Wu Dezhi said: "I understand everything, I stand here, and everyone will worry about me jumping from here." ”

"You won't, you won't despise your own life!"

Wu Dezhi said: "I will!" But I can't die, the reason why I still hold on to saving my life is that I am afraid that my death will hurt others. ”

Zhang Yang didn't speak, from Wu Dezhi's words, he really felt Wu Dezhi's deep love for Tong Xiuxiu, Wu Dezhi was not nostalgic for his life, he was just worried that his death would bring Tong Xiuxiu great harm, and even make Tong Xiuxiu suffer for a lifetime.

Zhang Yang said: "You are not living for others, everyone is living for themselves, I don't want to see you depressed, I don't think Tong Xiuxiu wants to." ”

Wu Dezhi handed the wine bottle to Zhang Yang: "Zhang Yang, help me do something." ”

Zhang Yang nodded.

Wu Dezhi said: "I don't want to see her again, it will take me a while to get used to the current me. ”

Zhang Yang said: "What are your plans?" ”

Wu Dezhi shook his head: "Life is a day, the organization let me go back after recovering from my injury, and arranged a position that is enough for me to worry about food and clothing, I don't think anyone will care if I go or not, and a fixed salary will be paid to my account every month." According to their words, I became a hero, I became a hero, and these are the treatments I deserve. He took a deep breath and said in a mocking tone: "I never felt that I was a hero, I felt more like a beggar, they were giving to me, and the purpose of giving to me may be sympathy or pity, or it may be to establish their moral image." Wu Dezhi laughed quite strangely: "My existence can prove the love of many people, and can improve the moral image of many people. ”

Zhang Yang said: "I can save your life, but I can't save your heart, Wu Dezhi, you just don't dare to admit it, in fact, you are a resentful woman now, you think that everyone owes you, everyone has a purpose for you, and everyone is not sincerely helping you." ”

"I didn't!"

Zhang Yang said: "What proof do you take?" Have you ever thought that no one needs you to live for them, no one needs to use you to fulfill their moral image, mercy and sympathy are only temporary, everything in this world has a shelf life, you don't want to be a burden to others, you don't want to be sympathized by others, you can, you have to prove to others, you can still live well by relying on yourself, you are still useful, you still have advantages that others do not have, for a real man, disfigurement is not terrible, and losing an arm is not the end of the world, What is really terrible is the loss of faith, Wu Dezhi, if you don't even have the confidence to live on your own, then your existence will lose its meaning. ”

Wu Dezhi looked at Zhang Yang, his gaze actually regained some calm, Wu Dezhi has always been a man with strong enough psychological quality, it is this mentality of Taishan collapsing forward and not moving, so that he can become a first-class bomb disposal expert in national security. Wu Dezhi knew that Zhang Yang was not trying to hit himself by saying these words, he was doing his duty as a friend, and he wanted to help him get back on his feet.

Wu Dezhi said: "If I could, I would like to choose a new way of life. ”

Zhang Yang said: "If you are tired of the old life, I can introduce you to a job that suits you." ”

Wu Dezhi said: "I remember your words, but before I can think about work, I need to heal my injuries thoroughly." ”

Zhang Yang smiled and nodded, and he gently patted Wu Dezhi's shoulder.

Wu Dezhi said in a low voice: "Don't forget what you promised me. ”

"If you want him to recover as quickly as possible, you have to leave him for a while." Zhang Yang gave advice to Tong Xiuxiu.

Tong Xiuxiu nodded: "Zhang Yang, I understand, I'll go back to report next week." "Her eyes were already red.

Zhang Yang said: "Xiuxiu, you are a strong girl, I can see that your feelings for him have not changed, but Dezhi he doesn't want to drag you down, and now he sees your care and love as a kind of pity, and it is useless to explain, he can only let him slowly heal his wounds and slowly regain his self-confidence." ”

Tong Xiuxiu said with tears in her eyes: "Zhang Yang, you help me tell him that no matter what he becomes, no matter how long I have to wait, I will wait for him." ”

Zhang Yang was moved by the true feelings of Tong Xiuxiu and Wu Dezhi, and he decided to help them through this most difficult time, Zhang Yang said: "Dezhi doesn't want to return to China to work, in fact, with his current physical condition, he is not suitable to continue working. ”

Tong Xiuxiu said softly: "I will reflect to the top, I think the organization will respect his decision." ”

Zhang Yang said: "I learned about Dezhi's resume, although his right hand is useless, he can't be a bomb disposal expert, but his knowledge of electrical and computer is still few people can compare, and when he recovers, I plan to introduce him to my friend's auto repair shop to work, change the environment, change a way of life, it will be very good for his psychological recovery." ”

Tong Xiuxiu said: "Zhang Yang, I don't know how to thank you. ”

