T Zhaoyong said: "Mom, Xiaojing and I plan to get married on May Day next year, I hope you can agree." ”

Xu Lihua was not surprised by this news, the twists and turns in this matter had already made Xu Lihua a little disheartened, she did not show much surprise, and said softly: "Marriage is still your own business, as long as you two feel suitable, I don't have any opinion." "No opinion is an opinion, anyone can see Xu Lihua's coldness.

Ding Zhaoyong saw that Xu Lihua didn't take his glass of wine, neither sitting nor standing, his face couldn't help but turn a little red, and Zhao Jing quietly pulled the corner of his mother's clothes below. Xu Lihua took a sip of wine from his wine glass, and said softly: "Zhaoyong, I can see that you are sincere to Xiaojing, in fact, everyone who is a parent wants their children to have a happy future, as long as you live well, I will be satisfied." ”

Ding Zhaoyong nodded.

After dinner, Zhao Jing, Qin Qing and Chang Haixin chatted with Xu Lihua, while Zhang Yang and Ding Zhaoyong came outside to sit down.

Ding Zhaoyong was a little depressed by Xu Lihua's attitude, and he said in a low voice: "The old mother doesn't seem to like me very much. ”

Zhang Yang smiled: "Zhaoyong, in fact, my mother likes you quite a lot, she is mainly worried about your parents, afraid that Xiao Jing will be wronged if she follows you in the future." ”

Ding Zhaoyong said: "Zhang Yang, I will never let Xiao Jing be wronged." ”

Zhang Chang nodded and said, "I believe in you." ”

Qin Huan had a lot of fun with everyone, and didn't sleep until late, Xu Lihua told him a story by the bedside, and only then quietly left the room until he was completely asleep. When he came to the living room and saw Zhang Yang and Zhao Jing still chatting there, Xu Lihua smiled: "What? Are you planning to stay tonight? ”

Zhao Jing smiled: "Mom, I plan to stay and have a good chat with you." ”

Xu Lihua turned his gaze to Zhang Yang again, and Zhang Yang smiled: "I will also stay and chat with you." ”

Xu Lihua looked at Zhong Changsheng, who was patrolling outside, and said in a low voice: "San'er, what is this friend of yours doing?" He's not going to leave at night? ”

Zhang Yang smiled: "He is my good friend, and this villa is borrowed from him." Zhang Yang didn't tell his mother that Zhong Changsheng was responsible for Qin Huan's safety, and if she knew, she would definitely have to worry.

Xu Lihua nodded, since Zhang Yang said that he was his friend, he was naturally trustworthy. Zhong Changsheng was sure that there was no problem after inspecting outside for a month, so he walked in, nodded to Zhang Yang, and went upstairs directly, Qin Huan's room was a suite, and Zhong Changsheng temporarily made a bed outside.

There were only three mothers and sons left in the family, Zhao Jing pursed her lips and said, "Mom, don't you like Zhaoyong?" ”

Xu Lihua said: "Zhao Yong is a good boy, I can see it, Xiao Jing, don't blame your mother, I don't have any prejudices against Zhao Yong, I just feel that their family does not agree with the relationship between the two of you, and I am worried that you will face a lot of pressure in the future." ”

Zhao Jing said: "No, Zhao Yong has been doing his parents' ideological work, and now they have no objection to the two of us dating." She glanced at Zhang Yang, because she wanted the little brother to help her say a few words.

Zhang Yang smiled: "Mom, when it comes to personal feelings, we really can't intervene, I think Xiaojing is also older, and she has to rely on herself for everything." ”

Xu Lihua said: "Is it a little hasty to get married next year?" In fact, she didn't want her children to get married as soon as possible, but Zhao Jing's situation was special, and Xu Lihua didn't want them to get married in a hurry when their parents were unwilling.

Zhang Yang said: "It's not in a hurry, from this year's May Day to next year's May Day, the certificate has been received, and it can't always be consumed like this, or else, let Zhaoyong have a good talk with their family, if his parents agree, it's best, if people don't agree, I don't think you should hold any grand ceremony, it's not better to get married in tourism." ”

Xu Lihua said: "That's not possible, marriage is a lifelong event, and you must agree with your parents, otherwise it will be disrespectful to others, and the outside will feel that my daughter can't get married." ”

Zhang Yang really can't say too much about this kind of thing, it seems that Zhao Jing's wedding has some twists and turns, he pondered that maybe he should go to Ding Weifeng to talk directly, just as he was thinking about it, Yi Xiuxiu called, and her voice was a little nervous: "Zhang Yang...... Can you come to the hospital? ”

Zhang Yang thought something had happened to her, and said with concern: "What's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

Zhong Xiuxiu said: "Dezhi is sitting alone on the roof of the building, for several hours, but he doesn't want to come down, no one will listen to him, he will stay there, I'm afraid that something will happen to him, maybe he is willing to listen to what you say." ”

"I'll go right over!"

After Zhang Yang came back from Tibet, he once visited Ti Xiuxiu and Wu Dezhi once, Yi Xiuxiu's injuries have basically recovered, and Wu Dezhi's injuries are also steadily recovering, but in the explosion, he lost his right arm, his face was also seriously disfigured, and his mood was always low.

