Chapter 106: Apology
Fang Zhongnan's face was ugly, and after a long time, he reluctantly asked, "Then you don't hate your father?" ”
Back then, Ji Jingui treated her as a pawn in marriage, didn't care about her happiness at all, forced her to go on blind dates everywhere, and a few blind dates could even be her grandfather, this matter has always been a joke in the social circle of City A, although everyone will also weigh the benefits that marriage can bring, but they are all more subtle, at least get to know each other in social occasions first, and only get along with each other for a while after having a good impression of each other, just like the marriage contract between Fang Zhongnan and Su Jingjing, like Ji Jingui is so simple and rude is simply an outlier among the other.
Fang Zhongnan thought that Ji Qingling, as the party concerned, should hate her father who didn't talk about family affection half to death, but he didn't expect her to be quite open-minded.
"Resentment is greater than hatred, after all, he is still my father, who gave me life, and also gave me my current prosperous life, and I didn't dare to resist him when I was young at that time." She tried hard to recall the situation of the blind date at the beginning, because it was too long, she couldn't remember it clearly, she only remembered that she was submissive, for fear that those people would take a fancy to her, she was timid and cowardly at that time, and she would only put her hope on others, and she didn't dare to refuse Ji Jingui, so she expected others to look down on her.
Probably because the blind date was too diligent at that time, and he was too stubborn, so after marrying Fu Zijun, the city was full of people who watched jokes, and he was ridiculed so much that he couldn't raise his head.
"Resentment? Yes, people like us don't even have the qualifications to hate, and we enjoy the qiē that our family brings us, and we must exchange it for freedom. Fang Zhongnan smiled bitterly, "You accepted your fate because you like Fu Zijun, but I don't want to accept my fate, I don't love that woman at all, I can't imagine living with her for the rest of my life." I'm going crazy! ”
Crazy? Did Fu Zijun feel this way when he married her?
"At this point, you are inferior to Fu Zijun."
"What's the matter? Are you here to show affection? Fang Zhongnan glanced at her, "As for Fu Zijun's attitude towards you, are you embarrassed to say that you don't like you?" When you were in England, you still made a clear line with him, if he really didn't have any thoughts about you, he would chase all the way to England, just to see you? I can't do that anyway. Not to mention his ice cube face. ”
She pursed her lips and smiled. "I just thought it was incredible, he was so much better than me, how could he like me. The way we are now, I don't know how many people are surprised. ”
She thought of the paint that those women who couldn't get Fu Zijun splashed in front of her house, and suddenly felt less angry, after all, as a winner. The posture should still be a little higher.
"You're gentle, you can cook. Good temper, good character, very comfortable with you, not to mention him. I like you too. Fang Zhongnan said without thinking.
Ji Qingling was stunned, an embarrassed look appeared on his face, and the flush spread from his face to the root of his ears. There is also a tendency to spread to the neck.
"Hey, what's your blushing about? That's not what I mean by liking. Fang Zhongnan hurriedly waved his hand. I don't want to be beaten to death by your Fu Zijun with a stick. ”
"I didn't mean that either." Ji Qingling blushed, it was only the first time she heard someone of the opposite sex other than Fu Zijun say that she liked her, and she had always had low self-esteem, so she inevitably felt a little fluctuating in her heart.
Fang Zhongnan didn't have the heart to worry so much about her, and sighed deeply, "
"Anyway, I don't have such high expectations for Su Jingjing, and I've done my best to tolerate her, but she has been stepping on my bottom line, and she has to interfere with my friendship, who does she think she is? My parents, my brother, they didn't care about such a wide ......."
He had been holding this breath for a long time, and finally found someone to talk to, so he broke out regardless of it.
She remembered that the girl who was holding Fang Zhongnan's arm that day was indeed arrogant and domineering, and she didn't have any good feelings in her heart, but after all, it was someone else's family matter, since the Fang family wanted to marry the Su family so much, if she said anything more, she would become a wicked person who sowed discord, so she had to drink milk tea silently, and her heart couldn't help but lower her evaluation of the other family.
Although Fang Zhongnan is playful, he has a good personality and a good heart, and he is a sunny and hearty big boy. No matter what the reason is, if he is forced to marry the arrogant and domineering eldest lady and ignore his lifelong happiness, such a family is called a famous family in vain, which is no different from the Ji family who disregard family affection.
"Anyway, I don't care, I just don't marry Su Jingjing, I want to marry my brother." Fang Zhongnan said angrily.
"Why didn't your brother marry?" She thought it was funny, the eldest son was not married yet, so she forced the younger son to marry a wife, this Fang family is really a bit of putting the cart before the horse.
