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"Ahh Lu Wanwan woke up from the nightmare, sweating all over his face, he held his heart with one hand, looked at Ping An who was still sleeping next to him, and saw that he had no signs of being woken up, so he breathed a sigh of relief. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

She got out of bed lightly, walked to the table and poured herself tea, drank it in one go, and then wiped the sweat on her forehead with her hands, holding the teacup in her hand, and was stunned for a while, she didn't know how she could have such a nightmare, in the dream there was a woman holding a sharp knife, stabbed into her heart, she opened her eyes to see the person's face clearly, she didn't expect it to be Li Yufen, who she hadn't seen for a long time, with a crazy and evil smile on her face, and the pleasure of revenge......

Lu Wanwan shook her head, wanting to forget the bloody and terrifying scenes in her dream, she felt that she must have been too tired recently to have such a dream. She looked up at the night outside, it was pitch black, she couldn't even see the moonlight, and suddenly became a little scared, Meng Feiyang had been away for ten days, and although there was news during this period, it was only a few words, only to let herself stay in the house in peace and security, and he would come to see them soon.

Lu Wan eased up for a while, her mood finally recovered, she didn't know why she had such a dream, it stands to reason that she hadn't seen Li Yufen for a long time, and now that Li Yan is dead, she obviously doesn't have the power she used to have, and if she wants to frame herself like before, I'm afraid it's impossible, but this dream seems to be heralding something, which makes people feel inexplicably uneasy......

**Lu Wanwan thought about it for a while, the sky outside was already dark, and she simply didn't sleep. went out of the outhouse and called the maid to fetch water and wash, and then went to the kitchen to personally cook the morning he liked to eat for Ping'an.

At breakfast, Ping'an ate the egg rolls made by Lu Wanwan with relish, his eyes were bright, and after eating four, he saw that Lu Wanwan didn't let himself eat anymore as usual, so he tentatively said: "Mother, Ping'an ate four egg rolls today~~"

Lu Wanwan smiled slightly, and put another egg roll into his bowl, "Eat." Mother won't talk about you today. ”

Ping An listened to Lu Wanwan's words. The doubts in his eyes were even worse, but he didn't eat it, and only cautiously asked, "Mother, is there something wrong?" ”

Lu Wanwan listened to Ping'an's questioning. I was very emotional. I thought to myself that his son was too shrewd. After a few egg rolls, she saw that the problem was coming, she smiled helplessly, and said, "Mother is going out for a while today." Ping An obediently followed the nurse, is it okay? ”

Lu Wanwan wanted to go to see Shishi and Qin Qin today, in fact, she wanted to see them when she first returned to Beijing, but at that time, Ping'an was really sticky to her, for fear that she would disappear again by accident, she really didn't have a chance to come out, and now that these days have passed, she thought that Ping'an should be able to rest assured, so she asked him so tentatively.

Ping'an listened to Lu Wanwan's words, his small mouth immediately flattened, and the little appearance seemed to be about to cry, Lu Wanwan's heart suddenly rose, and he was about to say something, but Ping'an also spoke, "...... Okay, but my mother must come back soon, otherwise I won't sleep at night until my mother comes back! ”

Lu Wanwan's hanging heart finally let go, stretched out his hand to hug Ping'an, and said comfortingly: "Don't worry, my mother will come back as soon as she finishes her work." ”

Ping An nodded reluctantly. Lu Wan changed her clothes and went out, she knew from Meng Feiyang that Qin Qin had taken the poems back to the workshop, and the current workshop was not as open as before, and the female prostitutes inside were also fleeing, scattered, and there were not many people left in the huge workshop, only some old artists and female histories who did not have time to escape.

When Lu Wanwan arrived at the gate of the workshop, he found that there were guards sent by Meng Feiyang outside, who wanted to stop them, but the maids who came with Lu Wanwan stepped forward to say something to those Shiwei Islands, and took out a bronze medal, and those guards immediately became very respectful and cautiously welcomed them in.

Lu Wan entered the workshop late and saw the scenery inside, he was really a little emotional, the prosperity and liveliness of the past are still vivid, but after these days, it has changed a different look.

Lu Wan stepped on the fallen leaves in the evening, and walked all the way to the courtyard where Qin Qin lived, she thought that according to Qin Qin's temperament, she would definitely live there.

