Xigu often dreamed of himself before he was seventeen years old.

This "before" should be divided into two paragraphs, one is before the parents divorced, and the other is after the parents divorced.

"Xigu, you have to know how to be grateful, because the people around you are accompanying you and helping you grow up."

On the day Gu Huaisheng said this, Xi Gu had just learned that his father had a woman outside, and that woman was pregnant with his father's child.

Xi Gu had seen that woman, she was younger than her mother, but she was really not as beautiful as her mother, and her words and deeds exuded an indescribable philistine atmosphere.

Xigu didn't know what happened to his father and why he liked such a woman.

At that time, she watched the woman pinching her waist, reaching out to stroke her bulging belly, and her eyes were arrogant and unstoppable.

She only felt glaring, especially dazzling.

She ran away from home that day, and it was raining outside, and no one could find Xigu, but Gu Huaisheng found her.

Only he could find her.

That night, she didn't go home, nor did she go to Gu Huaisheng's house, Gu Huaisheng used the little money she had brought with her to open a room in a small hotel.

She slept on the bed, Gu Huaisheng slept on the ground, the floor was very cold at night, she heard Gu Huaisheng tossing and turning, and she seemed to be unable to sleep.

She sighed and sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, Gu Huaisheng looked at her and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Xi Gu bit her lip, her face was slightly red, she stared at the young man's dark eyes, and said, "You...... Come to bed. ”

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That night, she and Gu Huaisheng lay on the same bed, with their backs to each other, not cold, but also unable to sleep.

The night was exceptionally quiet, but because the hotel was not very soundproof, I occasionally heard footsteps in the corridor, and then, Xi Gu heard Gu Huaisheng call her name, and the voice was very soft.

He said, "Xigu, have you slept?" ”

Xigu pursed his lips and said, "No." ”

Gu Huaisheng didn't speak for a while, the atmosphere of silence flowed, and Xi Gu thought he was asleep, but at that moment, Gu Huaisheng spoke again.

He said, "Xigu, you don't have to be afraid, I will take care of you in the future and take care of you like a man." ”

In the darkness, Xi Gu's black eyes flashed, "Will it be for a lifetime?" ”

Gu Huaisheng said with certainty, "It must be a lifetime." ”

Xigu's body moved, curled up, and then she sighed and said, "Impossible, nothing in this world is a lifetime, and my father also said that he would always love my mother, brother, and my ......."

"And Huaisheng, you know, I treat you as an older brother, just like my brother, but you see, my brother is not by my side, so sooner or later you will also leave with your own life, and it is impossible to ...... for a lifetime"

Xi Gu said sadly, but there was a faint rejection in this sadness, Gu Huaisheng understood.

At that time, he was only a seventeen-year-old boy.

He turned around and reached out to hug Xi Gu, Xi Gu's body trembled, and then, she heard Gu Huai Sheng say in her ear, "Xi Gu, even if we are not in love, we can be together forever, believe me......"

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"Liars ......"

The two words very light and very light come from Xigu, who was lying in bed and asleep.

These two words ripped out Xi Gu's tears and stung the man sitting in front of the hospital bed.

Shen Liangshi's fingertips holding Xi Gu trembled, and then with a weak sigh, he raised his other hand, stroked the pale cheeks of the girl on the bed, and wiped away the tears rolling down her face.

Leaning forward, the kiss landed on the girl's long, wet eyelashes, and the loss and jealousy that welled up in his heart made him breathe a little.

――Xigu, is it so difficult? Is it really that hard to forget him?

……

When Xigu woke up, it was already night.

When I opened my eyes, it was quiet, white room, white quilt, white sheets.

It's a hospital.

Xigu has a headache, why did he toss to the hospital again?

She began to reminisce about the previous Qiē, Haotian drove her around Licheng Street, and then she was going to the supermarket.

Then, she saw a man with a peaked cap in the supermarket, although it was only a side face, but she felt familiar, it was Gu Huaisheng.

Later, what happened later?

She seems to have gone crazy and done something excessive.

For example, when she bumped into someone, for example, she cried and yelled, and when she seemed to see Shen Liang.

Xi Gu closed her eyes, her mind hurt, she wasn't sure if it was because she missed it too much, and she had hallucinations, it was not known when Shen Liang was there, but Gu Huaisheng must have been her hallucination.

Yes, it must be a hallucination, a person who is already dead, she saw him close his eyes with her own eyes, saw him buried with her own eyes, and even touched his urn with her own hands, how could she see him? How come?!

She let out a long breath, feeling unusually tired in her heart, there was a sound of footsteps, she was stunned for a moment, the door was opened, and there was a man standing at the door, it was Haotian.

Naturally, there is Haotian, Xigu doesn't think it's strange, but behind Haotian, there is also a person, a middle-aged man.

Xi Gu narrowed her eyebrows, it was her father, Mo Xuanqi.

Haotian looked at Xigu and said helplessly, "Miss, Mr. Mo ...... him"

Haotian usually calls Xi Gu's name in private, but in front of Mo Xuanqi and outsiders, he will call her "eldest lady", although in Xi Gu's opinion, she is no longer the eldest lady.

Four years ago, the moment my parents divorced, it was not.

But Haotian calls her like this now, and she also understands that she is Mo Xuanqi's daughter, and she has the blood of the Mo family in her blood, and this will not change.

Even if Mo Xuanqi already had a little boy a few years old next to him, he called him dad happily......

Mo Xuanqi stood at the door, now forty-nine years old, he was still heroic and straight, and he was a little haggard compared to the appearance when he saw Xigu last night.

I should have stayed up late last night or something.

Xigu smiled at him and called out to him, "Dad......"

Mo Xuanqi was a little touched by her warm shout, raised his feet and walked in, Haotian walked out of the door with interest, and closed the door.

Mo Xuanqi sat down on the side of Xi Gu's bed, sighed and said, "Why don't you take care of yourself so much." ”

How should Xigu answer?

I won't take care of myself, yes, in the eyes of parents, a child is a child, no matter how old he is, he is still a child, and he can't change it.

The Mid-Autumn Festival has passed, but the moonlight outside the window is bright, and the bright light is dazzling, Mo Xuanqi said, "When you are discharged from the hospital, go home with your father to live, no matter how you say it, there are people to take care of it at home." ”

Xigu shook his head and said, "I'm going back to City C tomorrow, and I still have to go to school." ”

Mo Xuanqi pursed her lips, she didn't know what to say for a while, Xi Gu looked at him like this, moved her lips, and she finally couldn't help but open her mouth.

She said, "Dad, have you ever regretted divorcing your mother?" Even if it's just for a moment, have you ever regretted it? ”