If in the past, Zhang Daguan would have said a joke about himself, but he respected Wu Dezhi in his heart, because of this, he was very polite when facing Tong Xiuxiu, and he didn't even say much about jokes, this guy said with a rare serious attitude: "Xiuxiu, don't say this kind of thing when I'm a friend, Wu Dezhi's life is what I picked up, since I picked it up, I won't let him practice his life, give him a while, His psychological quality is definitely stronger than that of you and me, if this kind of person can't get back up, God can't tolerate it! ”

Tong Xiuxiu finally saw a glimmer of hope because of her flamboyant words, and she chuckled: "But you also have to promise me one thing." ”

Zhang Yang smiled bitterly: "Why? What do I owe you? ”

Tong Xiuxiu said: "You have to help me watch Dezhi, it's okay if he doesn't let me stay with him, but you have to help me keep an eye on him, you can't let other women take advantage of the loophole, if someone else hooks him away, I'll ask you for someone." ”

Zhang Daguan said in his heart that Wu Dezhi is in such a tragic situation now, and there are really no other girls who can take a fancy to him, this kind of thing is just thinking about it in his heart, and he can't say it anyway.

Tong Xiuxiu said: "You must think that I am hypocritical, I have to be like that, how can there be a girl who likes him, right?" ”

Zhang Yang didn't speak.

Tong Xiuxiu said: "I like it, I like him no matter what, I swear, there is no hypocrisy in what I say, I have no pity for him, no guilt, only love, really, no matter what he becomes, I can accept it." ”

Zhang Daguan was moved again: "Xiuxiu, with your words, I will definitely help you take care of him." ”

Tong Xiuxiu said in a low voice: "In fact, after the explosion, I also thought about leaving Guoan, and from now on He Dezhi will never engage in this dangerous work again, but I am unwilling, this time the incident is simply a trap, and even my cousin's death is to introduce me into the bureau." ”

Zhang Daguan also has some understanding of the current complex internal situation of Guoan, and Xing Zhaohui has not contacted him since he was investigated internally. He even suspected that Qin Huan's matter might have been revealed through the national security, and Zhang Yang reminded Tong Xiuxiu in a low voice: "Be careful in everything, don't easily believe the people around you." ”

Tong Xiuxiu smiled indifferently: "Don't worry, after experiencing this incident, I have seen many things clearly, I will protect myself well, I will not take risks easily, I can't let Dezhi be sad, although he doesn't say it, but I know that he cares about me all the time in his heart." ”

At this time, Guo Cheng, deputy director of the Seventh Bureau of National Security, also arrived when he heard the news, and when he came to the hospital, Wu Dezhi had already slept, and most of the bottles of burning knives brought by Zhang Yang had entered his stomach.

Hearing that Wu Dezhi poured so much wine, Guo Chengzhen couldn't cry or laugh, and couldn't help complaining: "Director Zhang, Dezhi's injury hasn't fully recovered, so you can bring him wine to drink, aren't you afraid that his injury will recur?" ”

Zhang Yang said: "When he gets drunk, he relieves a thousand sorrows, and he becomes obedient when he drinks too much." ”

Seeing that Wu Dezhi was fine, Guo Cheng didn't stay, and left the ward with Zhang Yang, and came to the parking lot downstairs, he said to Zhang Yang: "All this time, I haven't had time to say thank you to you, if it weren't for you, Dezhi would definitely be finished." ”

Zhang Yang said: "I am friends with Dezhi, and it is right to do something for him." ”

Guo Chengdao: "His temper has become very strange, our old colleagues and old friends are difficult to communicate with him, and now it seems that he is willing to listen to only you." ”

Zhang Yang smiled: "It's also to play the piano to the cow, and my words won't have much effect on him." ”

Guo Chengdao: "Help me persuade him to let him continue to work, I don't know what his considerations are, he actually wants to leave!" ”

Zhang Yang said: "I can't help you, you have to be a strong person, he doesn't want to add trouble to others, just now when I was chatting with him on the rooftop, he mentioned this matter, he thinks he is useless to you, he doesn't want you to take care of him, he takes this care as a kind of pity." ”

Guo Cheng sighed, he has always admired Wu Dezhi, a powerful subordinate.

Zhang Yang said: "Actually, it's a good thing for him to let him go, with his current situation, he shouldn't be able to adapt to your work, he is still young, there are still many opportunities, maybe he will soon be able to find his own place in society again." ”

Guo Cheng sighed with emotion: "It is his luck to have a friend like you. ”

Zhang Yang said: "It is also his luck to have a leader like you who is sympathetic to his subordinates. ”

Guo Cheng smiled, and suddenly remembered something: "Is there a girl named Zhang Ruirong in your unit?" ”