Zhang Yang came to the ward of the Provincial People's Hospital and asked about the situation, and in the evening of the same day, Wu Dezhi asked the agent who accompanied him to take him to the rooftop to have a look, but after going up, he stayed there and did not want to come back.

Zhang Daguan felt helpless.

The national security agent's brain was purely kicked by a donkey, and with Wu Dezhi's current psychological condition, he also took him to the rooftop of the ward building, this hospital also has problems in management, and the door to the rooftop cannot be opened casually, in case any patient can't open it, wouldn't it be troublesome?

Zhang Yang came to the rooftop, Wu Dezhi was not in any danger, he lay on the rooftop, one left and one right two national security officers accompanied him, as long as there was a move to jump off the building, two national security agents would drag him back. But now Wu Dezhi has no signs of suicide, he just lies there and watches.

The face of the big night is wrapped in gauze, and at first glance it looks like a mummy, which is a little weird.

Zhang Yang walked over, motioned for the two national security staff to leave, and handed over Wu Dezhi to himself, and no one was allowed to take their place in the two national security staff. However, they didn't dare to go far, Zhang Yang waved his hand, signaling them to go farther, and then they walked a few steps further and stood still in the distance.

Zhang Yang came to Wu Dezhi's side, followed his gaze, and saw the beautiful lights of Dongjiang City.

Wu Dezhi didn't look back from beginning to end, he said in a low voice: "You're here?" His voice was very hoarse.

Zhang Yang said: "Tong Xiuxiu cares about you very much. This sentence is equivalent to showing Wu Dezhi that Tong Xiuxiu found him.

Wu Dezhi said in a low voice: "My appearance is indeed very pitiful. ”

Zhang Yang pursed his lips: "Do you drink?" ”

"Is there any wine?"

Zhang Daguan actually brought a bottle of liquor, but there was no wine glass, unscrewed the cap, and handed it to Wu Dezhi, Wu Dezhi took the bottle and took a sip, a spicy taste went straight down, Wu Dezhi closed his eyes, and it took a while to get used to this ** feeling, and sighed lightly: "What wine?" So strong? ”

Zhang Yang said: "Burn the knife, I bought it at the entrance of the hospital, I thought you might want to drink it, so I bought a bottle." ”

Wu Dezhi said: "Why don't you make a bottle better?" ”

Zhang Yang said: "People live for a lifetime, sweet and sour, bitter and salty, you have to taste any taste, this is not in vain, when you want to drink, not only Moutai Wuliangye can satisfy your **." ”

Wu Dezhi said: "I don't have a ** ......" He raised his head, looked at the sparse stars in the night sky, and then said: "If there is, then I really want to die now......"

Zhang Yang took the bottle of wine from his hand and took a big sip, he was not surprised by Wu Dezhi's words: "If I were in your position, maybe I would have the same idea as you." ”

Wu Dezhi said: "I'm not afraid of death, what I'm really afraid of is that I'm not a ghost now, I want to die, I want to jump from here and be a hundred from now on, and there is no more sorrow and trouble, but I know that this is a very irresponsible behavior, I die, which is equivalent to leaving all the pressure and pain to others, and will make others suffer for a lifetime, thinking of this, I can't die, a person is not like a ghost, it should not belong to this world, but he still has to live for others, Am I a tragedy? Am I a monster? ”

Zhang Yang looked at Wu Dezhi sympathetically, and he said in a low voice: "Are you blaming me for saving you?" ”

"I thank you for saving me, but if time could be turned back, I hope you don't make such a choice, let me die, I won't suffer."

"But Yi Xiuxiu will be in pain, and your friends around you will be in pain."

Wu Dezhi turned his head, and he looked at Zhang Yang with desolate eyes: "I am dead, you will certainly suffer, but the pain is only temporary, but now...... I will suffer, she will suffer, I have no longer walked the past me, and she has to face such a me, a strange me, because of the shackles of morality! Wu Dezhi had no tears, his tears had long since dried up, and his desolate eyes were like the deepest and emptiest black hole in the universe.

Zhang Yang handed him the wine bottle, and Wu Dezhi took another sip: "Isn't it a great sorrow that a person can't even die as he wants." ”

Zhang Yang said: "It's better to die than to live, I saved you, even if you don't live for Yi Xiuxiu, you have to live for me, you can't let my efforts be in vain." ”

Wu Dezhi said: "My face is broken, remove the gauze, I'm afraid that even I don't know myself, my right hand is gone, I will never be able to defuse the bomb in the future, have you noticed that I am talking very loudly now?" Because only then can I hear what I am saying, my hearing is damaged, the doctor said that there will be a possibility of regression in the future, I have become a complete cripple. ”

Zhang Yang said: "The current plastic surgery technology is very high, it should be able to repair your face to the greatest extent, although your right hand is gone, but you can train your left hand, as for your hearing, I will try my best to help you return to normal." What you really hurt the most is your self-confidence, Wu Dezhi, you are one of the most tenacious and determined people I have ever met, you can survive even death, what else can't you face? ”