Sure enough, when Lu Wanwan walked into the courtyard, he saw a familiar figure, and the person also saw Lu Wanwan, obviously very surprised, and immediately stepped forward quickly, looking slightly excited and said, "Miss Wanwan, you ...... It's back! ”

Lu Wanwan smiled slightly, nodded and replied: "Well, I'm back, what about teaching, are you inside?" ”

Okra nodded emphatically and replied: "Yes, yes, she talked about you a few days ago, it's good, you're all fine, I'll take you over to see her." Saying this, he stretched out his hand and pulled Lu Wanwan forward.

As soon as the two of them walked to the door of the room, the door was pushed open from the inside, Qin Qin walked out of the house with a tray in his hand, looked up and saw Lu Wanwan outside the door, his expression suddenly became very excited, he turned around and closed the door, then stepped forward and grabbed Lu Wanwan's hand and said, "Wanwan, you're okay!" It's great, when are you going back to Beijing? ”

Lu Wanwan also stretched out his hand to cover Qin Qin's hand, and immediately replied: "I only came back a few days ago, and I am so sticky that I am sticking to peace, so I have to come out to see you today." ”

Qin Qin sighed lightly when he heard this, and said very understandingly: "Ping'an, that kid is also frightened, don't you know, I brought him to the capital all the way, how much he suffered, and he was sick not long ago, if it wasn't for Li Gongzi to find him in time, I really don't know what to do, I also have you to entrust me, and I didn't take good care of the child for you." ”

"Sister Qin Qin, don't talk about this, if you hadn't escorted him all the way back to Beijing, how could he be as safe and sound as he is now, I don't know how to thank you." Lu Wanwan immediately shook his head and said.

"Say thank you or not, we have such a relationship, don't you see you if you say thank you, and Ping An is a good boy, no one can bear to let him get hurt." Qin Qin smiled slightly and said with disgust.

Lu Wanwan was moved in his heart, and only kept this sentiment in his heart, so he didn't continue to speak. She had Shishi in mind, saw the empty bowl in Qin Qin's hand, saw the little black medicinal juice left in it, and asked worriedly: "Shishi, she ...... How's it going now? ”

Qin Qin listened to Lu Wanwan's question, sighed helplessly, looked back at the room behind her, and said softly to Lu Wanwan: "Shishi's current situation...... It's not good, she's not the same as she used to be in front of me, but if she's alone, she can go all day without talking. Just sit on the bed in a daze. It seems that nothing can attract her attention, and I am worried that something will happen to her if it continues like this......"

Lu Wanwan frowned when she heard this, and after a moment of silence. Only then did he ask, "Can I go in and see her?" ”

"She just drank the medicine. Slept. You go and sit with me first, and when she wakes up, let okra come and talk. Come back again. Qin Qin said.

Although Lu Wanwan was worried in her heart, she was not in a hurry, so she nodded and followed Qin Qin to her room.

After Qin Qin left, Lu Wanwan's situation was very concerned, so she pulled her and asked a lot, Lu Wanwan naturally concealed it, covered up those miserable experiences, and only said that she was under house arrest by Chen Lao for a period of time, but there was no big problem, and later Meng Feiyang personally brought someone to rescue her, and then rescued her.

Qin Qin was obviously a little skeptical of Lu Wanwan's words, she also guessed that Lu Wanwan must have picked something that did not make people worry, looking at her obviously thinner than before, she knew that she must have suffered a lot, and her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, she also guessed the identity of Li Gongzi now, and she was even more worried about Lu Wanwan's future path.

"Wanwan, have you ever thought about the future...... What to do? Qin Qin asked vaguely, but she believed that Lu Wanwan was so smart that she would be able to understand the meaning of her question.

Lu Wanwan naturally understood, she was silent for a while before she replied: "What else can I do, I can only take one step at a time, you know my temperament, if I am allowed to enter there, it is absolutely impossible." ”

Hearing Lu Wanwan's words, Qin Qin's eyes looked at her more and more worried, hesitated for a moment, and then spoke again: "Wanwan, I know you don't like that place, but now that you have peace, many things can't be done as you like, no matter what, you should think about his future......"

