In front of the woman he likes, Fu Zijun is not a gentleman who sits still, when his hand touched her collarbone, his eyes became hot and wild, and he slid all the way down to unbutton her first button, she couldn't stop trembling lightly, but she didn't refuse, and her low-hanging eyelashes covered her shyness.

Her acquiescence encouraged him, and when he unbuttoned her chest and covered it with the softness, her body stiffened suddenly, and her face turned as white as paper.

She remembered the scene when she was first intimate with him, it was definitely not a wonderful experience, the almost unbearable pain and his coldness made her extremely resistant to his intimacy with her for a long time, and of course, he was never enthusiastic about this matter.

The only thing that night made her feel good was the little angel Junjun who came into this world ten months later, the little soft and milky child, she brought him up with one hand, watched him learn to walk, watched him call "Mommy", and then watched him lie motionless in a pool of blood......

The pain of destroying the world swept in again, this child came so suddenly, it was full of surprises and surprises, making up for the neglect and injury she suffered, but she also went so miserably, after being reincarnated, she always buried him deep in her heart, but tonight those sad memories surfaced in her heart again and again.

Fu Zijun saw that she suddenly became so resistant, and didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, but she knew that she didn't completely accept him, that passion instantly cooled, her eyes became clear again, and although her heart was gloomy, she still buttoned her clothes gentlemanly, "Don't be afraid, I won't force you to ......"

Before she finished speaking, she grabbed him by the collar and leaned on his shoulder to cry, and at this moment she really wanted to tell him.

Fu Zijun, do you know that in our previous life, we once had a lively and lovely son?

He was more and more flustered by her crying, and could only pat her back softly to comfort her, regretting his fierceness just now, and blurted out a series of apologies, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry,......"

He didn't know what was wrong with him tonight, it was a good date, but it became like this, first hurting her in words, and now in her actions, he made her miserable like this.

"I don't want children." After a long time, she stopped whimpering, her eyes were already swollen from crying, but she was not sorry for Fu Zijun in her heart, she knew his desire for her during this period of time, she was also mentally prepared, but she didn't expect that those painful memories would still come to her mind at a critical moment, she didn't know what to say, but she could only cover it up with this pale and weak word.

"Then don't." He replied without any hesitation.

She still felt pain in her heart, "I don't think I will be a good mother, let him come into this world, and let him suffer, I am sorry for him." ”

"How do you have that thought?" He shook his head disapprovingly, "If you don't like children, we don't want children, but you must not have the idea that you can't be a good mother." You are gentle and careful, you can take care of people, and you will cook so much delicious food, you are not only a good wife, but also a good mother, who will be your child is his blessing. ”

Is it? But why does Junjun always say, "You're not good! I don't want you to be my mother! ”

She closed her eyes, only to feel that the sky was red, she was really bad, it was she who didn't teach Junjun well, so he hated her like that, it was she who didn't look at Junjun well, so that something happened to such a lovely child, and the pain and self-blame could not be erased no matter how many times she was reborn.

"What do you want to do now? I'm usually busy and don't have time to spend with my children, and if I have a child, I'm sorry for him, so it's better not to have a child. Seeing that her love was still not improving, he had to keep softly persuading, they were still young, although they had been married for so long, but he had never considered the issue of children, and he didn't expect her to be so resistant to children.

If you think about it carefully, you can understand, she is only in her early twenties, and there are not many young girls like her who get married, let alone have children, she is still a child herself, of course she will have a sense of fear of such a thing, he was originally lost because of her refusal, but he was faintly relieved, but fortunately it was not because she hated him.

He really doesn't have much desire for children, and if she doesn't like it, then don't.

Ji Qingling was so tired from crying that he fell asleep groggily, but he had nightmares at night, although he couldn't remember what he dreamed of, but his son's small figure appeared frequently.

Junjun, it's mom who is sorry for you!

This night, she cried and slept, and the next day she was sick.

Fu Zijun woke up early in the morning, didn't smell the aroma of breakfast, knew that she was tired from crying last night and probably didn't sleep well, so she went out and bought it early and came back, and was about to call her to get up, but saw her lying on the bed with a red face, tears on her face had not dried, her brows were tightly locked, and she looked very painful.

"Qingling." He instinctively probed her forehead and gasped, it was so hot.

Even Ji Qingling herself didn't expect that after being reborn, she rarely got sick this time, and she had a high fever for several days, and then she had a low-grade fever again and again.

"What the hell is going on?"

