98.Chapter 98: She said: Yes, I love him
Did Mo Xuanqi regret it? I should have regretted it. But what's the point of saying that now?
It doesn't make any sense.
Seeing that Mo Xuanqi didn't answer, Xi Gu pulled the corners of her lips and laughed, her smile was a little sad, she asked Mo Xuanqi, "Zi'an is four years old now!" â
Mo Xuanqi frowned and looked at Xigu.
Xi Gu's expression was very calm, his eyes didn't look at Mo Xuanqi, he just muttered, "Zi'an Zi'an, it means that my son is safe, when he was born, Dad, are you very happy, just like when my brother and I were born...... Glad ......"
"Xigu ......" Mo Xuanqi looked at Xigu, the expression on his face was already dark, and his voice was hoarse and helpless.
"Because they're all your children, and half of your blood is in them, I can't say anything. Moreover, there is nothing wrong with that child himself, if you must say who is at fault, that fault is also an adult. But sometimes I don't understand, I always think that my father loves my mother very much, when I was a child, I heard my classmates say that their parents divorced, I think it's incredible, remember, Dad, I came back to tell you, and asked you if you would divorce your mother, you said no, no......"
Xi Gu lowered her head, in fact, she shouldn't have said these words, she didn't hold back last night, but I don't know why, now she is very blocked in her heart, very blocked......
Is it because I met Gu Huaisheng?
No, it's not to see, it's hallucinations, it's fake, Huai Sheng is gone, and there is no zĂ i anymore.
She was suddenly in a very bad mood.
Mo Xuanqi's eyes were already a little moist, and he didn't dare to look at Xi Gu again, he turned his head and stroked one hand to the center of his eyebrows.
Xigu bit his lip, looked at him, and continued, "But, Dad, you still betrayed Mom. Still divorced from my mother......"
"Xigu ......" Mo Xuanqi didn't know what to say anymore, he grabbed his daughter's hand, his lips trembled, and he wanted to explain, but how to explain?
A Mo Zi'an, he can't argue.
Xigu sighed, a very light breath.
She said, "Dad, I don't hate you, you are my father, the one who gave birth to me and raised me, I have half of your blood in me, I hate you and I hate myself, I am ungrateful, I don't hate ...... But Dad, I blame, I blame, I blame you for betraying your mother, blame you for betraying love, blame you for really divorcing your mother for that woman and the child in her womb, don't want her anymore, and don't want me and my brother anymore. You have such an irresponsible attitude towards love and marriage, I have to blame you......"
She said, "Four years ago, I was only fifteen years old, I didn't know what love was, but I had already had a fear of it, when Huai Sheng left, he asked me if I loved him, I couldn't say love, because I thought of you and my mother at that moment, remembered the bubble of love, the world was warm and cold, so that I didn't think about it at all and shook my head, and let Huai Sheng leave the world with regrets, Dad, I don't hate you, but I hate myself, I hate myself, you know? Did you know......"
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Mo Xuanqi looked at her, and the expression on his face was even darker than just now.
Gu Huai gave birth to this child, he naturally knew that the Gu family and the Mo family lived in a villa area, which was very close.
Xigu has a quiet and cold personality, Dongheng went abroad when he was seventeen years old, Xigu has always been at home alone, she doesn't like to talk, when Mo Dongheng went abroad, she was only twelve years old, and she didn't like to talk about it.
And at such a time, a boy of the same age as Xigu entered the world of Xigu, and he was Gu Huaisheng.
At first, Mo Xuanqi thought it was very good, after all, Xi Gu had made friends, but thinking that his daughter was in adolescence, he was also a little worried, and asked Xi Gu, and Xi Gu replied very simply, saying, "I regard Huai Sheng as an elder brother." â
Mo Xuanqi thought that Xi Gu pinned his feelings for his son Mo Dongheng on Gu Huaisheng, and at the same time, he couldn't say anything when he was sad.
I remember that night, he also called his son Mo Dongheng, hoping that he would not only care about his studies, but call Xigu more if he had nothing to do, and care more about his sister.
Later, he and his wife divorced, and Xi Gu and Liang Yuanrong moved out, but this did not seem to affect the relationship between Xi Gu and Gu Huaisheng, and Gu Huaisheng went to find Xi Gu when he was fine.
Mo Xuanqi asked Haotian to find someone to secretly observe, Haotian said that the two people are indeed very close, but it feels more like a brother and sister than a couple.
Two years ago, Gu Huai died of illness, and the moment Mo Xuanqi heard the news, the first feeling that surged out was sadness.
He regretted that a young boy had passed away like this.
Then, he was worried, worried about his baby daughter, Xigu.
However, when he went to look for Xi Gu, Xi Gu's expression was very calm, as if nothing from the outside world mattered to her, Haotian sighed and said, "The eldest lady is very strong. â
But Mo Xuanqi felt that her daughter was holding on.
It's not a good thing to hold back some sadness without venting it.
Not long after Gu Huaisheng passed away, the Gu family moved away, and about Gu Huaisheng, it was like an ethereal past, which faded with the wind.
But this "light" is only in Mo Xuanqi's heart, and in the hearts of some people, it will not be light, but will become heavier and heavier with the accumulation of time.
For example, his daughter Mosigu.
At that time, Mo Xuanqi recalled the young man again, and his mood was still complicated.
He asked Xigu, "So, do you mean that you love Huaisheng, but because you don't believe in love and don't understand love, you did things against your heart and said things against your heart?" â
Xi Gu's eyes flashed, and he didn't know how to answer for a while......
Is she in love with Gu Huaisheng?
She didn't know, it was a little messy, she felt that she had always treated him as a brother, it was really a brother, and because she felt so, she didn't want to lie to him at the last moment.
But when he saw the flicker of loss in his eyes, she regretted it a little.
Gu Huaisheng said, "Xigu, you honestly make me sad. â
Later, Gu Huaisheng left, and the sorrow in Xi Gu's heart could not be erased, so that in the next two years, she had a very bad life, and she often thought of Gu Huaisheng.
At that time, she felt that she didn't like Gu Huaisheng, but she didn't know it?
Every time she thinks about it, she feels very sad, and this sadness has not been resolved for two years, and now, it is actually vented on her biological father Mo Xuanqi.
Her father, the father she loved the most, destroyed the home she thought was happy with his own hands!
Xi Gu looked at Mo Xuanqi, his finger joints tightened, as if he wanted to take revenge on something, "Yes, I love him!" â
With a "pop-" sound, something suddenly fell to the ground, and Xi Gu and Mo Xuanqi were stunned.
When the two of them turned around, they saw a young and handsome man standing at the door of the ward.
At his feet was an overturned dinner bag, which was still steaming......
Xi Gu's eyes twitched, because that person was ...... When it is cool.
Shen Liangshi shrugged his shoulders towards the two of them, and said with a faint smile, "Sorry, the dinner was spilled, I'll go buy it again." â
Then, he turned and walked away, and the figure quickly disappeared into the doorway.
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