Lu Wanwan had actually thought about this question a long time ago, so he said very calmly: "I naturally understand what you said, Ping An is not only my son, but also his son, he is still young now, he can't make his own decisions, when he is older, I will follow his own wishes, whether he wants to stay here or leave, I will respect her decision, after all, I, a mother, can't accompany him for a lifetime, and how to go in the future depends on himself." ”

Qin Qin obviously didn't expect Lu Wanwan to think so far, she was stunned, but she still replied very worriedly: "It turns out that you have thought so far, but in this way, in the end, it's not your own ...... that suffers."

Lu Wanwan smiled indifferently, "I also have nothing to suffer, think about my life, what have not been experienced, to be able to get a safe child, is already my luckiest thing, I have nothing to regret, when Ping An grows up, I will go around, you also know that I can't be idle, the outside is so big, I want to go and see, when I am older, I can't walk anymore, I will find a place with good scenery to live, and the rest of my life, this life can be regarded as complete." "In her life, she was stolen, and if she can live like this, what is she not satisfied with.

Qin Qin admired Lu Wanwan's open-mindedness, knowing that if she was in her position, she would definitely not be able to be so free, sighed lightly, shook her head and said: "It seems that we are not as good as you, we have too many concerns, even if we have to make such a decision, it is not easy." ”

Lu Wanwan just shook her head with a wry smile, she also had a lot of concerns, although she said that it was simple, her heart was actually tormented, but the reality forced her to make plans early, in fact, as long as she wanted to leave Ping'an, she felt uncomfortable in her heart.

"Teach Xi, the poetry girl just woke up, it seems that she is a little hungry, I just sent a bowl of porridge over, and now she is drinking porridge." Lu Wanwan and Qin Qin were talking, and Okra hurriedly came in to say goodbye.

When Lu Wanwan heard this, he immediately stood up and said to Qin Qin on the side: "Since Shishi is awake, let's go over and see her together." ”

Qin Qin was still sitting, and said with a smile: "I won't go, you haven't seen you for so long, let's talk about it." Qin Qin wanted Shishi to talk to Lu Wanwan alone, if she was present, some words would be difficult for Shishi to say.

Lu Wanwan thought about it and didn't force it, so she followed the okra out of Qin Qin's room.

Okra still brought Lu Wanwan to the door of the poetry room, and then retired and left.

Lu Wanwan knocked on the door first, and shouted into the house: "Sister Shishi, I'm Wanwan, I'm coming to see you." ”

After a while, Shishi's somewhat cold voice came from inside the room, "Come in." ”

Lu Wanwan pushed the door into the house, there was a bitter smell in the house, and it didn't smell so good, but Lu Wanwan had dealt with medicinal herbs for a while, and she was not tired of this smell, but she felt more and more sorry for Shishi in her heart, and felt that she must have suffered a lot these days.

Lu Wan walked to the back room at night, but only saw the figure of Shishi sitting in the carved bed through the bed curtain, the bed curtain was dark gray, making it almost impossible to see the appearance of the people inside.

Lu Wanwan walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and saw a bowl of unfinished bird's nest porridge on the low table next to the bed, and most of the porridge was left, obviously he didn't eat a few bites.

"I just heard okra say that you woke up hungry, why did you eat so much?" Lu Wanwan looked at Shishi in the bed and asked worriedly.

Shishi seemed to laugh, let out a short breath sound, and then said slowly: "When I first woke up, I was indeed a little hungry, but when the porridge was delivered, I suddenly lost my appetite, Xu is the medicine I drank too much, I am always like this now, you don't have to worry." ”

"How can I not be worried, you also know that I have some medical skills, I can't eat, and no matter how much medicine I drink, it won't help." Lu Wanwan's expression became more and more worried, and she sighed and said.

"The way I look now, it doesn't matter if my body is good or not, I can only stay in the house anyway, and I can't say how many years I have to live......" Shishi's tone of voice was still smiling, but the words seemed to be all lost.

Lu Wanwan frowned when he heard this, and immediately retorted: "What are you talking about, haven't many doctors already treated you, you are still young, as long as you take care of yourself, your body will always recover, why do you say those depressing words, if you are not at ease, I will treat you personally!" I will heal you. (To be continued......)