer of light, even if the whole person was abnormally cold, but the embrace was extraordinarily warm.

Lu Wanwan felt a little dizzy in her head, and replied in a daze: "I just didn't expect you to come back at this time." ”

Meng Feiyang laughed again, pulled Lu Wanwan up from the chair, then sat on the chair himself, let her sit on his lap, touched her face softly and said, "I miss you so much, if I don't see you again, I'm afraid I will have no mental matter." ”

Lu Wanwan's face immediately turned red, she supported Meng Feiyang's shoulder with her hand, and immediately changed the topic: "Have you ever been to see Ping'an?" ”

Meng Feiyang nodded, "I just stopped by to see it, that kid was sleeping soundly, and he didn't know I was coming." ”

Lu Wanwan also smiled when he heard this, "Children, it's normal to sleep relatively deeply, if I wake up tomorrow and see you, I will definitely be very happy." ”

Meng Feiyang was silent for a while when he heard this, then took Lu Wanwan into his arms and asked apologetically: "I haven't come to see your mother and son for so long, do you blame me?" ”

Lu Wanwan leaned on Meng Feiyang's arms, the expression on his face was not very concerned, and he smiled faintly: "I know that you must be busy now, otherwise you wouldn't have come over in the middle of the night." ”

Meng Feiyang looked down at Lu Wanwan, a complicated emotion flashed in his eyes, he seemed to think for a while, and then he asked again: "Wanwan, are you still unwilling to enter the palace with me?" ”

Lu Wanwan was stunned, and didn't answer directly, but just changed the topic and said: "Isn't it good to be like this now, besides, you are so busy, and you don't have time to take care of us." ”

Meng Feiyang sighed lightly when he heard this, gently stroked Lu Wanwan's long hair and said, "Three days later, it will be my enthronement ceremony, and I hope you can be present in peace." ”

Lu Wanwan didn't speak, lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, and after a long time, he slowly spoke: "If the ministers of civil and military affairs see our mother and son, what will they think of us, they will definitely think that I am the woman who flatters the country, I don't care about myself, I just don't want Ping An to be in that position." ”

Meng Feiyang's expression was slightly cold, and he said awe-inspiringly: "They dare!" ”

Lu Wanwan still shook his head and said: "Ah Chang, even if you sit in that seat, you can't stop others from thinking in their hearts, Ah Chang, it's not the time yet, Ping An is still too young, I just want him to live quietly, and when he is older and understands the reason, you let him do those things, okay?" ”

Meng Feiyang knew that Lu Wanwan felt sorry for the child, so why didn't he feel sorry, but now he didn't tell the world the identity of Ping An, he was afraid that if he had more time, he might change.

Lu Wanwan didn't know Meng Feiyang's worries, so she only sighed softly and said, "It's rare for you to come back today, let's not talk about this, it's late at night, let's rest early." ”

After Lu Wanwan finished speaking, he got up and got down from Meng Feiyang, Meng Feiyang took her hand a little reluctantly, and asked out loud as if unintentionally: "I saw that you were looking at medical skills, is there something wrong?" ”

Lu Wanwan lowered her head slightly, her expression was a little depressed, "I went to see Shishi today, she is very bad now, because of the injuries on her body, she is very painful, she used to be such a beautiful person, but now she has become like this, I want to help her as much as possible......"

Meng Feiyang listened to her quietly, and pondered for a while before he spoke: "I have a recipe here, you can prepare ointment according to this recipe, and let that Shishi apply it once a day, after three months, the scar should fade, but I can't guarantee whether it can return to its previous appearance." ”

Lu Wanwan's eyes lit up slightly, and she asked with a faint excitement in her tone, "Is it the ointment you used to give me?" ”

Meng Feiyang nodded slightly, but there was some helplessness on his face, "How do I think that you care more about your sisters than about me." ”

Lu Wanwan pursed her lips and smiled, with some memories on her face, "When I was still in the teaching workshop, they helped me, and now that I have the ability, I naturally want to help them more, they are all poor women, and there is no one around them......"

Meng Feiyang listened to Lu Wanwan's words, a touch of pity appeared on his face, and he reached out to touch Lu Wanwan's cheek and asked, "Back then...... If I had taken care of you more, maybe your life would not have been so miserable. ”

"Actually, you've helped me a lot, and I don't feel like I've suffered, at least ......" Compared to the previous life, I am much happier. Lu Wanwan naturally didn't say this last sentence, she has always disliked self-pity, and Meng Feiyang had actually helped her a lot, if he hadn't taught her medical skills, there would not have been so many times later.

"Don't mention the previous things, it's not too early, go back and rest." Lu Wanwan said with a smile and Meng Feiyang.

Meng Feiyang looked at Lu Wanwan's face, as if he was stunned, and after a while, they suddenly asked, "Wanwan, what do you think about that Li Yufen...... What's the view? ”

Lu Wanwan was also stunned by her question, and suddenly thought of the dream she had last night, and had a bad premonition in her heart, and asked with a slight frown: "What are you doing when you suddenly asked this, did you find her in the palace?" ”

Meng Feiyang was silent for a while before he replied with a smile: "It's nothing, I just know that she was embarrassed with you in the past, so I want to know the grievances between you and her." ”

Lu Wanwan's brows furrowed even tighter, a trace of disgust flashed on her face, and she shook her head and said: "I don't want to mention her now, you know that I am not a good person, Li Yufen has hurt me many times, I don't have a good impression of her, I am not a person who repays grievances with virtue, if there is a chance, I still have to ask her to get it back." (To be continued.) )