"It's a tricky cold virus, her immunity is relatively low for a while, that's why it's like this, there is no specific medicine for treating the virus, she only has a low-grade fever now, and there is no need to take fever injections,......"

"So what do you say? Do you just let her burn like this? ”

"But the injection and hanging water are not good for the body, is she still hanging less water these days? The most important thing is to drink more water, eat lightly, and recuperate......"

"How long will it take?" Fu Zijun's voice became extremely impatient.

"In a few days, the virus will be like this."

"How many days?"

Wang Hong has been tortured by Fu Zijun for the past few days, originally just out of kindness and friendship to help, who knew that he was pestered by him to sleep and eat restlessly.

"I'm a surgeon, not an internal medicine! How do I know how many days it takes? Everyone's situation is different, can you believe in the doctor's professionalism, our hospital is a big hospital, do you have to keep questioning such a small cold? ”

"A little cold? She still has a small cold after so many days of fever? Fu Zijun's voice raised, and he looked very angry.

"That's tonsil inflammation, it's also a very normal phenomenon, it's all within the control, I've prescribed her medicine, continue to take it according to the doctor's instructions, there will be no problem, how can there be a good panacea in the world?" Wang Hong was very depressed, he didn't expect Fu Zijun to be such a chicken woman, he really misjudged him.

Ji Qingling has been asleep, and after being woken up by the dispute between the two, his head is still a little stuffy and painful, "It's just a cold, just drink some water." ”

Because of the cold and fever, her voice became very hoarse.

Fu Zijun frowned, and reacted extremely quickly to hand the warm water to her hand.

"Yes, yes, drink plenty of fluids and get a good rest, that's the most important thing." Wang Hong looked at her approvingly, "You are still sensible, but you have to take care of your husband, I have been tossed for the past few days...... Alas, but it also shows that he loves you. ”

"You don't speak, no one treats you as dumb." Fu Zijun glanced at him coldly.

"Hey, it's really good to be kind, it's just ...... to be unreasonable" Wang Hong was by his bad attitude, he was tortured so much in the past few days, and he was very kind to repay his grievances with virtue, and said a few good words for Fu Zijun, but he was despised, what kind of world is this.

"Thank you, Dr. Wang." Ji Qingling apologized in a low voice embarrassedly.

"Ignore him and get some more sleep." Fu Zijun was very unhappy with Wang Hong, as a doctor who came back from studying abroad, he was helpless against a cold, and let her burn for so many days, what is there to be thankful for.

Wang Hong felt extremely wronged, Fu Zijun had degenerated into a person with no common sense and no principles in front of Ji Qingling, and he was not a general practitioner, how could he cure all diseases.

She nodded obediently, drank the water, and lay down to sleep.

Fu Zijun looked at her sleeping face, her slightly frowning brows never relaxed, although it is said that more rest for patients with colds and fevers is conducive to recovery, but she sleeps a little too much, and there are almost no wakes up in a day, but even if she is not solid in her sleep, she always twists her brows, as if she is suffering from great torture, and sometimes even sheds tears.

What kind of nightmare was tormenting her?

He sighed, why did he always feel so powerless when facing her.

She was sick intermittently for half a month before she gradually got better, the illness was cured, but she lost a lot of weight, and she was originally plump.

Hu Mingming, the "fox spirit" who hadn't seen her for a long time, was amazed, it was a miracle that she could lose weight like this with a cold, if it weren't for Ji Qingling's face being too ugly, she would be a little eager to get sick.

"I usually see that you are quite active in exercising, and your living habits are also good, why did you have a cold and fever for so long?" Zhang Yuan looked at her who was close to the "paper man" and said distressedly.

"The doctor said that people who usually have a cold and fever are not easy to get seriously ill." Ji Qingling smiled slightly, this strange theory was said by Wang Hong's fiancée, the beautiful doctor, half joking and half comforting her as a patient.

"Quacks." Zhang Yuan sneered, "You've been sick for so long, you must be stuffy at home, let's make an appointment with Li Dahai to go out for a walk another day, it's an autumn outing." ”

She always felt that Ji Qingling's illness, the gloom that had dispersed between her eyebrows was even heavier, and she couldn't help but sigh in her heart, this girl was young, but her mind was quite heavy, and she watched her gloom gradually dissipate during that time, but she didn't expect this illness to get worse again, could it be that she was sick with anger?

She has long been clear about Ji Qingling's family background, and she looks very glamorous, I don't know how many ordinary girls in City A envy her life, but the life of a wealthy family is really like a fish drinking water, and she knows her own warmth and coldness. R1152