"He doesn't like it." Fang Zhongnan said angrily, "I really don't know what kind of woman he can look at." ”
"If he doesn't like it, you can look at it?" Ji Qingling laughed, "Since they are all political marriages, there is no reason to push you out, he is alone." ”
Although Fang Zhongnan was angry, he knew the meaning of the song when he heard it, and smiled, "It makes sense, I understand." ”
Ji Qingling also smiled, Fang Bonan's face was already blurred in her memory, but the disdainful ridicule always remained in her mind, although her words were suspected of making Fang Zhongnan and his family against him, but he felt a little happy in his heart.
"But one yard is one yard, although it is usually Senior Brother Shen who takes us more, but you know Mr. Wang's usual intentions for us, he is so busy, he finally found time to guide us, but your attitude is so bad, you not only hurt his heart, but may also change his attitude towards us people because of this." Seeing that his feelings slowly calmed down, she opened her mouth gently, her mind was more sensitive than ordinary people, Wang Ling just said that Fang Zhongnan's words had a sentence of "family and great business", which made her hear a hint of a different meaning.
"What's changed?" Fang Zhongnan also had remorse, he was in a bad mood during this time, he had no intention of studying at all, Wang Ling was pressed again, he was impulsive and then he contradicted Wang Ling, he also understood that although Wang Ling was strict, his character was impeccable, and he still respected this mentor in his heart.
"You didn't hear him say that your family has a big business, whether you can graduate or not it has no effect on you, he can't take a young master like you. Although it is angry, it is very likely that he will have the impression that those students who have modest families have no desire to study, such as me. She sighed, she saw Wang Ling's tired look in her eyes, it was really a disaster.
Fang Zhongnan laughed embarrassedly twice, "Teacher Wang's strength is not so small. ”
"Go and apologize to Mr. Wang."
"I understand what you mean," Fang Zhongnan smiled bitterly, "Teacher Wang is a good teacher, but I'm very confused now, I'm really not in the mood to study hard, I don't know if I can force myself to persist so much, and I don't want Teacher Wang to waste time on me." ”
"You're not trying to give up your studies, are you?" She looked at him in surprise.
"I don't know." He looked dazed, "You also know that this graduate school is not what I want to study, my brother forced me to study, I don't want to be at the mercy of them anymore, from studying to marriage, my life has always been manipulated, and I also want to be the master for myself." ”
"You're not going to read on, so what are you going to do?"
"I don't know, I've had a lot of dreams, but I've never been determined, so I've been at the mercy of them, and I want to use this time to think about my future." Fang Zhongnan had a determined look on his face, "At least I want to take a year off from school and think about my future." ”
"I see." Although she felt a little lost in her heart, she also had to admit that his decision was rational.
A person's life is short, living for others for a lifetime, no matter how wonderful it is, it is a failure, only by living a wonderful life for oneself can it not be in vain to come to the world once, Fang Zhongnan is still a young man, and it is not too late to understand this truth now.
Since that day, she really hasn't seen Fang Zhongnan in school, Wang Ling didn't say anything, but she knew that he must be very dissatisfied in his heart, they had a tacit understanding not to talk about Fang Zhongnan anymore, and she was also more attentive in her studies, and worked hard to take on the work that should have been done by Fang Zhongnan.
And she also unexpectedly met someone who she thought would never cross paths with her again.
"I wonder if Miss Ji still knows me?" The man in front of him was cold and arrogant, very similar to Fu Zijun back then, except that the corners of his lips were a little mean, and Fu Zijun was just silent.
Ji Qingling looked at him unexpectedly, and took this person out from the depths of his memory, although his face was already a little unfamiliar, but thanks to Fang Zhongnan, she was not a stranger to him.
"Mr. Fang, long time no see." She bowed slightly, and it was difficult for her to have a good face in the face of a person who had given herself an ugly nickname, even if he was her friend's brother.
"Oh, I'm sorry, maybe it's more appropriate for me to call you Mrs. Fu." Fang Bonan said hypocritically.
"Whatever, it's just a code name anyway, you know who you're calling," she looked at him indifferently and vigilantly, "I don't know what Mr. Fang is looking for me?" ”
"I'm here to apologize to Miss Ji, Zhong Nan's wife Su Jingjing is too young and a little ignorant, I offended Miss Ji, I hope you don't worry about her." Fang Bonan's appearance was very humble.
"I don't remember if she offended me, I don't have any impression of her at all, let alone any care," she sneered, "Don't say that Su Jingjing hasn't entered your Fang family's door yet, even if she is already Fang Zhongnan's wife, you shouldn't need to come forward as an uncle to apologize for her." ”
Fang Bonan glanced at her unexpectedly, Ji Qingling in his memory was a timid and cowardly, who couldn't even say a sentence coherently, how could he have a good appearance, and even his temper and personality had changed? (To be continued) R580